Days and weeks went by. Autumn came and stepped in russet toward
winter. Yet it was not cold and the mists and winds delayed. The
homecoming of the laird of Glenfernie slipped into received fact--a
fact rather large, acceptable, bringing into the neighborhood
situation of things in general a perceptible amount of expansion and
depth, but settling now, for the general run, into comfortable
every-day. They were used--until these late years--to seeing a laird
of Glenfernie about. When he was not there it was a missed part of the
landscape. When he was in presence Nature showed herself correctly
filled out. This laird was like and not like the old lairds. Big like
the one before him in outward frame and seeming, there were certainly
inner differences. Dale and village pondered these differences. It
came at last to a judgment that this Glenfernie was larger and kinder.
The neighborhood considered that he would make a good home body, and
if he was a scholar, sitting late in the old keep over great books,
that harmed no one, redounded, indeed, to the dale's credit. His very
wanderings might so redound now that they were over. "That's the laird
of Glenfernie," the dale might say to strangers.
It was dim, gray, late November weather. There poured rain, shrieked
a wind. Then the sky cleared and the air stilled. There came three
wonderful days, one after the other, and between them wonderful nights
with a waxing moon. Alexander, riding home from Littlefarm, found
waiting for him in the court Peter Lindsay, of Black Hill. This was a
trusted man.
"I hae a bit letter frae Mistress Alison, laird." Giving it to him,
Peter came close, his eye upon the approaching stable-boy. "Dinna look
at it here, but when ye're alone. I'll bide and tak the answer."
Alexander nodded, turned, and crossed to the keep. Within its ancient,
deep entrance he broke seal and opened the paper superscribed by Mrs.
Alison. Within was not her handwriting. There ran but two lines, in a
hand with which he was well acquainted:
"_Will you meet one that you know in the cave to-night four hours
after moonrise?_"
He went back to the messenger. "The answer is, 'Yes.' Say just that,
Peter Lindsay."
The day went by. He worked with Strickland. The latter thought him a
little absent, but the accounts were checked and decisions made. At
the supper-table he was more quiet than usual.
"Full moon to-night," said Alice. "What does it look like, Alexander,
when it shines in Rome and when it comes up right out of the desert?"
"It lights the ruins and it is pale day in the desert. What makes you
think to-night of Rome and the desert?"
"I do not know. I see the rim now out of window."
The moon climbed. It shone with an intense silver behind leafless
boughs and behind the dark-clad boughs of firs. It came above the
trees. The night hung windless and deeply clear. A fire burned upon
the hearth of the room in the keep. Alexander sat before it and he sat
very still, and vast pictures came to the inner eye, and to the inner
ear meanings of old words....
He rose at last, took a cloak, and went down the stone stair into a
night cold, still, and bright. The path by the school-house, the
hand's-breadth of silvered earth, the broken, silvered wall, the pine,
the rough descent.... He went through the dark wood where the shining
fell broken like a shattered mirror. Beyond held open country until he
came to the glen mouth. The moon was high. He heard faint sounds of
the far night-time, and his own step upon the silver earth. He came to
the glen and the sound of water streaming to the sea.
How well he knew this place! Thick trees spread arms above, rock that
leaned darkened the narrow path. But his foot knew where to tread. In
some more open span down poured the twice-broken light; then came
darkness. There was a great checkering of light and darkness and the
slumbrous sound of water. The path grew steeper and rougher. He was
approaching the middle of the place.
At last he came to the cave mouth and the leafless briers that
curtained it. Just before it was reached, the moonbeams struck through
clear air. There was a silver lightness. A form moved from where it
had rested against the rock. Ian's voice spoke.
"Alexander?"
"Yes, it is I."
"The night is so still. I heard you coming a long way off. I have
lighted a fire in the cave."
They entered it--the old boyhood haunt. All the air was moted for them
with memories. Ian had made the fire and had laid fagots for mending.
The flame played and murmured and reddened the walls. The roof was
high, and at one place the light smoke made hidden exit. It was dead
night. Even in the daytime the glen was a solitary place.
Alexander put down his cloak. He looked about the place, then,
squarely turning, looked at Ian. Long time had passed since they had
spoken each to other in Rome. Now they stood in that ancient haunt
where the very making of the fire sang of the old always-done,
never-to-be-omitted, here in the cave. The light was sufficient for
each to study the other's face. Alexander spoke:
"You have changed."
"And you. Let us sit down. There is much that I want to say."
They sat, and again it was as they used to do, with the fire between
them, but out of plane, so that they might fully view each other. The
cave kept stillness. Subtly and silently its walls became penetrable.
They crumbled, dissolved. Around now was space and the two were men.
Ian looked worn, with a lined face. But the old brown-gold splendor,
though dusked over, drew yet. No one might feel him negligible. And
something was there, quivering in the dusk.... He and Alexander rested
without speech--or rather about them whirled inaudible speech--
intuitions, divinations. At last words formed themselves. Ian spoke:
"I came from France on the chance that you were here.... For a long
time I have been driven, driven, by one with a scourge. Then that
changed to a longing. At last I resolved.... The driving was
within--as within as longing and determination. I have heard Aunt
Alison say that every myth, all world stories, are but symbols,
figures, of what goes on within. Well, I have found out about the
Furies, and about some other myths."
"Yes. They tried to tell inner things."
"I came here to say that I wronged folk from whom a man within me
cannot part. One is dead, and I have to seek her along another road.
