the slender graceful figure above for the first time,--the fairest
maiden his eyes had ever beheld, with an unearthly beauty in her
wonderful dark blue eyes, and hair of the sunniest gold,--he stood
gazing at her in motionless uncertainty, for he thought he must be
cheated by a vision.
He came nearer, and, obeying a careless motion of her hand, threw
himself down on a broad shelf of rock a little below the spot where she
was seated; still he did not dare to speak lest the vision should pass
away.
She looked at him for some time with an innocent, almost childish,
curiosity shining under her long lashes. At last she gave a low little
laugh: 'Are you _afraid_ of me?' she asked; 'why don't you speak? but
perhaps,' she added to herself, 'mortals _cannot_ speak.'
'I was silent,' he said, 'lest by speaking I should anger you--for
surely you must be some goddess or sea-nymph?'
'Ah, you _can_ speak!' she cried. 'No, I am no goddess or nymph, and you
will not anger me--if only you will tell me many things I want to know!'
And she began to ask him all the questions she could think of: first
about the great world in which men lived, and then about himself, for
she was very curious, in a charmingly wilful and capricious fashion of
her own.
He answered frankly and simply, but it seemed as if some influence were
upon him which kept him from being dazzled and overcome by her
loveliness, for he gave no sign as yet of yielding to the glamour she
cast upon all other men, nor did his eyes gleam with the despairing
adoration the siren knew so well.
She was quick to perceive this, and it piqued her. She paid less and
less attention to the answers he gave her, and ceased at last to
question him further.
Presently she said, with a strange smile that showed her cruel little
teeth gleaming between her scarlet lips, 'Why don't you ask me who _I_
am, and what I am doing here alone? do not you care to know?'
'If you will deign to tell me,' he said.
'Then I will tell you,' she said; 'I am a siren--are you not afraid
_now_?'
'Why should I be afraid?' he asked, for the name had no meaning in his
ears.
She was disappointed; it was only her voice--nothing else, then--that
deprived men of their senses; perhaps this youth was proof even against
that; she longed to try, and yet she hesitated still.
'Then you have never heard of me,' she said; 'you don't know why I sit
and watch for the great gilded ships you mortals build for yourselves?'
'For your pleasure, I suppose,' he answered. 'I have watched them myself
many a time; they are grand as they sweep by, with their sharp brazen
beaks cleaving the frothing water, and their painted sails curving out
firm against the sky. It is good to hear the measured thud of the great
oars and the cheerful cries of the sailors as they clamber about the
cordage.'
She laughed disdainfully. 'And you think I care for all that!' she
cried. 'Where is the pleasure of looking idly on and admiring?--that is
for them, not for me. As these galleys of yours pass, I sing--and when
the sailors hear, they must come to me. Man after man leaps eagerly into
the sea, and makes for the shore--until at last the oars grind and lock
together, and the great ship drifts helplessly on, empty and aimless. I
like that.'
'But the men?' he asked, with an uneasy wonder at her words.
'Oh, they reach the shore--some of them, and then they lie at my feet,
just as you are lying now, and I sing on, and as they listen they lose
all power or wish to move, nor have I ever heard them speak as you
speak; they only lie there upon the sand or rock, and gaze at me always,
and soon their cheeks grow hollower and hollower, and their eyes
brighter and brighter--and it is I who make them so!'
'But I see them not,' said the youth, divided between hope and fear;
'the beach is bare; where, then, are all those gone who have lain here?'
'I cannot say,' she replied carelessly; 'they are not here for long;
when the sea comes up it carries them away.'
'And you do not care!' he cried, struck with horror at the absolute
indifference in her face; 'you do not even try to keep them here?'
'Why should I care?' said the siren lightly; 'I do not want them. More
will always come when I wish. And it is so wearisome always to see the
same faces, that I am glad when they go.'
'I will not believe it, siren,' groaned the young man, turning from her
in bitter anguish; 'oh, you cannot be cruel!'
'No, I am not cruel,' she said in surprise. 'And why will you not
believe me? It is true!'
'Listen to me,' he said passionately: 'do you know how bitter it is to
die,--to leave the sunlight and the warm air, the fair land and the
changing sea?'
'How can I know?' said the siren. '_I_ shall never die--unless--unless
something happens which will never be!'
