CHAPTER XLVI.

While Henry continued thus entranced with perplexity, Marion's

attention was gradually attracted by a noise at her side, and, looking

suddenly round, she was startled to behold crouching in the remotest

corner of the room, the figure of a human being, which filled her with

horror and dismay, so haggard, so emaciated, so unlike anything she had

ever looked upon before, that scarcely could she suppress a shriek of

dismay. It was a face of woe and wretchedness, once seen never to be

forgotten, and she had formerly seen it. The sunken temples, the hollow

eyes, the lurid glare of insanity in the eye, and the clusters of hair,

black as death, blown by the night-wind in large damp masses on his

forehead, all brought the wretched Howard instantaneously to her mind;

and, grasping Henry's arm, with an exclamation of terror, she attempted

to hurry with him out of the room. Scarcely, however, had she made a

step towards the door, when the madman darted forward, and closed it,

then wheeling round, he said, in a low, husky voice, while his strength

seemed so subdued, that the grasp of an infant might have mastered

him,--

"You have discovered me, and there is no escape! Be it so! 'Welcome

death,' as the rat said, when the trap fell down. Here the tragedy

began, and here let it end!"

He paused for several minutes, and gradually his face assumed a look of

ungovernable anguish, while he added, in a dreary, desolate tone,

unlike any human voice,--

"I could weep for my own ruin,--for my sister's,--but the time is past.

Never shall I shed another tear! Our sin be on the Abbe Mordaunt's

head! The withering curse of a dying man be on his head! The misery of

eternal ruin be on his head, as it is on mine! For his own purposes he

nurtured every wild passion in our young blood. He taught me the mad

ambition that was my ruin,--promised me impunity here and hereafter, if

I assisted in his schemes; and now, after being his tool, I am, like a

useless tool, cast aside! But could he silence my outraged conscience?

No! The gibbet is forever hovering before my sight, and the curse of

heaven is borne to my soul in every blast!"

"Yet you are still in this world of hope, where none can be finally

condemned," said Henry, solemnly. "Till the grave closes over your

head, mercy and pardon may yet be asked, and may yet be granted! Ernest

Anstruther, from the hour of my mother's death until now, you have most

barbarously injured me, but mortal man must not keep up immortal anger.

I only obey our beneficent Creator in saying, that if you repent, I

heartily forgive you. Your life is probably forfeited to the outraged

laws of man, but may your soul find mercy in its utmost need."

"I have been your deadliest foe, De Lancey, and haunted your steps with

my hatred from childhood; but it is done," continued Anstruther, with a

look of bleak and barren agony. "I will not live to be caged in prison,

a spectacle of scorn and infamy, to die a death of shame. How different

from what I once hoped! There shall be no to-morrow for me in this

world! A fire is at my heart, which can only be quenched by death! It

is better not to be, than to be miserable! I shall give my body to the

beasts of the field, or the birds in the air. I shall find a bed where

no dreams shall haunt me, and a sleep from which there is no awakening!

A wolf may lose his teeth, but you cannot change his nature! As a

madman I have lived, and as a madman I shall die! We must sleep in the

bed we prepare for ourselves! Before that sun shall have traveled

another hour, you, Henry De Lancey, shall be raised to honor, and I

shall have died, covered with infamy and disgrace. I never stir now,

without the fatal means of release."

Marion shivered from head to foot, at the ghastly sound of Anstruther's

voice, but paralyzed with terror, she dared not stir, for already a

loaded pistol was in his hand. A fearful ghastly smile distorted his

countenance,--the smile of a maniac,--a smile such as may be seen on

the lips of a corpse, and an expression gleamed in his eye, which it

curdled her blood to look upon, and might have struck terror into the

strongest mind; but Henry, in a calm, deliberate voice, replied,--

"There is no such dreamless sleep, Anstruther, as you describe! Even

Satan himself believes in futurity! Whatever be your sorrow, and worse

than sorrow, your sin, do not madly hasten to that world where there is

no peace and no pardon. Take pity upon yourself."