But you are living, breathing there! I made myself your foe, and now I
wish that I could unmake what I made.... I was and am a sinful
soul.... It is for you to say if it is anything to you, what I
confess." He rose from the fire and moved once or twice the length of
the place. At last he came and stood before the other. "It is no
wonder if it be not given," he said. "But I ask your forgiveness,
Alexander!"
"Well, I give it to you," said Alexander. His face worked. He got to
his feet and went to Ian. He put his hands upon the other's shoulders.
"_Old Saracen!_" he said.
Ian shook. With the dropping of Alexander's hands he went back a step;
he sat down and hid his head in his arms.
Said Alexander: "You did thus and thus, obeying inner weakness,
calling it all the time strength. And do I not know that I, too, made
myself a shadow going after shadows? My own make of selfishness,
arrogance, and hatred.... Let us do better, you and I!" He mended the
fire. "By understanding the past may be altered. Already it is altered
with you and me.... I was here the other day. I stayed a long time.
There seemed two boys in the cave and there seemed a girl beside them.
The three felt with and understood and were one another." He came and
knelt beside Ian. "Let us forge a stronger friendship!"
Ian, face to the rock, was weeping, weeping. Alexander knelt beside
him, lay beside him, arm over heaving shoulders. Old Steadfast--Old
Saracen--and Elspeth Barrow, also, and around and through, pulsing,
cohering, interpenetrating, healing, a sense of something greater....
It passed--the torrent force, long pent, aching against its barriers.
Ian lay still, at last sat up.
"Come outside," said Alexander, "into the cold and the air."
They left the cave for the moonlight night. They leaned against the
rock, and about them hung the sleeping trees. The crag was silvered,
the stream ran with a deep under-sound. The air struck pure and cold.
The large stars shone down through all the flooding radiance of the
moon. The familiar place, the strange place, the old-new place.... At
last Ian spoke, "Have you been to the Kelpie's Pool?"
"Yes. The day I came home I lay for hours beside it."
"I was there to-night. I came here from there."
"It is with us. But far beside it is also with us!"
"The carnival at Rome. When I left Rome I went to the Lake of Como. I
want to tell you of a night there--and of nights and days later,
elsewhere--"
"Come within, as we used to do, and talk the heart out."
They went back to the fire. It played and sang. The minutes, poignant,
full, went by.
"So at last prison and scaffold risks ceased to count. I took what
disguise I could and came."
"All at Black Hill know?"
"Yes. But they are not betrayers. I do not show myself and am not
called by my name. I am Señor Nobody."
"Señor Nobody."
"When I broke Edinburgh gaol I fled to France through Spain. There in
the mountains I fell among brigands. I had to find ransom. Señor
Nobody provided it. I never saw him nor do I know his name....
Alexander!"
"Aye."
"Was it you?"
"Aye. I hated while I gave.... But I don't hate now. I don't hate
myself. Ian!"
The fire played, the fire sang.
Alexander spoke: "Now your bodily danger again--You've put your head
into the lion's mouth!"
"That lion weighs nothing here."
"I am glad that you came. But now I wish to see you go!"
"Yes, I must go."
"Is it back to France?"
"Yes--or to America. I do not know. I have thought of that. But here,
first, I thought that I should go to White Farm."
"It would add risk. I do not think that it is needed."
"Jarvis Barrow--"
"The old man lies abed and his wits wander. He would hardly know you,
I think--would not understand. Leave him now, except as you find him
within."
"Her sister?"
"I will tell Gilian. That is a wide and wise spirit. She will
understand."
"Then it is come and gone--"
"Disappear as you appeared! None here wants your peril, and the griefs
and evils were you taken."
"I expected to go back. The brig _Seawing_ brought me. It sails in a
week's time."
"You must be upon it, then."
"Yes, I suppose so." He drew a long, impatient breath. "Let us leave
all that! Sufficient to the day--I wander and wander, and there are
stones and thorns--and Circe, too!... You have the steady light, but I
have not! The wind blows it--it flickers!"
"Ah, I know flickering, too!"
"Is there a great Señor Somebody? Sometimes I feel it--and then there
is only the wild ass in the desert! The dust blinds and the mire
sticks."
"Ah, Old Saracen--"
The other pushed the embers together. "This cave--this glen.... Do you
remember that time we were in Amsterdam and each dreamed one night the
same dream?"
"I remember."
The fire was sinking for the night. The moon was down in the western
sky. Around and around the cave and the glen and the night the inner
ear heard, as it were, a long, faint, wordless cry for help. Alexander
brooded, brooded, his eyes upon the lessening flame. At last, with a
sudden movement, he rose. "I smell the morning air. Let us be going!"
The two covered the embers and left the cave. The moon stood above the
western rim of the glen, the sound of the water was deep and full,
frost hung in the air, the trees great and small stood quiet, in a
winter dream. Ian and Alexander climbed the glen-side, avoiding Mother
Binning's cot. Now they were in open country, moving toward Black
Hill.
The walk was not a short one. Daybreak was just behind the east when
they came to the long heath-grown hill that faced the house, the
purple ridge where as boys they had met. They climbed it, and in the
east was light. Beneath them, among the trees, Black Hill showed roof
and chimney. Then up the path toward them came Peter Lindsay.
He seemed to come in haste and a kind of fear. When he saw the two he
threw up his hands, then violently gestured to them to go back upon
their path, drop beneath the hilltop. They obeyed, and he came to them
himself, panting, sweat upon him for all the chill night. "Mr.
Ian--Laird! Sogers at the house--"
"Ah!"
"Twelve of them. They rade in an hour syne. The lieutenant swears
ye're there, Mr. Ian, and they search the house. Didna ye see the
lights? Mrs. Alison tauld me to gae warn ye--"