THE BULL THAT THOUGHT

Westward from a town by the Mouths of the Rhône, runs a road so

mathematically straight, so barometrically level, that it ranks among

the world’s measured miles and motorists use it for records.

I had attacked the distance several times, but always with a Mistral

blowing, or the unchancy cattle of those parts on the move. But once,

running from the East, into a high-piled, almost Egyptian, sunset,

there came a night which it would have been sin to have wasted. It was

warm with the breath of summer in advance; moonlit till the shadow of

every rounded pebble and pointed cypress wind-break lay solid on that

vast flat-floored waste; and my Mr. Leggatt, who had slipped out to

make sure, reported that the road-surface was unblemished.

“_Now_,” he suggested, “we might see what she’ll do under strict

road-conditions. She’s been pullin’ like the Blue de Luxe all day.

Unless I’m all off, it’s her night out.”

We arranged the trial for after dinner--thirty kilometres as near as

might be; and twenty-two of them without even a level crossing.

There sat beside me at table d’hôte an elderly, bearded Frenchman

wearing the rosette of by no means the lowest grade of the Legion of

Honour, who had arrived in a talkative Citroën. I gathered that he

had spent much of his life in the French Colonial Service in Annam

and Tonquin. When the War came, his years barring him from the front

line, he had supervised Chinese woodcutters who, with axe and dynamite,

deforested the centre of France for trench-props. He said my chauffeur

had told him that I contemplated an experiment. He was interested in

cars--had admired mine--would, in short, be greatly indebted to me if I

permitted him to assist as an observer. One could not well refuse; and,

knowing my Mr. Leggatt, it occurred to me there might also be a bet in

the background.

While he went to get his coat, I asked the proprietor his name.

“Voiron--Monsieur André Voiron,” was the reply. “And his business?”

“Mon Dieu! He is Voiron! He is all those things, there!” The proprietor

waved his hands at brilliant advertisements on the dining-room walls,

which declared that Voiron Frères dealt in wines, agricultural

implements, chemical manures, provisions and produce throughout that

part of the globe.

He said little for the first five minutes of our trip, and nothing at

all for the next ten--it being, as Leggatt had guessed, Esmeralda’s

night out. But, when her indicator climbed to a certain figure and held

there for three blinding kilometres, he expressed himself satisfied,

and proposed to me that we should celebrate the event at the hotel. “I

keep yonder,” said he, “a wine on which I should value your opinion.”

On our return, he disappeared for a few minutes, and I heard him

rumbling in a cellar. The proprietor presently invited me to the

dining-room, where, beneath one frugal light, a table had been set with

local dishes of renown. There was, too, a bottle beyond most known

sizes, marked black on red, with a date. Monsieur Voiron opened it, and

we drank to the health of my car. The velvety, perfumed liquor, between

fawn and topaz, neither too sweet nor too dry, creamed in its generous

glass. But I knew no wine composed of the whispers of angels’ wings,

the breath of Eden and the foam and pulse of Youth renewed. So I asked

what it might be.

“It is champagne,” he said gravely.

“Then what have I been drinking all my life?”

“If you were lucky, before the War, and paid thirty shillings a bottle,

it is possible you may have drunk one of our better-class _tisanes_.”

“And where does one get this?”

“Here, I am happy to say. Elsewhere, perhaps, it is not so easy. We

growers exchange these real wines among ourselves.”

I bowed my head in admiration, surrender, and joy. There stood the

most ample bottle, and it was not yet eleven o’clock. Doors locked and

shutters banged throughout the establishment. Some last servant yawned

on his way to bed. Monsieur Voiron opened a window and the moonlight

flooded in from a small pebbled court outside. One could almost hear

the town of Chambres breathing in its first sleep. Presently, there was

a thick noise in the air, the passing of feet and hooves, lowings, and

a stifled bark or two. Dust rose over the courtyard wall, followed by

the strong smell of cattle.

“They are moving some beasts,” said Monsieur Voiron, cocking an

ear. “Mine, I think. Yes, I hear Christophe. Our beasts do not like

automobiles--so we move at night. You do not know our country--the

Crau, here, or the Camargue? I was--I am now, again--of it. All France

is good; but this is the best.” He spoke, as only a Frenchman can, of

his own loved part of his own lovely land.

