The Villain-Worshipper

There was no more fervent admirer of Stingaree and all bushrangers than

George Oswald Abernethy Melvin. Despite this mellifluous nomenclature

young Melvin helped his mother to sell dance-music, ballads, melodeons,

and a very occasional pianoforte, in one of the several self-styled

capitals of Riverina; and despite both facts the mother was a lady of

most gentle blood. The son could either teach or tune the piano with a

certain crude and idle skill. He endured a monopoly of what little

business the locality provided in this line, and sat superior on the

music-stool at all the dances. He had once sung tenor in Bishop

Methuen's choir, but, offended by a word of wise and kindly advice, was

seen no more in surplice or in church. It will be perceived that Oswald

Melvin had all the aggressive independence of Young Australia without

the virility which leavens the truer type.

Yet he was neither a base nor an unkind lad. His bane was a morbid

temperament, which he could no more help than his sallow face and weedy

person; even his vanity was directly traceable to the early influence of

an eccentric and feckless father with experimental ideas on the

upbringing of a child. It was a pity that brilliantly unsuccessful man

had not lived to see the result of his sedulous empiricism. His wife was

left to bear the brunt--a brave exile whose romantic history was never

likely to escape her continent lips. None even knew whether she saw any

or one of those aggravated faults of an only child which were so

apparent to all her world.

And yet the worst of Oswald Melvin was known only to his own morbid and

sensitive heart. An unimpressive presence in real life, on his mind's

stage he was ever in the limelight with a good line on his lips. Not

that he was invariably the hero of these pieces. He could see himself as

large with the noose round his neck as in coronet or halo; and though

this inward and spiritual temper may be far from rare, there had been no

one to kick out of him its outward and visible expression. Oswald had

never learned to gulp down the little lie which insures a flattering

attention; his clever father had even encouraged it in him as the

nucleus of imagination. Imagination he certainly had, but it fed on

strong meat for an unhealthy mind; it fattened on the sordid history of

the earlier bushrangers; its favorite fare was the character and

exploits of Stingaree. The sallow and neurotic face would brighten with

morbid enthusiasm at the bare mention of the desperado's name. The

somewhat dull, dark eyes would lighten with borrowed fires: the young

fool wore an eye-glass in one of them when he dared.

"Stingaree," he would say, "is the greatest man in all Australia." He

had inherited from his father a delight in uttering startling opinions;

but this one he held with unusual sincerity. It had come to all ears,

and was the subject of that episcopal compliment which Oswald took as an

affront. The impudent little choristers supported his loss by calling

"Stingaree!" after him in the street: he was wise to keep his eye-glass

for the house.

There, however, with a few even younger men who admired his standpoint

and revelled in his store of criminous annals, or with his patient,

inscrutable mother, Oswald Melvin was another being. His language became

bright and picturesque, his animation surprising. A casual customer

would sometimes see this side of him, and carry away the impression of a

rare young dare-devil. And it was one such who gave Oswald the first

great moment of his bush life.

"Not been down from the back-blocks for three years?" he had asked, as

he showed a tremulous and dilapidated bushman how to play the instrument

that he had bought with the few shillings remaining out of his check.

"Been on the spree and going back to drive a whim until you've enough to

go on another? How I wish you'd tell that to our high and mighty Lord

Bishop of all the Back-Blocks! I should like to see his face and hear

him on the subject; but I suppose he's new since you were down here

last? Never come across him, eh? But, of course, you heard how good old

Stingaree scored off him the other day, after he thought he'd scored off

Stingaree?"

The whim-driver had heard something about it. Young Melvin plunged into

the congenial narrative and emerged minutes later in a dusky glow.

"That's the man for my money," he perorated. "Stingaree, sir, is the

greatest chap in all these Colonies, and deserves to be Viceroy when

they get Federation. Thunderbolt, Morgan, Ben Hall and Ned Kelly were

not a circumstance between them to Stingaree; and the silly old Bishop's

a silly old fool to him! I don't care twopence about right and wrong.

That's not the point. The one's a Force, and the other isn't."

"A darned sight too much force, to my mind," observed the whim-driver

with some warmth.

"You don't take my meaning," the superior youth pursued. "It's a

question of personality."

"A bit more personal than you think," was the dark rejoinder.

"How do you mean?"

Melvin's tone had altered in an instant.

"I know too much about him."

"At first hand?" the youth asked, with bated breath.

"Double first!" returned the other, with a muddled glimmer of better

things.

"You never knew him, did you?" whispered Oswald.

