CHAPTER XIII

THE LEAVING AGE WITH REGARD TO ATHLETICS

But it is not only on account of the moral question that I would

advocate the lowering of the age limit. Such a reform would, I believe,

make its influence felt on every side of school life. It would not

alter, but it would modify certain conditions. The blood system would

still exist, but less acutely. The gap between the junior and senior

would be small. At present a man of nineteen who has been tried for his

county eleven appears to the junior as a gorgeous giant. He and his

friends live in a world apart, and they know it. A good three years

separates him from the anxieties and indignities of the day room. No

one, save his actual contemporaries, remember him as being anything but

a blood. He is, and has been, a prince among mankind. He idles through

his last two years, a very splendid, a very attractive figure; but, as

we have already seen, his is hardly the ideal apprenticeship for life.

If the leaving age were fixed at seventeen instead of nineteen, so proud

a position would be unattainable. There would still be bloods, still

elegant creatures to saunter across the courts, languidly arm in arm.

But a certain refinement would be missing. The languor would be less

certain of itself, it would seem to fear a sudden assault and a fierce

shout of 'Jones, you young swine, what right have you to shove on side?'

There is a difference between the blood of eighteen and the blood of

sixteen. It is only four terms since the blood of sixteen was suffering

the last exaction of the law. He remembers vividly being beaten for

ragging in the dormitories; it is not so long since he was a fag. If we

were suddenly transplanted on a magic carpet into the luxury of an

Eastern court we should stand for some time in dazed bewilderment,

marvelling at what had happened to us, wondering who were these comely

Ethiopians that prostrated themselves before us. For quite five minutes

we should lack the courage to give an order. The blood of sixteen feels

like this; can he have achieved so swiftly his ambition? It is only

yesterday that he was trembling in the presence of the great. By the

time he has recovered from his bewilderment and is preparing to exert

his authority his year of office is at an end.

Not only, moreover, is the sixteen year old blood unable to hold so

exalted an opinion of his own importance, but his immediate juniors

refuse to recognise him as the gilded figure of romance. The men on the

Fifth Form table remember when the head of the house helped them to

wreck Bennett's study. They cannot feel him to be so vastly superior to

themselves. It is different for the blood of eighteen. He has passed

slowly through many circles to the dignity of an Olympian. He has

served his period of probation. He was not a colt's cap one season and

the next a colour. He took a year to pass from house cap to seconds, and

another year from seconds to firsts. He discovered himself gradually. He

rose slowly to his greatness. By the time he has reached his last year

the days of conflict are infinitely remote. He can hardly believe it

possible that he was ever caned. He is, in fact, a great deal too old

for a Public School. And as things are now it is impossible for any,

save the exceptional boy, to reach a position of authority till he is

eighteen, or at least seventeen.

A great many boys do undoubtedly leave between the ages of sixteen and

eighteen, but by doing so they lose the most valuable lessons they

should learn at school. A boy who leaves before he has been a house

prefect fails to put the coping stone to his education. The

responsibilities of prefectship are an invaluable experience. And when

the house master begs the parent to let 'Arthur stop on another year,'

the parent naturally gives way. And it is, of course, always the wrong

type of person who stays on that extra year. It is the clever, the

brilliant, the athletic boy, the boy who already stands out above his

contemporaries and in the course of the next year will be even more

prominent, that is encouraged to remain. It would not matter if the dull

boy stayed on another year. His natural talents would not be sufficient

to lift him to the rarefied atmosphere of Olympus. It is the second

eleven colour who is urged to stay on to get his firsts. The fast bowler

who is asked to captain the side next year, the exhibitioner who hopes

that another year's work will win him a scholarship at Balliol. The

great become more great, and, as their undistinguished contemporaries

fall out of the race, the gap between the prefect and the fag grows more

pronounced. The intermediate steps are few and dimly seen. It is not

surprising that the blood system should gloriously flourish. It would

not so flourish were the leaving age to be fixed at seventeen. We have

the proof of this in the knowledge of what happened during the war, when

the big men left suddenly in August, 1914, when boys of sixteen sat at

the Sixth Form table, and when no one stayed on at school after his

eighteenth birthday.

