CHAPTER XXXI.

CHAMBERS AND HIS ACCOMPLICES CONDEMNED TO DEATH—ASKED ME TO PREPARE THEM

TO MEET THEIR TERRIBLE FATE—A WEEK IN THEIR DUNGEON—THEIR SENTENCE OF

DEATH CHANGED INTO DEPORTATION TO BOTANY BAY—THEIR DEPARTURE FOR

EXILE—I MEET ONE OF THEM, A SINCERE CONVERT, VERY RICH, IN A HIGH AND

HONORABLE POSITION IN AUSTRALIA IN 1878.

A few days after the strange and providential night spent with the

repentant thieves, I received the following letter signed by Chambers

and his unfortunate criminal friends:

“DEAR FATHER CHINIQUY:—We are condemned to death. Please come and help

us to meet our sentence as Christians.”

I will not attempt to say what I felt when I entered the damp and dark

cells where the culprits were enchained. No human words can express

those things. Their tears and their sobs were going through my heart as

a two-edged sword. Only one of them had, at first, his eyes dried, and

kept silent; Chambers, the most guilty of all.

After the others had requested me to hear the confession of their sins,

and prepare them for death, Chambers said: “You know that I am a

Protestant. But I am married to a Roman Catholic, who is your penitent.

You have persuaded my two so dear sisters to give up their Protestantism

and become Catholics. I have many times desired to follow them. My

criminal life alone has prevented me from doing so. But now I am

determined to do what I consider to be the will of God in this important

matter. Please, tell me what I must do to become a Catholic.”

I was a sincere Roman Catholic priest, believing that out of the Church

of Rome there was no salvation. The conversion of that great sinner

seemed to me a miracle of the grace of God: it was for me a happy

distraction in the desolation I felt in that dungeon.

I spent the next eight days, in hearing their confessions, reading the

lives of some saints, with several chapters of the Bible as the Seven

Penitential Psalms, the sufferings and death of Christ, the history of

the Prodigal Son, etc. And I instructed Chambers, as well as the

shortness of the time allowed me, in the faith of the Church of Rome. I

usually entered the cells at about 9 A. M. and left them only at 9 P. M.

After I had spent much time in exhorting them, reading and praying

several times, I asked them to tell me some of the details of the

murders and thefts they had committed, which might be to me as a lesson

of human depravity, which would help me when preaching on the natural

corruption and malice of the human heart, when once the fear and the

love, or even the faith in God, were completely set aside.

The facts I then heard very soon convinced me of the need we have of a

religion, and what would become of the world if the atheists could

succeed in sweeping away the notions of a future punishment after death,

or the fear and the love of God from among men.

When absolutely left to his own depravity, without any religion to stop

him on the rapid declivity of his uncontrollable passions, man is more

cruel than the wild beasts. The existence of society would simply be

impossible without a religion and a God to protect it.

Though I am in favor of liberty of conscience, in its highest sense, I

think that the atheist ought to be punished like the murderer and the

thief—for his doctrines tend to make a murderer and a thief of every

man. No law, no society is possible if there is no God to sanction and

protect them.

But the more we were approaching the fatal day, when I had to go on the

scaffold with those unfortunate men, and to see them launched into

eternity, the more I felt horrified. The tears the sobs and the cries of

those unfortunate men had so melted my heart, my soul and my strong

nerves, they had so subdued my unconquerable will, and that stern

determination to do my duty at any cost, which had been my character

till then, that I was shaking from head to feet, when thinking of that

awful hour.