"Mine has been a desperate life, and it shall have a desperate end,"

replied Ernest, with a sullen, deadly smile on his bloodless lips; but

trying to assume a tone of reckless indifference, he added, "I never

was one to choke upon the tail! I have gazed at the moon, and fallen in

the gutter, but, De Lancey, for the sake of that good old man, Sir

Arthur, who was your benefactor and mine, I will not die without doing

you justice. The wax of secrecy may now be broken, and here are papers

clearly and indisputably to prove that you are the legitimate son of

Lord Doncaster. They purify your mother's character from every

aspersion, and testify without doubt your title to be Lord Dunraven."

Had an apparition arisen through the floor, or had a cannon gone off at

Henry's ear, he could scarcely have been more startled and astonished,

while, with an exclamation of joy and rapture, Marion rushed up to him,

saying, in accents of tremulous joy, while he stood bewildered with

surprise, and then grasping the packet in his hand, staggered to a

seat, "It is then as uncle Arthur once almost believed! Oh, Henry, what

joy! If he had but lived to hear it! Can this be possible!"

After a few moments given to emotion and wonder, while Henry seemed

almost as if his spirit had taken wing from the body, Marion having in

some degree recovered herself, looked round, and observed with surprise

that they were alone! The madman, taking advantage of Henry's

agitation, had rushed wildly from the house, to be seen and heard of no

more. Henry rose, intending instantly to give an alarm, and to follow

in pursuit of Anstruther; but scarcely had he stirred a step, before he

and Marion were startled by hearing, in the adjoining room, a shriek so

shrill and appalling, so heart-broken and delirious, that in an agony

of alarm, they hurried forward to the hall. A confused murmur, a buzz

of suppressed astonishment had arisen among the assembled crowd, in

which were many countenances expressing strong fear, others wearing

only an air of gaping curiosity, many with their hands clasped in

amazement, and others expanding them in terror, but all listening with

looks of motionless attention, while every eye was turned towards the

table on which the murdered body had been laid, and a deep silence

ensued, of hushed expectation, as if the stage were about to exhibit a

tragedy of exciting interest.

Henry glanced rapidly around, and saw standing beside the corpse a tall

female, whose aspect filled all present with surprise. Her worn and

haggard countenance seemed cold and rigid as the figure on a

tomb-stone, and her cheek had become overspread with a damp and leaden

paleness; while in speechless horror, which seemed as if it amounted

almost to insanity, she pointed her long, ghastly finger towards the

body. A hundred eyes were now bent on hers, and her bewildered glance

swept for a moment round the assembled crowd, with a look of

unutterable wretchedness, till at length her eye fell on Lord

Doncaster. On him she now fixed an unshrinking gaze, while she spoke in

a low, hoarse whisper, which sounded with terrifying distinctness

through the large old hall, and fell upon every ear with a solemnity

and awfulness like the knell of death.

"I knew all, but could not hinder it! No! I would have died to prevent

this! There was death in my brother's eye when he left me! I pursued

him, but it was too late! Day by day, step by step, we have sunk into

deeper crime and misery! Who would think that I had ever been young,

innocent, and happy? The barrier was first thrown down by him who lies

here! Hour by hour the deepening shadows grew darker! Long, long have

these eyes been drenched with the tears of a broken heart! My wretched

brother swore that every pang I suffered should be avenged! I would

have pardoned, I would have forgotten all, if I might but have saved my

brother, and sheltered _him_ from death. I have warned, I have wept,

implored! I have prayed on my very knees; but in vain! All is now over!

Every law of God and man has been violated! None in all this assembly

can see as I do the horror of our guilt--none can hate it more! The

past maddens me, and the future--oh! what is there in the future for

me!"