“For myself, if I were not so involved in all these affairs,” he

pointed to the advertisements--“I would live on our farm with my

cattle, and worship them like a Hindu. You know our cattle of the

Camargue, Monsieur. No? It is not an acquaintance to rush upon lightly.

There are no beasts like them. They have a mentality superior to that

of others. They graze and they ruminate, by choice, facing our Mistral,

which is more than some automobiles will do. Also they have in them

the potentiality of thought--and when cattle think--I have seen what

arrives.”

“Are they so clever as all that?” I asked idly.

“Monsieur, when your sportif chauffeur camouflaged your limousine so

that she resembled one of your Army lorries, I would not believe her

capacities. I bet him--ah--two to one--she would not touch ninety

kilometres. It was proved that she could. I can give you no proof, but

will you believe me if I tell you what a beast who thinks can achieve?”

“After the War,” said I spaciously, “everything is credible.”

“That is true! Everything inconceivable has happened; but still we

learn nothing and we believe nothing. When I was a child in my father’s

house--before I became a Colonial Administrator--my interest and my

affection were among our cattle. We of the old rock live here--have

you seen?--in big farms like castles. Indeed, some of them may have

been Saracenic. The barns group round them--great white-walled barns,

and yards solid as our houses. One gate shuts all. It is a world

apart; an administration of all that concerns beasts. It was there I

learned something about cattle. You see, they are our playthings in

the Camargue and the Crau. The boy measures his strength against the

calf that butts him in play among the manure-heaps. He moves in and out

among the cows, who are--not so amiable. He rides with the herdsmen

in the open to shift the herds. Sooner or later, he meets as bulls

the little calves that knocked him over. So it was with me--till it

became necessary that I should go to our Colonies.” He laughed. “Very

necessary. That is a good time in youth, Monsieur, when one does

these things which shock our parents. Why is it always Papa who is so

shocked and has never heard of such things--and Mamma who supplies the

excuses?... And when my brother--my elder who stayed and created the

business--begged me to return and help him, I resigned my Colonial

career gladly enough. I returned to our own lands, and my well-loved,

wicked white and yellow cattle of the Camargue and the Crau. My Faith,

I could talk of them all night, for this stuff unlocks the heart,

without making repentance in the morning.... Yes! It was after the War

that this happened. There was a calf, among Heaven knows how many of

ours--a bull-calf--an infant indistinguishable from his companions.

He was sick, and he had been taken up with his mother into the big

farmyard at home with us. Naturally the children of our herdsmen

practised on him from the first. It is in their blood. The Spaniards

make a cult of bull-fighting. Our little devils down here bait bulls

as automatically as the English child kicks or throws balls. This

calf would chase them with his eyes open, like a cow when she hunts

a man. They would take refuge behind our tractors and wine-carts in

the centre of the yard: he would chase them in and out as a dog hunts

rats. More than that, he would study their psychology, his eyes in

their eyes. Yes, he watched their faces to divine which way they would

run. He himself, also, would pretend sometimes to charge directly at

a boy. Then he would wheel right or left--one could never tell--and

knock over some child pressed against a wall who thought himself safe.

After this, he would stand over him, knowing that his companions must

come to his aid; and when they were all together, waving their jackets

across his eyes and pulling his tail, he would scatter them--how he

would scatter them! He could kick too, sideways like a cow. He knew

his ranges as well as our gunners, and he was as quick on his feet as

our Carpentier. I observed him often. Christophe--the man who passed

just now--our chief herdsman, who had taught me to ride with our beasts

when I was ten--Christophe told me that he was descended from a yellow

cow of those days that had chased us once into the marshes. ‘He kicks

just like her,’ said Christophe. ‘He can side-kick as he jumps. Have

you seen, too, that he is not deceived by the jacket when a boy waves

it? He uses it to find the boy. They think they are feeling him. He

is feeling them always. He thinks, that one.’ I had come to the same

conclusion. Yes--the creature was a thinker along the lines necessary

to his sport; and he was a humorist also, like so many natural

murderers. One knows the type among beasts as well as among men. It

possesses a curious truculent mirth--almost indecent but infallibly

significant----”

Monsieur Voiron replenished our glasses with the great wine that went

better at each descent.

