RELATING TO THE FIRST LIARS
The autumn in the Hills is but the afternoon of summer. The hour of the
new guest is not yet. Still the heat lies on the earth and runs bubbling
in the water. The little maid trots barefoot and the urchin goes
a-swimming in the elm-hole by the corner of the meadow. Still the tender
grass grows at the roots of the dead crop, and the little purple flowers
dimple naked in the brown pasture. Still that Pied Piper of Hamelin, the
everlasting Pan, flutes in the deep hollows, squatted down in the
broom-sedge. And still the world is a land of unending summer, of
unfading flowers, of undying youthfulness. Only for an hour or so, far
in the deep night does the distant breath of the Frost King come to
haunt the land, and then when the sun flings away his white samite
coverlid it is summer again, with the earth shining and the water warm.
It was hot mid-morning when the long drove trailed down toward Horton's
Ferry. The sweat was beginning to trickle in the hair of the fat cattle.
Here and there through the herd a quarrelsome fellow was beginning to
show the effect of his fighting and the heat. His eyes were a bit watery
in his dusty face, and the tip of his tongue was slipping at his lips.
The warm sun was getting into the backs of us all. I had stripped off my
coat and carried it thrown across the horn of the saddle. Ump rode a
mile away in the far front of the drove, keeping a few steers moving in
the lead, while Jud shifted his horse up and down the long line. I
followed on El Mahdi, lolling in the big saddle. Far away, I could hear
Ump shout at some perverse steer climbing up against the high road bank,
or the crack of Jud's driving whip drifted back to me. The lagging
bullocks settled to the rear, and El Mahdi held them to the mark like a
good sergeant of raw militiamen.
Ump and his leaders had reached the open common by the ferry when the
long line stopped, and I saw Jud go to the front in a gallop. I waited
for the column to go on, but it did not, and I began to drive the cattle
in, bunching them up in the road.
Presently Jud came down into the turnpike and shouted to me. Then he
dismounted, tied the reins around the horn of the saddle, and started
the Cardinal to the rear. The trained cattle-horse knew very well what
he was to do, and picked his way through the steers until he reached me.
Then he turned in the road, and I left him to watch the drove while I
went to the front to see what the trouble was.
Both the Cardinal and the Bay Eagle were trained to this business and
guarded the rear of the drove like dogs. The rider might lounge under a
shade-tree, kicking up his heels to the sky. For this work El Mahdi was
a trifle too eccentric, and we did not trust him.
Jud was gone when I reached the little bank where the road turned into
the common of the ferry. I passed through the van of the cattle as they
stood idly on the sodded open swinging their long tails with comfortable
indifference. Then I came out where I could see the bank of the river
and the blue smoke trailing up from the chimney of the ferrymen.
Facing the north at the front door of this house, Ump sat on the Bay
Eagle, the reins down on the mare's neck and the hunchback's long hands
crossed and resting on the horn of his saddle.
The attitude of the man struck me with a great fear. About him lurked
the atmosphere of overwhelming defeat. The shadow of some mighty
disaster loomed over against the almost tragic figure of the motionless
hunchback sitting a horse of stone.
In such moments of strain the human mind has a mysterious capacity for
trifles. I noticed a wisp of dry sedge bloom clinging to the man's
shoulder,--a flimsy detail of the great picture.
The hunchback made no sign when I rode by him. What he had seen was
still there beyond him in the sun. I had eyes; I could see.
On a stone by the landing sat one of the ferrymen, Danel, his hands in
the pockets of his brown homespun coat. Neither Jud nor the other
brother was anywhere in sight. I looked up at the steel cable above the
man's head. It ended twenty feet away in the water.
I arose in the stirrups and searched the bank for the boat. It was gone.
The Valley River ran full, a quarter of a mile of glistening yellow
water, and no way across it but the way of the bass or the way of the
heron.
The human mind has caves into which it can crawl, pits where it hides
itself when it wishes to escape; dark holes leading back under the crags
of the abyss. This explains the dazed appearance of one who is told
suddenly of a disaster. The mind has crawled up into these fastnesses.
For the time the distance is great between it and the body of the man
through which it manifests itself. An enemy has threatened, and the
master has gone to hide himself. The mind is a coward, afraid always of
the not-mind. Like the frightened child, it must be given time to creep
back to its abandoned plaything.
The full magnitude of this disaster to the ferry came slowly, as when
one smooths out a crumpled map. In the great stillness I heard a wren
twittering in the reeds along the bank, and I noted a green grasshopper,
caught in the current, swimming for his life.
