CHAPTER XLVI

It is necessary to take but a cursory glance at the events that

followed. Life flowed smoothly enough in its way, but it flowed towards

higher and greater achievements for some, and that can only mean a

story of obstacles, and drawbacks and difficulties sturdily overcome.

For the three inmates of the Cromwell Road flat it held many prizes.

Alymer Hermon’s career continued to advance by leaps and bounds. The

“taking up” by Sir Philip Hall became quickly an actual fact, and he

was soon easily first among the juniors. What he lacked in years and

experience his striking presence and personal charm supplied, and his

calm gravity and self-possession went far to counteract his youthful

appearance.

Dick Bruce finished his great novel, and though it was not quite the

jumble about vegetables and babies he had prophesied, it was considered

the most original book of the year, and brought him instantaneous

recognition and fame.

Quin inherited some money, and built a wonderful East End Club House

that is all his own, and is as the apple of his eye.

If the great solution of life is to find one’s true environment, he has

at any rate found his; and in finding it knows a happiness, even amid

the squalid poverty of Shoreditch, such as is found by few.

In the meantime Hal continued to work and be independent. When Ethel

and Dudley married, they tried hard to persuade her to live with them,

but she had already bespoken a smaller sitting-room with her old

landlady, Mrs. Carr, and made up her mind to live there.

Later, when Dudley began to add to his income, they begged her to give

up her work, but she was obdurate, again expressing certain views on

the boon of steady occupation they could not gainsay.

“It is so boring sometimes,” Ethel remonstrated, and she answered:

“Not so boring as idleness in the long run, and having to make up your

mind each day what you are going to do next. The girls who only enjoy

themselves without work little know what they miss in never waking up

in the morning to say, ‘Hurray! this is a holiday.’ No! give me my work

and my play well balanced, and I’ll turn them into happiness.”

It was months before Alymer dared to speak to her of love. It had taken

him long to win her to the old fooling again; and in a sudden gladness

at some little remark or touch that seemed to show him he was truly

forgiven for his own sake, he told her the story of his love, and his

long waiting.

Hal was very taken aback, and a little unhappy, but when she had

convinced him it was really quite hopeless, he forced himself back to

the old comradeship, and took up his self-imposed burden of waiting

once more.

Then followed a period of rapid successes, during which Hal told him

seriously he must now make a choice among the bevy of beauty, wealth,

and lineage at his disposal.

“You really ought, you know,” she said, “out of consideration for all

the poor things left hoping against hope, and the numbers that are

yearly added to them!”

“I have made my choice,” he answered; “it is not my fault about the

vain hopes. It is the obstinacy of one woman, who is keeping the others

in the unfortunate condition you describe.”

But she only smiled lightly, and put him off again, concluding with:

“I should be frightened out of my life at possessing anything so

beauteous and attractive in the way of a husband.”

So Hermon worked on, and waited, believing in his star.

Yet there were times when the apparent hopelessness of it weighed

heavily on his mind—times when the very lustre of his success seemed

only to mock him, because of that one thing he craved in vain.

It was so when the greatest achievement of his life came to his hands.

It was given him to plead for a woman’s life against a charge of

poisoning her husband, pitting his youth and slender experience against

the greatest advocate of the Crown. The case caused a great stir, and

with a growing wonderment and pride she hardly dared to account for.

Hal followed the newspaper reports day by day.

The evening before the speech for the defence he came to her. She

greeted him as usual, saying little about his present notoriety, but

she noticed that he looked careworn, as if the strain were becoming too

much for him; and then suddenly he stated his errand.

“I want you to come to the court tomorrow, Hal. I—I—have a feeling I

want you to be there when I am speaking. Will you come?”

She looked up doubtfully.

“Why do you want me?”

“I hardly know. I mean to save this woman if I can. She did not give

the poison. I am quite certain of it; but we can’t prove it absolutely.

We can only appeal in such a way to the jury that they will feel the

case is not merely not proven against her, but that she is innocent. I

think it would inspire me more than anything if you were there.” He

paused, then added: “I love you so much, Hal, I feel as if I shall save

her life if you are there.”

Hal looked touched, and agreed to go if he would arrange everything,

and telephone to her what time to arrive.

The next day she went to the court with the card he had given, and

found herself received with the utmost deference, and ushered at once

to a seat reserved for her.

A few minutes afterwards Alymer stood up to make his great speech, and

then Hal heard a subdued murmur around her, and saw that the judge was

watching him with some interest and expectancy.