'You will live on, to bring this bitterness upon others for your sport.
We mortals lead but short lives, and life, even spent in sorrow, is
sweet to most of us; and our deaths when they come bring mourning to
those who cared for us and are left behind. But you lure men to this
isle, and look on unmoved as they are borne away!'
'No, you are wrong,' she said; 'I am not cruel, as you think me; when
they are no longer pleasant to look at, I leave them. I never see them
borne away. I never thought what became of them at last. Where are they
now?'
'They are dead, siren,' he said sadly, 'drowned. Life was dear to them;
far away there were women and children to whom they had hoped to return,
and who have waited and wept for them since. Happy years were before
them, and to some at least--but for you--a restful and honoured old age.
But you called them, and as they lay here the greedy waves came up,
dashed them from these rocks and sucked them, blinded, suffocating,
battling painfully for breath and life, down into the dark green depths.
And now their bones lie tangled in the sea-weed, but they themselves are
wandering, sad, restless shades, in the shadowy world below, where is no
sun, no happiness, no hope--but only sighing evermore, and the memory of
the past!'
She listened with drooping lids, and her chin resting upon her soft
palm; at last she said with a slight quiver in her voice,'I did not
know--I did not mean them to die. And what can I do? I cannot keep back
the sea.'
'You can let them sail by unharmed,' he said.
'I cannot!' she cried. 'Of what use is my power to me if I may not
exercise it? Why do you tell me of men's sufferings--what are they to
me?'
'They give you their lives,' he said; 'you fill them with a hopeless
love and they die for it in misery--yet you cannot even pity them!'
'Is it love that brings them here?' she said eagerly. 'What is this that
is called love? For I have always known that if I ever love--but then
only--I must die, though what love may be I know not. Tell me, so that I
may avoid it!'
'You need not fear, siren,' he said, 'for, if death is only to come to
you through love, you will never die!'
'Still, I want to know,' she insisted; 'tell me!'
'If a stranger were to come some day to this isle, and when his eyes
meet yours, you feel your indifference leaving you, so that you have no
heart to see him lie ignobly at your feet, and cannot leave him to
perish miserably in the cold waters; if you desire to keep him by your
side--not as your slave and victim, but as your companion, your equal,
for evermore--that will be love!'
'If that is love,' she cried joyously, 'I shall indeed never die! But
that is not how men love _me_?' she added.
'No,' he said; 'their love for you must be some strange and enslaving
passion, since they will submit to death if only they may hear your
voice. That is not true love, but a fatal madness.'
'But if mortals feel love for one another,' she asked,'_they_ must die,
must they not?'
'The love of a man for a maiden who is gentle and good does not
kill--even when it is most hopeless,' he said; 'and where she feels it
in return, it is well for both, for their lives will flow on together in
peace and happiness.'
He had spoken softly, with a far away look in his eyes that did not
escape the siren.
'And you love one of your mortal maidens like that?' she asked. 'Is she
more beautiful than I am?'
'She is mortal,' he said, 'but she is fair and gracious, my maiden; and
it is she who has my love, and will have it while I live.'
'And yet,' she said, with a mocking smile, 'I could make you forget
her.'
Her childlike waywardness had left her as she spoke the words, and a
dangerous fire was shining in her deep eyes.
'Never!' he cried; 'even you cannot make me false to my love! And yet,'
he added quickly, 'I dare not challenge you, enchantress that you are;
what is my will against your power?'
'You do not love me yet,' she said; 'you have called me cruel, and
reproached me; you have dared to tell me of a maiden compared with whom
I am nothing! You shall be punished. I will have you for my own, like
the others!'
'Siren,' he pleaded, seizing one of her hands as it lay close to him on
the hot grey rock, 'take my life if you will--but do not drive away the
memory of my love; let me die, if I must die, faithful to her; for what
am I, or what is my love, to you?'
'Nothing,' she said scornfully, and yet with something of a caress in
her tone, 'yet I want you; you shall lie here, and hold my hand, and
look into my eyes, and forget all else but me.'
'Let me go,' he cried, rising, and turning back to regain his bark; 'I
choose life while I may!'