Then I saw it all to the very end, and I sickened. I felt as though some
painless accident had removed all the portion of my body below the
diaphragm. It was physical sickness. I doubled over and linked my
fingers across my stomach, my head down almost to the saddle. Marks and
his crew had done the work for us. The cable had been cut, and the boat
had drifted away or been stolen. We were on the south side of the Valley
River twirling our thumbs, while they rode back to their master with the
answer, "It is done."
Then, suddenly, I recalled the singing which I had heard in the night.
It was no dream, that singing. Peppers had stolen the boat and floated
it away with the current. I could see Cynthia laughing with Hawk Rufe.
Then I saw Ward, and the sickness left me, and the tears came streaming
through my eyes. I put my arms down on the horn of the saddle and
sobbed.
Remember, I was only a boy. Men old in the business of life become
accustomed to loss; accustomed to fingers snatching away the gain which
they have almost reached up to; accustomed to the staggering blow
delivered by the Unforeseen. Like gamblers, they learn finally to look
with indifference on the mask that may disguise the angel, or the death;
on the curtain of to-morrow that may cover an Eldorado or a tomb. They
come to see that the eternal forces are unknowable, following laws
unknowable, from the seed sprouting in a handful of earth to the answer
of a woman, "I do not love you."
But the child does not know the truth. He has been lied to from the
cradle; taught a set of catchwords, a set of wise saws, a set of moral
rules, logarithms by which the equation of life could be worked out, all
arbitrary, and many grossly erroneous. He is led to believe that his
father or the schoolmaster has grasped the scheme of human life and can
explain it to him.
The nurse says it will come out all right, as though the Unforeseen
could be determined by a secret in her possession. He is satisfied that
these wise ones know. Then he meets the eternal forces, an event
threatens, he marshals his catchwords, his wise saws, his moral rules,
and they fail him. He retires, beaten, as the magicians of Egypt retired
before God.
His father or the nurse or the schoolmaster explains with some
outlandish fairy story, shifts the catchword or the saw or the rule, as
a physician shifts the prescription of a consumptive, and returns him to
the tremendous Reality. Again he spreads his hands and cries the sacred
formula, the eternal forces advance, he stands fast and is flung
bleeding to the wall, or he flees. Afraid, hidden in some cranny of the
rocks, nursing his hurt, the child begins to see the truth. This passing
from the world as it should be to the world as it is nearly kills him.
It is like the riving of timber.
Presently I heard Jud speak to me from behind El Mahdi. The full strong
voice of the man was like a dash of cold water in the face. I sat up; he
bade me join Ump and himself to discuss what should be done, then turned
around and went back to the house.
I slipped down from El Mahdi, washed my face in the river, and wiped it
dry on my sleeve. Then I climbed into the saddle and rode back to where
the little group stood before the door.
There were Ump and Jud, the two ferrymen, and their ancient mother.
Danel was describing the catastrophe in a low voice, as one might
describe the last illness of a man whose corpse was waiting in his house
for burial.
"We set Twiggs over pretty late. Then there wasn't anybody else. So we
tied up the boat an' went to bed. Mother sleeps by the fire. Mother has
rheumatiz so she don't sleep very sound. About midnight she called me.
She was sitting up in the bed with a shawl around her. 'Danel,' she
said, 'there's something lumbering around the boat. Hadn't you better
slip down an' see about it?' I told mother I reckoned it was a swimmin'
tree. Sometimes they hit against the boat when they go down. Then I
waked Mart up an' told him mother heard somethin' bumpin' against the
boat, an' I reckoned it was a swimmin' tree. Mart was sleepy an' he said
he reckoned it was. Then I turned over an' went to sleep again. When we
got out this mornin', the cable was broke loose an' the boat swum off.
We s'pose," here he paused and looked gravely at his brother, who as
gravely nodded his head, "we s'pose the cable pulled loose somehow."
"It was cut in two," said I.
The ferryman screwed his head around on his neck as though he had not
heard correctly. "Did you say 'cut in two'?" he repeated.
"Yes," said I, "cut in two. That cable was cut in two."
The man began to rub his chin with his hand. "I reckon not, Quiller," he
said. "I reckon there ain't no person ornery enough to do that."
"It might be," piped the old woman, thrusting in. "There's been sich.
Oncet, a long time ago, when your pap was a boy, goin' girlin' some,
about when he begun a settin' up to me, a feller stole the ferryboat,
but he was a terrible gallus feller."
"Granny," said Ump, "the devil ain't dead by a long shot. There is
rapscallions lickin' plates over the Valley that's meaner than
gar-broth. They could show the Old Scratch tricks that would make his
eyes stick out so you could knock 'em off with a clapboard."
