When the song was over the men hung the rope and the trapeze. Jenny and

Lou Slingsby swung themselves up to it, turned a few somersaults and

then were quiet. They were only meant to give effect to the scene in

their gauzy dresses and spangles. Then South came forward and told the

audience what we meant to do. It was a feat, he said, which had never

been produced before in any theatre, and in which failure was death. No

one but that most daring of all acrobats, Balacchi, would attempt it.

Now I knew South so well that I saw under all his confident, bragging

tone he was more anxious and doubtful than he had ever been. He

hesitated a moment, and then requested that after we took our places the

audience should preserve absolute silence, and refrain from even the

slightest movement until the feat was over. The merest trifle might

distract the attention of the performers and render their eyes and hold

unsteady, he said. He left the stage, and the music began.

I went round to take my place in the gallery. George had not yet left

his room. As I passed I tapped at the door and called, "Good luck, old

fellow!"

"That's certain now, Zack," he answered, with a joyous laugh. He was so

exultant, you see, that Susy had come.

But the shadow of death seemed to have crept over me. When I took my

stand in the lofty gallery, and looked down at the brilliant lights and

the great mass of people, who followed my every motion as one man, and

the two glittering, half-naked girls swinging in the distance, and heard

the music rolling up thunders of sound, it was all ghastly and horrible

to me, sir. Some men have such presentiments, they say: I never had

before or since. South remained on the stage perfectly motionless, in

order, I think, to maintain his control over the audience.

The trumpets sounded a call, and in the middle of a burst of triumphant

music George came on the stage. There was a deafening outbreak of

applause and then a dead silence, but I think every man and woman felt a

thrill of admiration of the noble figure Poor George! the new,

tight-fitting dress of purple velvet that he had bought for this night

set off his white skin, and his fine head was bare, with no covering but

the short curls that Susy liked.

It was for Susy! He gave one quick glance up at her, and a bright,

boyish smile, as if telling her not to be afraid, which all the audience

understood, and answered by an involuntary, long-drawn breath. I looked

at Susy. The girl's colorless face was turned to George, and her hands

were clasped as though she saw him already dead before her; but she

could be trusted, I saw. _She_ would utter no sound. I had only time to

glance at her, and then turned to my work. George and I dared not take

our eyes from each other.

There was a single bugle note, and then George swung himself up to the

trapeze. The silence was like death as he steadied himself and slowly

turned so as to front me. As he turned he faced the stage-box for the

first time. He had reached the level of the posture-girls, who fluttered

on either side, and stood on the swaying rod poised on one foot, his

arms folded, when in the breathless stillness there came a sudden cry

and the words, "Oh, Charley! Charley!"

Even at the distance where I stood I saw George start and a shiver pass

over his body. He looked wildly about him.

"To me! to me!" I shouted.

He fixed his eye on mine and steadied himself. There was a terrible

silent excitement in the people, in the very air.

There was the mistake. We should have stopped then, shaken as he was,

but South, bewildered and terrified, lost control of himself: he gave

the word.

I held the rope loose--held George with my eyes--One!

I saw his lips move: he was counting with me.

Two!

His eye wandered, turned to the stage-box.

Three!

Like a flash, I saw the white upturned faces below me, the

posture-girls' gestures of horror, the dark springing figure through the

air, that wavered--and fell a shapeless mass on the floor.

There was a moment of deathlike silence, and then a wild outcry--women

fainting, men cursing and crying out in that senseless, helpless way

they have when there is sudden danger. By the time I had reached the

floor they had straightened out his shattered limbs, and two or three

doctors were fighting their way through the great crowd that was surging

about him.

Well, sir, at that minute what did I hear but George's voice above all

the rest, choked and hollow as it was, like a man calling out of the

grave: "The women! Good God! don't you see the women?" he gasped.

Looking up then, I saw those miserable Slingsbys hanging on to the

trapeze for life. What with the scare and shock, they'd lost what little

sense they had, and there they hung helpless as limp rags high over our

heads.

"Damn the Slingsbys!" said I. God forgive me! But I saw this battered

wreck at my feet that had been George. Nobody seemed to have any mind

left. Even South stared stupidly up at them and then back at George. The

doctors were making ready to lift him, and half of the crowd were gaping

in horror, and the rest yelling for ladders or ropes, and scrambling

over each other, and there hung the poor flimsy wretches, their eyes

starting out of their heads from horror, and their lean fingers loosing

their hold every minute. But, sir--I couldn't help it--I turned from

them to watch George as the doctors lifted him.

