CHAPTER XXXIV.

High Harrowgate, where the more aristocratic strangers and invalids

annually resort, is nearly two miles distant from the mineral well, and

from Low Harrowgate, which is infested by the more inveterate class of

water drinkers. Placed far from the offensive odour of the medicated

spring, on an elevated common, which still remains bare in all the

uncultivated barrenness of nature, the broad green expanse is

surrounded on every side by a wreath of miscellaneous buildings of

every size and shape, cottages, shops, lodgings, houses, villas, and

hotels, all marshalled in a row, and, like guests at the ordinary,

mingled without order or distinction; while, elevated above all, and

conspicuous for its whitewashed front and innumerable windows, stood

the extensive building in which Sir Arthur had his sleeping apartments.

Its aspect was extremely ancient, with a venerable stone roof peculiar

to old times, and testifying to its great antiquity; while the more

modern slates, or even thatch, on the surrounding dwellings, indicated

a recent construction.

At High Harrowgate, a crowd of large consequential-looking hotels may

be observed on every side, all unusually extensive in their

accommodation, and apparently of nearly equal calibre; but visitors,

after residing there some time, become aware that to those who

prescribe gaiety, as well as more salubrious air and water for

themselves, there are but three hotels in Harrowgate. Invalids may be

ill anywhere, and personages who wish to be exceedingly exclusive

retreat into private lodgings; but for anything that can be dignified

with the name of society at an ordinary, the Granby, the Crown, and the

Dragon, have by mutual agreement, established a singular monopoly,

giving balls every alternate night, to which the guests in each house

are reciprocally invited; the ladies and gentlemen of the Granby and

Crown requesting the honor of being patronized at a ball on the

following night; and each hotel provides a carriage for the

transportation of its own party, in case any of the distinguished

guests should happen by chance not to have brought their private

carriages. Meantime, it is rather arbitrarily taken for granted, that

there are neither ladies nor gentlemen at Gascognes, Queen's, the White

Swan, or the Black; but residents at these houses are allowed to appear

on sufferance, though not as invited guests; being merely "winked at."

At a Harrowgate dinner the travellers take precedence more according to

the length of their bills than by any other criterion, those who have

resided a month in the hotel going before those who have resided only a

week, and the visitors of a week being far in advance of all who

arrived the day before. A Peer of the realm must sit below his tailor,

if he arrived at the house after him, and no dispute about places can

arise, as each individual's name is accurately ascertained in the

morning, and a plate turned upside down on the table opposite where he

is intended to sit, with his name distinctly written in ink on the

china. A label is also attached to each bottle of wine, exhibiting, not

the name of the wine, but the name of its owner, and half an hour

before dinner, all the gossiping world at each inn, may be observed

slowly pacing round the table, and carefully reading the name, style,

and title of those with whom they are about to dine, illustrating their

remarks by exchanging biographical anecdotes and remembrances connected

with each successive person, as he comes under discussion. Thus, though

many arrive at Harrowgate strangers whose "names were never heard,"

yet, after passing through the ordeal of this gossiping committee,

stories and circumstances are gradually discovered or invented, by

which each individual is in some degree identified.

Between High and Low Harrowgate, besides a broad, circuitous high-road,

two pleasant rural paths lead through the fields, on which a

gaily-dressed crowd may be seen from peep of day in the morning,

hurrying along in rapid succession to the well, with looks of

anticipated disgust in the prospect of that strange compound of horrors

which they are about to swallow, only comparable to the washings of an

old gun-barrel. As Sir Arthur remarked, these waters seemed to have

been invented for the especial affliction of elderly gentlemen,

processions of whom might be observed drinking tuns of water, in order

that complexions evidently much the worse of wear might in the process

of renovation, be mended, cleaned, dyed, and repaired, till they looked

as good as new; and though the Admiral complained that, to his

uncomfortable feelings, it always seemed as if he had swallowed the

tumbler itself, yet he valiantly persevered in daily drinking bumpers

to his own health, saying that what was good for so many others, would

be good for his complaint, if he had one, though, except old age and

blindness, he was conscious of none.

