CHAPTER THIRTY.

Abruptly Matheson dropped the lid, faced about and looked up. The

sensation of being observed, of not being, for all that the hut appeared

to be empty, alone, was explained. Some one--he had no means of knowing

who--was familiar with Nel's secret. Whoever it was, it appeared very

certain that he was at the moment watching him from the room above, was

aware moreover through his incautiousness that the hiding place was

equally well known to the man who stood staring up at the movable thatch

in amazed and thwarted curiosity.

To Matheson it was the most astonishing and perplexing moment in his

life. He remained riveted to the spot staring, staring helplessly at

the innocent-looking grass roof, trying to discern the intruder; seeing

no one and hearing no sound of movement, yet acutely aware that some one

lay concealed in the roof, some one who had thought to hide from him,

who was undoubtedly even then observing him, secure in the knowledge of

remaining himself unseen.

Matheson felt his disadvantage and stood for a space irresolute. The

sensation of being furtively observed was uncanny. He had no means of

knowing whether it were an enemy who hid thus, or some one who, like

himself, enjoyed Nel's confidence and hesitated to discover the secret

to a stranger, even though the stranger by his action had made it clear

that he shared the knowledge with him.

The uncertainty was nerve-racking. To continue in ignorance of the

identity of the intruder he felt to be impossible: by some means or

other he must ascertain who it was who lay concealed up there and gave

no sign of his presence. While the unseen person had the advantage in

one respect, the greater advantage of holding him there virtually a

prisoner was his. He drew a chair out from beneath the table and seated

himself astride it, and taking a revolver from his pocket, leaned with

his arms folded on the back of the chair and his gaze lifted to the

roof.

If the intruder's purpose were innocent the chances were he would

proclaim the fact rather than remain a prisoner at the other's pleasure;

if, on the other hand, it was Holman who had concealed himself there he

was likely to be armed also, in which event the advantage would again

lay with him.

Matheson sat rigid and very much on the alert, and awaited developments.

In the unnatural stillness the ticking of the watch in his pocket was

distinctly audible. There was no other sound. But that he felt the

presence of the unseen watcher through that sense which apprises one of

the nearness of another human being, he would have doubted whether any

one could be in the upper chamber, so absolutely still did he remain.

By making it so obvious that he suspected his presence, Matheson had

thought to provoke the other into giving some sign; every moment he

expected to see the thatch open; but there was no movement from above;

whoever was hiding there had no wish to be discovered.

The minutes dragged wearily. An hour passed in watchful suspense. He

wondered why Butter Tom did not come with the supper. It was after the

usual time, but there was no preparation for a meal. This neglect on

the part of Nel's trusted servant puzzled him. It was not, he believed,

accidental: there was treachery afoot. Whoever the mysterious visitor

was, he had by some device or other got rid of the Kaffir. The device

must have been fairly plausible to have deceived Butter Tom, prepared as

he was against surprises of this nature; that the Kaffir had willingly

entered into a conspiracy against him he did not for a moment believe.

He felt that he must speak, must question this hidden person--force him

into making some sign--into revealing himself. It was impossible to sit

through the night with his finger on the trigger of his revolver,

waiting for he knew not what; alert and wakeful in the darkness, with

the concealed foe above like some hidden danger ready to strike. At

least he would get a light and wait for darkness to overtake him and add

the uncertainty of gloom to the perils of the situation.

There was a lamp on the table. He moved towards it, taking the

precaution always to face the danger, and holding his revolver in

readiness against a surprise attack. The business of removing the globe

and striking a match thus hampered took time. It was still quite light

in the rondavel, though the shadows were falling quickly; he had no

difficulty in seeing clearly. His glance travelled continually from the

lamp he was occupied with to the roof, some instinct warning him that

the utmost vigilance was necessary for his safety. During the brief

moment while he struck a match and held it to the wick, his attention

temporarily diverted, he became aware of a sudden noise, so faint and so

instantly ceasing that, had his senses not been so keenly alive to any

sound, he might have fancied himself mistaken in supposing he heard more

than the rustling of the wind without. Instantly his eyes lifted to the

roof, his hand arrested in the act of lighting the lamp, the match

spluttering out between his fingers. The thatch had moved ever so

slightly, and through the aperture thus made he saw distinctly the

muzzle of a gun pointing in his direction.