"It's hardly worth while," whispered one.

But they raised him and, sir--the body went one way and the legs

another.

I thought he was dead. I couldn't see that he breathed, when he opened

his eyes and looked up for the Slingsbys. "Put me down," he said, and

the doctors obeyed him. There was that in his voice that they had to

obey him, though it wasn't but a whisper.

"Ladders are of no use," he said. "Loper!"

"Yes, George"

"You can swing yourself up. Do it."

I went. I remember the queer stunned feeling I had: my joints moved like

a machine.

When I had reached the trapeze, he said, as cool as if he were calling

the figures for a Virginia reel, "Support them, you--Loper. Now, lower

the trapeze, men--carefully!"

It was the only way their lives could be saved, and he was the only man

to see it. He watched us until the girls touched the floor more dead

than alive, and then his head fell back and the life seemed to go

suddenly out of him like the flame out of a candle, leaving only the

dead wick.

As they were carrying him out I noticed for the first time that a woman

was holding his hand. It was that frail little wisp of a Susy, that used

to blush and tremble if you spoke to her suddenly, and here she was

quite quiet and steady in the midst of this great crowd.

"His sister, I suppose" one of the doctors said to her.

"No, sir. If he lives I will be his wife." The old gentleman was very

respectful to her after that, I noticed.

Now, the rest of my story is very muddled, you'll say, and confused. But

the truth is, I don't understand it myself. I ran on ahead to Mrs.

Peters's to prepare his bed for him, but they did not bring him to

Peters's. After I waited an hour or two I found George had been taken to

the principal hotel in the place, and a bedroom and every comfort that

money could buy were there for him. Susy came home sobbing late in the

night, but she told me nothing, except that those who had a right to

have charge of him had taken him. I found afterward the poor girl was

driven from the door of his room, where she was waiting like a faithful

dog. I went myself, but I fared no better. What with surgeons and

professional nurses, and the gentlemen that crowded about with their

solemn looks of authority, I dared not ask to see him. Yet I believe

still George would rather have had old Loper by him in his extremity

than any of them. Once, when the door was opened, I thought I saw Mrs.

Lloyd stooping over the bed between the lace curtains, and just then her

husband came out talking to one of the surgeons.

He said: "It is certain there were here the finest elements of manhood.

And I will do my part to rescue him from the abyss into which he has

fallen."

"Will you tell me how George is, sir?" I asked, pushing up. "Balacchi?

My partner?"

Mr. Lloyd turned away directly, but the surgeon told me civilly enough

that if George's life could be saved, it must be with the loss of one or

perhaps both of his legs.

"He'll never mount a trapeze again, then," I said, and I suppose I

groaned; for to think of George helpless--

"God forbid!" cried Mr. Lloyd, sharply. "Now look here, my good man: you

can be of no possible use to Mr.--Balacchi as you call him. He is in the

hands of his own people, and he will feel, as they do, that the kindest

thing you can do is to let him alone."

There was nothing to be done after that but to touch my hat and go out,

but as I went I heard him talking of "inexplicable madness and years of

wasted opportunities."

Well, sir, I never went again: the words hurt like the cut of a whip,

though 'twan't George that spoke them. But I quit business, and hung

around the town till I heard he was going to live, and I broke up my

contract with South. I never went on a trapeze again. I felt as if the

infernal thing was always dripping with his blood after that day.

Anyhow, all the heart went out of the business for me with George. So I

came back here and settled down to the milling, and by degrees I learned

to think of George as a rich and fortunate man.

I've nearly done now--only a word or two more. About six years afterward

there was a circus came to town, and I took the wife and children and

went. I always did when I had the chance. It was the old Adam in me yet,

likely.

Well, sir, among the attractions of the circus was the great and

unrivalled Hercules, who could play with cannon-balls as other men would

with dice. I don't know what made me restless and excited when I read

about this man. It seemed as though the old spirit was coming back to me

again. I could hardly keep still when the time drew near for him to

appear. I don't know what I expected, but when he came out from behind

the curtain I shouted out like a madman, "Balacchi! George! George!"

