VII

After he was gone, Stephanie sat up and gazed for a long, long time at

the scud of water leaping past the porthole.

She felt stunned by the events of the past twenty-four hours. She could

only review them with a numbed amazement. The long suspense had ended so

suddenly and so terribly. She could hardly begin to realise that it was

indeed over, that the storm she had foreseen for so long had burst at

last, sweeping away the Governor in headlong overthrow, and leaving her

bruised and battered indeed, but still alive. She had never thought to

survive him. She had not loved him, but her lot had been so inextricably

bound up with his, that she had never seriously contemplated the

possibility of life without him. What would happen to her? she asked

herself. How would it end?

There was no denying the fact that, however inexplicable Pierre's

treatment might be, she was completely and irretrievably his prisoner.

There was no one to deliver her from him; no one to know or care what

became of her. Her importance had crumbled to nothing so far as the

world was concerned. She had simply ceased to count. What did he mean to

do with her? Why had he refused to discuss the future?

Gradually, with a certain reluctance, her thoughts came down to her

recent interview with him, and again the feeling that he had been trying

to convey something that she had failed to grasp possessed her. Why had

he warned her against attempting to define her position? What had those

last words of his meant?

One thing at least was certain. Though he had done little to reassure

her, she must make a determined effort to overcome her fear of the man.

She must not again shrink openly in his presence. She must feign

confidence, though she felt it not. Something that he had said a week

before on the occasion of his extraordinary proposal of marriage

recurred to her at this point with curious force.

"It is all a question of trust," he had said, and she recalled the

faint, derisive smile with which he had spoken. "Whatever you expect,

that you will receive." The words dwelt in her memory with a strange

persistence. She had a feeling that they meant a good deal. It was

possible--surely it was possible--that if she trusted him, he might

prove himself to be trustworthy. If only her nerves were equal to the

task! If only the terrible memory of his kiss could be blotted for ever

and ever from her mind!

She rose at last and began to move about the little state cabin. It was

furnished luxuriously in every detail--almost, she told herself with a

shiver, as though for a bride. Catching sight of her reflection in a

mirror, she stared aghast, scarcely recognising herself in the

wild-eyed, haggard woman who met her gaze. Small wonder that she had

deemed him repressive, she told herself, for she looked like a demented

creature.

That astounding glimpse did more for her than any mental effort. Quite

calmly she set to work to render her appearance more normal, and,

crippled though she was, she succeeded at length in attaining a fairly

satisfactory result. At least she did not think that a masculine eye

would detect anything amiss.

This achieved, she finally drew her travelling cloak about her and went

to the door. It resisted her effort to open, but in a moment she heard a

step on the other side and the withdrawal of a bolt.

Pierre opened the door for her, and stood back for her to pass. But she

remained on the threshold.

"Monsieur Dumaresq, why did you lock me in?" she asked him, with

something of her old stateliness of demeanour, which had made men deem

her proud.

His grey eyes comprehended her in a single glance. He made her his curt,

British bow.

"You were overwrought, Mademoiselle Stephanie," he said. "I was not sure

of your intentions. But I see that the precaution was unnecessary."

She understood him, and a faint flush rose in her pale face.

"Quite," she responded. "I have come to my senses, monsieur, and I know

how to value your protection. I shall not seek that means of escape so

long as you are safeguarding me."

She smiled with the words, a brave and steadfast smile, and extended her

hand to him.

The gesture was queenly, but the instant his fingers closed upon it she

quivered uncontrollably from head to foot. A sudden mist descended

before her eyes, and she groped out blindly for support. Her overtaxed

nerves had betrayed her again.

"Come and sit down, mademoiselle," a quiet voice said; and a steady arm

impelled her forward. "There is something of a swell to-night. I am

afraid you feel it."

So courteous was the tone that she almost gasped her astonishment. She

sank into a chair, and made a desperate effort to regain her

self-control.

"You are very kind, monsieur," she said, not very steadily. "No doubt I

shall become accustomed to it."

"I do not think you are quite fit for this," he said gravely.

She looked up at him with more confidence.

"I am really stronger than you think," she said. "And I wanted to speak

to you on the subject of our destination."

She fancied that he stiffened a little at the words, but he merely said:

"Well, mademoiselle?"

"Will you not sit down," she said, "and tell me where the yacht is

going?"

