CHAPTER XVIII

DISASTERS AND THE SECOND REVOLUTION

The last days of the year 1916 were sad ones for my poor Empress. First

came the assassination of Rasputin, which was a terrible source of

grief for her, because she firmly believed that so long as he was at

her side no harm could befall her, and certainly as events turned out

she had not been so far wrong in her superstitious fears. During the

first days which followed upon the murder of her favourite she would

sit motionless for hours in her boudoir, doing nothing, absorbed in

thoughts which must have been most painful. Christmas—the last to be

passed by the Imperial family in their beloved Czarskoi Selo—was a sad

one, and the Czarina did not even attempt to shake off the melancholy

forebodings with which she was troubled. She was preoccupied with the

idea of avenging the destruction of the man whose existence she had

considered in the light of a fetich. It is a well-known fact that

she caused the young Grand Duke Dmitry to be exiled in Persia, as a

punishment for his share in the conspiracy that had deprived her of her

favourite. She who had always been so kind turned cruel and merciless,

and I once heard her exclaim that henceforward she would no longer

listen to her heart, but follow only the dictates of her reason.

There was one man who had obtained her favour on account of the ardour

with which he had espoused all her views; this was the Minister of

the Interior, Mr. Protopopoff. He had been one of the most intimate

friends of Rasputin, and he was continually urging upon the Czarina the

necessity of being firm, and of refusing mercy to those who had shown

themselves so entirely merciless in regard to a man who had been a holy

creature. Alexandra Feodorovna found some consolation in her grief by

talking it over with Protopopoff, who finally won her adhesion to the

plans which he had formed to establish once more in Russia an absolute

government.

Christmas had come and gone and a New Year had begun. The difficulties

of the military and economical condition of the country had increased

to an alarming degree. We did not perceive it at Czarskoi Selo, but in

Petrograd, as St. Petersburg now was called, everybody was complaining

of the high cost of living and the impossibility of procuring for

oneself the indispensable necessities of existence. The population was

getting impatient, and dissatisfaction was spreading. Those who could

see the signs of the approaching storm tried to persuade the Czar that

he had better remain in the vicinity of the capital, and not go to the

Front where, after all, his presence was not absolutely needed. But

Nicholas II. would not listen, perhaps because both his wife and Mr.

Protopopoff persuaded him that there existed no reason for alarm. The

Empress had implicit confidence in the Minister and was convinced that

a small display of energy on the part of the government would very

quickly do away with the impatience of the population. She wished to

get her husband out of the way, not at all, as has been said, because

she wanted to make a coup d’état, but because she did not wish the Czar

to be worried by his family, who were making frantic efforts to get

the Grand Duke Dmitry recalled from exile. At first her intention had

been to accompany Nicholas II. to head-quarters, but then her children

had fallen ill with what had been considered at first an attack of

influenza, but subsequently turned out to be measles, and she would not

leave them. The Emperor departed, promising to return immediately if

any serious trouble occurred, and keeping meanwhile in close touch with

his wife and the commander of the garrison of Czarskoi Selo. During his

absence the Revolution took place, brought about by a revolt of the

troops entrusted with the defence of Petrograd. They went over to the

Duma as soon as they heard that it had taken upon itself to institute a

new government.

The Czar had been surrounded by traitors, therefore he had not even

been apprised of all that was taking place in Petrograd. Two urgent

telegrams which were despatched to him by the President of the Duma,

Mr. Rodzianko, never reached him, as we heard later on. Had he received

them it is likely he would have hastened back, and perhaps his presence

in the capital might have averted the catastrophe. But his attendants

were mostly won over to the cause of the Revolution and purposely

left him in ignorance of the gravity of the events which were taking

place, until it was too late. The Empress also was not informed of the

extent of the revolt, and it was through an indiscretion of one of her

servants that she got at last an inkling of the truth. She sent for

Count Benckendorff, the head of the household, and asked him to get her

all the information possible concerning the extent of the rebellion.

The Count, who throughout this sad story behaved with the greatest

loyalty to the cause of the sovereigns whose confidence he had won by

his long and faithful services, tried to go to Petrograd, where he

hoped to learn some details as to what had taken place during the two

preceding days, but found it impossible because the railway line was

already in the hands of the revolutionaries, and no train from Czarskoi

Selo was allowed to proceed. He had perforce to content himself with

the news which he could obtain by telephone, and soon this means of

communicating with the people likely to keep him informed as to what

was going on was stopped.

The Empress, almost mad with anxiety, walked to and fro in her

apartments, wringing her hands, and saying the whole time that she

knew the Czar had been killed and the news was being kept from her.

It was with the greatest difficulty that she could be prevailed upon

to send a telegram to General Roussky, who was then supposed to be

loyal, enquiring after the Emperor. In about two hours she received a

reply saying that Nicholas II. was on his way to Pskoff and expected to

arrive there that same night.

