CHAPTER XV.

THE IMPURITIES OF THE THEOLOGY OF ROME

“The mother of harlots and abominations.”—REV. xvii. 5.

Constrained by the voice of my conscience to reveal the impurities of

the theology of the Church of Rome, I feel, in doing so, a sentiment of

inexpressible shame. They are of such a loathsome nature, that often

they cannot be expressed in any living language.

However great may have been the corruptions in the theologies and

priests of paganism, there is nothing in their records which can be

compared with the depravity of those of the Church of Rome. Before the

day on which the theology of Rome was inspired by Satan, the world had

certainly witnessed many dark deeds; but vice had never been clothed

with the mantle of theology:—the most shameful forms of iniquity had

never been publicly taught in the schools of the old pagan priest, under

the pretext of saving the world. No! neither had the priests or the

idols been forced to attend meetings where the most degrading forms of

iniquity were objects of the most minute study, and that under the

pretext of glorifying God.

Let those who understand Latin read the pages which I give at the end of

my book, “The Priest, the Woman, and the Confessional,” and then decide

as to whether or not the sentiments therein contained are not enough to

shock the feelings of the most depraved. And let it be remembered that

all those abominations have to be studied, learned by heart and

thoroughly understood by men who have to make a vow never to marry! For

it is not till after his vow of celibacy that the student in theology is

_initiated_ into those mysteries of iniquity.

Has the world ever witnessed such a sacrilegious comedy? A young man

about twenty years of age has been enticed to make a vow of perpetual

celibacy, and the very next day the Church of Rome puts under the eye of

his soul the most infamous spectacle? She fills his memory with the most

disgusting images! She tickles all his senses and pollutes his ears not

by imaginary representations, but by realities which would shock the

most abandoned in vice!

For, let it be well understood, that it is absolutely impossible for one

to study those questions of Roman Theology, and fathom those forms of

iniquity without having his body as well as his mind plunged into a

state the most degrading. Moreover, Rome does not even try to conceal

the overwhelming power of this kind of teaching; she does not even

attempt to make it a secret from the victims of her incomparable

depravity, but BRAVELY TELLS them that the study of those questions will

act with an irresistible power upon those organs, and without a blush

says “that pollution must follow!!!”

But in order that the Church of Rome may more certainly destroy her

victims, and that they may not escape from the abyss which she has dug

under their feet, she tells them “There is no sin for you in those

pollutions!” (Dens, vol. i., p. 315.)

But Rome must bewitch, so as the better to secure their destruction. She

puts to their lips the cup of her enchantments, the more certainly to

kill their souls, dethrone God from their consciences, and abrogate his

eternal laws of holiness. What answer does Rome give those who reproach

her with the awful impurity of her theology. “My theological works,” she

answers, “are all written in Latin; the people cannot read them. No

evil, no scandal, therefore, can come from them!” But this answer is a

miserable subterfuge. Is this not the public acknowledgment that her

theology would be exceedingly injurious to the people if it were read

and understood by them?

By saying, “My theological works are written in Latin, therefore the

people cannot be defiled, as they do not understand them,” Rome does

acknowledge that these works would only act as a pestilence among the

people were they read and understood by them. But are not the one

hundred thousand priests of Rome bound to explain in every known tongue,

and present to the mind of every nation, the theology contained in those

books? Are they not bound to make every polluting sentence in them flow

into the ears, imagination, hearts and minds of all the married and

unmarried women whom Rome holds in her grasp?

I exaggerate nothing when I say that not fewer than half a million women

every day are compelled to hear in their own language, almost every

polluting sentence and impure notion of the diabolical science.

And here I challenge, most fearlessly, the Church of Rome to deny what I

say, when I state that the daily average of women who go to confession

to each priest, is ten. But let us reduce the number to five. Then the

two hundred thousand priests who are scattered over the whole world,

hear the confessions of one million women every day. Well, now, out of

one hundred women who confess, there are at least ninety-nine whom the

priest is bound in conscience to pollute, by questioning them on the

matters mentioned in “The Priest, the Woman and the Confessional.” How

can one be surprised at the rapid downfall of the nations who are under

the yoke of the Pope?