It was the work of a second to spring aside. The report from the gun

followed his movement. Quick as thought he levelled the revolver and

blazed away at the opening in the thatch. There was a second loud

report from the gun. He felt the sting of the bullet in his shoulder.

The revolver dropped from his hand to the floor. Dazed with the noise

as much as by the pain of the wound, he remained for a moment inactive,

till, brought sharply back to the realisation of his danger, he stooped,

moved by a passionate anger at the outrage, and seized the fallen weapon

in his left hand and fired again at the opening.

The grass panel slid back noisily, and with an oath, the discharged gun

in his hand, a man dropped from the roof on to his shoulders, bringing

him to the ground with a force that partially stunned him. Bewildered

and dazed though he was, Matheson was quick to appreciate the fact that

his assailant was lighter in weight than himself. With the

consciousness of his own superior muscular strength the power returned

to his arms. He forgot his wound; his brain cleared surprisingly,

became active and extraordinarily keen. The man, vainly trying to pin

him down while he raised the empty gun to use as a club, was Holman; and

Holman he knew was no match for him physically.

He flung aside the revolver and seized his assailant by the throat.

Holman loosened his grasp on his own weapon for purposes of

self-defence, and struck wildly at the fierce, resolute face that stared

back at him with the grim determination of implacable enmity in the

eyes. He struck at these eyes blindly; again and again he struck with

little effect; then with a snarl of rage he flung himself across the

other man and fixed his teeth in his neck. Matheson felt sickened: hate

of the man maddened him. It was like fighting with a wild beast, this

horrible struggle with a creature that tore and bit, and uttered a

snarling whine between the parted lips that was scarcely human in sound.

He choked the whine into silence under the pressure of his fingers till

the desperate resistance slackened, the limp body dropped inert. One

minute more and he would squeeze the life out of him and fling his body

out on the veld.

A fierce exhilaration thrilled him. For the first time in his life the

lust of killing held him; he was dominated by a passion greater, more

brutal in quality, more relentless, than anything he had felt before.

He experienced a savage joy in the thought of taking life. All of evil

which this man had accomplished to his knowledge flooded his brain and

inflamed it while he held him pinned powerless to the ground, and stared

pitilessly into the protruding, agonised eyes from which terror even

could not drive the malevolent hatred they expressed.

And then in a moment everything was altered. With a swiftness, a

silence, a curious unreality, that suggested an apparition rather than a

human presence in the stupefying unexpectedness of its approach, a

woman's figure emerged out of the shadows, as though, lurking there

invisible, it now assumed shape for some definite purpose, and detaching

itself from the gloom, became significant, alive, compelling--a power, a

deterrent power, quiet and insistent, with eyes that blazed horrified

reproach into the surprised, upturned gaze of the man who, kneeling

there with murder in his heart, yet let his fingers insensibly relax

their grip, and slowly rose to his feet, and stood shaking from head to

foot like a man seized with an ague, as he faced fully the woman whom he

had last seen on the morning when he had asked her to be his wife.

While he faced her all the love he had ever felt for her surged anew in

his heart, till the pain of it was wellnigh unbearable. What was she

doing there? And why had she through her coming saved the life of a

scoundrel whose destiny overshadowed her own?

Without speaking, she passed him and approached the prostrate figure and

knelt beside it on the mud floor. At her touch Holman stirred, groaned

once, and sat up. He stared about him wildly, and, seeing Matheson,

caught at Honor's dress as though for protection, and shrank further

away. Matheson stood and surveyed their grouping with a numb sensation

of utter weariness stealing over him. He was too physically used up

even to think connectedly. Holman was choking and spluttering. He

caught his breath on a sob, and turned his face and spat noisily on the

floor. Doubtless he felt a necessity for expectorating; but the act

appealed to Matheson as disgusting, and unseemly in Honor's presence.

He expected her to wince. Observing that she made no sign of

repugnance, he wondered whether her compassion exceeded her

fastidiousness; and felt vaguely disappointed in her for showing so

great a forbearance.

