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_We often cooked by our fireplace_

One hundred and fifty Thanksgivings must have preceded ours in the old

house, but I think out of them all you could not have picked a better

one. I would not like to say a more bountiful one, for I suppose in the

earlier day they had great wild turkeys and perhaps a haunch of venison,

braces of partridges and other royal fare. Even so, they could hardly

have eaten it all, and I think their noble turkey did not taste any

better than ours. Moreover, we were glad that our deer and partridges

were still running free.

We did not lack of native dishes. Our mince and pumpkin pies were home

products, as well as our apple-butter and a variety of other preserves.

Also, I had discovered a bed of wild cress in the brook and our brown

turkey was garnished with that piquant green. Certainly there was an

old-fashioned feeling about our first New England holiday--something

precious and genuine, that made all effort and cost worth while.

The Pride and the Hope had come home for a week's vacation and were

reveling in the house, which they now for the first time saw in order.

Of course their rooms had to be personally adjusted, their own special

belongings inspected and put away. Their treasures, after two months of

absence, were all new and fresh to them. The Pride, reveling in her own

"cozy corner," or curled up in a big chair by the log fire, reread her

favorite books; the Hope and the Joy played paper-doll "ladies" on the

deep couch, cutting out a whole new generation with up-to-date wardrobes

from the costume pages of some marvelous new fashion magazines.

Oblivious to the grosser world about them, they caused their respective

families to telephone and give parties and visit back and forth, and to

discuss openly their most private affairs and move into new houses and

make improvements and purchases that would have wrecked Rockefeller if

the bills had ever fallen due. That is the glory of make-believe--one

may go as far as he likes, building his castles and his kingdoms, with

never a cent to pay. It is only when one tries to realize in acres and

bricks and shingles that the accounts come in. A spiritistic friend of

mine told me recently that the latest communications from the shadow

world indicate the life there to be purely mental, that each spirit

entity creates its own environment and habitation by thought alone. In

a word, it is a world, he said, where imagination is reality and all the

dreams come true. Ah me! I hope he is not mistaken! What dreams of

empires we have all put away, what air-castles we have seen melt and

vanish because of the cost! A place where one may build and plant and

renew by the processes of thought alone, unchecked by acreage boundaries

or any sordid limitations of ways and means! I cannot think of a better

or more reasonable hereafter than that. We get a glimpse of it here in

the play of children--little children who perhaps have left the truth

not so far behind.

"Fashion ladies" must relax now and then. Even in late November there

were pleasant sunny days when the Hope and the Joy roamed the fields or

laid a long board across a tumbled wall and teetered away vacation hours

to the tune of

Seesaw, Marjory Daw,

Sold her bed and laid on straw,

which was probably first sung a good way back--by Cain and Abel, maybe,

in some corner of Eden. No, it would be outside of Eden, for their

parents had moved, as I remember, before their arrival. And I wonder if

little Cain and Abel had a fire to gather around when the fall evenings

began to close in, before the lamps were lit, and if they ever had cakes

and toast and sandwiches, with hot chocolate, from an old blue china set

from a corner cupboard, and were as hungry as bears, and rocked while

they ate and drank and watched the firelight dance on the tea-things and

table-legs. If not, I am afraid they missed something, and perhaps it is

not to be wondered at that little Cain became gloomy and savage and

outcast when he grew up. A fireplace with a cozy cup of chocolate and a

bite of something filling will civilize children about as quickly as

anything I know of, and would, I am sure, have been good for Cain.

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We often cooked by our fireplace. We hung a kettle over it for tea and

toasted bread on Captain Ben Meeker's long iron toasting-fork. Then at

supper-time we would rake out the coals, and on one of the old

gridirons brought down from the attic would broil a big steak, or some

chops, and if they did not taste better than any other steak or chops we

certainly imagined they did, and I am still inclined to think we were

right. Then there was popcorn, and potatoes roasted in the ashes, and

apples on sticks, though this was likely to be later in the evening,

when the tribe was hungry again, for children in vacation are always

hungry, just little savages, and the best way to civilize them is to

feed them, as I have said. It was too bad they must go back to school,

and sometimes we wished there were never any such things as schools; and

then again, when the house was one wild riot and hurrah, just at a

moment when I wanted to reflect, I could appreciate quite fully the

beauties of education and certain remote places where under careful

direction it could be acquired. But how silent and lonely the house

seemed when the Pride and the Hope were gone! How glad we were that

Christmas was only a month away!

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