CHAPTER XVIII

THE DRAINER

"Voiceless slave of the solitude, rude as the draining shovel is

rude:

Man by the ages of wrong subdued, marred, misshapen, misunderstood,

Such is the Drainer."

--From _Songs of a Navvy_.

Late in the September of the same year I got a job at digging sheep

drains on a moor in Argyllshire. I worked with a man named Sandy, and I

never knew his second name. I believe he had almost forgotten it

himself. He had a little hut in the centre of the moor, and I lived with

him there. The hut was built of piles shoved into the ground, and the

cracks between were filled with moss to keep out the cold. In the wet

weather the water came through the floor and put out the fire, what time

we required it most.

One night when taking supper a beetle dropped from the roof into my

tea-can.

"The first leevin' thing I've seen here for mony a day, barrin'

oursel's," Sandy remarked. "The verra worms keep awa' frae the place."

We started work at seven o'clock in the morning. Each of us dug a sod

six inches deep and nine inches wide, and threw it as far as we could

from the place where it was lifted. All day long we kept doing the same

thing, just as Sandy had been doing it for thirty years. We hardly ever

spoke to one another, there was nothing to speak about. The moor spread

out on all sides, and little could be seen save the brown rank grass,

the crawling bogbine, and the dirty sluggish water. We had to drink this

water. The nearest tree was two miles distant, and the nearest

public-house a good two hours' walk away. Sandy got drunk twice a week.

"Just tae put the taste o' the feelthy water oot o' my mooth," he

explained in apologetic tones when he got sober. I do not know why he

troubled to make excuses for his drunkenness. It mattered very little to

me, although I was now teetotal myself. I was even glad when the man got

drunk, for intoxicated he gave a touch of the ridiculous to the scene

that was so killingly sombre when he was sober. In the end I became

almost as soulless and stupid as the sods I turned up, and in the long

run I debated whether I should take to drink or the road in order to

enliven my life. I had some money in my pocket, and my thoughts turned

to Norah Ryan. Perhaps if I went to Glasgow I would find her. I took it

in my head to leave; I told Sandy and asked him to come.

"There's nae use in me leavin' here noo," he said. "I've stopped too

lang for that."

The farmer for whom we wrought got very angry when I asked him for my

wages.

"There's nae pleasin' o' some folk," he grumbled. "They'll nae keep a

guid job when they get one."

The last thing I saw as I turned out on the high-road was Sandy leaning

over his draining spade like some God-forsaken spirit of the moorland.

Poor man! he had not a friend in all the world, and he was very old.

I stopped in Glasgow for four weeks, but my search for Norah was

fruitless. She seemed to have gone out of the world and no trace of her

was to be found.

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