He sat down on the edge of the table. There was undeniable restlessness

in his attitude.

"We are running due west at the present moment," he said.

"With what object?" she asked.

"With no object, mademoiselle," he rejoined, "except to keep out of

reach of our enemies."

"You have left Maritas for good?" she asked.

He uttered a short laugh.

"Certainly. I have nothing to go back for."

"And you are indifferent," she questioned, with slight hesitation, "as

to the direction you take?"

"No, I am not indifferent," he answered curtly.

She was silent. His manner puzzled her, made her afraid in spite of

herself.

There followed a short pause, then he turned slightly and looked at her.

"Have you any particular wishes upon the subject?" he asked.

"Yes, monsieur."

Her reply was very low.

"Let me hear them," said Pierre.

"I should like," she said slowly, "if it be possible, to go to England.

I have relations there who might help me."

"Help you, mademoiselle?"

His tone sounded harsh.

"To earn my living," she answered simply.

His brows met suddenly.

"It is a far cry to England," he observed.

"I know it," she said. "I am counting upon your kindness."

"I see," said Pierre. "I am to take you there, and--leave you. Is that

it?"

She bent her head.

"If you will, monsieur."

"And if I will not?" he said.

She was silent.

He stood up abruptly, and walked to the farther end of the saloon. When

he came back his face was set and grim. He halted in front of her.

"I am to do this thing for nothing?" he said. And it seemed to her that,

though uttered quietly, his words came through clenched teeth.

Again wild panic was at her heart, but with all her strength she held it

back.

"You offered to serve me, monsieur," she reminded him.

"Even a servant expects to be paid," he rejoined curtly.

"But I have nothing to offer you," she said.

She saw the grey eyes glitter as steel in sudden sunshine. Their

brightness was intolerable. She turned her own away.

"Does it not occur to you, Mademoiselle Stephanie," he said, "that your

life is more my property than your own at the present moment? Have I no

claim to be consulted as to its disposal?"

"None, monsieur," she made answer quickly. "None whatever."

"And yet," he said, "you asked me to save you when--had you preferred

it--I would have died with you."

She was silent, remembering with bitterness her wild cry for

deliverance.

He waited a little. Then:

"You may have nothing to offer me, Mademoiselle Stephanie," he said,

"but, by heaven, you shall take nothing away."

She heard a deep menace in his voice that was like the growl of an angry

beast. She shuddered inwardly as she listened, but outwardly she

remained calm. She even, after a few moments, mustered strength to rise

and face him.

"What is it that you want of me, Monsieur Dumaresq?" she asked. "How can

I purchase your services?"

He flung back his head abruptly. She thought that he was going to utter

his scoffing laugh. But it did not come. Instead, he looked at her,

looked at her long and piercingly, while she stood erect and waited.

At last: "The price for my services," he said deliberately, "is that you

marry me as soon as we reach England."

"Marry you!" In spite of her utmost resolution she started, and slightly

shrank. "You still desire that?"

"I still desire it," he said.

"And if I refuse?" she questioned, her voice very low.

"You will not refuse," he returned, with conviction. "You dare not

refuse."

She stood silent.

"And that being so," said Pierre, with a certain doggedness peculiarly

at variance with his fierce and headlong nature, "that being so,

Mademoiselle Stephanie, would it not be wiser for you to yield at once?"

"To yield, monsieur?"

Her eyes sought his for the fraction of a second. He was still closely

watching her.

"To give me your promise," he said. "It is all I shall ask of you. I

shall be satisfied with that."

"And what have you to offer in exchange?" she said.

A strange expression, that was almost a smile, flitted over his hard

face.

"I will give you my friendship," he said, "no more, no less."

But still she hesitated, till suddenly, with a gesture wholly arrogant,

he held out his hand.

"Trust me," he said, "and I will be trustworthy."

She knew it for a definite promise, however insolently expressed. It was

plain that he meant what he said. It was plain that he desired to win

her confidence. And in a measure she was reassured. His actions

testified to a patience of which she had not deemed him capable.

Slowly, in unconscious submission to his will, she laid her hand in his.

"And afterwards, monsieur?" she said. "Shall I be able to trust you

then?"

He leaned slightly towards her, looking more closely into her face.

Then: "All my life, Stephanie," he said, and before she realised his

intention he had pressed her hand to his lips with the action of a man

who seals an oath.

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