"Knew him? I've been taken prisoner by him," said the whim-driver, with

the pause of a man who hesitates to humiliate himself, but is lost for

the sake of that same sensation which Oswald Melvin loved to create.

Mrs. Melvin was in the back room, wistfully engrossed in an English

magazine sent that evening from Bishop's Lodge. The bad blood in the son

had not affected Dr. Methuen's keen but tactful interest in the mother.

She looked up in tolerant consternation as her Oswald pushed an unsavory

bushman before him into the room; but even through her gentle horror

the mother's love shone with that steady humor which raised it above the

sphere of obvious pathos.

"Here's a man who's been stuck up by Stingaree!" he cried, boyish enough

in his delight. "Do keep an eye on the show, mother, and let him tell me

all about it, as he's good enough to say he will. Is there any whiskey?"

"Not for me!" put in the whim-driver, with a frank shudder. "I should

like a drink of tea out of a cup, if I'm to have anything."

Mrs. Melvin left them with a good-humored word besides her promise. She

had given no sign of injury or disapproval; she was not one of the

wincing sort; and the tremulous tramp was in her own chair before her

back was turned.

"Now fire away!" cried the impatient Oswald.

"It's a long story," said the whim-driver; and his dirty brows were knit

in thought.

"Let's have it," coaxed the young man. And the other's thoughtful

creases vanished suddenly in the end.

"Very well," said he, "since it means a drink of tea out of a cup! It

was only the other day, in a dust-storm away back near the Darling, as

bad a one as ever I was out in. I was bushed and done for, gave it up

and said my prayers. Then I practically died in my tracks, and came to

life in a sunny clearing later in the day. The storm was over; two coves

had found me and carried me to their camp; and as soon as I saw them I

spotted one for Howie and the other for Stingaree!"

The narrative went no farther for a time. The thrilling youth fired

question and leading question like a cross-examining counsel in a fever

to conclude his case. The tea arrived, but the whim-driver had to help

himself. His host neglected everything but the first chance he had ever

had of hearing of Stingaree or any other bushranger at first-hand.

"And how long were you there?"

"About a week."

"What happened then?"

The whim-driver paused in doubt renewed.

"You will never guess."

"Tell me."

"They waited for the next dust-storm, and then cast me adrift in that."

Oswald stared; he would never have guessed, indeed. The unhealthy light

faded from his sallow face. Even his morbid enthusiasm was a little

damped.

"You must have done something to deserve it," he cried, at last.

"I did," was the reply, with hanging head. "I--I tried to take him."

"Take your benefactor--take him prisoner?"

"Yes--the man who saved my life."

Melvin sat staring: it was a stare of honestly incredulous disgust. Then

he sprang to his feet, a brighter youth than ever, his depression melted

like a cloud. His villainous hero was an heroic villain after all! His

heart of hearts--which was not black--could still render whole homage to

Stingaree! He no longer frowned on his informer as on a thing accursed.

The creature had wiped out his original treachery to Stingaree by

replacing the uninjured idol in its niche in this warped mind. Oswald,

however, had made his repugnance only too plain; he was unable to elicit

another detail; and in a very few minutes Mrs. Melvin was back in her

place, though not before flicking it with her handkerchief, undetected

by her son.

It was certainly a battered and hang-dog figure that stole away into the

bush. Yet the creature straightened as he strode into star-light

undefiled by earthly illumination; his palsy left him; presently as he

went he began fingering the new melodeon in the way of a man who need

not have sought elementary instruction from Oswald Melvin. And now a

shining disk filled one unwashed eye.

Stingaree lay a part of that night beside the milk-white mare that he

had left tethered in a box-clump quite near the town; at sunrise he

knelt and shaved on the margin of a Government tank, before breaking the

mirror by plunging in. And before the next stars paled he was snugly

back in older haunts, none knowing of his descent upon those of men.

There or thereabouts, hidden like the needle in the hay, and yet

ubiquitous in the stack, the bushranger remained for months. Then there

was an encounter, not the first of this period, but the first in which

shots were exchanged. One of these pierced the lungs of his melodeon--an

instrument more notorious by this time than the musical-box before it--a

still greater treasure to Stingaree. That was near the full of a certain

summer moon; it was barely waning to the eye when the battered buyer of

melodeons came for a new one to the shop in the pretty bush town.

The shop was closed for the night, but Stingaree knocked at a lighted

window under the veranda, which Mrs. Melvin presently threw up. Her eyes

flashed when she recognized one against whom she now harbored a

bitterness on quite a different plane of feeling from her former

repulsion. Even to his first glance she looked an older and a harder

woman.