She laughed. 'You have no choice,' she said; 'you are mine!' she seemed
to have grown still more radiantly, dazzlingly fair, and presently, as
the stranger made his way to the creek where his boat was lying, she
broke into the low soft chant whose subtle witchery no mortals had ever
resisted as yet.
He started as he heard her, but still he went on over the rocks a little
longer, until at last he stopped with a groan, and turned slowly back;
his love across the sea was fading fast from his memory; he felt no
desire to escape any longer; he was even eager at last to be back on the
ledge at her feet and listen to her for ever.
He reached it and sank down with a sigh, and a drowsy delicious languor
stole over him, taking away all power to stir or speak.
Her song was triumphant and mocking, and yet strangely tender at times,
thrilling him as he heard it, but her eyes only rested now and then, and
always indifferently, upon his upturned face.
He wished for nothing better now than to lie there, following the
flashing of her supple hands upon the harp-strings and watching every
change of her fair face. What though the waves might rise round him and
sweep him away out of sight, and drown her voice with the roar and swirl
of waters? it would not be just yet.
And the siren sang on; at first with a cruel pride at finding her power
supreme, and this youth, for all his fidelity, no wiser than the rest;
he would waste there with yearning, hopeless passion, till the sight of
him would weary her, and she would leave him to drift away and drown
forgotten.
Yet she did not despise him as she had despised all the others; in her
fancy his eyes bore a sad reproach, and she could look at him no longer
with indifference.
Meanwhile the waves came rolling in fast, till they licked the foot of
the rock, and as the foam creamed over the shingle, the siren found
herself thinking of the fate which was before him, and, as she thought,
her heart was wrung with a new strange pity.
She did not want him to be drowned; she would like him there always at
her feet, with that rapt devotion upon his face; she almost longed to
hear his voice again--but that could never be!
And the sun went down, and the crimson flush in the sky and on the sea
faded out, the sea grew grey and crested with the white billows, which
came racing in and broke upon the shore, roaring sullenly and raking
back the pebbles with a sharp rattle at each recoil. The siren could
sing no longer; her voice died away, and she gazed on the troubled sea
with a wistful sadness in her great eyes.
At last a wave larger than the others struck the face of the low cliff
with a shock that seemed to leave it trembling, and sent the cold salt
spray dashing up into the siren's face.
She sprang forward to the edge and looked over, with a sudden terror
lest the ledge below should be bare--but her victim lay there still,
bound fast by her spell, and careless of the death that was advancing
upon him.
Then she knew for the first time that she could not give him up to the
sea, and she leaned down to him and laid one small white hand upon his
shoulder. 'The next wave will carry you away,' she cried, trembling;
'there is still time; save yourself, for I cannot let you die!'
But he gave no sign of having heard her, but lay there motionless, and
the wind wailed past them and the sea grew wilder and louder.
She remembered now that no efforts of his own could save him--he was
doomed, and she was the cause of it, and she hid her face in her slender
hands, weeping for the first time in her life.
The words he had spoken in answer to her questions about love came back
to her: 'It was true, then,' she said to herself; 'it is love that I
feel for him. But I cannot love--I must not love him--for if I do, my
power is gone, and I must throw myself into the sea!'
So she hardened her heart once more, and turned away, for she feared to
die; but again the ground shook beneath her, and the spray rose high
into the air, and then she could bear it no more--whatever it cost her,
she must save him--for if he died, what good would her life be to her?
'If one of us must die,' she said, '_I_ will be that one. I am cruel and
wicked, as _he_ told me; I have done harm enough!' and bending down, she
wound her arms round his unconscious body and drew him gently up to the
level above.
'You are safe now,' she whispered; 'you shall not be drowned--for I love
you. Sail back to your maiden on the mainland, and be happy; but do not
hate me for the evil I have wrought, for suffering and death have come
to me in my turn!'
The lethargy into which he had fallen left him under her clinging
embrace, and the sad, tender words fell almost unconsciously upon his
dulled ears; he felt the touch of her hair as it brushed his cheek, and
his forehead was still warm with the kiss she had pressed there as he
opened his eyes--only to find himself alone.
For the fate which the siren had dreaded had come upon her at last; she
had loved, and she had paid the penalty for loving, and never more would
her wild, sweet voice beguile mortals to their doom.
