CHAPTER 3.VII.

Il ne faut appeler aucun ordre si ce n’est en tems clair et

serein.

“Les Clavicules du Rabbi Salomon.”

(No order of spirits must be invoked unless the weather be clear

and serene.)

Letter from Zanoni to Mejnour.

My art is already dim and troubled. I have lost the tranquillity which

is power. I cannot influence the decisions of those whom I would most

guide to the shore; I see them wander farther and deeper into the

infinite ocean where our barks sail evermore to the horizon that flies

before us! Amazed and awed to find that I can only warn where I would

control, I have looked into my own soul. It is true that the desires of

earth chain me to the present, and shut me from the solemn secrets which

Intellect, purified from all the dross of the clay, alone can examine

and survey. The stern condition on which we hold our nobler and diviner

gifts darkens our vision towards the future of those for whom we know

the human infirmities of jealousy or hate or love. Mejnour, all around

me is mist and haze; I have gone back in our sublime existence; and

from the bosom of the imperishable youth that blooms only in the spirit,

springs up the dark poison-flower of human love.

This man is not worthy of her,--I know that truth; yet in his nature

are the seeds of good and greatness, if the tares and weeds of worldly

vanities and fears would suffer them to grow. If she were his, and I had

thus transplanted to another soil the passion that obscures my gaze and

disarms my power, unseen, unheard, unrecognised, I could watch over his

fate, and secretly prompt his deeds, and minister to her welfare through

his own. But time rushes on! Through the shadows that encircle me, I

see, gathering round her, the darkest dangers. No choice but flight,--no

escape save with him or me. With me!--the rapturous thought,--the

terrible conviction! With me! Mejnour, canst thou wonder that I would

save her from myself? A moment in the life of ages,--a bubble on the

shoreless sea. What else to me can be human love? And in this exquisite

nature of hers,--more pure, more spiritual, even in its young affections

than ever heretofore the countless volumes of the heart, race after

race, have given to my gaze: there is yet a deep-buried feeling

that warns me of inevitable woe. Thou austere and remorseless

Hierophant,--thou who hast sought to convert to our brotherhood every

spirit that seemed to thee most high and bold,--even thou knowest, by

horrible experience, how vain the hope to banish FEAR from the heart of

woman.

My life would be to her one marvel. Even if, on the other hand, I sought

to guide her path through the realms of terror to the light, think of

the Haunter of the Threshold, and shudder with me at the awful hazard!

I have endeavoured to fill the Englishman’s ambition with the true

glory of his art; but the restless spirit of his ancestor still seems to

whisper in him, and to attract to the spheres in which it lost its own

wandering way. There is a mystery in man’s inheritance from his fathers.

Peculiarities of the mind, as diseases of the body, rest dormant for

generations, to revive in some distant descendant, baffle all treatment

and elude all skill. Come to me from thy solitude amidst the wrecks of

Rome! I pant for a living confidant,--for one who in the old time has

himself known jealousy and love. I have sought commune with Adon-Ai; but

his presence, that once inspired such heavenly content with knowledge,

and so serene a confidence in destiny, now only troubles and perplexes

me. From the height from which I strive to search into the shadows of

things to come, I see confused spectres of menace and wrath. Methinks I

behold a ghastly limit to the wondrous existence I have held,--methinks

that, after ages of the Ideal Life, I see my course merge into the most

stormy whirlpool of the Real. Where the stars opened to me their gates,

there looms a scaffold,--thick steams of blood rise as from a shambles.

What is more strange to me, a creature here, a very type of the false

ideal of common men,--body and mind, a hideous mockery of the art that

shapes the Beautiful, and the desires that seek the Perfect, ever haunts

my vision amidst these perturbed and broken clouds of the fate to be.

By that shadowy scaffold it stands and gibbers at me, with lips dropping

slime and gore. Come, O friend of the far-time; for me, at least, thy

wisdom has not purged away thy human affections. According to the bonds

of our solemn order, reduced now to thee and myself, lone survivors of

so many haughty and glorious aspirants, thou art pledged, too, to warn

the descendant of those whom thy counsels sought to initiate into the

great secret in a former age. The last of that bold Visconti who was

once thy pupil is the relentless persecutor of this fair child. With

thoughts of lust and murder, he is digging his own grave; thou mayest

yet daunt him from his doom. And I also mysteriously, by the same bond,

am pledged to obey, if he so command, a less guilty descendant of a

baffled but nobler student. If he reject my counsel, and insist upon

the pledge, Mejnour, thou wilt have another neophyte. Beware of another

victim! Come to me! This will reach thee with all speed. Answer it by

the pressure of one hand that I can dare to clasp!

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