The public statistics of the European, as well as of American nations,

show that there is among Roman Catholics nearly double the amount of

prostitution, bastardy, theft, perjury and murder, than is found among

Protestant nations. Where must we, then, look for the cause of those

stupendous facts, if not in the corrupt teachings of the theology of

Rome. How can the Roman Catholic nations hope to raise themselves in the

scale of Christian dignity and morality as long as there remain two

hundred thousand priests in their midst, bound in conscience every day

to pollute the minds, and the hearts of their mothers, their wives and

their daughters.

And here let me say, once for all, that I am not induced to speak as I

do from any motive of contempt or unchristian feeling against the

theological professors who have initiated me into those mysteries of

iniquity. The Rev. Messrs. Raimbault and Leprohon were, and in my mind

they still are, as venerable as men can be in the Church of Rome. As I

have been myself, and as all the priests of Rome are, they were plunged

into the abyss without understanding it, into the abyss of the most

stolid ignorance. They were crushed, as I was myself, under a yoke which

bound their understanding to the dust and polluted their hearts without

measure. We were embarked together on a ship, the first appearance of

which was really magnificent, but the bottom of which was irremediably

rotten. Without the true Pilot on board we were left to perish on

unknown shoals. Out of this sinking ship the hand of God alone, in his

merciful providence, rescued me. I pity those friends of my youth, but

despise them? hate them? No! Never! Never!

Every time our theological teachers gave us our lessons, it was evident

that they blushed in the inmost part of their souls. Their consciences

as honest men were evidently forbidding them, on the one hand, to open

their mouths on such matters, while, on the other hand, as slaves and

priests of the Pope, they were compelled to speak without reserve.

After our lessons in theology, we students used to be filled with such a

sentiment of shame that sometimes we hardly dared to look at each other;

and, when alone in our rooms, those horrible pictures were affecting our

hearts, in spite of ourselves, as the rust affects and corrodes the

hardest and purest steel. More than one of my fellow-students told me,

with tears of shame and rage, that they regretted to have bound

themselves by perpetual oaths to minister at the altars of the Church.

One day one of the students, called Desaulnier, who was sick in the same

room with me, asked me: “Chiniquy, what do you think of the matters

which are the objects of our present theological studies? Is it not a

burning shame that we must allow our minds to be so polluted?”

“I cannot sufficiently tell you my feelings of disgust,” I answered.

“Had I known sooner that we were to be dragged over such a ground, I

certainly never would have nailed my future to the banners under which

we are irrevocably bound to live.”

“Do you know,” said Desaulnier, “that I am determined never to consent

to be ordained a priest; for when I think of the fact that the priest is

bound to confer with women on all these polluting matters, I feel an

insurmountable disgust and shame.”

“I am not less troubled,” I replied. “My head aches and my heart sinks

within me, when I hear our theologians telling us that we will be in

conscience bound to speak to females on these impure subjects. But

sometimes this looks to me as if it were a bad dream, the impure

phantoms of which will disappear at the first awakening. Our Church,

which is so pure and holy, that she can only be served by the spotless

virgins, surely cannot compel us to pollute our lips, thoughts, souls,

and even our bodies, by speaking to strange women on matters so

defiling!”

“But we are near the hour at which the good Mr. Leprohon is in the habit

of visiting us. Will you,” said I, “promise to stand by me on what I

shall ask him on this subject? I hope to get from him a pledge that we

will not be compelled to be polluted in the confessional by the women

who will confess to us. The purity and holiness of our superior is of

such a high character, that I am sure he has never said a word to

females on those degrading matters. In spite of all the theologians, Mr.

Leprohon will allow us to keep our tongues and our hearts, as well as

our bodies, pure in the confessional.”

“I have had the desire to speak to him on this subject for some time,”

rejoined Desaulnier, “but my courage failed me every time I attempted to

do so. I am glad, therefore, that you are to break the ice, and I will

certainly support you, as I have a longing desire to know something more

in regard to the mysteries of the confessional. If we be at liberty

never to speak to women on those horrors, I will consent to serve the

Church as a priest; but if not, I WILL NEVER BE A PRIEST.”