[Illustration]
_THE CURSE OF THE CATAFALQUES._
I.
Unless I am very much mistaken, until the time when I was subjected to
the strange and exceptional experience which I now propose to relate, I
had never been brought into close contact with anything of a
supernatural description. At least if I ever was, the circumstance can
have made no lasting impression upon me, as I am quite unable to recall
it. But in the 'Curse of the Catafalques' I was confronted with a horror
so weird and so altogether unusual, that I doubt whether I shall ever
succeed in wholly forgetting it--and I know that I have never felt
really well since.
It is difficult for me to tell my story intelligibly without some
account of my previous history by way of introduction, although I will
to make it as little diffuse as I may.
I had not been a success at home; I was an orphan, and, in my anxiety to
please a wealthy uncle upon whom I was practically dependent, I had
consented to submit myself to a series of competitive examinations for
quite a variety of professions, but in each successive instance I
achieved the same disheartening failure. Some explanation of this may,
no doubt, be found in the fact that, with a fatal want of forethought, I
had entirely omitted to prepare myself by any particular course of
study--which, as I discovered too late, is almost indispensable to
success in these intellectual contests.
My uncle himself took this view, and conceiving--not without
discernment--that I was by no means likely to retrieve myself by any
severe degree of application in the future, he had me shipped out to
Australia, where he had correspondents and friends who would put things
in my way.
They did put several things in my way--and, as might have been expected,
I came to grief over every one of them, until at length, having given a
fair trial to each opening that had been provided for me, I began to
perceive that my uncle had made a grave mistake in believing me suited
for a colonial career.
I resolved to return home and convince him of his error, and give him
one more opportunity of repairing it; he had failed to discover the best
means of utilising my undoubted ability, yet I would not reproach him
(nor do I reproach him even now), for I too have felt the difficulty.
In pursuance of my resolution, I booked my passage home by one of the
Orient liners from Melbourne to London. About an hour before the ship
was to leave her moorings, I went on board and made my way at once to
the state-room which I was to share with a fellow passenger, whose
acquaintance I then made for the first time.
He was a tall cadaverous young man of about my own age, and my first
view of him was not encouraging, for when I came in, I found him rolling
restlessly on the cabin floor, and uttering hollow groans.
'This will never do,' I said, after I had introduced myself; 'if you're
like this now, my good sir, what will you be when we're fairly out at
sea? You must husband your resources for that. And why trouble to roll?
The ship will do all that for you, if you will only have patience.'
He explained, somewhat brusquely, that he was suffering from mental
agony, not sea-sickness; and by a little pertinacious questioning (for I
would not allow myself to be rebuffed) I was soon in possession of the
secret which was troubling my companion, whose name, as I also learned,
was Augustus McFadden.
It seemed that his parents had emigrated before his birth, and he had
lived all his life in the Colony, where he was contented and fairly
prosperous--when an eccentric old aunt of his over in England happened
to die.
She left McFadden himself nothing, having given by her will the bulk of
her property to the only daughter of a baronet of ancient family, in
whom she took a strong interest. But the will was not without its effect
upon her existence, for it expressly mentioned the desire of the
testatrix that the baronet should receive her nephew Augustus if he
presented himself within a certain time, and should afford him every
facility for proving his fitness for acceptance as a suitor. The
alliance was merely recommended, however, not enjoined, and the gift was
unfettered by any conditions.
'I heard of it first,' said McFadden, 'from Chlorine's father (Chlorine
is _her_ name, you know). Sir Paul Catafalque wrote to me, informing me
of the mention of my name in my aunt's will, enclosing his daughter's
photograph, and formally inviting me to come over and do my best, if my
affections were not pre-engaged, to carry out the last wishes of the
departed. He added that I might expect to receive shortly a packet from
my aunt's executors which would explain matters fully, and in which I
should find certain directions for my guidance. The photograph decided
me; it was so eminently pleasing that I felt at once that my poor aunt's
wishes must be sacred to me. I could not wait for the packet to arrive,
and so I wrote at once to Sir Paul accepting the invitation. Yes,' he
added, with another of the hollow groans, 'miserable wretch that I am, I
pledged my honour to present myself as a suitor, and now--now--here I
am, actually embarked upon the desperate errand!'