“They kept him for some time in the yards to practise upon. Naturally

he became a little brutal; so Christophe turned him out to learn

manners among his equals in the grazing lands, where the Camargue joins

the Crau. How old was he then? About eight or nine months, I think. We

met again a few months later--he and I. I was riding one of our little

half-wild horses, along a road of the Crau, when I found myself almost

unseated. It was he! He had hidden himself behind a wind-break till

we passed, and had then charged my horse from behind. Yes, he had

deceived even my little horse! But I recognised him. I gave him the

whip across the nose, and I said: ‘Apis, for this thou goest to Arles!

It was unworthy of thee, between us two.’ But that creature had no

shame. He went away laughing, like an Apache. If he had dismounted me,

I do not think it is I who would have laughed--yearling as he was.”

“Why did you want to send him to Arles?” I asked.

“For the bull-ring. When your charming tourists leave us, we institute

our little amusements there. Not a real bull-fight, you understand,

but young bulls with padded horns, and our boys from hereabouts and in

the city, go to play with them. Naturally, before we send them we try

them in our yards at home. So we brought up Apis from his pastures.

He knew at once that he was among the friends of his youth--he almost

shook hands with them--and he submitted like an angel to padding his

horns. He investigated the carts and tractors in the yards, to choose

his lines of defence and attack. And then--he attacked with an _élan_,

and he defended with a tenacity and forethought that delighted us. In

truth, we were so pleased that I fear we trespassed upon his patience.

We desired him to repeat himself, which no true artist will tolerate.

But he gave us fair warning. He went out to the centre of the yard,

where there was some dry earth; he kneeled down and--you have seen a

calf whose horns fret him thrusting and rooting into a bank? He did

just that, very deliberately, till he had rubbed the pads off his

horns. Then he rose, dancing on those wonderful feet that twinkled, and

he said: ‘Now, my friends, the buttons are off the foils. Who begins?’

We understood. We finished at once. He was turned out again on the

pastures till it should be time to amuse them at our little metropolis.

But, some time before he went to Arles--yes, I think I have it

correctly--Christophe, who had been out on the Crau, informed me that

Apis had assassinated a young bull who had given signs of developing

into a rival. That happens, of course, and our herdsmen should prevent

it. But Apis had killed in his own style--at dusk, from the ambush of

a wind-break--by an oblique charge from behind which knocked the other

over. He had then disembowelled him. All very possible, _but_--the

murder accomplished--Apis went to the bank of a wind-break, knelt,

and carefully, as he had in our yard, cleaned his horns in the earth.

Christophe, who had never seen such a thing, at once borrowed (do you

know, it is most efficacious when taken that way?) some Holy Water from

our little chapel in those pastures, sprinkled Apis (whom it did not

affect), and rode in to tell me. It was obvious that a thinker of that

bull’s type would also be meticulous in his toilette; so, when he was

sent to Arles, I warned our consignees to exercise caution with him.

Happily, the change of scene, the music, the general attention, and the

meeting again with old friends--all our bad boys attended--agreeably

distracted him. He became for the time a pure _farceur_ again; but his

wheelings, his rushes, his rat-huntings were more superb than ever.

There was in them now, you understand, a breadth of technique that

comes of reasoned art, and, above all, the passion that arrives after

experience. Oh, he had learned, out there on the Crau! At the end of

his little turn, he was, according to local rules, to be handled in all

respects except for the sword, which was a stick, as a professional

bull who must die. He was manœuvred into, or he posed himself in, the

proper attitude; made his rush; received the point on his shoulder and

then--turned about and cantered toward the door by which he had entered

the arena. He said to the world: ‘My friends, the representation is

ended. I thank you for your applause. I go to repose myself.’ But our

Arlesians, who are--not so clever as some, demanded an encore, and

Apis was headed back again. We others from his country, we knew what

would happen. He went to the centre of the ring, kneeled, and, slowly,

with full parade, plunged his horns alternately in the dirt till the

pads came off. Christophe shouts: ‘Leave him alone, you straight-nosed

imbeciles! Leave him before you must.’ But they required emotion; for

Rome has always debauched her loved Provincia with bread and circuses.