Besides that, my constant intercourse with those criminals, these last

few days, their unbounded confidence in me, their gratitude for my

devotedness to them, their desolation and their cries when speaking of

their fathers or mothers, wives or children, had filled my heart with a

measure of sympathy which I would vainly try to express. They were no

more thieves and murderers, to me, whose bloody deeds had at first

chilled the blood in my veins; they were the friends of my bosom—the

beloved children whom cruel beasts had wounded. They were dearer to me

than my own life—not only I felt happy to mix my tears with theirs, and

unite my ardent prayers to God for mercy with them, but I would have

felt happy to shed my blood in order to save their lives. As several of

them belonged to the most reputable families of Quebec and vicinity, I

thought I could easily interest the clergy and the most respectable

citizens to sign a petition to the governor, Lord Gosford, asking him to

change their sentence of death into one of perpetual exile to the

distant penal colony of Botany Bay, in Australia. The governor was my

friend. Colonel Vassal, who was my uncle, and the adjutant-general of

the militia of the whole country, had introduced me to his Excellency,

who many times had overloaded me with the marks of his interest and

kindness, and my hope was that he would not refuse me the favor I was to

ask him, when the petition would be signed by the Bishop, the Catholic

priests, the ministers of the different Protestant denominations of the

city, and hundreds of the principal citizens of Quebec. I presented the

petition myself, accompanied by the secretary of the Archbishop. But to

my great distress, the governor answered me that those men had committed

so many murders, and kept the country in terror for so many years, that

it was absolutely necessary they should be punished according to the

sentence of the court. Who can tell the desolation of those unfortunate

men, when, with a voice choked by my sobs and my tears, I told them that

the governor had refused to grant the favor I had asked him for them.

They fell on the ground and filled their cells with cries which would

have broken the hardest heart. From those very cells we were hearing the

noise of the men who were preparing the scaffold where they were to be

hanged the next day. I tried to pray and read, but was unable to do so.

My desolation was too great to utter a single word. I felt as if I were

to be hanged with them—and to say the whole truth, I think I would have

been glad to hear that I was to be hanged the next day to save their

lives. For there was a fear in me, which was haunting me as a phantom

from hell, the last three days. It seemed that, in spite of all my

efforts, prayers, confessions, absolutions and sacraments, these men

were not converted, and that they were to be launched into eternity with

all their sins.

When I was comparing the calm and true repentance of the two thieves,

with whom I spent the night a few weeks before in the carriage, with the

noisy expressions of sorrow of these newly converted sinners, I could

not help finding an immeasurable distance between the first and the

second of those penitents. No doubt had remained in my mind about the

first, but I had serious apprehensions about the last. Several

circumstances, which it would be too long and useless to mention here,

were depressing me by the fear that all my chaplets, indulgences,

medals, scapulars, holy waters, signs of the cross, prayers to the

Virgin, auricular confessions, absolutions, used in the conversion of

these sinners, had not the divine and perfect power of a simple look to

the dying Saviour on the cross. I was saying to myself, with anxiety:

“Would it be possible that those Protestants, who were with me in the

carriage, had the true ways of repentance, pardon, peace and life

eternal in that simple look to the great victim, and that we Roman

Catholics, with our signs of the cross and holy waters, our crucifixes

and prayers to the saints, our scapulars and medals, our so humiliating

auricular confession, were only distracting the mind, the soul and the

heart of the sinner from the true and only source of salvation, Christ!”

In the midst of those distressing thoughts, I almost regretted having

helped Chambers in giving up his Protestantism for my Romanism.

At about 4 P. M. I made a supreme effort to shake off my desolation, and

nerve myself for the solemn duties God had intrusted to me. I put a few

questions to those desolated men, to see if they were really repentant

and converted. Their answers added to my fears that I had spoken too

much of the virgins and the saints, the indulgences, medals and

scapulars, integrity of confession, and not enough of Christ dying on

the cross for them. It is true, I had spoken of Christ and his death to

them, but this had been so much mixed up with exhortation to trust in

Mary, put their confidence in their medals, scapulars, confessions,

etc., that it became almost evident to me that, in our religion, Christ

was like a precious pearl lost in a mountain of sand and dust. This fear

soon caused my distress to be unbearable.

I then went to the private, neat little room, which the gaoler had

kindly allotted to me, and I fell on my knees to pray God for myself and

for my poor convicts. Though this prayer brought some calm to my mind,

my distress was still very great. It was then that the thought came

again to my mind to go to the governor and make a new and supreme effort

to have the sentence of death changed into that of perpetual exile to

Botany Bay: and without a moment of delay, I went to his palace.