Very gently she loosened the injured man's collar, and assisted him to

an easier position, tending him with such solicitude that Matheson,

watching her in surprised silence, was moved to a yet greater hatred of

the man whose life her coming had spared. Could she be so completely

dominated by racial antagonism as to be dead to every other

consideration? It seemed to him that the tragedy of her mother's life,

the division between the Nels, who in every respect save their sense of

right in allegiance to opposite causes, were fraternal in feeling, could

not fail to have some effect on her. He could not understand her

attitude of unrelenting enmity. Even allowing that from her point of

view his country had done her people a real injury in the past, surely

she must realise that in this struggle for right against tyranny, every

country which spent its strength in the defence of the weaker nations

was to be honoured for the sacrifices it was called upon to make? For

any injustice Great Britain had been guilty of in the past she was

making a splendid atonement.

While he pondered these things, dizzy from the effects of his wound and

the recent struggle, Honor rose to her feet and confronted him with so

kindly a look that he was led to believe that her solicitude for Holman

went no deeper than a womanly compassion which any suffering would

excite--which she might have shown towards himself had his condition

seemed to call for sympathy. She had not observed that he was hurt. In

the gathering dusk the blood that was soaking through his coat showed

only as a dark stain which passed unremarked in the agitation of the

moment.

"Go," she said in a quiet voice, and lifted an arm and pointed towards

the open doorway. "Your presence excites him. You have hurt him. What

had he done to you that you should seek to kill him?"

"Honor!" he said, and hardly recognised his own voice, so hoarse and

strange it sounded in the stillness. He made a step towards her, gazing

hungrily into the beautiful, upraised face. "Honor!" he repeated dully.

He saw, without appreciating in his dazed condition the significance of

the action, Holman groping upon the floor for his gun, saw him feel in

his pocket for ammunition. He was aware that the man was loading the

gun; but he paid no heed to that in the stress of emotion that gripped

him in the presence of this girl whose power over him exceeded any other

influence that had ever swayed him. He saw the blood warming the pale

face while he gazed at it with such strained and eager intensity, and

noticed the look of distressed embarrassment in her eyes, the sudden

shrinking away before his approach. There was neither dislike nor

distrust in her look, only a quick, unaccountable nervousness which he

attributed to the unexpectedness of their meeting, with its tragic and

ugly introduction.

"You shouldn't have come," she said. "You didn't come as a friend. You

thought to do him an injury... I know... You hate him because of the

letter I foolishly read to you. I made a mistake--but I thought I could

trust you."

"A damned Englishman is never to be trusted," Holman's voice broke in

raspingly behind her. "He'd sell you all... Why couldn't you blasted

English keep out of this war?" he demanded aggressively. "It's not your

quarrel. You've come in for selfish ends, and you'll get shot to pieces

for interfering when you weren't called up."

Honor turned her head suddenly at a sound from his direction. Looking

over her shoulder she saw the gun raised to his shoulder, his finger

crooked round the trigger.

"Stand aside," he commanded her roughly.

She swung round quickly and faced him, standing resolutely between him

and the man he would have shot down before her eyes.

"I will never let you do that," she said firmly. "You can only shoot

through me. We may be rebels, we aren't murderers, Heinrich."

He lowered the gun, scowling at her, and answered nothing. Matheson

laid a hand on her arm and pushed her aside. Something in the calm

proprietary tones, despite the service she had rendered him, goaded him

to fury. There was a quality in her look and manner when addressing the

German that roused him to a pitch of jealous bitterness which he was

unable to control. Still gripping her shoulder, he stared into her

eyes.

"What's he to you?" he asked harshly. "Why do you interfere? What is

this German spy to you, other than an enemy?"

"He has never been my enemy," she answered proudly. "We Dutch have the

virtue of gratitude, and he has served our cause faithfully. Be careful

how you miscall my husband to me."

For a long moment he continued to stare at her, incredulous, angry,

amazed; then he seized her left hand and raised it and saw, encircling

her finger, the plain gold band which proclaimed her married state.

Without a word he dropped her hand, and turned abruptly and walked

unsteadily from the hut out into the warm dusk; and as he went,

stumbling and feeling his way like a man suddenly blinded, a sound

reached his ears, the sound of a man's sneering laugh of triumph. A

wave of unrestrained passion swept over him. He stood still, hesitated,

and looked back: then, still stumbling as he walked, he hurried on into

the shadows.

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