Chapter IV. Recapitulations

From such fitful lights as could be cast upon his dark history by the

broken narrative of his poor patron, torn by remorse and struggling in the

last pangs of dissolution, Mr. Esmond had been made to understand so far,

that his mother was long since dead; and so there could be no question as

regarded her or her honour, tarnished by her husband’s desertion and

injury, to influence her son in any steps which he might take either for

prosecuting or relinquishing his own just claims. It appeared from my poor

lord’s hurried confession, that he had been made acquainted with the real

facts of the case only two years since, when Mr. Holt visited him, and

would have implicated him in one of those many conspiracies by which the

secret leaders of King James’s party in this country were ever

endeavouring to destroy the Prince of Orange’s life or power; conspiracies

so like murder, so cowardly in the means used, so wicked in the end, that

our nation has sure done well in throwing off all allegiance and fidelity

to the unhappy family that could not vindicate its right except by such

treachery—by such dark intrigue and base agents. There were designs

against King William that were no more honourable than the ambushes of

cut-throats and footpads. ’Tis humiliating to think that a great prince,

possessor of a great and sacred right, and upholder of a great cause,

should have stooped to such baseness of assassination and treasons as are

proved by the unfortunate King James’s own warrant and sign-manual given

to his supporters in this country. What he and they called levying war

was, in truth, no better than instigating murder. The noble Prince of

Orange burst magnanimously through those feeble meshes of conspiracy in

which his enemies tried to envelop him: it seemed as if their cowardly

daggers broke upon the breast of his undaunted resolution. After King

James’s death, the queen and her people at St. Germains—priests and women

for the most part—continued their intrigues in behalf of the young prince,

James the Third, as he was called in France and by his party here (this

prince, or Chevalier de St. George, was born in the same year with

Esmond’s young pupil Frank, my lord viscount’s son): and the prince’s

affairs, being in the hands of priests and women, were conducted as

priests and women will conduct them, artfully, cruelly, feebly, and to a

certain bad issue. The moral of the Jesuit’s story I think as wholesome a

one as ever was writ: the artfullest, the wisest, the most toilsome, and

dexterous plot-builders in the world—there always comes a day when the

roused public indignation kicks their flimsy edifice down, and sends its

cowardly enemies a-flying. Mr. Swift hath finely described that passion

for intrigue, that love of secrecy, slander, and lying, which belongs to

weak people, hangers-on of weak courts. ’Tis the nature of such to hate

and envy the strong, and conspire their ruin; and the conspiracy succeeds

very well, and everything presages the satisfactory overthrow of the great

victim; until one day Gulliver rouses himself, shakes off the little

vermin of an enemy, and walks away unmolested. Ah! the Irish soldiers

might well say after the Boyne, “Change kings with us, and we will fight

it over again.” Indeed, the fight was not fair between the two. ’Twas a

weak priest-ridden, woman-ridden man, with such puny allies and weapons as

his own poor nature led him to choose, contending against the schemes, the

generalship, the wisdom, and the heart of a hero.

On one of these many coward’s errands, then (for, as I view them now, I

can call them no less), Mr. Holt had come to my lord at Castlewood,

proposing some infallible plan for the Prince of Orange’s destruction, in

which my lord viscount, loyalist as he was, had indignantly refused to

join. As far as Mr. Esmond could gather from his dying words, Holt came to

my lord with a plan of insurrection, and offer of the renewal, in his

person, of that marquis’s title which King James had conferred on the

preceding viscount; and on refusal of this bribe, a threat was made, on

Holt’s part, to upset my lord viscount’s claim to his estate and title of

Castlewood altogether. To back this astounding piece of intelligence, of

which Henry Esmond’s patron now had the first light, Holt came armed with

the late lord’s dying declaration, after the affair of the Boyne, at Trim,

in Ireland, made both to the Irish priest and a French ecclesiastic of

Holt’s order, that was with King James’s army. Holt showed, or pretended

to show, the marriage certificate of the late Viscount Esmond with my

mother, in the city of Brussels, in the year 1677, when the viscount, then

Thomas Esmond, was serving with the English army in Flanders; he could

show, he said, that this Gertrude, deserted by her husband long since, was

alive, and a professed nun in the year 1685, at Brussels, in which year

Thomas Esmond married his uncle’s daughter, Isabella, now called

Viscountess Dowager of Castlewood; and leaving him, for twelve hours, to

consider this astounding news (so the poor dying lord said), disappeared

with his papers in the mysterious way in which he came. Esmond knew how,

well enough: by that window from which he had seen the father issue:—but

there was no need to explain to my poor lord, only to gather from his

parting lips the words which he would soon be able to utter no more.

Ere the twelve hours were over, Holt himself was a prisoner, implicated in

Sir John Fenwick’s conspiracy, and locked up at Hexton first, whence he

was transferred to the Tower; leaving the poor lord viscount, who was not

aware of the others being taken, in daily apprehension of his return, when

(as my Lord Castlewood declared, calling God to witness, and with tears in

his dying eyes) it had been his intention at once to give up his estate

and his title to their proper owner, and to retire to his own house at

Walcote with his family. “And would to God I had done it,” the poor lord

said; “I would not be here now, wounded to death, a miserable, stricken

man!”

My lord waited day after day, and, as may be supposed, no messenger came;

but at a month’s end Holt got means to convey to him a message out of the

Tower, which was to this effect: that he should consider all unsaid that

had been said, and that things were as they were.