He stopped short, looked about, and catching sight of me tossed up his

cap with his old boyish shout; then he remembered himself and went on

with his performance.

He was lame--yes, in one leg. The other was gone altogether. He walked

on crutches. Whether the strength had gone into his chest and arms, I

don't know; but there he stood tossing about the cannon-balls as I might

marbles. So full of hearty good-humor too, joking with his audience, and

so delighted when they gave him a round of applause.

After the performance I hurried around the tent, and you may be sure

there was rejoicing that made the manager and other fellows laugh.

George haled me off with him down the street. He cleared the ground with

that crutch and wooden leg like a steam-engine. "Come! come along!" he

cried; "I've something to show you, Loper."

He took me to a quiet boarding-house, and there, in a cosey room, was

Susy with a four-year-old girl.

"We were married as soon as I could hobble about," he said, "and she

goes with me and makes a home wherever I am."

Susy nodded and blushed and laughed. "Baby and I," she said. "Do you see

Baby? She has her father's eyes, do you see?"

"She _is_ her mother, Loper," said George--"just as innocent and pure

and foolish--just as sure of the Father in heaven taking care of her.

They've made a different man of me in some ways--a different man,"

bending his head reverently.

After a while I began, "You did not stay with--?" But Balacchi

frowned. "I knew where _I_ belonged," he said.

Well, he's young yet. He's the best Hercules in the profession, and has

laid up a snug sum. Why doesn't he invest it and retire? I doubt if

he'll ever do that, sir. He may do it, but I doubt it. He can't change

his blood, and there's that in Balacchi that makes me suspect he will

die with the velvet and gilt on, and in the height of good-humor and fun

with his audience.

AN OPERATION IN MONEY.

BY ALBERT WEBSTER.

I.

In an elegant and lofty bank-parlor there sat in council, on an autumn

morning, fourteen millionaires. They reposed in deep arm-chairs, and

their venerable faces were filled with profound gravity. Before them,

upon a broad mahogany table, were piles of books, sheaves of paper in

rubber bands, bundles of quill pens, quires of waste paper for

calculations, and a number of huge red-covered folios, containing the

tell-tale reports of the mercantile agencies. They had just completed

the selections from the list of applicants for discount, and were now in

that state of lethargy that commonly follows a great and important act.

The president, with his hands pressed together before him, was looking

at the fresco of Commerce upon the ceiling; his ponderous right-hand

neighbor was stumbling feebly over an addition that one of the

bookkeepers had made upon one of the papers--he hoped to find it wrong;

his left-hand neighbor was doubling his under-lip with his stout

fingers; an octogenarian beyond had buried his chin in his immense neck,

and was going to sleep; another was stupidly blinking at the nearest

coal-fire; two more were exchanging gasping whispers; another was wiping

his gold spectacles with a white handkerchief, now and then stopping to

hold them unsteadily up to the light; and another was fingering the

polished lapel of his old black coat, and saying, with asthmatic

hoarseness to all who would look at him, "F-o-u-r-teen years!

f-o-u-r-teen years!"

A tall regulator-clock, with its mercury pendulum, ticked upon the wall;

the noise of the heavy rumbling in the streets was softened into a low

monotone, and now and then a bit of coal rattled upon the fender.

The oil-portraits of four former presidents looked thoughtfully down on

the scene of their former labors; the polished wainscots reflected

ragged pictures of the silent fourteen, and all was perfectly in order

and perfectly secure.

Presently, however, there was an end to the stagnation; the white heads

began to move and to look around.

The president's eyes came gradually down from the Commerce, and, after

travelling over the countenances of his stirring _confrères,_ they

settled by accident upon the table before him. There they encountered a

white envelope, inscribed "to the President and Honorable Board of

Directors--Present."

"Oh gentlemen! gentlemen!" cried the president, seizing the letter, "one

moment more, I beg of you. Here's a--a--note--a communication--a--I

don't know what it is myself, I'm sure, but"--the thirteen sank back

again, feeling somewhat touched that they should be so restrained. The

president ran his eye over the missive. He smiled as one does sometimes

at the precocity of an infant. "The letter, gentlemen," said he,

slipping the paper through his fingers, "is from the paying teller. It

is a request for"--here the president delayed as if about making a

humorous point--"for a larger salary." Then he dropped his eyes and

lowered his head, as he might have done had he confessed that somebody

had kissed him. He seemed to be the innocent mouthpiece of a piece of

flagrant nonsense.

