DAYBREAK

He was whistling Schubert's setting of "Who is Sylvia?" and as I climbed

slowly and as silently as I could towards him, I fitted the music to the

words of the second verse:--

Is she kind as she is fair?

For beauty lives with kindness.

Only a man in love, I thought, could be whistling that air with such

attention and accuracy. He hit that unusual interval--is it an augmented

seventh?--with a delicacy that was quite thrilling.

He had the world to himself, as yet. The birds of the morning had not

begun their orisons, while the birds of the night, the owls and the

corncrakes had, happily, retired before the promise of that weakening

darkness which seemed nevertheless to have reached a moment of

suspense--indeed, I fancied that it was darker, now, than when I had come

out of the Hall a quarter of an hour before.

The whistler had stopped before I reached the crest of the hill, and after

trying vainly to locate his whereabouts in the gloom, I leaned up against

one of the outermost trunks of the perky little clump of trees, and facing

East awaited developments. A thin, cold wind had sprung up, and was

quietly stirring the leaves above me to an uneasy sibilance. I heard, now,

too, an occasional sleepy twitter as if a few members of the orchestra had

come into their places and were indolently testing the tune of their

pipes. It came into my mind that the cold stir of air was the spirit of

the dying night, fleeing westward before the sun. Also, I found myself

wondering what would be the effect on us all if one morning we waited in

vain for the sunrise? I tried to picture my own emotions as the truth was

slowly borne in upon me that some unprecedented calamity had silently and

without any premonition befallen the whole world of men. Would one crouch

in a terror of apprehension? I could not see it that way. I believed that

I should be trembling with a furious excitement, stirred to the very

depths by so inspiring and adventurous a miracle. I had forsaken my

speculation and was indulging in the philosophical reflection that a real

and quite unaccountable miracle, the more universal the better, would be

the most splendid justification of life I could possibly conceive, when

the whistler began again, only a few yards away from me.

I could just see him now, sitting propped against the trunk of another

tree, but I waited until he had finished what I chose to believe was the

third verse of his lyric before I hailed him. It came to me that I might

test his quality by continuing the play in proper form, so when he paused,

I went on with the speech of the "host" which immediately follows the song

in "The Two Gentlemen of Verona."

"How now?" I said. "Are you sadder than you were before?"

He did not move, not even to turn his head towards me, and I inferred that

he was aware of my presence before I spoke.

"You, one of the search party?" he asked.

I went over and sat down by him. I felt that the situation was

sufficiently fantastic to permit of free speech. I did not know who he was

and I did not care. I only knew that I wanted to deliver myself of the

dreams my lack of sleep had robbed from me.

"The only one," I said, "unless you also belong to the very small and

select party of searchers."

I fancy that he turned his head a little towards me, but I kept my gaze

fixed on the indigo masses of the obscure prospect before us.

"Who are you looking for?" he asked.

"Not so much who as what," I said. "And even then it isn't so easy to

define. I've heard men call it beauty and mystery, and things like that;

but just now it seemed to me that what I wanted most was a universal

miracle--some really inexplicable happening that would upset every law the

physicists have ever stated. I was thinking, for instance, how thrilling

it would be if the sun did not rise this morning. One would know, then,

that all our scientific guesses at laws were just so many baby

speculations founded on nothing more substantial than a few thousand years

of experience which had, by some chance given always more or less the same

results. Like a long run on the red, you know."

"I know," he said. "Well? Go on."

I was greatly stimulated by his encouragement. Here, at last, was the

listener I had been waiting for all through the night.

"One gets so infernally sick of everything happening according to fixed

rules," I continued. "And the more you learn the nearer you are to the

deadly ability of being able to foretell the future. If we ever do reach

that point in our intellectual evolution, I only hope that I shan't be

there to see it. Imagine the awful ennui of a world where the expected

always happened, and next year's happenings were always expected! And yet

we go on seeking after knowledge, when we ought surely to avoid it, as the

universal kill joy."

"Hm!" commented my new friend on what I felt to be a note of doubtful

agreement.

"You don't agree with that?" I asked.

"Well, I see what you're after, in a way," he acknowledged; "but it

doesn't seem to me that it amounts to very much--practically."