In consequence of Sir Patrick's bet with Mrs. O'Donoghoe, he was on the

alert at an early hour before breakfast the next morning, to ascertain

who the incognitos were in the garden room. For nearly an hour he

sauntered on the common within sight of the Granby, exchanging gay

observations with those who passed, listening with a satirical smile to

Lord Wigton, who was practising to desperation some of Rossini's airs

at an open window, and watching with astonishment the repulsive

stranger of the preceding evening, who, closely buttoned up in a

military surtout, with his hat slouched over his face, was rapidly

pacing up and down, with ceaseless perseverance, close to the garden

room, with his eye fixed upon the windows and doors, making apparently

so accurate a survey of those private apartments, that had it been by

night instead of by day, he might almost have been arrested on

suspicion of intending to attempt a burglarious entrance.

Not a mouse seemed stirring within these rooms, the blinds were all

drawn down, and the doors all closed, but still the stranger paced

rapidly up and down, casting many impatient, irritable glances upwards

on the silent walls, yet keeping himself so concealed that no one,

looking suddenly out, could have perceived him lurking there. Sir

Patrick now, for the first time, suspected that he did not belong to

the party within, and became more and more interested in observing his

various eccentric movements, which betrayed a high state of excitement,

till at length, finding himself watched, with the quickness of

lightning he suddenly vanished round a projecting corner of the

building, though a few moments afterwards Sir Patrick perceived that he

was concealed in a thicket of trees not far off, where he could still

keep his eye fastened on the windows with unswerving steadiness.

Parties, meantime, hurried onwards to Low Harrowgate to do duty at the

well, while some of the loungers had already returned, being full

charged with their quantum of water, and all very loudly expressing

their astonishment that Sir Patrick had not yet set forth to hear the

military band, which was reported to be playing "beautifully!

enchantingly! or detestably!" according to the humor of those who

spoke.

The crowd was on this day so excessive, that the old well had been

completely exhausted, and alarming apprehensions were entertained by

the invalids, of a scarcity for the later visitors, but still Sir

Patrick stirred not! Though not usually endowed with excessive interest

in any affairs but his own, the movements of the mysterious stranger,

and his look of feverish anxiety, engrossed almost the whole of Sir

Patrick's thoughts, though, to avoid any appearance of espionage, he

kept up a lively dialogue with Mrs. O'Donoghoe and Captain De

Crespigny.

Marion in the mean time had been exceedingly amused by the scene which

usually takes place at the well, where every face seemed as if laboring

under the nausea of sea-sickness, and she stood for some time with Sir

Arthur and Mr. Granville, laughingly studying physiognomy, as parties

arrived in rapid succession, threw off a tumbler of smoking horrors,

and instantly departed, while a row of shabbily-dressed women, standing

behind a stone counter, hurriedly filled the glasses, and handed them

over in a long wooden ladle, to the expectant invalids, one by one, who

were waiting patiently or impatiently for their turn. Each of the great

hotels had an emissary appointed here, whose business it was to attend

on their respective guests with the proper allowance of water, and it

seemed as if these old women knew by a sort of instinct those who

belonged to their own house; but an angry contest having taken place

respecting one gentleman, who was obliged to wait with resignation or

without it, till the belligerent parties had decided whose privilege it

was to kill or cure him, Marion's attention was more peculiarly

attracted to the spot, where one of the women who assisted in serving

out the general beverage had been hitherto screened from her notice.

Her face was excessively muffled up, but in the little that remained

visible, traces of beauty still remained, though her features were so

attuned to suffering, that Marion with wonder and pity contemplated so

pale and ghastly a form. At length a dim idea stole into her mind, that

surely she had seen that face before, but while the floating

remembrance yet continued to flicker indistinctly through her mind, the

wretched-looking woman, with a startled glance, had vanished.

"Patrick!" whispered Marion, turning to take her brother's arm, "do

patronize me for one minute! Did you observe that melancholy-looking

woman at the well? I never saw so blighted a countenance! What can the

sorrows be that stamped such a look of ghastly woe upon these beautiful

features?"