It was given. Have you, Monsieur, ever seen a servant, with pan and

broom, sweeping round the baseboard of a room? In a half-minute Apis

has them all swept out and over the barrier. Then he demands once more

that the door shall be opened to him. It is opened and he retires as

though--which truly, is the case--loaded with laurels.”

Monsieur Voiron refilled the glasses, and allowed himself a cigarette,

which he puffed for some time.

“And afterwards?” I said.

“I am arranging it in my mind. It is difficult to do it justice.

Afterwards--yes, afterwards--Apis returned to his pastures and his

mistresses and I to my business. I am no longer a scandalous old

‘sportif’ in shirtsleeves howling encouragement to the yellow son of a

cow. I revert to Voiron Frères--wines, chemical manures, _et cetera_.

And next year, through some chicane which I have not the leisure to

unravel, and also, thanks to our patriarchal system of paying our older

men out of the increase of the herds, old Christophe possesses himself

of Apis. Oh, yes, he proves it through descent from a certain cow that

my father had given his father before the Republic. Beware, Monsieur,

of the memory of the illiterate man! An ancestor of Christophe had

been a soldier under our Soult against your Beresford, near Bayonne. He

fell into the hands of Spanish guerrillas. Christophe and his wife used

to tell me the details on certain Saints’ Days when I was a child. Now,

as compared with our recent war, Soult’s campaign and retreat across

the Bidassoa----”

“But did you allow Christophe just to annex the bull?” I demanded.

“You do not know Christophe. He had sold him to the Spaniards before he

informed me. The Spaniards pay in coin--douros of very pure silver. Our

peasants mistrust our paper. You know the saying: ‘A thousand francs

paper; eight hundred metal, and the cow is yours.’ Yes, Christophe

sold Apis, who was then two and a half years old, and to Christophe’s

knowledge thrice at least an assassin.”

“How was that?” I said.

“Oh, his own kind only; and always, Christophe told me, by the same

oblique rush from behind, the same sideways overthrow, and the same

swift disembowelment, followed by this levitical cleaning of the horns.

In human life he would have kept a manicurist--this Minotaur. And so,

Apis disappears from our country. That does not trouble me. I know in

due time I shall be advised. Why? Because, in this land, Monsieur, not

a hoof moves between Berre and the Saintes Maries without the knowledge

of specialists such as Christophe. The beasts are the substance, and

the drama of their lives to them. So when Christophe tells me, a little

before Easter Sunday, that Apis makes his début in the bull-ring of

a small Catalan town on the road to Barcelona, it is only to pack my

car and trundle there across the frontier with him. The place lacked

importance and manufactures, but it had produced a matador of some

reputation, who was condescending to show his art in his native town.

They were even running one special train to the place. Now our French

railway system is only execrable, but the Spanish----”

“You went down by road, didn’t you?” said I.

“Naturally. It was not too good. Villamarti was the matador’s name.

He proposed to kill two bulls for the honour of his birthplace. Apis,

Christophe told me, would be his second. It was an interesting trip,

and that little city by the sea was ravishing. Their bull-ring dates

from the middle of the seventeenth century. It is full of feeling.

The ceremonial too--when the horsemen enter and ask the Mayor in his

box to throw down the keys of the bull-ring--that was exquisitely

conceived. You know, if the keys are caught in the horseman’s hat, it

is considered a good omen. They were perfectly caught. Our seats were

in the front row beside the gates where the bulls enter, so we saw

everything.

“Villamarti’s first bull was not too badly killed. The second

matador, whose name escapes me, killed his without distinction--a

foil to Villamarti. And the third, Chisto, a laborious, middle-aged

professional who had never risen beyond a certain dull competence, was

equally of the background. Oh, they are as jealous as the girls of the

Comédie Française, these matadors! Villamarti’s troupe stood ready

for his second bull. The gates opened, and we saw Apis, beautifully

balanced on his feet, peer coquettishly round the corner, as though he

were at home. A picador--a mounted man with the long lance-goad--stood

near the barrier on his right. He had not even troubled to turn his

horse, for the capeadors--the men with the cloaks--were advancing to

play Apis--to feel his psychology and intentions, according to the

rules that are made for bulls who do not think.... I did not realise

the murder before it was accomplished! The wheel, the rush, the oblique

charge from behind, the fall of horse and man were simultaneous.