He seemed inclined to begin to roll again here, but I stopped him.
'Really,' I said, 'I think in your place, with an excellent chance--for
I presume the lady's heart is also disengaged--with an excellent chance
of winning a baronet's daughter with a considerable fortune and a
pleasing appearance, I should bear up better.'
'You think so,' he rejoined,'but you do not know all! The very day after
I had despatched my fatal letter, my aunt's explanatory packet arrived.
I tell you that when I read the hideous revelations it contained, and
knew to what horrors I had innocently pledged myself, my hair stood on
end, and I believe it has remained on end ever since. But it was too
late. Here I am, engaged to carry out a task from which my inmost soul
recoils. Ah, if I dared but retract!'
'Then why in the name of common sense, _don't_ you retract?' I asked.
'Write and say that you much regret that a previous engagement, which
you had unfortunately overlooked, deprives you of the pleasure of
accepting.'
'Impossible,' he said; 'it would be agony to me to feel that I had
incurred Chlorine's contempt, even though I only know her through a
photograph at present. If I were to back out of it now, she would have
reason to despise me, would she not?'
'Perhaps she would,' I said.
'You see my dilemma--I cannot retract; on the other hand, I dare not go
on. The only thing, as I have thought lately, which could save me and my
honour at the same time would be my death on the voyage out, for then my
cowardice would remain undiscovered.'
'Well,' I said, 'you can die on the voyage out if you want to--there
need be no difficulty about that. All you have to do is just to slip
over the side some dark night when no one is looking. I tell you what,'
I added (for somehow I began to feel a friendly interest in this poor
slack-baked creature): 'if you don't find your nerves equal to it when
it comes to the point, I don't mind giving you a leg over myself.'
'I never intended to go as far as that,' he said, rather pettishly, and
without any sign of gratitude for my offer; 'I don't care about actually
dying, if she could only be made to believe I had died that would be
quite enough for me. I could live on here, happy in the thought that I
was saved from her scorn. But how can she be made to believe it?--that's
the point.'
'Precisely,' I said. 'You can hardly write yourself and inform her that
you died on the voyage. You might do this, though: sail to England as
you propose, and go to see her under another name, and break the sad
intelligence to her.'
'Why, to be sure, I might do that!' he said, with some animation; 'I
should certainly not be recognised--she can have no photograph of me,
for I have never been photographed. And yet--no,' he added, with a
shudder, 'it is useless. I can't do it; I dare not trust myself under
that roof! I must find some other way. You have given me an idea.
Listen,' he said, after a short pause: 'you seem to take an interest in
me; you are going to London; the Catafalques live there, or near it, at
some place called Parson's Green. Can I ask a great favour of you--would
you very much mind seeking them out yourself as a fellow-voyager of
mine? I could not expect you to tell a positive untruth on my
account--but if, in the course of an interview with Chlorine, you
_could_ contrive to convey the impression that I died on my way to her
side, you would be doing me a service I can never repay!'
'I should very much prefer to do you a service that you _could_ repay,'
was my very natural rejoinder.
'She will not require strict proof,' he continued eagerly; 'I could give
you enough papers and things to convince her that you come from me. Say
you will do me this kindness!'
I hesitated for some time longer, not so much, perhaps, from scruples of
a conscientious kind as from a disinclination to undertake a troublesome
commission for an entire stranger--gratuitously. But McFadden pressed me
hard, and at length he made an appeal to springs in my nature which are
never touched in vain, and I yielded.
When we had settled the question in its financial aspect, I said to
McFadden, 'The only thing now is--how would you prefer to pass away?
Shall I make you fall over and be devoured by a shark? That would be a
picturesque end--and I could do myself justice over the shark? I should
make the young lady weep considerably.'
'That won't do at all!' he said irritably; 'I can see from her face that
Chlorine is a girl of a delicate sensibility, and would be disgusted by
the idea of any suitor of hers spending his last cohesive moments inside
such a beastly repulsive thing as a shark. I don't want to be associated
in her mind with anything so unpleasant. No, sir; I will die--if you
will oblige me by remembering it--of a low fever, of a non-infectious
type, at sunset, gazing at her portrait with my fading eyesight and
gasping her name with my last breath. She will cry more over that!'