"I am sorry to see you," she said, with a soft vehemence plainly foreign

to herself. "I almost hate the sight of you! You have been the ruin of

my son!"

"His ruin?"

Stingaree forgot the speech of the unlettered stockman; but his cry was

too short to do worse than warn him.

"Come round," continued Mrs. Melvin, austerely. "I will see you. You

shall hear what you have done."

In another minute he was in the parlor where he had sat aforetime. He

never dreamt of sitting now. But the lady took her accustomed chair as a

queen her throne.

"_Is_ he ruined?" asked Stingaree.

"Not irrevocably--not yet; but he may be any moment. He must be before

long."

"But--but what ails him, madame?"

"Villain-worship!" cried the lady, with a tragic face stripped of all

its humor, and bare without it as a winter's tree.

"I remember! Yes--I understand. He was mad about--Stingaree."

"It is madness now," said the bitter mother. "It was only a stupid,

hare-brained fancy then, but now it is something worse. You're the first

to whom I have admitted it," she continued, with illogical indignation,

"because it's all through you!"

"All through me?"

"You told him a tale. You made that villain a greater hero in his eyes

than ever. You made him real."

"He is real enough, God knows!"

"But you made him so to my son." The keen eyes softened for one divine

instant before they filled. "And I--I am talking my own boy over

with--with----"

Stingaree stood in twofold embarrassment. Did she know after all who he

was? And what had he said he was, the time before?

"The lowest of the low," he answered, with a twitch of his unshaven

lips.

"No! That you were not, or are not, whatever you may say. You--" she

hesitated sweetly--"you had been unsteady when you were here before." He

twitched again, imperceptibly. "I am thankful to see that you are now

more like what you must once have been. I can bear to tell you of my

boy. Oh, sir, can you bear with me?"

Stingaree twitched no more. Rich as the situation was, keenly as he had

savored its unsuspected irony, the humor was all over for him. Here was

a woman, still young, sweet and kind, and gentle as a childish memory,

with her fine eyes full of tears! That was bad enough. To make it worse,

she went on to tell him of her son, him an outlaw, him a bushranger with

a price upon his skin, as she might have outlined the case to a

consulting physician. The boy had been born in the trouble of her early

exile; he could not help his temperament. He had countless virtues; she

extolled him in beaming parentheses. But he had too much imagination and

too little balance. He was morbidly wrapped up in the whole subject of

romantic crime, and no less than possessed with the personality of this

one romantic criminal.

"I should be ashamed to tell you the childish lengths to which he has

gone," she went on, "if he were quite himself on the point. But indeed

he is not. He is Stingaree in his heart, Stingaree in his dreams; it is

as debasing a form as mental and temperamental weakness could well take;

yet I know, who watch over him half of the night. He has an eye-glass;

he keeps revolvers; he has even bought a white mare! He can look

extremely like the portraits one has seen of the wretched man. But come

with me one moment."

She took the lamp and led the way into the little room where Oswald

Melvin slept. He had slept in it from that boyhood in which the brave

woman had opened this sort of shop entirely for his sake. Music was his

only talent; he was obviously not to be a genius in the musical world;

but it was the only one in which she could foresee the selfish,

self-willed child figuring with credit, and her foresight was only

equalled by her resource. The business was ripe and ready for him when

he grew up. And this was what he was making of it.

But Stingaree saw only the little bed that had once been far too large,

the Bible still by its side, read or unread, the parents' portraits

overhead. The mother was looking in an opposite direction; he followed

her eyes, and there at the foot, where the infatuated fool could see it

last thing at night and first in the morning, was an enlarged photograph

of the bushranger himself.

It had been taken in audacious circumstances a year or two before. A

travelling photographer had been one of yet another coach-load turned

out and stood in a line by the masterful masterless man.

"Now you may take my photograph. The police refuse to know me when we do

meet. Give them a chance."

And he had posed on the spot with eye-glass up and pistols pointed, as

he saw himself now, not less than a quarter life-size, in a great gaudy

frame. But while he stared Mrs. Melvin had been rummaging in a drawer,

and when he turned she was staring in her turn with glassy eyes. In her

hands was an empty mahogany case with velvet moulds which ought to have

been filled by a brace of missing revolvers.

"He kept it locked--he kept them in it!" she gasped. "He may have done

it this very night!"

"Done what?"