Marion looked up for a reply, and started to find that she had

inadvertently taken the arm of Captain De Crespigny, whose usual

vivacity and presence of mind seemed at this moment to have entirely

forsaken him. His eyes were straining after the receding figure of the

stranger, with an air of eager astonishment and alarm, while his

countenance had become white as death. In a moment, however, he

recovered himself, when Marion, with an exclamation of surprise, had

drawn away her hand, making a hurried apology for her mistake.

"Did you not recognise her?" asked he, in accents of almost tremulous

agitation. "It could be no one else! Surely that must have

been--Dixon?"

"It was!" exclaimed Marion, breathlessly. "How has she come here? what

can she want? where is Agnes?"

"This must be inquired into!" muttered Captain De Crespigny, almost

inaudibly; and then resuming his usual careless vivacity of tone and

manner, he entreated Marion to let him benefit by the fortunate

resemblance of his dress to Sir Patrick's, and still continue to escort

her. "I envy Dunbar for the privilege whenever he enjoys it, for you

shun me like a rattle-snake," added he, in his most insinuating tone;

"yet I would not for worlds be your brother."

"It is but a troublesome office," replied Marion, looking anxiously

round for Sir Arthur, who had walked on a few minutes before, leaning

on Mr. Granville, and most impatiently did she long for their return,

being always on the alert to shun Captain De Crespigny without

appearing to do so. Though, like all other persons, amused and

enlivened by his whimsical and diverting style of conversation, which

had more even in the manner than in the words, and though with any

friend of her brother's it pained her courteous nature to be otherwise

than frank and good humored, yet she made a principle of unobtrusively

evading his assiduities, not only because his conduct to Agnes had been

and still continued unpardonably dishonorable, but she felt indignant

to think that he was disposed to beguile his leisure by also

captivating and deluding herself. It was obvious that whenever she

entered the room, he became silent and embarrassed with every one else,

and took the first opportunity of devoting himself exclusively to her.

Not giving one shadow of belief to all his professions, when Marion was

obliged to listen, she did so with unconcealed indignation on finding

the same insinuations of attachment made to herself which had been

repeated to her formerly with triumphant credulity by Agnes. Marion

thoroughly despised his double dealing and ungenerous trifling, while

feeling nothing for him on that score but contempt, she could almost

have rejoiced that he wasted his efforts to be irresistible on one who,

being so fully aware of his character, could incur no danger from the

fascinations which had been fatal to the peace of many. Safe in the

consciousness of a hallowed attachment to Mr. Granville, and convinced

that Captain De Crespigny was incapable of a single genuine feeling,

she could scarcely have considered it necessary even to be repulsive in

her manner; but it seemed due to Agnes as much as possible to avoid

him, knowing that her sister had not yet been able entirely to divest

herself of a lingering belief that the professions which were false to

all others were sincere to herself.

For the first time in his whole acquaintance with lady-kind, Captain De

Crespigny felt doubtful and diffident of his own fascinations, and for

the first time also he felt himself really and undeniably in love, as

the transparent single-hearted excellence of Marion's character seemed,

when compared with the hackneyed and artificial mind of her sister, and

all other girls, like the difference between a pure mountain breeze and

a London fog. The attachment he so often affected had now become

genuine, and the feelings he formerly invented for amusement, and

expressed with the utmost fluency, were now so real, that they could

scarcely be spoken at all; for language seemed to fail him when he

addressed Marion, and every day, as it increased his attachment,

diminished his hope. She had no vulgar love of admiration; and Captain

De Crespigny was mortified to perceive, that while the color mounted to

her cheek at the slightest evidence of affection from her uncle or

brother, all his own hints of a preference, all his fascinating

attentions and irresistible speeches, were listened to with the same

smiling good humor as if they had been devoted to a third person.

Marion always made some ready reply, without a _soupcon_ of

embarrassment, and seemed to take compliments, reproaches, love, or

despair, all as matters of course, which must inevitably be listened to

with the same indulgent consideration she would have bestowed on Lord

Doncaster's lamentations respecting his last attack of the gout. She

did not even pay him the compliment to drop a single stitch in her

knitting from agitation or from interest when he spoke to her; but all

his words passed away like arrows flitting through the air, which leave

not a trace behind.