Apis leaped the horse, with whom he had no quarrel, and alighted,

all four feet together (it was enough), between the man’s shoulders,

changed his beautiful feet on the carcass, and was away, pretending to

fall nearly on his nose. Do you follow me? In that instant, by that

stumble, he produced the impression that his adorable assassination

was a mere bestial blunder. Then, Monsieur, I began to comprehend

that it was an artist we had to deal with. He did not stand over the

body to draw the rest of the troupe. He chose to reserve that trick.

He let the attendants bear out the dead, and went on to amuse himself

among the capeadors. Now to Apis, trained among our children in the

yards, the cloak was simply a guide to the boy behind it. He pursued,

you understand, the person, not the propaganda--the proprietor, not

the journal. If a third of our electors of France were as wise, my

friend!... But it was done leisurely, with humour and a touch of

truculence. He romped after one man’s cloak as a clumsy dog might

do, but I observed that he kept the man on his terrible left side.

Christophe whispered to me: ‘Wait for his mother’s kick. When he has

made the fellow confident it will arrive.’ It arrived in the middle

of a gambol. My God! He lashed out in the air as he frisked. The

man dropped like a sack, lifted one hand a little towards his head,

and--that was all. So you see, a body was again at his disposition;

a second time the cloaks ran up to draw him off, but a second time,

Apis refused his grand scene. A second time he acted that his murder

was accident and--he convinced his audience! It was as though he had

knocked over a bridge-gate in the marshes by mistake. Unbelievable? I

saw it.”

The memory sent Monsieur Voiron again to the champagne, and I

accompanied him.

“But Apis was not the sole artist present. They say Villamarti comes

of a family of actors. I saw him regard Apis with a new eye. He, too,

began to understand. He took his cloak and moved out to play him

before they should bring on another picador. He had his reputation.

Perhaps Apis knew it. Perhaps Villamarti reminded him of some boy with

whom he had practised at home. At any rate Apis permitted it--up to a

certain point; but he did not allow Villamarti the stage. He cramped

him throughout. He dived and plunged clumsily and slowly, but always

with menace and always closing in. We could see that the man was

conforming to the bull--not the bull to the man; for Apis was playing

him towards the centre of the ring, and, in a little while--I watched

his face--Villamarti knew it. But I could not fathom the creature’s

motive. ‘Wait,’ said old Christophe. ‘He wants that picador on the

white horse yonder. When he reaches his proper distance he will get

him. Villamarti is his cover. He used me once that way.’ And so it

was, my friend! With the clang of one of our own Seventy-fives, Apis

dismissed Villamarti with his chest--breasted him over--and had arrived

at his objective near the barrier. The same oblique charge; the head

carried low for the sweep of the horns; the immense sideways fall of

the horse, broken-legged and half-paralysed; the senseless man on the

ground and--behold Apis between them, backed against the barrier--his

right covered by the horse; his left by the body of the man at his

feet. The simplicity of it! Lacking the carts and tractors of his

early parade-grounds he, being a genius, had extemporised with the

materials at hand, and dug himself in. The troupe closed up again,

their left wing broken by the kicking horse, their right immobilised

by the man’s body which Apis bestrode with significance. Villamarti

almost threw himself between the horns, but--it was more an appeal than

an attack. Apis refused him. He held his base. A picador was sent at

him--necessarily from the front, which alone was open. Apis charged--he

who, till then, you realise, had not used the horn! The horse went over

backwards, the man half beneath him. Apis halted, hooked him under

the heart, and threw him to the barrier. We heard his head crack, but

he was dead before he hit the wood. There was no demonstration from

the audience. They, also, had begun to realise this Foch among bulls!

The arena occupied itself again with the dead. Two of the troupe

irresolutely tried to play him--God knows in what hope!--but he moved

out to the centre of the ring. ‘Look!’ said Christophe. ‘Now he goes to

clean himself. That always frightened me.’ He knelt down; he began to

clean his horns. The earth was hard. He worried at it in an ecstasy of

absorption. As he laid his head along and rattled his ears, it was as

though he were interrogating the Devils themselves upon their secrets,

and always saying impatiently: ‘Yes, I know that--and _that_--and

_that_! Tell me more--_more_!’ In the silence that covered us, a woman

cried: ‘He digs a grave! Oh, Saints, he digs a grave!’ Some others

echoed this--not loudly--as a wave echoes in a grotto of the sea.

