CHAPTER XXI

The green May rolled around and below the Highland shelter where Ian

lay, fugitive, like thousands of others, after Culloden. The Prince

had stayed to give an order to his broken army. _Sauve qui peut!_ Then

he, too, became a fugitive, passing from one fastness to another of

these glens and the mountains that overtowered them. The Stewart hope

was sunk in the sea of dead hopes. Cumberland, with for the time and

place a great force and with an ugly fury, hunted all who had been in

arms against King George.

Ian Rullock couched high upon a mountain-side, in a shelter of stone

and felled tree built in an angle of crag, screened by a growth of

birch and oak, made long ago against emergencies. A path, devious and

hidden, connected it first with a hut far below, and then, at several

miles' distance, with the house of a chieftain, now a house of terror,

with the chieftain in prison and his sons in hiding, and the women

watching with hard-beating hearts. Ian, a kinsman of the house, had

been given, _faute de mieux_, this old, secret hold, far up, where at

least he could see danger if it approached. Food had been stored for

him here and sheepskins given for bedding. He was so masked by

splintered and fallen pieces of rock that he might, with great

precautions, kindle a fire. A spring like a fairy cup gave him water.

More than one rude comfort had been provided. He had even a book or

two, caught up from his kinsman's small collection. He had been here

fourteen days.

At first they were days and nights of vastly needed rest. Bitter had

been the fatigue, privation, wandering, immediately after Culloden!

Now he was rested.

He was by nature sanguine. When the sun had irretrievably blackened

and gone out he might be expected at least to attempt to gather

materials and ignite another. He was capable of whistling down the wind

those long hopes of fame and fortune that had hung around the Stewart

star. And now he was willing to let go the old half-acknowledged boyish

romance and sentiment, the glamour of the imagination that had dressed

the cause in hues not its own. Two years of actual contact with the

present incarnations of that cause had worn the sentiment threadbare.

Seated or lying upon the brown earth by the splintered crag, alone

save for the wheeling birds and the sound of wind and water and the

sailing clouds, he had time at last for the rise into mind, definitely

shaped and visible, of much that had been slowly brewing and forming.

He was conscious of a beginning of a readjustment of ideas. For a long

time now he had been pledged to personal daring, to thought forced to

become supple and concentrated, to hard, practical planning, physical

hardship and danger. In the midst of this had begun to grow up a

criticism of all the enterprises upon which he was engaged. Scope--in

many respects the Jacobite character, generally taken, was amiable and

brave, but its prime exhibit was not scope! Somewhat narrow, somewhat

obsolete; Ian's mind now saw Jacobitism in that light. As he sat

without his rock fortress, in the shadow of birch-trees, with lower

hills and glens at his feet, he had a pale vision of Europe, of the

world. Countries and times showed themselves contiguous. "Causes,"

dynastic wars, political life, life in other molds and hues, appeared

in chords and sequences and strokes of the eye, rather than in the old

way of innumerable, vivid, but faintly connected points. "I begin to

see," thought Ian, "how things travel together, like with like!" His

body was rested, recovered, his mind invigorated. He had had with him

for long days the very elixir of solitude. Relations and associations

that before had been banked in ignorance came forth and looked at him.

"You surely have known us before, though you had forgotten that you

knew us!" He found that he was taking delight in these expansions of

meaning. He thought, "If I can get abroad out of this danger, out of

old circles, I'll roam and study and go to school to wider plans!" He

suddenly thought, "This kind of thing is what Old Steadfast meant when

he used to say that I did not see widely enough." He moved sharply. A

hot and bitter flood seemed to well up within him. "He himself is

seeing narrowly now--Alexander Jardine!"

He left the crag and went for a scrambling and somewhat dangerous walk

along the mountain-side. There was peril in leaving that one

rock-curtained place. Two days before he had seen what he thought to

be signs of red-coated soldiers in the glen far below. But he must

walk--he must exercise his body, note old things, not give too much

time to new perceptions! He breathed the keen, sweet mountain air;

with a knife that he had he fell to making a staff from a young oak;

he watched the pass below and the shadows of the clouds; he climbed

fairly to the mountain-top and had a great view; he sang an old song,

not aloud, but under his breath; and at last he must come back with

solitude to his fastness. And here was brooding thought again!

Two more days passed. The man from the hut below in the pass came at

dusk with food carefully sent from the chieftain's hall. Redcoats had

gone indeed through the glen, but they could never find the path to

this place! They might return or they might not; they were like the

devil who rose by your side when you were most peaceful! Angus went

down the mountain-side. The sound of his footstep died away. Ian had

again Solitude herself.