Captain De Crespigny became, this morning, more than usually assiduous

while they stood beside the well, referring to Marion's opinion on

every subject, quoting what he remembered her formerly to have said,

rejoicing in everything that seemed to give her pleasure, regretting

the most trifling annoyance that fell in her way, approving of all her

sentiments, and talking in raptures of old Sir Arthur, while eyes,

smiles, voice, and manner, all indicated the feelings he wished to

convey; but Marion merely congratulated herself, that having seen the

cards already, she knew the game he was playing.

"Miss Dunbar!" said Captain De Crespigny, rushing eagerly forward to

pick up a flower which the wind had blown out of her bouquet, "may I

keep this rose?"

"Certainly! any gentleman may take a flower; but I never give one.

There are twenty better in the garden."

"I would give all the twenty for this one. This is more precious than

anything except the hand that gives it. Indeed this is the only rose in

the world I care for!"

"The white moss-rose is more fragrant, and not so common," answered

Marion, indifferently. "That was beautiful an hour since, though rather

the worse of wear now."

"I am so unalterable in my preferences, that even though withered and

decayed, still it would be precious to me, as connected with

recollections which I shall cherish till the world's end, and till the

end of time! Flowers speak a language which words cannot express; and

even if mine were to fade in an hour, let me enjoy it while I may. This

rose does not hoard all its sweetness, as you do!"

"Captain De Crespigny, if your conversation has a fault in the world,

it is too plain, matter-of-fact, and unadorned," said Marion, with a

careless laugh. "You have wasted a whole summer of lilies and roses

upon me during the last five minutes, and I ought to answer you with a

perfect conservatory in return; but it sounds dreadfully like the

double-distilled essence of the Minerva press. I thought this very

flourishing style of compliment had been worn out now, and given over,

as old clothes are, to the race of abigails and valets. But here comes

my sister; and, to speak in your own fashion, remember '_je ne suis pus

la rose, mais j'ai vecu avec elle_.'"

To Marion's astonishment, Agnes merely strolled past, with her eyes

earnestly fixed upon nothing, and did not interrupt her conversation

with Lord Doncaster and the Abbe Mordaunt, by whom she was escorted,

except to give a smiling nod to Captain De Crespigny, who seemed

exceedingly surprised at her indifferent "how-d'e-do" manner, and

excessively piqued at the carelessness she either felt or feigned,

saying, in a tone of satirical wonder:

"The Abbe seems to have every probability of gaining a proselyte! He

has been very successful among the lower orders lately, though; I

believe, my uncle's ale and roast beef ought to receive great part of

the credit; but I cannot be sufficiently astonished at our new

convert!"

"I must discuss this subject with my sister!" replied Marion, pleased

to observe Captain De Crespigny so much interested in Agnes. "It is

wrong to have delayed so long asking an explanation; but I could almost

more easily die for those I love, than distress them. My uncle would

care too much on the subject, and Patrick too little; therefore it must

devolve upon me to speak. We are to have a long drive, soon. Let me

consider! this is Tuesday--to-morrow will be Wednesday----"

"How clever of you to find that out! You would certainly have

discovered the longitude!"

"No doubt of that! I have discovered a great deal in my time; but in

the meanwhile I shall talk this over fully with Agnes to-morrow."

"Do not speak of to-morrow, when to-day is the happiest, perhaps, in my

life! I wish there were no to-morrows! Such an hour as this appears to

me like an aloe, which can blossom only once in my existence."

"You entertain very moderate expectations of life, therefore I think we

may confidently rely on your being agreeably surprised by many days as

pleasant."

"Then they must be passed in the same society; but Miss Dunbar, it

always seems as if you would rather say 'Good bye' to me than 'How d'ye

do!' You treat me with the most barbarous injustice! Your heart never

teaches you to understand mine! Is it that you hate or despise me? You

are so amiable to others, so charming, so everything that I could

admire, yet to me your smiles are as cold and chilling as a moon-beam

on snow. Be severe, satirical, anything but half absent and altogether

indifferent, while you listen to me only with the ear and not at all

with the heart. I shall positively be obliged at last to give you up."

"I wish you would! We might be the best of friends as well as cousins,

if you would only talk to me in an everyday manner, without rehearsing

over those absurd Romeo-and-Juliet speeches."