“And when his horns were cleaned, he rose up and studied poor

Villamarti’s troupe, eyes in eyes, one by one, with the gravity of an

equal in intellect and the remote and merciless resolution of a master

in his art. This was more terrifying than his toilette.”

“And they--Villamarti’s men?” I asked.

“Like the audience, were dominated. They had ceased to posture, or

stamp, or address insults to him. They conformed to him. The two other

matadors stared. Only Chisto, the oldest, broke silence with some

call or other, and Apis turned his head towards him. Otherwise he was

isolated, immobile--sombre--meditating on those at his mercy. Ah!

“For some reason the trumpet sounded for the _banderillas_--those gay

hooked darts that are planted in the shoulders of bulls who do not

think, after their neck-muscles are tired by lifting horses. When such

bulls feel the pain, they check for an instant, and, in that instant,

the men step gracefully aside. Villamarti’s banderillero answered the

trumpet mechanically--like one condemned. He stood out, poised the

darts and stammered the usual patter of invitation.... And after? I

do not assert that Apis shrugged his shoulders, but he reduced the

episode to its lowest elements, as could only a bull of Gaul. With

his truculence was mingled always--owing to the shortness of his

tail--a certain Rabelaisian abandon, especially when viewed from the

rear. Christophe had often commented upon it. Now, Apis brought that

quality into play. He circulated round that boy, forcing him to break

up his beautiful poses. He studied him from various angles, like an

incompetent photographer. He presented to him every portion of his

anatomy except his shoulders. At intervals he feigned to run in upon

him. My God, he was cruel! But his motive was obvious. He was playing

for a laugh from the spectators which should synchronise with the

fracture of the human morale. It was achieved. The boy turned and ran

towards the barrier. Apis was on him before the laugh ceased; passed

him; headed him--what do I say?--herded him off to the left, his

horns beside and a little in front of his chest: he did not intend

him to escape into a refuge. Some of the troupe would have closed

in, but Villamarti cried: ‘If he wants him he will take him. Stand!’

They stood. Whether the boy slipped or Apis nosed him over I could

not see. But he dropped, sobbing. Apis halted like a car with four

brakes, struck a pose, smelt him very completely and turned away. It

was dismissal more ignominious than degradation at the head of one’s

battalion. The representation was finished. Remained only for Apis to

clear his stage of the subordinate characters.

“Ah! His gesture then! He gave a dramatic start--this Cyrano of the

Camargue--as though he was aware of them for the first time. He moved.

All their beautiful breeches twinkled for an instant along the top

of the barrier. He held the stage alone! But Christophe and I, we

trembled! For, observe, he had now involved himself in a stupendous

drama of which he only could supply the third act. And, except for an

audience on the razor-edge of emotion, he had exhausted his material.

Molière himself--we have forgotten, my friend, to drink to the health

of that great soul--might have been at a loss. And Tragedy is but a

step behind Failure. We could see the four or five Civil Guards, who

are sent always to keep order, fingering the breeches of their rifles.

They were but waiting a word from the Mayor to fire on him, as they do

sometimes at a bull who leaps the barrier among the spectators. They

would, of course, have killed or wounded several people--but that would

not have saved Apis.”

Monsieur Voiron drowned the thought at once, and wiped his beard.

“At that moment Fate--the Genius of France, if you will--sent to

assist in the incomparable finale, none other than Chisto, the

eldest, and, I should have said (but never again will I judge!) the

least inspired of all; mediocrity itself but, at heart--and it is

the heart that conquers always, my friend--at heart an artist. He

descended stiffly into the arena, alone and assured. Apis regarded

him, his eyes in his eyes. The man took stance, with his cloak, and

called to the bull as to an equal: ‘Now, Señor, we will show these

honourable caballeros something together.’ He advanced thus against

this thinker who at a plunge--a kick--a thrust--could, we all knew,

have extinguished him. My dear friend, I wish I could convey to you

something of the unaffected bonhomie, the humour, the delicacy, the

consideration bordering on respect even, with which Apis, the supreme

artist, responded to this invitation. It was the Master, wearied after

a strenuous hour in the atelier, unbuttoned and at ease with some

not inexpert but limited disciple. The telepathy was instantaneous

between them. And for good reason! Christophe said to me: ‘All’s well.