It was about 7 P. M. when he reluctantly admitted me to his presence,

telling me, when shaking hands, “I hope, Mr. Chiniquy, you are not

coming to renew your request of the morning, for I cannot grant it.”

Without a word of answer, I fell on my knees, and for more than ten

minutes I spoke as I had never spoken before. I spoke as we speak when

we are the ambassadors of God in a message of mercy. I spoke with my

lips. I spoke with my tears. I spoke with my sobs and cries. I spoke

with my supplicating hands lifted to heaven. For some time, the governor

was mute, and as if stunned. He was not only a noble-minded man, but he

had a most tender, affectionate and kind heart. His tears soon began to

flow with mine, and his sobs mixed with my sobs; with a voice, half

suffocated by his emotion, he extended his friendly hand, and said:

“Father Chiniquy, you ask me a favor which I ought not to give, but I

cannot resist your arguments, when your tears, your sobs, and your cries

are like arrows which pierce and break my heart. I will give you the

favor you ask.”

It was nearly 10 P. M. when I knocked at the door of the gaoler, asking

his permission to see my dear friends in their cells, to tell them that

I had obtained their pardon, that they would not die. That gentleman

could hardly believe me. It was only after reading twice the document I

had in my hands that he saw that I told him the truth.

Looking at the parchment again, he said: “Have you noticed that it is

covered and almost spoiled by the spots evidently made with the tears of

the governor. You must be a kind of a sorcerer to have melted the heart

of such a man, and have wrenched from his hands the pardon of such

convicts; for I know he was absolutely unwilling to grant the pardon.”

“I am not a sorcerer,” I answered. “But you remember that our Saviour

Jesus Christ had said, somewhere, that he had brought a fire from

heaven—well, it is evident that he has thrown some sparks of that fire

into my poor heart, for it was so fiercely burning when I was at the

feet of the governor, that I think I would have died at his feet, had he

not granted me that favor. No doubt that some sparks of that fire have

also fallen on his soul and in his heart when I was speaking, for his

cries, his tears and his sobs were filling his room, and showing that he

was suffering as well as myself. It was that he might not be consumed by

that fire that he granted my request. I am now the most happy man under

heaven. Please, make haste. Come with me and open the cells of those

unfortunate men that I may tell what our merciful God has done for

them.” When entering their desolated cells I was unable to contain

myself. I cried out: “Rejoice, and bless the Lord, my dear friends! You

will not die to-morrow! I bring you your pardon with me!”

Two of them fainted, and came very near dying from excess of surprise

and joy. The others, unable to contain their emotions, were crying and

weeping for joy. They threw their arms around me to press me to their

bosom, kiss my hands and cover them with their tears of joy. I knelt

with them and thanked God, after which I told them how they must promise

to God to serve him faithfully, after such a manifestation of his

mercies. I read to them the 100th, 101st, 102d, and 103d Psalms, and I

left them after twelve o’clock at night to go and take some rest. I was

in need of it after a whole day of such work and emotions.

The next day, I wanted to see my dear prisoners early, and I was with

them at 7 A. M. As the whole country had been glad to hear that they

were to be hanged that very day, the crowds were beginning to gather at

that early hour to witness the death of those great culprits. The

feelings of indignation were almost unmanageable, when they heard that

they were not to be hanged, but only to be exiled for their life to

Botany Bay. For a time, it was feared that the mob would break the doors

of the gaol and lynch the culprits. Though very few priests were more

respected and loved by the people, they would have probably torn me into

pieces when they heard that it was I who had deprived the gibbet of its

victims, that day. The chief of police had to take extraordinary

measures to prevent the wrath of the mob from doing mischief. He advised

me not to show myself for a few days, in the streets.

More than a month passed before all the thieves and murderers in Canada,

to the number of about seventy, who had been sentenced to be exiled to

Botany Bay, could be gathered into the ship which was to take them into

that distant land. I thought it was my duty, during that interval, to

visit my penitents in gaol every day, and instruct them on the duties of

the new life they were called upon to live. When the day of their

departure arrived, I gave a Roman Catholic New Testament, translated by

DeSacy, to each of them to read and meditate on their long and tedious

journey, and I bade them adieu, recommending them to the mercy of God,

and the protection of the Virgin Mary and all the saints. Some months,

later, I heard that, on the sea, Chambers had cut loose his chains and

those of some of his companions, with the intention of taking possession

of the ship, and escaping on some distant shore. But he had been

betrayed, and was hanged on his arrival at Liverpool.