I was a trifle disappointed. I had not expected any insistence on the

practical from a man who could whistle Schubert and Shakespeare to the

dawn.

"Oh, practically! Perhaps not," I replied with a hint of contempt for

anything so common.

He gave a little self-conscious laugh. "You can't get away from the

practical in this life," he said. "Even in--" He seemed to bite off the

beginning of confidence with an effort. "You may dream half the night," he

began again, with a thin assumption of making an impersonal statement,

"but before the night's over you'll come up against the practical, or the

practicable, or the proper right thing, or something, that makes you see

what a fool you are. The way this world's run, you can't avoid it,

anyhow."

I knew that what he said was true, but I found it damping. It fitted all

too well with the coming realism of day. The contours of the landscape

were slowly resigning themselves to the formal attitudes imposed upon them

by expectation. The blood of colour was beginning to run weakly through

the monochrome. The nearer slopes of the hill and the leaves of the trees

were already professing a resolute green. Moment by moment the familiar

was taking prudent shape, preparing itself for the autocrat whose

outriders were multitudinously busy about their warnings of his approach.

Presently the scene would take on the natural beauty of our desire, but

the actual process of transformation rather depressed me that morning. I

had been so deeply in love with the night.

I took up my companion's last sentence--spoken, I fancied, with a

suggestion of brooding antagonism.

"You think the world might be 'run,' at least, more interestingly?" I put

in.

"More sensibly," he said in a voice that hinted a reserve of violence.

"There's no _sense_ in it, the way we look at things. Only we don't look

at 'em, most of us, not with any intelligence. We just take everything for

granted because we happen to be used to it, that's all."

"But would any form of socialism..." I tried tentatively.

"I don't know that I'm a socialist," he returned. "I don't belong to any

union, or anything of that kind." He stopped and looked at me with a

defiant stare that was quite visible now. "You know who I am, I suppose?"

he challenged me.

"No idea," I said.

"Banks, the chauffeur," he said, as if he were giving himself up as a

well-known criminal.

I was not entirely unprepared for that reply, but I had no tactful answer

to make. I rejected the spontaneous impulse that arose, as I thought quite

fantastically, to say "I believe I have met your sister;" and fell back on

an orthodox "Well?" I tried to convey the effect that I still waited to be

shocked.

"I suppose you're staying up at the Hall?" he said.

"For the week-end only," I admitted.

"Been a pretty fuss there, I take it?" he said.

"Some," I acknowledged.

He set his resolute-looking mouth and submitted me to cross-examination.

"Been looking for me?" he began.

"In a way. Frank Jervaise and I went up to your father's house."

"What time?"

"Between two and three."

"Not since?"

"No; we left about half-past two."

"Is she back?"

"Who?" I asked. I was thinking of his sister, and could find no

application for this question.

"Miss Jervaise."

"Oh--er--Miss Brenda? No. She hadn't come in when I left the house."

"What time was that?"

"About four. I came straight here."

"Not back, eh?" he commented with a soft, low whistle, that mingled, I

thought, something of gladness with its surprise.

"You don't know where she is, then?" I ventured.

He turned and looked at me suspiciously. "I don't see why I should help

your friends," he said.

I realised that my position was a difficult one. My sympathies were

entirely with Banks. I felt that if there was to be any question of making

allowances, I wanted to be on the side of Brenda and the Home Farm. But,

at the same time, I could not deny that I owed something--loyalty, was

it?--to the Jervaises. I pondered that for a few seconds before I spoke

again, and by then I had found what I believed to be a tolerable attitude,

though I was to learn later that it compromised me no less than if I had

frankly thrown in my lot with the Banks faction.

"You are quite right," I said. "And I would sooner you gave me no

confidences, now I come to think of it. But I should like you to know, all

the same, that I'm not taking sides in this affair. I have no intention,

for instance, of telling them at the Hall that I've seen you."

The daylight was flooding up from the North-West, now, in a great stream

that had flushed the whole landscape with colour; and I could see the full

significance of honest inquiry in my companion's face as he probed me with

his stare. But I could meet his gaze without confusion. My purpose was

single enough, and if I had had a moment's doubt of him when he failed to

respond to my mood of fantasy; I was now fully prepared to accept him

without qualification.