"Stuck up the Deniliquin mail. That is his maddest dream. I have heard

him boast of it to his friends--the brainless boys who alone look up to

him--I have even heard him rave of it in his dreams!"

Stingaree was heavy for a moment with a mental calculation. His head was

a time-table of Cobb's coaches on the Riverina road-system; he nodded it

as he located the imperilled vehicle.

"A dream it shall remain," said he. "But there's not a moment to lose!"

"Do you propose to follow and stop him?"

"If he really means it."

"He may not. He will ride at night. He is often out as late."

"Going and coming about the same time?"

"Yes--now I think of it."

"Then his courage must have failed him hitherto, and it probably will

again."

"But if not!"

"I will cure him. But I must go at once. I have a horse not far away. I

will gallop and meet the coach; if it is still safe, as you may be sure

it will be, I shall scour the country for your son. I can tell him a

fresh thing or two about Stingaree!"

"God bless you!"

"Leave him to me."

"Oh, may God bless you always!"

His hands were in a lady's hands once more. Stingaree withdrew them

gently. And he looked his last into the brave wet eyes raised gratefully

to his.

The villain-worshipper was indeed duly posted in a certain belt of trees

through which the coach-route ran, about half-way between the town and

the first stage south. It was not his first nocturnal visit to the spot;

often, as his prototype divined, had the mimic would-be desperado sat

trembling on his hoary screw, revolvers ready, while the red eyes of the

coach dilated down the road; and as often had the cumbrous ship pitched

past unscathed. The week-kneed and weak-minded youth was too vain to

feel much ashamed. He was biding his time, he could pick his night; one

was too dark, another not dark enough; he had always some excuse for

himself when he regained his room, still unstained by crime; and so the

unhealthy excitement was deliciously maintained. To-night, as always

when he sallied forth, the deed should be done; he only wished there was

a shade less moon, and wondered whether he might not have done better to

wait. But, as usual, the die was cast. And indeed it was quite a new

complication that deterred this poor creature for the last time: he was

feverishly expecting the coach when a patter of hoofs smote his ear from

the opposite quarter.

This was enough to stay an older and a bolder hand. Oswald tucked in his

guns with unrealized relief. It was his last instinct to wait and see

whether the horseman was worth attacking for his own sake; he had room

for few ideas at the same time; and his only new one was the sense of a

new danger, which he prepared to meet by pocketing his pistols as a

child bolts stolen fruit. There was no thinking before the act; but it

was perhaps as characteristic of the naturally honest man as of the

coward.

Stingaree swept through the trees at a gallop, the milk-white mare

flashing in the moonlit patches. At the sight of her Oswald was

convulsed with a premonition as to who was coming; his heart palpitated

as even his heart had never done before; and yet he would have sat

irresolute, inert, and let the man pass as he always let the coach, had

the decision been left to him. The real milk-white mare affected the

imitation in its turn as the coach-horses never had; and Oswald swayed

and swam upon a whinnying steed. . . .

"I thought you were Stingaree!"

The anti-climax was as profound as the weakling's relief. Yet there was

a strong dash of indignation in his tone.

"What if I am?"

"But you're not. You're not half smart enough. You can't tell me

anything about Stingaree!"

He put his eye-glass up with an air.

Stingaree put up his.

"You young fool!" said he.

The thoroughbred mare, the eye-glass, a peeping pistol, were all

superfluous evidence. There was the far more unmistakable authority of

voice and eye and bearing. Yet the voice at least was somehow familiar

to the ear of Oswald, who stuttered as much when he was able.

"I must have heard it before, or have I dreamt it? I've thought a good

deal about you, you know!"

To do him justice, he was no longer very nervous, though still

physically shaken. On the other hand, he began already to feel the

elation of his dreams.

"I do know. You've thought your soul into a pulp on the subject, and you

must give it up," said Stingaree, sternly.

Oswald sat aghast.

"But how on earth did you know?"

"I've come straight from your mother. You're breaking her heart."

"But how can _you_ have come straight from _her_?"

"I've come down for another melodeon. I've got to have one, too."

"Another----"

And Oswald Melvin knew his drunken whim-driver for what he had really

been.

"The yarn I told you about myself was true enough," continued Stingaree.

"Only the names were altered, as they say; it happened to the other

fellow, not to me. I made it happen. He is hardly likely to have lived

to tell the tale."

"Did he really try to betray you after what you'd done for him?"

"More or less. He looked on me as fair game."

"But you had saved his life?"

Stingaree shrugged.

"We rode across him."

"And you think he perished of dust and thirst?"

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