With a shuddering groan, Mary Anstruther sunk back on a chair, and she

trembled like a leaf in the blast of autumn, while a mortal silence

ensued. Lord Doncaster with brows knit, and lips firmly compressed,

seemed resolute to conceal the emotions evidently struggling and

boiling within his breast; and the by-standers, in dismay, had all

shrunk back from the unhappy woman; but Henry now, with an irresistible

impulse of pity, approached, and spoke a few soothing words to her,

when she suddenly looked up, and seeing the expression of unfeigned

commiseration with which he gazed at her, burning tears forced

themselves into her eyes, and, with a look of piercing woe, she added

in a low, husky, choking voice--

"I have asked pity, and all are not pitiless! I am used to misery--that

cannot draw tears from me now, but kindness does,--your kindness

especially. My heart was dumb and frozen! I never thought to weep

again. Many is the long day since I have been pitied! Many is the long

day since I have deserved it! Yes!" added she, grasping Henry's arm

with almost iron force, while she spoke in a voice so strange and deep,

it thrilled to every heart. "The time is come for me to tell all and

die. The secret of your life was begun with bloodshed, and here in

bloodshed it has ended. The thought that your mother died by my

brother's hand has, from that fatal hour, gnawed like a fiery serpent

at my heart. My soul is shaken to the very dust; but while I have

breath to speak, let me confess how we slandered your mother--how we

caused her to be driven as an outcast from this house--how we deceived

your father, and cheated you, Henry De Lancey, of your birthright."

At this moment Lord Doncaster, who had seemed almost paralyzed with

agitation, and as if the springs of life were drying up within him,

suddenly rose, and waving back the Abbe Mordaunt and others who were

crowding around him, he placed himself opposite the wretched woman, and

fixed a look of searching examination on her death-struck countenance,

while he seemed afraid to trust his own voice, lest it should betray

the tumult of his feelings; but after a momentary struggle, he passed

his hand across his eyes, and said in a low tone of doubt and

uncertainty,--

"It seems like a resurrection from the dead! It cannot be! Is Mary

Anstruther yet in being?"

"I have dreamed of such a man once," replied she, casting a desolate

look around. "My heart was not then bursting, as it is now, because

none can help me."

Henry's eye became fastened with a look of settled intensity on the

countenance of Lord Doncaster, who walked a few agitated steps about

the room, and then added, in a voice of stern astonishment:

"You speak of a deception! Let me know all? What of Laura Mordaunt?"

"Not of Laura Mordaunt, my Lord, but your lawful wife! The story of

your previous marriage, invented by the Abbe, was a hideous lie. Had

she been told the reason why you spurned her from the house, she could

have disproved it. We told her only that your affections had been

changed. She was too proud to complain; yet she did at last write a

letter, which never reached you. She there made a solemn appeal to your

justice and compassion, claiming for her son the affection and the

station to which he is entitled. She became persuaded, by the Abbe's

contrivance, that her marriage had been illegal. All--all was foul and

horrid falsehood. We each had our various interests to serve! the Abbe

to embezzle his niece's fortune--Ernest to keep his place near the

succession--and I----"

Mary Anstruther's almost unearthly voice, which sounded unlike the

voice of a human being, now entirely failed; her teeth chattered, she

shivered from head to foot, and her eyes became fixed on the stiffened

corpse by her side, while Lord Doncaster, with a scarcely audible groan

of bitter regret, locked his hands over his heart, as if to still its

palpitations, and listened, in agitated silence, for more. At length

the wretched woman continued, while her voice became faint, and her

very blood seemed to freeze at the sound of her own words.

"The slow progress of a breaking heart was not rapid enough for

Ernest's hatred. He believed she was the cause of our ruin, and he

murdered her! I would die a thousand deaths now to restore Laura

Mordaunt--to undo all that I have done! Oh! that memory itself would

fail! I am haunted and tortured by those over-living remembrances!"

Lord Doncaster looked as if a flash of lightning had blinded him,

while, after gazing for a moment in almost vacant astonishment at Mary

Anstruther, he put his hand to his head, and, with a suppressed groan,

leaned against the table for support. A feather might have thrown him

down, but he was evidently trying to collect his senses, and murmured

hurriedly to himself in broken accents, "No! no! Impossible! It is all

proved! She was guilty! Who can doubt it?"

"My Lord! it was a cruel, horrid, slanderous falsehood!" cried Mary, in

a tone of solemn earnestness. "Night and the grave seem already closed

over my wretched head. Take, then, the assurance of a dying creature,

that Lord Mordaunt was innocent. Let me do one good action on the

earth, before I perish for ever! She deserved a better fate! Let her

young son enjoy the titles and honors of his ancestors. Letters will be

produced after my death, proving his right. I desire all here to

witness the last words I shall speak before my lips are sealed by death

in everlasting silence, that there stands Henry, Lord Dunraven, the

lawful son of Lord Doncaster! And now my destiny is accomplished!

Already I seem separated from the living, though not yet united to the

dead! Let my end come quickly, as it comes surely."