There was a moment's silence. Then a heavy-voiced gentleman took up a

pen and said:

"Is this man's name Dreyfus--or--or what is it?"

"Let me think," returned the president, returning once more to the

Commerce; "Dreyfus?--no--not Dreyfus--yes--no. Paying teller--hum--it's

curious I can't recall--it commences with an F--FIELDS--yes, Fields!

that's his name--Fields, to be sure!"

The questioner at once wrote down the word on the paper.

"This is the second time that he has applied for this favor, is it not?"

formally inquired another of the thirteen, in the tone that a judge uses

when he asks the clerk, "Has he not been before me on a former

occasion?"

"Yes," replied the president, "this is a renewal of an effort made six

months ago."

There was a general movement. Several chairs rolled back, and their

occupants exchanged querulous glances.

"Suppose we hear the letter read," suggested a fair soul. "Perhaps"--a

septuagenarian, with snowy hair and a thin body, clad in the clerical

guise of the old school, and who had made a fortune by inventing a

hat-block, arose hastily to his feet, and said:

"I cannot stay to listen to a dun!"

A chorus from the majority echoed the exclamation. All but four

staggered to their feet, and tottered off in various directions; some to

pretend to look out at the window, and some to the wardrobes, where was

deposited their outer clothing.

"Clarks," stammered the feeble hatter, feeling vainly for the arm-holes

in his great-coat--"clarks presume on their value. Turn 'em out, say I.

Give 'em a chance to rotate. You've got my opinion, Mr. President.

Refuse what's-his-name, Fields. Tell him he's happy and well off now,

without knowing it. Where _can_ be the sleeves to--to this"--his

voice expired in his perplexity.

Fields's cause looked blue. One director after another groped to the

door, saying, as he went, "I can't encourage it, Mr. President--tell him

'No,' Mr. President--it would only make the rest uneasy if we allowed

it--plenty more to fill his place."

The hatter's voice stopped further mention of the subject. He stood at

one end of the apartment in a paroxysm of laughter. Tears filled his

eyes. He pointed to another director, who, at the other extremity of the

room, was also puzzling over a coat. "There's Stuart with my mackintosh!

He's trying to _put it on--_and here am I with _his_ coat trying to put

_that_ on. I--I said to myself, 'This is pretty large for a slim man

like you.'--Great God, Stuart, if I hadn't been quick-sighted we might

have stayed here all night!" He immediately fell into another fit of

laughter, and so did his friend. They exchanged coats with great

hilarity, and those who had gone out of the door lumbered back to learn

the cause of it. The story went round from one to the other, "Why,

Stuart had Jacobs's coat, and Jacobs had Stuart's coat!" Everybody went

into convulsions, and the president drew out his pocket-handkerchief and

shrieked into it.

The board broke up with great good feeling, and Jacobs went away very

weak, saying that he was going to tell the joke against Stuart on the

street--if he lived to get there.

Three gentlemen remained, professedly to hear Fields's letter read. Two

staid because the room was comfortable, and the other because he wanted

to have a little private conversation with the president afterward.

Therefore the president wiped away the tears that Stuart's humor had

forced from his eyes, and opened the crumpled letter, and, turning his

back to the light, read it aloud, while the rest listened with looks of

great amusement in their wrinkled faces.

"_To the President and Directors of the ---- National Bank._

"GENTLEMEN: I most respectfully renew my application for an increase

of my salary to five thousand dollars per annum, it now being four

thousand. I am impelled to do this because I am convinced that I am

not sufficiently recompensed for the labor I perform; and because

other tellers, having the same responsibilities, receive the larger

sum per annum; and, lastly, because I am about to be married.

"I remember that your answer to my first application was a definite

refusal, and I blamed myself for not having presented the case more

clearly to your distinguished notice. Will you permit me to rectify

that fault now, and to state briefly why I feel assured that my

present claim is not an unreasonable one?

"1. While ten years ago we agreed that three thousand dollars was a

fair compensation for the work I was then called upon to perform,

and four years later agreed that four thousand dollars was then fair

pay for my increased tasks, caused by the increase of your business,

is it not just that I should now ask for a still further advance in

view of the fact that your business has doubled since the date of

our last contract?

