The dark cloud which had so long overshadowed South Africa, which
stretched now blacker than it had ever appeared across the sky of the
Union's prosperity, was none the less surely passing, rolling backward
with sullen reluctance before the strong opposing breath of leading
opinion.
This German organised rebellion owed its defeat largely to the fact that
the Dutch in the Colony knew by experience how little reliance was to be
placed in German promises. The Boer is beginning to recognise that the
word of a German is binding only in as far as it serves his own end.
The memories of men who fought in the late Boer war are not all as
conveniently short as their German advisers hoped. Brand, in his
historical letter to de Wet, emphasised this point in his reply to de
Wet's earnest exhortation to him to depart from the policy he had
adopted and join the rebellion, which he insisted arose out of a spirit
of deep indignation at the unholy act of the Government in attacking
German South-West Africa.
"I am satisfied," Colonel Brand wrote in reply, "of the justice of the
standpoint taken up by me. Even better than myself you know how deeply
disappointed we were in the people whose case you so arduously espouse
to-day. Not only did we receive no help from them in the last war, but
the Kaiser even went to the extent of advising the British Government
how to attack and destroy us. What an insult to our people when the
late State President of the Transvaal personally applied to them and was
turned back on the border."
These things are not easily forgotten, and they are less easily
pardoned. The good faith of a nation cannot rest upon lies.
Matheson knew nothing of the letter Cornelius had written to his wife;
but he gathered from what he heard in De Aar, and from the talk of some
Dutchmen with whom he travelled to the coast, that the rebellion was
half-hearted, that already the men were realising that they had been
misguided and were forsaking their leaders and going quietly back to
their farms. In a few months it was prophesied Botha would have crushed
the rising and restored order in the country. And the men who were now
so bitter against him would come to admit the wisdom of his policy, and
respect him for the generous nature of his opposition, which followed
consistently the principle of suppressing the rebellion with firmness,
of sparing life when mercy could be judiciously extended, and of
pardoning the offenders. It is possible only for great natures to be
generous and for wise natures to be impartial. The Union was fortunate
in its time of crisis in having at its head a man in whom both these
qualities were combined. The quashing of their carefully planned
schemes in South Africa was one of Germany's bitterest blows.
Matheson had sent a telegram to Brenda from De Aar to acquaint her of
his return. He believed that she would be at the station to welcome
him, nevertheless as an afterthought he had added the words: "Please
meet train." A keen desire to see her welcoming face on the platform on
his arrival moved him to send the message. He wanted her, as he always
wanted her when he was depressed and out of tune with life. Her bright
companionship and ready understanding of his moods, her unwearying
patience and kindness, had taught him to lean unconsciously on her. He
wanted her with the formless need of the individual for a tried human
friendship which in no circumstance could fail in understanding and
sympathy. He never analysed his feeling for her; but he knew that she
had grown somehow very dear and necessary to him; he also knew that
there was no sort of passion in his steadily growing love for her. She
was always his dear chum.
As he neared his destination a horrible feeling of nervousness gripped
him. He was obsessed with the dread that something would prevent her
from being at the station. She might not have received his telegram.
Such things had happened before. She might have been out when it
arrived--it might have been stuck in the rack and forgotten. A dozen
such possibilities occurred to him.
He stared out of the window at the gathering darkness, watching the
black formless shapes flitting by like sinister shadows in the night,
dimly illumined by the light of the passing train. And then his gaze
came back unwillingly, his musing interrupted by the bustle of his
fellow travellers reaching up to the rack for their baggage in
preparation for disentraining. Their cheerful energy fretted him. The
journey had tired him, and his shoulder felt stiff and uncomfortable.
He still wore Honor's scarf as a sling. It was soiled now and crumpled,
but it had been of great service. He glanced down at it and thought of
the owner, of how she had tied it for him and pinned the empty sleeve of
his coat across his breast, and buttoned the coat with great care for
his injured arm. He pictured the beautiful face as it had leaned so
near to him, and recalled the scent and the sheen of her bright hair.
All that belonged to the past--was a separate chapter in his life--a
still-born romance. It was a dream of beauty which had no place in the
world of realities. But the dream would live in his memory. In the
gold and crimsons of the sunset, amid the vast solitariness of the veld,
and the splendour of moonlit nights, he would dream the dream again,
would see in imagination a woman's perfect face with its halo of pale
hair shading the mystery of her eyes. She was becoming for him a symbol
of womanhood, a symbol of all that was beautiful and strange and moving
in nature. The flowers in the veld suggested her; the curve of a hill
recalled the graceful flow of her shoulders; the heat of the noontide
was as the passionate warmth of her nature; while the remote serene dusk
conveyed the remembrance of her gentler moods when she looked into the
heart of Africa with pity for its unhealed wounds.