Another day and night passed. He watched the sun climb toward noon,

and as the day grew warm he heard a step upon the hidden path. With a

pistol in either hand he moved, as stealthily, as silently as might

be, to a platform of rock that overhung the way of the intruder. In

another moment the latter was in sight--one man climbing steadily the

path to the old robber fastness. He saw that it was Glenfernie. No one

followed him. He came on alone.

Rullock put by his pistols and, moving to a chair of rock, sat there.

The other's great frame rose level with him, stepped upon the rocky

floor. Ian had been growing to feel an anger at solitude. When he saw

Alexander he had not been able to check an inner movement of welcome.

He felt an old--he even felt a new--affection for the being upon whom,

certainly, he had leaned. There flowed in, in an impatient wave, the

consideration that he must hate....

But Glenfernie hated. Ian rose to face him.

"So you've found your way to my castle? It is a climb! You had best

sit and rest yourself. I have my sword now, and I will give you

satisfaction."

Glenfernie nodded. He sat upon a piece of fallen rock. "Yes, I will

rest first, thank you! I have searched since dawn, and the mountain is

steep. Besides, I want to talk to you."

Ian brought from his cupboard oat-cake and a flask of brandy. The

other shook his head.

"I had food at sunrise, and I drank from a spring below."

"Very good!"

The laird of Glenfernie sat looking down the mountain-sides and over

to far hills and moving clouds, much as he used to sit in the crook of

the old pine outside the broken wall at Glenfernie. There was a trick

of posture when he was at certain levels within himself. Ian knew it

well.

"Perhaps I should tell you," said Alexander, "that I came alone

through the pass and that I have been alone for some days. If there

are soldiers near I do not know of them."

"It is not necessary," answered Ian. While he spoke he saw in a flash

both that his confidence was profound that it was not necessary, and

that that incapacity to betray that might be predicated of Old

Steadfast was confined to but one of the two upon this rock. The

enlightenment stung, then immediately brought out a reaction. "To each

some specialty in error! I no more than he am monstrous!" There arose

a desire to defend himself, to show Old Steadfast certain things. He

spoke. "We are going to fight presently--"

"Yes."

"That's understood. Now listen to me a little! For long years we were

together, friends near and warm! You knew that I saw differently from

you in regard to many things--in regard, for instance, to women. I

remember old discussions.... Well, you differed, and sometimes you

were angry. But for all that, friendship never went out with violence!

You knew the ancient current that I swam in--that it was narrower,

more mixed with earth, than your own! But you were tolerant. You took

me as I was.... What has developed was essentially there then, and you

knew it. The difference is that at last it touched what you held to be

your own. Then, and not till then, the sinner became _anathema!_"

"In some part you say truth. But my load of inconsistency does not

lighten yours of guilt."

"Perhaps not. We were friends. Five-sixths of me made a fair enough

friend and comrade. We interlocked. You had gifts and possessions I

had not. I liked the oak-feeling of you--the great ship in sail! In

turn, I had the key, perhaps, to a few lands of bloom and flavor that

you lacked. We interchanged and thought that we were each the richer.

Five-sixths.... Say, then, that the other sixth might be defined as

no-friend, or as false friend! Say that it was wilful, impatient of

superiorities, proud, vain, willing to hurt, betray, and play the

demon generally! Say that once it gave itself swing it darkened some

of the other sixths.... Well, it is done! Yet there was gold. Perhaps,

laird of Glenfernie, there is still gold in the mine!"

"You are mistaken in your proportions. Gold! You are to me the specter

of the Kelpie's Pool!"

Silence held for a minute or two. The clouds, passing between earth

and sun, made against the mountain slopes impalpable, dark, fantastic

shapes. An eagle wheeled above its nest at the mountain-top. Ian spoke

again. His tone had altered.

"If I do not decline remorse, I at least decline the leaden cope of it

you would have me wear! There is such a thing as fair play to oneself!

Two years ago come August Elspeth Barrow and I agreed to part--"

"Oh, 'agreed'--"

"Have it so! I said that we must part. She acquiesced--and that

without the appeals that the stage and literature show us. Oh,

doubtless I might have seen a pierced spirit, and did not, and was

brute beast there! But one thing you have got to believe, and that is

that neither of us knew what was to happen. Even with that, she was

aware of how a letter might be sent, with good hope of reaching me.

She was not a weak, ignorant girl.... I went away, and within a

fortnight was deep in that long attempt that ends here. I became

actively an agent for the Prince and his father. A hundred names and

their fates were in my hands. You can fill in the multitude of

activities, each seeming small in itself, but the whole preoccupying

every field.... If Elspeth Barrow wrote I never received her letter.