A few minutes after this our superior entered, to kindly inquire how we

had rested the night before. Having thanked him for his kindness, I

opened the volumes of Dens and Liguori, which were on our table, and,

with a blush, putting my fingers on one of the infamous chapters

referred to, I said to him:

“After God, you have the first place in my heart since my mother’s

death, and you know it. I take you, not only as my benefactor, but also,

as it were, as my father and mother. You will therefore tell me all I

want to know in these my hours of anxiety, through which God is pleased

to make me pass. To follow your advice, not to say your commands, I have

lately consented to receive the order of sub-deacon, and I have in

consequence taken the vow of perpetual celibacy. But I will not conceal

the fact from you that I had not a clear understanding of what I was

then doing; and Desaulnier has just stated to me, that until recently he

had no more idea of the nature of that promise, nor of the difficulties

which we now see ahead of us in our priestly life, than I had.

“But Dens, Liguori and St. Thomas have given us notions quite new in

regard to many things. They have directed our minds to the knowledge of

the laws which are in us, as well as in every other child of Adam. They

have, in a word, directed our minds into regions which were quite new

and unexplored by us; and I dare say that every one of those whom we

have known, whether in this house or elsewhere, who have made the same

vow, could tell the same tale.

“However, I do not speak for them; I speak only for myself and

Desaulnier. For God’s sake, please tell us if we will be bound in

conscience to speak in the confessional, to the married and unmarried

females, on such impure and defiling questions as are contained in the

theologians before us?”

“Most undoubtedly,” replied Rev. Mr. Leprohon; “because the learned and

holy theologians whose writings are in your hands are positive on that

question. It is absolutely necessary that you should question your

female penitents on such matters; for, as a general thing, girls and

married women are too timid to confess those sins, of which they are

even more frequently guilty than men, therefore they must be helped by

questioning them.”

“But have you not,” I rejoined, “induced us to make an oath that we

should always remain pure and undefiled? How is it, then, that to-day

you put us in such a position that it is almost an impossibility for us

to be true to our sacred promise? For the theologians are unanimous that

those questions put by us to our female penitents, together with the

recital of their secret sins, will act with such an irresistible power

upon us that we will be polluted.

“Would it not be better for us to feel those things in the holy bonds of

marriage, with our wives, and according to the laws of God, than in

company and conversation with strange women? Because, if we are to

believe the theologians which are in our hands, no priest—not even you,

my dear Mr. Leprohon, can hear the confessions of women without being

defiled.”

Here Desaulnier interrupted me, and said: “My dear Mr. Leprohon, I

concur in everything Chiniquy has just been telling you. Would we not be

more chaste and pure by living with our lawful wives, than by daily

exposing ourselves in the confessional in company of women whose

presence will irresistibly drag us into the most shameful pit of

impurity? I ask you, my dear sir, what will become of my vow of perfect

and perpetual chastity, when the seducing presence of my neighbor’s

wife, or the enchanting words of his daughter, will have defiled me

through the confessional. After all, I may be looked upon by the people

as a chaste man; but what will I be in the eyes of God? The people may

entertain the thought that I am a strong and honest man; but will I not

be a broken reed? Will God not be the witness that the irresistible

temptations which will have assailed me when hearing the secret sins of

some sweet and tempting women, will have deprived me of that glorious

crown of chastity for which I have so dearly paid? Men will think that I

am an angel of purity; but my own conscience will tell me that I am

nothing but a skillful hypocrite. For according to all the theologians,

the confessional is the tomb of the chastity of priests!! If I hear the

confession of women, I will be like all other priests, in a tomb, well

painted and gilded on the outside, but within full of corruption.”

Francis Desaulnier, just as he had foretold me, refused to be a priest.