He gazed out again upon the darkness, and the picture of Honor faded.
The lights of the city became visible and the dark outline of the sea.
He sat up straighter and gripped the window with his left hand and
peered out at familiar objects looming large in the gloom as the train
ran on towards the terminus. Something one of the men in the carriage
was saying arrested his attention. It recalled in a measure Herman
Nel's theories in regard to the rising; only the speaker spoke with less
restraint than Nel habitually used, and with less sympathy with the
rebels.
"They boast that they are fighting for the independence of the old
Republics," he was saying. "Perhaps a few of them are. But it is
racial prejudice and political jealousy which has maddened the leaders.
And for the rest, rebellion is always an easy method of making a
living."
A big fair Dutchman, standing in the middle of the swaying compartment,
paused in the act of reaching up for a wonderful carpet bag which was
serviceable rather than a thing of beauty, to remark with a slow shrug:
"Judas was not the only man to take blood-money. They come to a bad
end, these men who sell human lives for greed."
Do they? Matheson felt that the speaker generalised over-freely. If
Justice were always discriminating and inexorable in her dealings with
malefactors, she worked too secretly for the ordinary man to follow her
methods. It was altogether a fallacy in regard to this life that the
wicked suffer and are punished in proportion to their offence.
The train ran into the station. He got out quickly. He had no baggage
to concern himself with, and was one of the first to descend from the
train. He searched the platform eagerly for Brenda; and when he caught
sight of her and saw the light of welcome in her face, he realised how
great his disappointment would have been had she failed him.
She came forward swiftly, a pleased shyness in her look, love for him
shining behind the smiling gladness in her eyes. He stooped and kissed
her. It was an unusual demonstration from him in public; but the sight
of her welcoming face was good; it surprised him into a betrayal of
greater tenderness than she was accustomed to from him. She drew him
towards a lamp and scrutinised him attentively, and he saw her quick
startled glance directed towards his empty sleeve, and felt
unaccountably embarrassed.
"It's nothing," he said jerkily in an attempt to reassure her. "I'll
tell you about that some other time."
Her eyes lifted from the empty sleeve to his face.
"You look very tired," she said. "You've been ill... You _are_ ill."
He tucked his hand within her arm and led her outside the station.
"I got hurt," he said, "and I ought, I suppose, to be resting my arm,
but it wasn't possible. It's nothing to worry about."
He put her into a cab and seated himself beside her.
"It's good to be back--with you," he said.
She pressed closer against him.
"I was surprised to get your telegram from De Aar. Why didn't you write
from Johannesburg? ... All these days, and never a line!"
"I wasn't in Johannesburg," he answered. "I never got beyond De Aar.
The man I wanted was there. Do you remember the man you saw me with on
the beach that first morning? ... I went to settle a debt with him."
She turned quickly towards him, a light of comprehension dawning in her
eyes.
"He did this for you," she said, and touched the empty sleeve. "I don't
want you to tell me," she added; and he judged from her voice and from
her manner that this journey of his to De Aar with its ugly consequences
was associated in her mind with the story he had confided to her at the
Monument before their engagement. She wanted him to realise that she
trusted him.
"I've no secrets from you," he said.
"I know. But there are some things one understands without any need for
discussing them. I think I guessed when you didn't wish me to see you
off."
"I didn't suppose..." he began, and broke off and stared at her. "I met
her," he confessed baldly; "but it wasn't a thing planned. I wanted to
see the man. She is married to him; but I didn't know that when I went
there."
Silence fell between them. It seemed to the man and to the girl, seated
so still beside him, that the presence of this other and fairer woman
intruded between them, was with them, listening to their disconnected
talk.
"It's finished anyway," he said abruptly. "I'm glad you know."
He stole a look at her quiet face.
"There is a dark shadow," he went on presently, "that lies across this
land--the shadow of discontent and racial prejudice. That will pass
away eventually--from the minds of many it has passed already. I have
heard it described as the shadow of the past. Across the lives of
numberless people some such shadow falls. They pass, these shadows."
She stretched out a hand and found his advanced to meet it. He pressed
her fingers warmly.
"It isn't any sort of use to pretend that it hasn't mattered to me," he
said; "but it belongs to the past now. I can look ahead to the future
with a glad confidence... You aren't afraid to trust your future in my
keeping?"
She looked up in his face with a smile lighting the earnest eyes, and
answered simply:
"I've never been afraid of shadows, Guy... And I love you. Love and
trust are inseparable."
She drew her hand away from his and leaned back against the cushions and
was silent for a while, listening to the hum of the streets and the soft
rustle of the night wind as it blew in through the open windows and
fanned her face. Hers was not a jealous temperament; but she realised,
and felt sad in the knowledge, that in the years that lay ahead she
would have her husband's love to win. The heart which waits and trusts
and gives generously reaps a full reward.