"Let us, then, be friends now, and more than friends in time to come."

"Never! O never! Patrick has led you to disbelieve my engagement to

another; but at all events, Captain De Crespigny, if we lived in

separate planets we could not be more entirely divided; and even in

jest, I cannot allow any one to talk as you do, though I know it is

merely an unconquerable habit you have of saying the same thing to

every young lady, indiscriminately."

"What a shocking aspersion! you seem to think me incapable of a single

respectable feeling, but believe me, since first we met I have scarcely

known whether there be another girl in the world but yourself! Every

moment I can be with you adds something to the value of my existence."

"Your civilities are all so complete a burlesque that I need never

forget they are in jest!" replied Marion, looking considerably bored,

and hurrying onwards, while Captain De Crespigny buried himself in

melancholy silence, and assumed a most perfect attitude of graceful

despair. Finding the pause rather awkward, she added, in an every day,

commonplace tone: "Are you going to hear Grisi to-night? I am told that

large sums are given for places on the heads of those who have already

secured seats!"

"If I go to Grisi's concert, the temptation is--not to hear him--that

you know very well--too well! I have but one object in going anywhere,

and that is--to meet you. _Esperer aupres de vous vaut mieux que jouir

avec tout autre._ I must quarrel with that little shake of the head.

It is a libel on my sincerity! Miss Dunbar, your face is a perfect

printing press, and publishes all you think! I wish you possessed the

magic ring which enabled people to know exactly what was thought of

them! You are in my debt several months of devoted attachment! Little

do you guess how often and how deeply your slightest words are

pondered, remembered, repeated, and dwelt upon in my solitary hours,

nor how constantly I wish that the man in the moon, who employs his

leisure in knitting people together with invisible cords, would, for my

especial happiness, give us a few stitches."

"It must be his fault that we have been kept so very long together this

morning. Where can my uncle be?" said Marion, impatiently. "You are

aware already, Captain De Crespigny, that I must receive all my

brother's friends with civility. In that respect his authority shall be

obeyed, as it is of no use quarreling with the wind, but if you

consider me indifferent, that is what I am and ought to be, therefore

think me so always."

"That very indifference is distracting! Let me acknowledge, Miss

Dunbar, that I may have deceived others, but you I never even wished to

deceive; others I have flattered, but no one can flatter you, because

nothing can be said equal to what I think. I wish new words could be

invented to express the ardor of my sentiments! When we are together,

the present moment is everything! I have neither past nor future,

neither hopes nor fears, but what are connected with you," said Captain

De Crespigny, with hurried impetuosity, while a rush of mingled feeling

swept across his features. "I forget everything else when you are

present, and neither know nor care where I go in your absence. I love

you as I never loved before and never can again. The world, in short,

has only two divisions, in my estimation--where you are, and where you

are not. Despise my attachment if you will, but at least believe in

it."

"You grieve me to the very heart," said Marion, in a low, tremulous

voice, for there was an irresistible air of truth in Captain De

Crespigny's manner which startled and shocked her. "I never for a

single moment could imagine you serious about anything! Life and even

its most sacred affections seem all in your estimation a mere jest, to

be thought of and forgotten with a smile. I trust it is so now! I would

not for worlds believe you in earnest! You seem really to have parted

with your senses!"

"Or rather I found them from the moment I learned to appreciate you!

Did you never hear, Miss Dunbar, that in this world two individuals are

always created suitable to each other, who must both be miserable

unless they become one, and you exactly fill up the beau ideal which

has haunted me from the hour I left Eton."

"Why? De Crespigny!" exclaimed Sir Patrick, coming forward, "with that

melo-dramatic air, you seem to be rehearsing a last speech and

confession."

"Or rather my first speech and confession," replied he, with a

conscious laugh. "And Miss Dunbar, I must entreat you not to

believe----"

What Captain De Crespigny entreated her not to believe Marion did not

wait to hear, as they had at last reached the Granby, and she rushed up

to her own room, while he, as much astonished at his reception as a

gentleman could well be, strolled slowly away singing to himself with

angry asperity,

"If she love me, this believe,

I will die ere she shall grieve;

If she slight me when I woo,

I can scorn and let her go."

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