"It has been necessary for me to acquaint myself with the signatures

and business customs and qualifications of twice the former number

of your customers, and my liability to error has also become greater

in like ratio. But I have committed no errors, which argues that I

have kept up an equal strain of care. This has made demands upon my

brain and my bodily strength, which I think should be requited for.

"2. I, like each of you, will one day reach an age when the body and

mind will no longer be able to provide for themselves. But between

us, should we continue our present relations, there would be this

vital difference: You would have made an accumulation of wealth that

would be sufficient for your wants, while I would be poor in spite

of the fact that I labored with you, and next to yourselves did the

most to protect your interests. In view of my approaching

incompetence (no matter how far off it is), I am working at a

disadvantage. Would it not be right to enable me to protect myself

from this disadvantage?

"3. While you pay me a price for my labor and for my skill as an

_expert_, do you compensate me for the trials you put upon my

probity? You pay me for what I do, but do you reward me for what I

_might_, but do _not_ do? Is what I do _not_ do a marketable

quantity? I think that it is. To prove it, inquire of those whose

servants have behaved ill, whether they would not have paid

something to have forestalled their dishonesty.

"There is a bad strain to this paragraph, and I will not dwell upon

it. I only ask you to remember that enormous sums of money pass

through my hands every day, and that the smallest slip of my memory,

or of my care, or of my fidelity, might cause you irreparable loss.

Familiarity with money and operations in money always tend to lessen

the respect for the regard that others hold it in. To resist the

subtle influences of this familiarity involves a certain wear and

tear of those principles which _must_ be kept intact for your sake.

"I beg you to accept what is my evident meaning, even if my method

of setting it forth has not been particularly happy. I have assured

myself that my claim is a valid one, and I await your obliging reply

with anxiety.

"I remain, very respectfully, "Your obedient servant,

"----FIELDS, _Paying Teller."_

At the end the president suddenly lowered his head with a smile, and

looked over the top of his glasses at his audience, clearly meaning,

"There's a letter for you!"

But two of the gentlemen were fast asleep, nodding gently at one another

across the table, while their hands clasped the arms of their chairs.

The other one was looking up toward the roofs of the buildings opposite,

absorbed in speculation.

The president said, aloud:

"I think, as long as Fields has made such a touse about it, that I'd

better draft a reply, and not give him a verbal an--"

"Draft!" said the speculator, brought to life by the word. "Draft did

you say, sir? What?--On whom?--"

"I said 'draft a reply' to--to this," returned the other, waving the

letter.

"Oh, a reply! Draft one. Draft a reply--a reply to the letter about the

salary. Oh, certainly, by all means."

"And read it to the directors at the meeting next Friday," suggested the

president.

The speculator's eyes turned vacantly upon him, and it was full half a

minute before he comprehended. "Yes, yes, of course, read it to the

directors next Friday. They'll approve it, you know. That will be

regular, and according to rule. But about Steinmeyer, you know. When a

man like Steinmeyer does such a thing as--but just come to the window a

minute."

He led the president off by the arm, and that was the last of Fields's

letter for that day.

* * * * *

II.

Fields was truly on the anxious-seat.

As he had said in his letter, he was engaged to be married, and he

wanted to be about the consummation of the contract, for he had already

delayed too long. His _affiancée_ was a sweet girl who lived with her

widowed mother in the country, where they had a fine house, and a fine

demesne attached to it. When the time for the marriage was finally

settled upon, the lady instantly set about remodelling her domicile and

its surroundings, and making it fit for the new spirits that were soon

to inhabit it. She drew upon her accumulation of money that had thriven

long in a private bank, and expended it in laying out new lawns,

planting new trees, building new stables, erecting tasteful graperies

and kiosks. This sum was not very large, and it included not only what

had been saved out of the earnings of the farm, but also what had been

saved out of the income from the widow's property, which consisted of

twelve thousand dollars in insurance stock.

Fields had thus far expended nearly all of his salary of four thousand

dollars. He was accustomed to use a quarter of it for his own purposes,

and the rest he applied to the comfort of his aged parents, whom he

maintained. Thus it will be seen that Fields's desire to add to his own

wealth had reason to be.

Just at this time there stepped in the Chicago fire. On the second day

Fields began to be frightened about the twelve thousand dollars in

insurance stock. Telegrams poured into the city by hundreds, and the

tale grew more dismal with each hour.

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