I had almost lost sight of those emotional days of my young years of

priesthood. Those facts were silently lying among the big piles of the

daily records, which I had faithfully kept since the very days of my

collegiate life at Nicolet, when, in 1878, the Rev. George Sutherland,

Presbyterian minister, of Sydney, invited me in the name of the

noble-hearted Orangemen and many other Christians of that great country,

to go and lecture in Australia. They accompanied their invitation with a

check of £100 for the traveling expenses from Chicago to that distant

land, and I accepted their kind invitation.

Some time after my arrival, when I was lecturing in one of the young and

thriving cities of that country, whose future destinies promise to be so

great, a rich carross, drawn by two splendid English horses, driven by

two men _en livre_, stopped before the house where I had put up for a

few days. A venerable gentleman alighted from the carriage and knocked

at the door, as I was looking at him from the window. I went to the

door, to save trouble to my host, and I opened it. In saluting me, the

stranger said: “Is Father Chiniquy here?”

“Yes, sir,” I answered. “Father Chiniquy is the guest of this family.”

“Could I have the honor of a few minute’s conversation with him?”

replied the old gentleman.

“As I am Father Chiniquy, I can, at once, answer you that I will feel

much pleasure in granting your request.”

“Oh, dear Father Chiniquy,” quickly replied the stranger, “is it

possible that it is you? Can I be absolutely alone with you for half an

hour, without any one to see and hear us?”

“Certainly,” I said; “my comfortable rooms are upstairs, and I am

absolutely alone there. Please, sir, come and follow me.”

When alone, the stranger said: “Do you not know me?”

“How can I know you, sir,” I answered. “I do not even remember ever

having seen you.”

“You have not only seen me, but you have heard the confession of my

sins, many times; and you have spent many hours in the same room with

me,” replied the old gentleman.

“Please tell me where and when I have seen you, and also be kind enough

to give your name: for all those things have escaped from my memory.”

“Do you remember the murderer and thief, Chambers, who was condemned to

death in Quebec, in 1837, with eight of his accomplices?” asked the

stranger.

“Yes, sir; I remember well Chambers, and the unfortunate men he was

leading in the ways of iniquity,” I replied.

“Well, dear Father Chiniquy, I am one of the criminals who filled Canada

with terror, for several years, and who were caught and rightly

condemned to death. When condemned, we selected you for our father

confessor, with the hope that through your influence we might escape the

gallows; and we were not disappointed. You obtained our pardon; the

sentence of death was commuted into a life of exile to Botany Bay. My

name in Canada was A——, but here they call me B——. God has blessed me

since in many ways; but it is to you I owe my life, and all the

privileges of my present existence. After God, you are my saviour. I

come to thank and bless you for what you have done for me.”

In saying that, he threw himself into my arms, pressed me to his heart,

and bathed my face and my hands with tears of joy and gratitude.

But his joy did not exceed mine, and my surprise was equal to my joy to

find him apparently in such good circumstances. After I had knelt with

him to thank and bless God for what I had heard, I asked him to relate

to me the details of his strange and marvellous story. Here is a short

_resume_ of his answer:

“After you had given us your last benediction, when on board the ship

which was to take us from Quebec to Botany Bay, the first thing I did

was to open the New Testament you had given me and the other culprits,

with the advice to read it with a praying heart. It was the first time

in my life I had that book in my hand. You were the only priest in

Canada who would put such a book in the hands of common people. But I

must confess that its first reading did not do me much good, for I read

it more to amuse myself and satisfy my curiosity, than through any good

and Christian motive. The only good I received from that first reading,

was that I clearly understood, for the first time, why the priests of

Rome fear and hate that book, and why they take it out of the hands of

their parishioners when they hear that they have it. It was in vain that

I looked for mass, indulgence, chaplets, purgatory, auricular

confession, Lent, holy waters, the worship of Mary, or prayers in an

unknown tongue. I concluded from my first reading of the Gospel that our

priests were very wise to prevent us from reading a book which was

really demolishing our Roman Catholic Church, and felt surprised that

you had put in our hands a book which seemed to me so opposed to the

belief and practice of our religion as you taught it to us when in gaol,

and my confidence in your good judgment was much shaken. To tell you the

truth, the first reading of the Gospel went far to demolish my Roman

Catholic faith, and to make a wreck of the religion taught me by my

parents, and at the college, and even by you. For a few weeks, I became

more of a skeptic than anything else. The only good that first reading

of the Holy Book did me was to give me more serious thoughts and prevent

me from uniting myself to Chambers and his conspirators in their foolish

plot for taking possession of the ship and escaping to some unknown and

distant shore. He had been shrewd enough to conceal a very small, but

exceedingly sharp saw, between his toes before coming to the ship, with

which he had already cut the chains of eighteen of the prisoners, when

he was betrayed and hanged on his arrival at Liverpool.

“But if my first reading of the Gospel did not do me much good, I cannot

say the same thing of the second. I remember that, when handing to us

that holy book, you had told us never to read it except after a fervent

prayer to God for help and light to understand it. I was really tired of

my former life. In giving up the fear and the love of God, I had fallen

into the deepest abyss of human depravity and misery, till I had come

very near ending my life on the scaffold. I felt the need of a change.

You had often repeated to us the words of our Saviour, ‘Come unto me all

ye who are weary and heavy laden, and I will give you rest;’ but, with

all the other priests, you had always mixed those admirable and saving

words with the invocation of Mary, the confidence in our medals,

scapulars, signs of the cross, holy waters, indulgences, auricular

confessions, that the sublime appeal of Christ had always been, as it

always will be, drowned in the Church of Rome by those absurd and

impious superstitions and practices.

“One morning, after I had spent a sleepless night, and feeling as

pressed down under the weight of my sins, I opened my gospel book, after

an ardent prayer for light and guidance, and my eyes fell on these words

of John, ‘Here is the Lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the

world!’ These words fell upon my poor guilty soul with a divine,

irresistible power. With tears and cries of an unspeakable desolation, I

spent the day in crying, ‘O Lamb of God, who taketh away the sins of the

world, have mercy upon me! Take away my sins!’ The day was not over,

when I felt and knew that my cries had been heard at the mercy-seat. The

Lamb of God had taken away my sins! He had changed my heart and made

quite a new man of me. From that day, the reading of the Gospel was to

my soul what bread is to the poor, hungry man, and what pure and

refreshing waters are to the thirsty traveler. My joy, my unspeakable

joy, was to read the holy book, and speak with my companions in chains

of the dear Saviour’s love for the poor sinners; and, thanks be to God,

a good number of them have found Him altogether precious, and have been

sincerely converted in the dark holds of that ship. When working hard at

Sydney with the other culprits, I felt my chains to be as light as

feathers when I was sure that the heavy chains of my sins were gone; and

though working hard under a burning sun from morning till night, I felt

happy, and my heart was full of joy when I was sure that my Saviour had

prepared a throne for me in His kingdom, and that He had brought a crown

of eternal glory for me by dying on the cross to redeem my guilty soul.

“I had hardly spent a year in Australia, in the midst of the convicts,

when a minister of the Gospel, accompanied by another gentleman, came to

me and said: ‘Your perfectly good behavior and your Christian life has

attracted the attention and admiration of the authorities, and the

governor sends us to hand you this document, which says you are no more

a criminal before the law, but that you have your pardon, and you can

live the life of an honorable citizen, by continuing to walk in the ways

of God.’ After speaking so, the gentlemen put one hundred dollars in my

hands, and added: ‘Go and be a faithful follower of the Lord Jesus, and

God Almighty will bless you and make you prosper in all your ways.’ All

this seemed to me as a dream or vision from heaven. I would hardly

believe my ears and my eyes. But it was not a dream, it was a reality.