“I had a sore temptation,” said my poor lord. “Since I had come into this

cursed title of Castlewood, which hath never prospered with me, I have

spent far more than the income of that estate and my paternal one, too. I

calculated all my means down to the last shilling, and found I never could

pay you back, my poor Harry, whose fortune I had had for twelve years. My

wife and children must have gone out of the house dishonoured, and

beggars. God knows, it hath been a miserable one for me and mine. Like a

coward, I clung to that respite which Holt gave me. I kept the truth from

Rachel and you. I tried to win money of Mohun, and only plunged deeper

into debt; I scarce dared look thee in the face when I saw thee. This

sword hath been hanging over my head these two years. I swear I felt happy

when Mohun’s blade entered my side.”

After lying ten months in the Tower, Holt, against whom nothing could be

found except that he was a Jesuit priest, known to be in King James’s

interest, was put on shipboard by the incorrigible forgiveness of King

William, who promised him, however, a hanging if ever he should again set

foot on English shore. More than once, whilst he was in prison himself,

Esmond had thought where those papers could be, which the Jesuit had shown

to his patron, and which had such an interest for himself. They were not

found on Mr. Holt’s person when that father was apprehended, for had such

been the case my lords of the council had seen them, and this family

history had long since been made public. However, Esmond cared not to seek

the papers. His resolution being taken; his poor mother dead; what matter

to him that documents existed proving his right to a title which he was

determined not to claim, and of which he vowed never to deprive that

family which he loved best in the world? Perhaps he took a greater pride

out of his sacrifice than he would have had in those honours which he was

resolved to forgo. Again, as long as these titles were not forthcoming,

Esmond’s kinsman, dear young Francis, was the honourable and undisputed

owner of the Castlewood estate and title. The mere word of a Jesuit could

not overset Frank’s right of occupancy, and so Esmond’s mind felt actually

at ease to think the papers were missing, and in their absence his dear

mistress and her son the lawful lady and lord of Castlewood.

Very soon after his liberation, Mr. Esmond made it his business to ride to

that village of Ealing where he had passed his earliest years in this

country, and to see if his old guardians were still alive and inhabitants

of that place. But the only relic which he found of old Monsieur

Pastoureau was a stone in the churchyard, which told that Athanasius

Pastoureau, a native of Flanders, lay there buried, aged 87 years. The old

man’s cottage, which Esmond perfectly recollected, and the garden (where

in his childhood he had passed many hours of play and reverie, and had

many a beating from his termagant of a foster-mother), were now in the

occupation of quite a different family; and it was with difficulty that he

could learn in the village what had come of Pastoureau’s widow and

children. The clerk of the parish recollected her—the old man was scarce

altered in the fourteen years that had passed since last Esmond set eyes

on him. It appeared she had pretty soon consoled herself after the death

of her old husband, whom she ruled over, by taking a new one younger than

herself, who spent her money and ill-treated her and her children. The

girl died; one of the boys ’listed; the other had gone apprentice. Old Mr.

Rogers, the clerk, said he had heard that Mrs. Pastoureau was dead too.

She and her husband had left Ealing this seven year; and so Mr. Esmond’s

hopes of gaining any information regarding his parentage from this family,

were brought to an end. He gave the old clerk a crown-piece for his news,

smiling to think of the time when he and his little playfellows had slunk

out of the churchyard, or hidden behind the gravestones, at the approach

of this awful authority.

Who was his mother? What had her name been? When did she die? Esmond

longed to find some one who could answer these questions to him, and

thought even of putting them to his aunt the viscountess, who had

innocently taken the name which belonged of right to Henry’s mother. But

she knew nothing, or chose to know nothing, on this subject, nor, indeed,

could Mr. Esmond press her much to speak on it. Father Holt was the only

man who could enlighten him, and Esmond felt he must wait until some fresh

chance or new intrigue might put him face to face with his old friend, or

bring that restless indefatigable spirit back to England again.

The appointment to his ensigncy, and the preparations necessary for the

campaign, presently gave the young gentleman other matters to think of.

His new patroness treated him very kindly and liberally; she promised to

make interest and pay money, too, to get him a company speedily; she bade

him procure a handsome outfit, both of clothes and of arms, and was

pleased to admire him when he made his first appearance in his laced

scarlet coat, and to permit him to salute her on the occasion of this

interesting investiture. “Red,” says she, tossing up her old head, “hath

always been the colour worn by the Esmonds.” And so her ladyship wore it

on her own cheeks very faithfully to the last. She would have him be

dressed, she said, as became his father’s son, and paid cheerfully for his

five-pound beaver, his black buckled periwig, and his fine holland shirts,

and his swords, and his pistols, mounted with silver. Since the day he was

born, poor Harry had never looked such a fine gentleman: his liberal

stepmother filled his purse with guineas, too, some of which Captain

Steele and a few choice spirits helped Harry to spend in an entertainment

which Dick ordered (and, indeed, would have paid for, but that he had no

money when the reckoning was called for; nor would the landlord give him

any more credit) at the “Garter”, over against the gate of the Palace, in

Pall Mall.

The old viscountess, indeed, if she had done Esmond any wrong formerly,

seemed inclined to repair it by the present kindness of her behaviour: she

embraced him copiously at parting, wept plentifully, bade him write by

every packet, and gave him an inestimable relic, which she besought him to

wear round his neck—a medal, blessed by I know not what Pope, and worn by

his late sacred Majesty King James. So Esmond arrived at his regiment with

a better equipage than most young officers could afford. He was older than

most of his seniors, and had a further advantage which belonged but to

very few of the army gentlemen in his day—many of whom could do little

more than write their names—that he had read much, both at home and at the

University, was master of two or three languages, and had that further

education which neither books nor years will give, but which some men get

from the silent teaching of adversity. She is a great schoolmistress, as

many a poor fellow knows, that hath held his hand out to her ferule, and

whimpered over his lesson before her awful chair.

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