War conditions were, of course, abnormal. It was inevitable that at such

a time the rewards of school life should lose their value. It was

impossible to feel the old excitement about the result of a house match

when the morning paper had brought with it the story of Neuve Chapelle.

The winning of cups and the gaining of colours ceased to be an end in

themselves. For the boy who was prevented by lack of years from joining

the army in 1914 school life became a period of probation, of marking

time. Life in its fullest sense was waiting for him on the other side;

no prefect ever looked forward to Oxford more eagerly than those of us

who were still at school in 1915 looked forward to the day when we

should join the army. Our imagination was quickened by the stories told

us by old boys returning from depôts and from the front. Was it possible

that Smith, who had played with us only eight months earlier in the Two

Cock, should be in charge of a company in the front line trenches? We

fretted at our tether; our eyes were fixed on the future. We scorned the

prizes that lay to our hand. We began to reconstruct our scale of

values: it was not only the giants of the football field who were

winning honours for themselves and for the school in France. Queer,

insignificant fellows who had never risen above the Upper Fourth, and

had never been in the running for a house cap, came home on leave with

the blue and white riband of the military cross. We began to realise

that it was not only the blood that was entitled to our respect. The

blood system received a rude shock in August, 1914. It will never,

unless we become involved in social revolution, receive such another. I

believe, however, that it would be considerably modified were the

leaving age to be altered.

There would be also less hooliganism and less bullying. The third yearer

would no longer be in a position of reckless freedom. Studies would

still be stripped, scholars would still be ragged, but the process would

be compressed. The swash-buckling element would find itself sooner in

authority. The scholar would reach sooner the immunity of the Sixth. And

the prefect would be no less capable of keeping order. For, after all,

the prefect owes his power as much to the system that is behind him as

to himself.

But perhaps the greatest difference that the change would effect would

be in the boy's attitude to his own life. Six years is a very long time

to be in one place. I remember at the end of my first year overhearing a

conversation between the barber and a boy who was leaving the next day.

'Well, Mr. Meredith,' the barber was saying, 'I suppose this is the last

time I shall cut your hair. I have cut it a good many times.'

'I have been in this town,' said Meredith, 'for ten years: five years at

the prep, and five years at the school. I'm jolly well sick of it.'

It is certainly a mistake to send a boy to the prep. of the school to

which he will one day go. Ten years is too long. But six is too long,

too--at that age.

It is not easy for any one under thirty to picture himself in six years'

time. We look back and remember ourselves six years ago in the

discomfort and disquiet of khaki. What a lot has happened since then.

Who can tell what the next six years may hold? Very few men under thirty

can look far ahead, and the new boy at a Public School who can see his

life mapped out for six years naturally does not look beyond them. He

hardly realises that there is a world outside. He will have to travel so

far before he reaches it. He comes to consider his Public School not as

a prelude, but as the whole sphere in which his personality has to move.

Certain prizes and certain honours await him. He does not pause to

think whether those prizes and those honours will be of much or little

service to him after he has put the cloistered world behind him. Not

only is he incapable of viewing his life under the hard light of

eternity, he is incapable of viewing it under the light of the fifty odd

years of traffic that wait for him among phenomena. He accepts

unquestioningly the standards and values of his school. He does not feel

that he is preparing for a contest. That phase of endeavour belonged to

his 'prep.' He has started the race.

There is a big difference between four years and six. It is a wall over

which even the fag can peer on tiptoe. The passage of ambitions and

loyalties and jealousies is much more swift. It is possible to consider

four years as a prelude; and as soon as public school life is regarded

as a prelude the scale of values becomes changed. The boy begins to

wonder whether he is doing his best to fit himself for after life. He

will cease to be contented with the honours that come to him on the way.

Because his school is a fixed institution, because the scope of his

masters is fixed within its walls, there is a tendency to regard him as

an inhabitant and not a sojourner there. That is what the schoolboy

should never be allowed to forget--that he is passing through one phase

of his life into another; it is because he has forgotten that that he so

often pauses bewildered and irresolute on the threshold of life.

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