Danel protested. He pointed out that neither he nor his brother had ever
done any man a wrong, and therefore no man would wrong them. It was one
of those rules which children discover are strangely not true. He said
the ferry was for the good of all, and therefore all would preserve
rather than injure that good. Another wise saw, verbally sound, but
going to pieces under the pitiless logic of fact.
This man, who had spent his life as one might spend it grinding at a
mill, now, when he came to reckon with the natures of men, did it like a
child. Ump cut him short. "Danel," he said, "you talk like a
meetin'-house. Old Christian cut that cable with a cold chisel, an'
Black Malan or Peppers stole your boat. They have nothing against you.
They wanted to stop us from crossin' with these cattle, an' I guess
they've done it."
Then he turned to me. The vapourings of the ferryman were of no
importance. "Quiller," he said, "we're in the devil's own mess. What do
you think about it?"
"I don't know," I answered; "what does Jud think?"
The face of the giant was covered with perspiration standing in beads.
He clenched his hands and clamped his wet fists against the legs of his
breeches. "God damn 'em!" he said. It was the most terrible oath that I
have ever heard. Then he closed his mouth.
Ump looked at the man, then rode his horse over to me.
"Quiller," he said slowly, "we're gone up unless we can swim the drove
across, an' it's a hell of a risky job. Do you see that big eddy?" and
he pointed his finger to the middle of the Valley River where the yellow
water swung around in a great circle. "If the steers bunched up in that
hole, they'd drown like rats."
I looked at the wide water and it scared me. "Ump," I said, "how long
could they stay in there without giving out?"
"They wouldn't give out," replied the hunchback, "if we could keep 'em
above the eddy. A steer can swim as long as a horse if he ain't crowded.
If we could keep 'em goin' in a long loop, we could cross 'em. If they
bunched up, it would be good-bye, pap."
"Do you think they would grind in there if they happened to bunch?" said
I.
"To kindlin'," responded Ump, "if they ever got at it good."
"Ump," I said, looking him squarely in the face, "I'm afraid of it."
The man chewed his thin upper lip. "So am I, Quiller," he answered. "But
there ain't much choosin'; we either swim 'em or we go up the spout."
"Well," said I, "do we do it, or not do it?"
The hunchback studied the river. "Quiller," he said finally, "if we
knowed about that current----"
I cut him short. "I'll find out about the current," I said. Then I threw
away my hat, pitched my coat down on the sod and gathered up my bridle
reins.
"Wait!" cried the hunchback. Then he turned to Jud. "Wash your face in
the tub by the spout yonder, an' bring up your horse. Take Danel with
you. Open Tolbert's fence an' put the cattle in the grove. Then come
back here. Quiller's the lightest; he's goin' to try the current."
Then he swung around and clucked to the mare. I spoke to El Mahdi and we
rode down toward the river. On the bank Ump stopped and looked out
across the water, deep, wide, muddy. Then he turned to me.
"Hadn't you better ride the Bay Eagle?" he said. "She knows more in a
minute than any horse that was ever born."
"What's wrong with El Mahdi?" I said, piqued a little.
"He ain't steady," responded the hunchback; "an' he knows more tricks
than a meetin'-house rat. Sometimes he swims an' sometimes he don't
swim, an' you can't tell till you git in."
"This," said I, "is a case of 'have to.' If he don't like the top,
there's ground at the bottom." Then I kicked the false prophet in the
flanks with my heels. The horse was standing on the edge of the sodded
bank. When my heels struck him, he jumped as far as he could out into
the river.
There was a great splash. The horse dropped like a stone, his legs stiff
as ramrods, his neck doubled under and his back bowed. It was a bucking
jump and meant going to the bottom. I felt the water rush up and close
over my head.
I clamped my legs to the horse, held my breath, and went down in the
saddle. I thought we should never reach the bottom of that river. The
current tugged, trying to pull me loose and whirl me away. The horse
under me felt like a millstone. The weight of water pressed like some
tremendous thumb. Then we struck the rock bottom and began to come up.
The sensation changed. I seemed now to be thrust violently from below
against a weight pressing on my head, as though I were being used by
some force under me to drive the containing cork out of the bottle in
which we were enclosed. I began to be troubled for breath, my head rang.
The distance seemed interminable. Then we popped up on the top of the
river, and I filled with the blessed air to the very tips of my fingers.
The horse blew the water out of his nostrils and doubled his long legs.
I thought he was going down again, and, seizing the top of the saddle
horn, I loosed my feet in the stirrups. If El Mahdi returned to the
deeps of that river, he would go by himself.
He stretched out his grey neck, sank until the water came running over
the saddle, and then began to swim with long, graceful strokes of his
iron legs as though it were the easiest thing in the world.