My merciful Heavenly Father had again heard my humble supplications;

after having taken away the heavy chains of my sins, He had mercifully

taken away the chains which wounded my feet and my hands. I spent

several days and nights in weeping and crying for joy, and in blessing

the God of my salvation, Jesus the redeemer of my soul and my body.

“Some years after that, we heard of the discoveries of the rich gold

mines in several parts of Australia.

“After having prayed God to guide me, I bought a bag of hard crackers, a

ham and cheese, and started for the mines in company with several who

were going, like myself, in search of gold. But I soon preferred to be

alone. For I wanted to pray and to be united to my God, even when

walking. After a long march, I reached a beautiful spot, between three

small hills, at the foot of which a little brook was running down toward

the plain below. The sun was scorching, there was no shade, and I was

much tired, I sat on a flat stone to take my dinner, and quenched my

thirst with the water of the brook. I was eating and blessing my God at

the same time for His mercies, when suddenly my eyes fell on a stone by

the brook, which was about the size of a goose egg. But the rays of the

sun were dancing on the stone, as if it had been a mirror. I went and

picked it up. The stone was almost all gold of the purest kind! It was

almost enough to make me rich. I knelt to thank and bless God for this

new token of his mercy toward me, and I began to look around to see if I

could not find some new pieces of the precious metal, and you may

imagine my joy, when I found that the ground was not only literally

covered with pieces of gold of every size, from half an inch to the

smallest dimensions, but that the very sand, in great part, was composed

of gold. In a very short time, it was the will of God that I could carry

to the bank particles of gold to the value of several thousand pounds. I

continued to cover myself with rags and have old boots on, in order not

to excite the suspicion of any one on the fortune which I was

accumulating so rapidly. When I had about £80,000 deposited in the

banks, a gentleman offered me £80,000 more for my claim, and I sold it.

The money was invested by me on a piece of land which soon became the

site of an important city, and I soon became one of the wealthy men of

Australia. I then began to study hard and improve the little education I

had received in Canada. I married, and my God has made me father of

several children. The people where I settled with my fortune and wife,

not knowing my antecedents, have raised me to the first dignities of the

place. Please, dear Mr. Chiniquy, come and take dinner with me,

to-morrow, that I may show you my house and some of my other properties,

and also that I may introduce you to my wife and children. But let me

ask the favor not to make them suspect that you have known me in Canada,

for they think I am an European.” When telling me his marvellous

adventures, which I am obliged to condense and abridge, his voice was,

many times, choked by his emotion his tears and his sobs, and more than

once he had to stop. As for me, I was absolutely beside myself with

admiration at the mysterious ways through which God leads his elect, in

all ages. Now, I understand why my God had given me such a marvellous

power over the governor of Canada, when I wrenched your pardon from his

hands almost in spite of himself, I said: “That merciful God wanted to

save you, and you are saved! May his name be forever blessed.”

The next day, it was my privilege to be with his family, at dinner. And

never have I seen a more happy mother, and a more interesting family.

The long table was actually surrounded by them. After dinner, he showed

me his beautiful garden and his rich palace, after which, throwing

himself into my arms, he said: “Dear Father Chiniquy, all those things

belong to you. It is to you, after God, that I owe my life, all the

blessings of a large and Christian family, and the honor of the high

position I have in this country. May the God of Heaven for ever bless

you for what you have done for me.” I answered him: “Dear friend, you

owe me nothing, I have been nothing but a feeble instrument of the

mercies of God toward you. To that great and merciful God alone be the

praise and the glory. Please ask your family to come here and join with

us in singing to the praise of God the 103d Psalm.” And we sang

together: “Praise the Lord, O my soul, and let all that is within me

praise His holy name.

“He hath not dealt with us after our sins, nor rewarded us according to

our iniquities.

“For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward

them that fear him.

“As far as the east is from the west, so far hath He removed our

transgressions from us.

“Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth them that

fear Him.”

After the singing of that hymn, I bade him adieu for the second time,

never to meet him again except in that Promised Land, where we will sing

the eternal Alleluia around the throne of the Lamb, who was slain for

us, and who redeemed us all in His blood.

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