When my thought turned in that direction, it saw her well and not

necessarily unhappy. Time passed. For reasons, I ceased to write home,

and again for reasons I obliterated paths by which I might be reached.

For months I heard nothing, as I said nothing. I was on the very eve

of quitting Paris, under careful disguise, to go into Scotland. Came

suddenly your challenge--and still, though I knew that to you at least

our relations must have been discovered, I knew no more than that! I

did not know that she was dead.... I could not stay to fight you then.

I left you to brand me as you pleased in your mind."

"I had already branded you."

"Later, I saw that you had. Perhaps then I did not wonder. In

September--almost a year from that Christmas Eve--I yet did not know.

Then, in Edinburgh, I came upon Mr. Wotherspoon. He told me.... I had

no wicked intent toward Elspeth Barrow--none according to my canon,

which has been that of the natural man. We met by accident. We loved

at once and deeply. She had in her an elf queen! But at last the human

must have darkened and beset her. Had I known of those fears, those

dangers, I might have turned homeward from France and every shining

scheme...."

"Ah no, you would not--"

"... If I would not, then certainly I should have written to Jarvis

Barrow and to others, acknowledging my part--"

"Perhaps you would have done that. Perhaps not. You might have found

reasons of obligation for not doing so. 'Loved deeply'! You never

loved her deeply! You have loved nothing deeply save yourself!"

"Perhaps. Yet I think," said Ian, "that I would have done as much as

that. But Alexander Jardine, of course, would not have taken one

erring step!"

"Have you done now?"

"Yes."

Glenfernie rose to his feet. He stood against the gulf of air and his

great frame seemed enlarged, like the figure of the Brocken. He was

like his father, the old laird, but there glowed an extremer dark

anger and power. The old laird had made himself the dream-avenger of

injuries adopted, not felt at first hand. The present laird knew the

wounding, the searing. "All his life my father dreamed of grappling

with Grierson of Lagg. My Grierson of Lagg stands before me in the

guise of a false friend and lover!... What do I care for your weighing

to a scruple how much the heap of wrong falls short of the uttermost?

The dire wrong is there, to me the direst! Had I deep affection for

you once? Now you speak to me of every treacherous morass, every

_ignis fatuus_, past and present! The traveler through life does right

to drain the bogs as they arise--put it out of their power to suck

down man, woman, and child! It is not his cause alone. It is the

general cause. If there be a God, He approves. Draw your sword and let

us fight!"

They fought. The platform of rock was smooth enough for good footing.

They had no seconds, unless the shadows upon the hills and the

mountain eagles answered for such. Ian was the highly trained fencer,

adept of the sword. Glenfernie's knowledge was lesser, more casual.

But he had his bleak wrath, a passion that did not blind nor overheat,

but burned white, that set him, as it were, in a tingling, crackling

arctic air, where the shadows were sharp-edged, the nerves braced and

the will steel-tipped. They fought with determination and long--Ian

now to save his own life, Alexander for Revenge, whose man he had

become. The clash of blade against blade, the shifting of foot upon

the rock floor, made the dominant sound upon the mountain-side. The

birds stayed silent in the birch-trees. Self-service, pride, anger,

jealousy, hatred--the inner vibrations were heavy.

The sword of Ian beat down his antagonist's guard, leaped, and gave a

deep wound. Alexander's sword fell from his hand. He staggered and

vision darkened. He came to his knees, then sank upon the ground. Ian

bent over him. He felt his anger ebb. A kind of compunction seized

him. He thought, "Are you so badly hurt, Old Steadfast?"

Alexander looked at him. His lips moved. "Lo, how the wicked prosper!

But do you think that Justice will have it so?" The blood gushed; he

sank back in a swoon.

On this mountain-side, some distance below the fastness, a stone,

displaced by a human foot, rolled down the slope with a clattering

sound. The fugitive above heard it, thought, too, that he caught other

sounds. He crossed to the nook whence he had view of the way of

approach. Far down he saw the redcoats, and then, much nearer, coming

out from dwarf woods, still King George's men.

Ian caught up his belt and pistols. He sheathed his sword. "They'll

find you and save you, Glenfernie! I do not think that you will die!"

Above him sprang the height of crag, seemingly unscalable. But he had

been shown the secret, just possible stair. He mounted it. Masked by

bushes, it swung around an abutment and rose by ledge and natural

tunnel, perilous and dizzy, but the one way out to safety. At last, a

hundred feet above the old shelter, he dipped over the crag head to a

saucer-like depression walled from all redcoat view by the surmounted

rock. With a feeling of triumph he plunged through small firs and

heather, and, passing the mountain brow, took the way that should lead

him to the next glen.

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