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"Mother, it's Henri's birthday to-day."

"Yes, I know," said Mme. Mauperin without moving.

"Suppose we were to go to church?"

Mme. Mauperin rose and went out of the room, returning very soon with

her bonnet and cape on. Half an hour later M. Mauperin was helping his

daughter out of the carriage at the Maricourt church-door. Renée went to

the little side-chapel, where the marble altar stood on which was the

little miraculous black wooden Virgin to which she had prayed with great

awe as a child. She sat down on a bench which was always there and

murmured a prayer. Her mother stood near her, looking at the church and

not praying at all. Renée then got up and, without taking her father's

arm, walked with a step that scarcely faltered right through the church

to a little side door leading into the cemetery.

"I wanted to see whether _that_ was still there," she said to her

father, pointing to an old bouquet of artificial flowers among the

crosses and wreaths which were hung on the tomb.

"Come, my child," said M. Mauperin; "don't stand too long. Let us go

home again now."

"Oh, there's plenty of time."

There was a stone seat under the porch with a ray of sunshine falling on

it.

"It's warm here," she said, laying her hand on the stone. "Put my shawl

there so that I can sit down a little. I shall have the sun on my

back--there."

"It isn't wise," said M. Mauperin.

"Oh, just to make me happy." When she was seated and leaning against

him, she murmured in a voice as soft as a sigh, "How gay it is here."

The lime-trees, buzzing with bees, were stirring gently in the faint

wind. A few fowl in the thick grass were running about, pecking and

looking for food. At the foot of a wall, by the side of a plough and

cart, the wheels of which were white with dry mud, on the stumps of some

old trees with the bark peeled off, some little chickens were frolicking

about, and some ducks were asleep, looking like balls of feathers. There

seemed to be a murmur of hushed voices from the church, and the light

played on the blue of the stained-glass windows. Flights of pigeons kept

starting up and taking refuge in the niches of sculpture and in the

holes between the old grey stones. The river could be seen and its

splashing sound heard; a wild white colt bounded along to the water's

edge.

"Ah!" said Renée after a few moments, "we ought to have been made of

something else. Why did God make us of flesh and blood? It's frightful!"

Her eyes had fallen on some soil turned up in a corner of the cemetery,

half hidden by two barrel-hoops crossed over each other and up which

wild convolvulus was growing.

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