This somewhat allayed the anxieties of the Empress, and just about then

the condition of the Grand Duchess Olga, who had taken the measles

in a more serious form than her sisters, became suddenly worse, and

she was thought to be in danger, as pneumonia had declared itself

and complicated her condition. And then Alexis, who had been removed

to another wing of the palace in the hopes that he might escape the

contagion, sickened in his turn, so that the unfortunate Czarina had

another anxiety to fight, which after all was perhaps the best thing

that could have happened to her, because the necessity of attending to

her children prevented her from brooding on what was happening to her

husband, which otherwise she would have done the whole of the time.

The next thing we heard was that the Duma had sent two delegates to

confer with the Czar; we hoped that from this conference something

good might result, and that Nicholas II. would be induced to call

together a responsible ministry. The Empress herself was persuaded he

would do so, and remarked that if Prince Lvoff accepted the position of

Premier, things would not be so bad, because at heart he was a loyal

monarchist and would not lend himself to any aggression against the

person of his Sovereign. She seemed more cheerful than she had been

for the last two or three days, and showed herself pleased that it

was Mr. Gutchkoff, whom she knew personally and had always liked, who

had been despatched to Pskoff. “Perhaps, after all, we shall weather

this storm,” she remarked, and she further observed that in the grave

circumstances which resulted from the unfavourable course the war had

taken, it was perhaps just as well if the sole responsibility for what

was to follow did not rest upon the Sovereign alone. Neither she nor

any of us had the faintest idea of what was actually taking place at

Pskoff. About midnight I left the Empress. She had been persuaded to

retire to bed, the Princess Dondoukoff having promised to watch by the

children and to call her at once should any change take place in their

condition. She was thoroughly exhausted and we were all glad to see

her at last take some rest, I had lain down also in a room adjoining

the bedchamber of my mistress when at about three o’clock in the

morning I was awakened by a soft knock at my door. Thinking that one of

the children was worse, I got up instantly and went to hear what had

happened before disturbing the Empress. Standing on the threshold I

found the Czarina’s old groom of the chamber with a pale and frightened

countenance. He pulled me aside and in a terrified voice exclaimed:

“Something dreadful has happened: the Emperor has abdicated!”

“What?” I exclaimed, not believing my ears, and inclined to think that

the man had gone mad.

“The Emperor has abdicated,” he repeated, and forthwith began to sob.

I dropped down in a chair, and thought that the end of the world had

come, and so indeed it had—of a certain world at least.

“Who told you?” I enquired. “How did you come to hear it?”

The man replied that the new ministry had advised the commander of

the town of Czarskoi Selo by telephone that the Czar had abdicated in

favour of his brother, and that the troops had to be advised of the

fact immediately.

“How shall we tell the Empress?” was my first thought.

Of course neither my informer nor myself could undertake the painful

task of apprising her of the new misfortune which had overtaken her.

We decided that the only thing to do was to inform Count Benckendorff

and to ask him to perform the sad mission. But as we were proceeding to

his apartments we met him coming to those of the Empress. He had also

been informed of what had taken place at Pskoff a few hours before, and

he was about to communicate them to my unfortunate mistress. I went

back and aroused her. She was not sleeping, and got up immediately.

She had been bracing herself all the time for some new calamity, and

when told that Count Benckendorff wished to speak with her had felt

convinced that he wanted to apprise her that her husband had been

murdered. In comparison with such a catastrophe, the loss of her throne

seemed a small thing, and perhaps her first feeling was one of relief

at finding that her apprehensions had been groundless. But what she

could not bring herself to understand was the fact that it had not

been in favour of his son that the Czar had abdicated. “There must be a

mistake. It is impossible that Niky has sacrificed our boy’s claims!”

she kept repeating. But when at last compelled to believe that such had

been the case, she gave vent to an expression of rage which showed how

thoroughly she despised the weak-minded man to whom she was bound, and

exclaimed: “He might at least in his fright have remembered his son!”

I think that these words are the most cruel condemnation that the

cowardice of Nicholas II. ever obtained, and deserved.

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GRAND DUCHESS ANASTASIA]

As may be imagined, there was no sleep for any of us after this. When

dawn appeared at last it found the Empress entirely dressed, already

calm and resigned, kneeling before the sacred icons in her oratory, and

invoking the protection of God for her children. Then she went up to

her daughters’ room and acquainted the two younger ones, who had not

yet been attacked by measles, of the change which had taken place in

their destinies. The girls were stunned, as may easily be imagined, and

Anastasia, the youngest, began to cry. The Empress watched her tears

and then in a hard voice remarked, “It is too early to cry yet; keep

your sorrow for another occasion,” and she went out of the room without

adding another word.

But though she was told that her son’s condition was serious, she did

not approach his sick-bed that whole day. It seemed as if she could not

bring herself to look upon the child whose advent into the world had

been such a source of joy to her, and who had been despoiled of the

great heritage to which he had been born. It was evident to all those

who knew her well that some time would have to elapse before she could

bring herself to forgive her husband for the injury he had done their

only son, and perhaps she would never have forgiven it had it not been

for all the other misfortunes which were to follow upon this hasty

abdication.

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