He was not like his sister in appearance. He favoured the paternal stock,

I inferred. He was blue-eyed and fairer than Anne, and the tan of his face

was red where hers was dusky. Nevertheless, I saw a likeness between them

deeper than some family trick of expression which, now and again, made me

feel their kinship. For Banks, too, gave me the impression of having a

soul that came something nearer the surface of life than is common in

average humanity--a look of vitality, zest, ardour--I fumbled for a more

significant superlative as I returned his stare. And yet behind that

ardour there was, in Arthur Banks, at least, a hint of determination and

shrewdness that I felt must be inherited from the sound yeoman stock of

his father.

Our pause of mutual investigation ended in a smile. He held out his hand

with a pleasant frankness that somehow proclaimed the added colonial

quality of him.

"That's all right," he said, "but anyway I couldn't give you any

confidences, yet. I don't know myself, you see."

"Are you going back to the Hall?" I asked.

"I don't know that, either," he said, and added, "I shan't go back as the

chauffeur, anyway."

And, indeed, there was little of the chauffeur in his appearance, just

then. He was wearing a light tweed suit and brown brogues, and his clothes

sat upon him with just that touch of familiarity, of negligence, that your

professional servant's mufti can never accomplish.

There was a new air of restlessness about him since he had put me under

cross-examination. He looked round him in the broadening day as if he were

in search of something, or some one, hopefully yet half-despairingly

expected.

"Look here--if you'd sooner I went..." I began.

He had risen to his feet after his last statement and was looking back

towards the Hall, but he faced me again when I spoke.

"Oh, no!" he said with a hint of weariness.

"It isn't likely that..." He broke off and threw himself moodily down on

the grass again before he continued, "It's not that I couldn't trust you.

But you can see for yourself that it's better I shouldn't. When you get

back to the Hall, you might be asked questions and for your own sake it'd

look better if you didn't know the answers."

"Oh, quite," I agreed, and added, "I'll stay and see the sun rise."

"You won't see the sun for some time," he remarked. "There'll be a lot of

cloud and mist for it to break through. It's going to be a scorcher

to-day."

"Good," I replied; and for a few minutes we discussed weather signs like

any other conventional Englishmen. A natural comparison led us presently

to the subject of Canada. But through it all he bore himself as a man with

a preoccupation he could not forget; and I was looking for a good opening

to make an excuse of fatigue and go back to the Hall, when something of

the thought that was intriguing him broke through the surface of his talk.

"I'm going back there as soon as I can," he said with a sudden impatience.

"There's room to turn round in Canada without hitting up against a notice

board and trespassing on the preserves of some landed proprietor. I'd

never have come home if it hadn't been for the old people. They thought

chauffering for Mr. Jervaise would be a chance for me! Anyhow my father

did. He's got the feeling of being dependent. It's in his bones like it is

with, all of 'em--on the estate. It's a tradition. Lord, the old man would

be horrified, if he knew! The Jervaises are a sort of superior creation to

him. We've been their tenants for God knows how many hundred years. And

serfs before that, I suppose. I get the feeling myself, sometimes. It's

infectious. When you see every one kow-towing to old Jervaise as if he

were the angel Gabriel, you begin to feel as if there must be something in

it."

The full day had come, and the cold draught of air that had preceded the

sunrise came now from behind me as if the spirits of the air had

discovered that their panic-stricken flight had been a mistake and were

tentatively returning to inquire into the new conditions. The birds were

fully awake now, and there was a tremendous gossiping and chattering going

on, that made me think of massed school-children in a railway station,

twittering with the excitement of their coming excursion. In the

North-East the gray wall of mist was losing the hardness of its edge, and

behind the cloud the sky was bleaching to an ever paler blue.

"And yet," I said, as my companion paused, "the Jervaises aren't anything

particular as a family. They haven't done anything, even in the usual way,

to earn ennoblement or fame."