Henry's very heart trembled with agitation, and it seemed as if his

veins ran lightning, while he fixed a long and agitated look on Lord

Doncaster, whose countenance became convulsed with agitation, his brain

seemed contracted by a spasm, the thread of life appeared suddenly to

snap, a thick mist obscured his sight, and before his newly found son

could rush forward to his support, he had fallen to the ground as if

shot.

The room was immediately cleared of strangers, and the Abbe Mordaunt

fled without delay to the continent, where he soon after buried himself

in the monastery of La Trappe.

During several succeeding days, all that mortal man could do was done

to restore Lord Doncaster, while Henry watched over his

recently-discovered parent with incessant attention, and hoped, but

hoped in vain, that Lord Doncaster might live to recognise and bless

him; but the varied and vehement emotions of the last few hours had

been too much for his aged frame. He continued during some time

insensible, and, at length, after a short but severe struggle, expired.

Henry was acknowledged, however, before long, and recognised by the

world, as not a doubt could remain on any mind of his identity and his

claims, after those papers had been read bequeathed to him by the

Anstruthers, and before the wretched Mary had quitted the earthly scene

of her misfortunes and crimes, she was consoled by the forgiveness and

the prayers of young De Lancey, now Marquis of Doncaster.

The whole unfathomable abyss of Henry's feelings and affections was now

irradiated with hope, and he felt himself almost overwhelmed by the

torrent of happiness about to pour upon him, when, hiding his face with

his hands, tears of indescribable--of almost insufferable joy gushed

from his eyes. The change seemed sudden as spring, bursting forth

amidst the arid deserts of Siberia, after the snow has been melted away

in the night, and the barren ground is, as by magic, clothed with

blossoms, and warmed with sunshine. It appeared as if a word might yet

break the charm--as if he might awaken and find the whole a dream of

enchantment, but the crowning of all his earthly joy, was, when he at

length claimed, in the open face of day, that true, constant, and

disinterested affection of Caroline Smythe, which had so long been to

him like a spring of water in the desert to a lonely traveller,

cheering and refreshing his heart in the long pilgrimage of life.

Oh, doubly sweet is sunshine after rain,

Rest after toil, port after stormy seas.

The language of happy love, interesting above all else to the parties

themselves, is uninteresting to others, but who ever had a brighter lot

than Caroline and Henry, while they looked far into the future,

anticipating together a long life of mutual confidence, cheered by "the

soul's calm sunshine, and the heart's best joy."

"I begin now to fancy nobody in the world happy but myself!" exclaimed

Henry, gaily. "I am almost ashamed to be so much better off than I

deserve! but, as Lady Townly says, Caroline, 'We must squeeze as little

as possible of the lemon into our matrimonial sherbet!'"

"Must I actually give up the delightful romance of loving you as a

friendless adventurer, Henry? What would Lydia Languish have said to

such a droll, every-day, common-place reality? I do not absolutely hate

you," said Caroline, with a conscious laugh, and a slight relapse into

her usual capricious vivacity, "but we must have one little quarrel

yet! There is a circumstance respecting me, which has hitherto, for

very good reasons, been kept secret, and now, it must, most

unfortunately, come out!"

"What can that be?" asked Henry, smilingly watching the variations of

Caroline's countenance. "I am quite as ready for a quarrel as you are;

therefore tell me the worst at once!"

"It is an objection against me which I heard you once say would, in any

case, be insuperable!" added Caroline, archly. "When all is told, you

will certainly change your mind!"

"Then I shall be much changed, indeed! What magical spell do you intend

to use?"

"Henry! you made a rash vow once, in my hearing, never to marry an

heiress," said Caroline, trying to speak in a tone of gravity, and

looking away. "Would you not abhor and avoid the heiress of Howard

Abbey, including all the broad acres of Beaujolie Manor?"

Henry looked at Caroline in silent perplexity; but the blush, the

frolicsome laugh, and the air of arch caprice with which she spoke, all

at once enlightened his mind, and, seizing her hand with the most

lover-like _empressement_, he gaily exclaimed, "Well, Caroline! since

it must be so, I forgive you for being an heiress; but in no one whom I

liked less could I have endured this! I love you in spite of it! I do,

indeed! You merited already more than I ever can offer; but, Caroline,

we love each other truly; and, for better, as well as for worse, I

shall love you forever!"

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