It was the first time she had seen him in his wig and gown, in court,

and her heart began to beat strangely. She felt suddenly and

unaccountably incensed with the women all round, who whispered and

gazed. “What was he to them anyway! How idiotic of them to murmur to

each other how splendid he looked! What did he care for their

approval?”

Her heart carried her a little farther. “What is he to you?...” it

asked. She felt a sudden warm glow of pride, and her eyes grew very

soft as she watched him.

Then he began to speak, and it seemed as if everything in heaven and

earth has paused to listen. Surely there was no big thoroughfare with

hurrying multitudes just outside, no continual stream of noisy,

hurrying traffic; no busy newspaper offices awaiting each flying

message—nothing anywhere but that crowded hall, that white-faced

accused woman waiting for death or freedom, that man in his beauty of

manhood and power straining every nerve to save her.

An hour passed. No one spoke, no one moved. Sometimes a sob, hastily

stifled, broke the oppresive hush, sometimes a stifled cough.

Alymer rarely raised his voice, for his was no impassioned, heated

declaration. It was a magnificent piece of quiet oratory, which carried

every one along by its earnestness and convincing calm, and was

intensified by the look upon his noble, resolute face.

After a time every one knew instinctively that he had won. The tension

grew less taut and more emotional. Women began to weep softly and

restrainedly. Men cleared their throats again and again. Some one

sitting next to Hal apparently knew him, and knew her.

“My God,” he breathed in her ear, “he’s magnificent. He’s saved her. I

wouldn’t have missed this for anything. I’m proud to be his friend.”

Hal’s eyes suddenly filled with tears. She began to feel dazed and

faint. It had been too much for her, and the relief was overwhelming.

She thought of Lorraine, and her heart swelled to think he had so

gloriously fulfilled her vast hopes, and crowned all she had done for

him. She longed that she might have been there, and then felt

mysteriously that she not only was there, but was speaking to her. In a

vague, unreal, mystical way, Lorraine was pleading with her to give him

his happiness.

She looked again, confusedly, at the big, strong, calm man; and

something that had been growing in her heart for months took shape and

form.

What did the other women matter? He was hers—hers—hers. Why stop to

question or demur? What did anything matter but that he had loved her

so long and faithfully; and that at last she loved him?

In a stress of unendurable emotion, she got up unsteadily, and left the

court.

A quarter of an hour later, Alymer finished his speech, and sat down

instantly turning his head to look for her. Instead of the familiar,

eager face of the first hour, he saw the empty space, and his

overwrought mind sank to a dull level of bitter disappointment.

She was not impressed, then—not even interested enough to stay until

the end. Oh, what did it matter? She was hard—hard, he was a fool to

love her so.

The jury went away and came back with their verdict of “Not guilty.”

There was a rush and buzz of congratulations. He smiled, because he had

to smile, and grasped outstretched hands because he had to grasp them.

The moment it was possible to get away, he walked blindly and hurriedly

to the entrance, and got into a taxi, before the waiting crowd had had

time to recognise him.

“Where to?” a policeman asked him, and for a moment he was at a loss to

know. Then he gave Hal’s address. “Better have it out and done with,”

was his thought. Once for all he would make her tell him if it was

hopeless, and if she said yes, he would go away and try to forget her

in another country.

When he was shown into Hal’s little sitting-room, he found her

crouching on a footstool in the firelight, before the fire. He stood a

moment or two and looked at her, and then he said in a slightly harsh

voice:

“I suppose you hurried away because you were bored. I thought you would

have stayed until the end. I was a fool. Nothing I do ever has

interested you, or ever will.”

Hal did not look round. She was staring into the flames, with her chin

resting in her hands. When he paused she said calmly:

“I can’t hear what you say so far away.”

He moved across the room and stood on the hearth beside her, towering

above her, with his eyes on the opposite wall.

“I don’t know why I came here at all,” he continued; “but it didn’t

seem any use going anywhere else. Why did you run away in the middle!

Did you want to punish my presumption for wishing to try and

distinguish myself before you, as well as save a woman’s life and

honour?”

A little smile shone in Hal’s eyes, where the firelight caught them.

“I can’t hear what you say, right up there, near the ceiling.”

He looked down at the dark shapely head, and something in her poise and

in her voice made his heart suddenly begin to thump rather wildly.

“I haven’t got a beanstalk,” she added.

He leaned a little towards her.

“And if you had?” he asked tensely.

“If I had, I would perhaps climb up it.”

He leaned lower still, his heart thumping yet more wildly.

“If you climbed up a ladder like that, you would be bound to climb into

my arms.”

“Well—and what if I did?” she said.

THE END.

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