"They've squatted," Banks said, "that's what they've done. Set themselves

down here in the reign of Henry II., and sat tight ever since--grabbing

commons and so on, now and again, in the usual way, of course. The village

is called after them, Thorp-Jervaise, and the woods and the hills, and

half the labourers in the neighbourhood have got names like Jarvey and

Jarvis. What I mean is that the Jervaises mayn't be of any account in

London, or even in the county, alongside of families like Lord

Garthorne's; but just round here they're the owners and always have been

since there have been any private owners. Their word's law. If you don't

like it, you can get out, and that's all there is about it." He gazed

thoughtfully in front of him and thrust out his lower lip. "I've got to

get out," he added, "unless..."

I hesitated to prompt him, fearing the possibly inquisitive sound of the

most indirect question, and after what I felt was a very pregnant silence,

he continued rather in the manner of one allusively submitting a case.

"But you get to a point where you feel as if no game's worth winning if

you can't play it fair and open."

"So long as the other side play fair with you," I commented.

"They can afford to," he returned. "They get every bit of pull there is to

have. I told you we've been tenants of the Home Farm ever since there's

been a Home Farm, but old Jervaise could turn my father out any time, at

six months' notice. Would, too. Probably have to, for the sake of public

opinion. Well, would you call that playing fair?"

"I shouldn't," I said with emphasis.

"Most people would," he replied gloomily. I was wondering what his own

"pull" might be, the pull he would not use because the use of it

conflicted with his ideal of playing the game. I was inclined, with a

foolish romanticism to toy with the notion of some old blood relationship

between the families of Jervaise and Banks--some carefully hidden scandal

that might even throw a doubt on the present owner's right of

proprietorship. I was still rebuilding that foolish, familiar story of the

lost heir, when my new friend put an end to further speculation by

saying,--

"But what's the good of thinking about that--yet? Why, I don't even

know..."

I could not resist a direct question this time. "Don't even know what?" I

asked.

"I was forgetting," he said. He got to his feet again, looked round for a

moment, and then gave a yawn which seemed to spring from a nervous rather

than a muscular origin.

"No good my compromising you, just now," he said with a friendly smile.

"You've probably guessed more, already, than'll be altogether convenient

for you when you see the family at breakfast. Perhaps, we'll meet again

some day."

"I'm staying here till Monday," I said.

"But I don't know if I am," he replied with a whimsical twist of his firm

mouth. "Well, so long," he went on quickly. "Glad to have met you,

anyway." He nodded with a repetition of that frank, engaging smile of his,

and turned away.

He did not take the road by which I had found Jervaise Clump, but

descended the hill on the opposite side; and, after he had gone for five

minutes or so, I got up and took a view of the prospect in that direction.

I had no thought of spying upon him. I just wished to see if the Home Farm

lay over there, as I guessed it must from my memory of the general lie of

the land during our moonlit return to the Hall.

I was right. The farm was clearly visible from the northern slope of the

hill--an L-shaped, low, white house with a high, red-tiled roof. It stood

on another little tumulus about a mile away, a small replica of Jervaise

Clump; and the whole house was visible above the valley wood that lay

between us.

At first I could not decide why the effect of the place gave me an

impression of being unusual, and finally decided that this apparent air of

individuality was due to the choice of site. In that country all the farms

were built in the lower lands, crouching under the lee of woods and hills,

humbly effacing themselves before the sovereignty of the Hall. The Home

Farm alone, as far as I could see, presented a composed and dignified face

to its overlord.

"There is a quality about these Bankses," I thought, and then corrected

the statement by adding, "about the children, at least." From what Arthur

Banks had said, I gathered that his father conformed to the faith of the

estate, both in act and spirit.

I stared at the Farm for a few minutes, wondering what that French wife

might be like. I found it difficult to picture the ci-devant governess in

those surroundings, and more particularly as the mother of these two

fascinating children. They, like their home, produced an effect of being

different from the common average....

I became aware that the green of woods and grass had leapt to attention,

and that sprawling shadows had suddenly come into being and were giving a

new solidity to the landscape. Also, I felt a touch of unexpected warmth

on my right cheek.

I returned to the place where Banks and I had talked, and sat down again

facing the glorious light of the delivered sun. And almost at once I was

overcome by an intense desire to sleep. My purpose of walking back to the

Hall, undressing and going to bed had become impossible. I stretched

myself full length on the turf, and surrendered myself, exquisitely, to

the care of the sunlight.

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