That Chisto began among the bulls. I was sure of it when I heard him

call just now. He has been a herdsman. He’ll pull it off.’ There was

a little feeling and adjustment, at first, for mutual distances and

allowances.

“Oh, yes! And here occurred a gross impertinence of Villamarti. He had,

after an interval, followed Chisto--to retrieve his reputation. My

Faith! I can conceive the elder Dumas slamming his door on an intruder

precisely as Apis did. He raced Villamarti into the nearest refuge at

once. He stamped his feet outside it, and he snorted: ‘Go! I am engaged

with an artist.’ Villamarti went--his reputation left behind for ever.

“Apis returned to Chisto saying: ‘Forgive the interruption. I am not

always master of my time, but you were about to observe, my dear

confrère...?’ Then the play began. Out of compliment to Chisto, Apis

chose as his objective (every bull varies in this respect) the inner

edge of the cloak--that nearest to the man’s body. This allows but a

few millimetres clearance in charging. But Apis trusted himself as

Chisto trusted him, and, this time, he conformed to the man, with

inimitable judgment and temper. He allowed himself to be played into

the shadow or the sun, as the delighted audience demanded. He raged

enormously; he feigned defeat; he despaired in statuesque abandon,

and thence flashed into fresh paroxysms of wrath--but always with the

detachment of the true artist who knows he is but the vessel of an

emotion whence others, not he, must drink. And never once did he forget

that honest Chisto’s cloak was to him the gauge by which to spare even

a hair on the skin. He inspired Chisto too. My God! His youth returned

to that meritorious beef-sticker--the desire, the grace, and the

beauty of his early dreams. One could almost see that girl of the past

for whom he was rising, rising to these present heights of skill and

daring. It was his hour too--a miraculous hour of dawn returned to gild

the sunset. All he knew was at Apis’ disposition. Apis acknowledged

it with all that he had learned at home, at Arles and in his lonely

murders on our grazing-grounds. He flowed round Chisto like a river

of death--round his knees, leaping at his shoulders, kicking just

clear of one side or the other of his head; behind his back hissing

as he shaved by; and once or twice--inimitable!--he reared wholly up

before him while Chisto slipped back from beneath the avalanche of that

instructed body. Those two, my dear friend, held five thousand people

dumb with no sound but of their breathings--regular as pumps. It was

unbearable. Beast and man realised together that we needed a change of

note--a _détente_. They relaxed to pure buffoonery. Chisto fell back

and talked to him outrageously. Apis pretended he had never heard such

language. The audience howled with delight. Chisto slapped him; he

took liberties with his short tail, to the end of which he clung while

Apis pirouetted; he played about him in all postures; he had become

the herdsman again--gross, careless, brutal, but comprehending. Yet

Apis was always the more consummate clown. All that time (Christophe

and I saw it) Apis drew off towards the gates of the _toril_ where so

many bulls enter but--have you ever heard of one that returned? _We_

knew that Apis knew that as he had saved Chisto, so Chisto would save

him. Life is sweet to us all; to the artist who lives many lives in

one, sweetest. Chisto did not fail him. At the last, when none could

laugh any longer, the man threw his cape across the bull’s back, his

arm round his neck. He flung up a hand at the gate, as Villamarti,

young and commanding but _not_ a herdsman, might have raised it, and he

cried: ‘Gentlemen, open to me and my honourable little donkey.’ They

opened--I have misjudged Spaniards in my time!--those gates opened to

the man and the bull together, and closed behind them. And then? From

the Mayor to the Guarda Civile they went mad for five minutes, till

the trumpets blew and the fifth bull rushed out--an unthinking black

Andalusian. I suppose some one killed him. My friend, my very dear

friend, to whom I have opened my heart, I confess that I did not watch.

Christophe and I we were weeping together like children of the same

Mother. Shall we drink to Her?”

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