He remained all his life in the orders of the sub-deaconate, in the

College of Nicolet, as a Professor of Philosophy. He was a man who

seldom spoke in conversation, but thought very much. It seems to me that

I still see him there, under that tall centenary tree, alone, during the

long hours of intermission, and many long days during our holidays,

while the rest of the students passed hither and thither, singing and

playing, on the enchanting banks of the river of Nicolet.

He was a good logician and a profound mathematician; and although

affable to everyone, he was not communicative. I was probably the only

one to whom he opened his mind concerning the great questions of

Christianity—faith, history, the Church and her discipline. He

repeatedly said to me: “I wish I had never opened a book of theology.

Our theologians are without heart, soul or logic. Many of them approve

of theft, lies and perjury; others drag us, without a blush, into the

most filthy pits of iniquity. Every one of them would like to make an

assassin of every Catholic. According to their doctrine, Christ is

nothing but a Corsican brigand, whose bloody disciples are bound to

destroy all the heretics by fire and sword. Were we acting according to

the principles of those theologians, we would slaughter all Protestants

with the same coolness of blood as we would shoot down the wolf which

crosses our path. With their hand still reddened with the blood of St.

Bartholomew they speak to us of charity, religion and God, as if there

were neither of them in the world.”

Desaulnier was looked upon as “_un homme singulier_” at Nicolet. He was

really an exception to all the men in the seminary. For example: Though

it was the usage and the law that ecclesiastics should receive the

communion every month, and upon every great feast day of the Church, yet

he would scarcely take the communion once a year. But let me return to

the interview with our superior.

Desaulnier’s fearless and energetic words had evidently made a very

painful impression upon our superior. It was not a usual thing for his

disciples in theology thus to take upon themselves to speak with such

freedom as we both did on this occasion. He did not conceal his pain at

what he called our unbecoming and unchristian attack upon some of the

most holy ordinances of the Church; and after he had refuted Desaulnier

in the best way he could, he turned to me and said: “My dear Chiniquy, I

have repeatedly warned you against the habit you have of listening to

your own frail reasoning, when you should only obey as a dutiful child.

Were we to believe you we would immediately set ourselves to work to

reform the Church and abolish the confession of women to priests; we

would throw all our theological books into the fire and have new ones

written, better adapted to your fancy. What does all this prove? Only

one thing, and that is, that the devil of pride is tempting you as he

has tempted all the so-called Reformers, and destroyed them as he would

you. If you do not take care, you will become another Luther!

“The theological books of St. Thomas, Liguori and Dens have been

approved by the Church. How, therefore, do you not see the ridicule and

danger of your position. On one side, then, I see all our holy popes,

the two thousand Catholic bishops, all our learned theologians and

priests, backed up by our two hundred millions of Roman Catholics drawn

up as an innumerable army to fight the battles of the Lord; and on the

other side, what do I see? Nothing but my small, though very dear

Chiniquy!

“How, then, is it that you do not fear, when with your weak reasoning

you oppose the mighty reasoning and light of so many holy popes,

venerable bishops and learned theologians? Is it not just as absurd for

you to try to reform the Church by your small reasons, as it is for the

grain of sand which is found at the foot of the great mountain to try to

turn that mighty mountain out of its place? or for the small drop of

water to attempt to throw the boundless ocean out of its bed, or try to

oppose the running tides of the Polar seas?

“Believe me, and take my friendly advice,” continued our superior,

“before it is too late. Let the small grain of sand remain still at the

foot of the majestic mountain! and let the humble drop of water consent

to follow the irresistible currents of the boundless seas, and

everything will be in order.

“All the good priests who have heard the confessions of women before us

have been sanctified and have had their souls saved, even when their

bodies were polluted; for those carnal pollutions are nothing but human

miseries, which cannot defile a soul which desires to remain united to

God. Are the rays of the sun defiled by coming down into the mud? No!

The rays remain pure, and return spotless to the shining orb whence they

came. So the heart of a good priest—as I hope my dear Chiniquy will

be—will remain pure and holy in spite of the accidental and unavoidable

defilement of the flesh.

“Apart from those things, in your ordination you will receive a special

grace which will change you into another man; and the Virgin Mary, to

whom you will constantly address yourself will obtain for you a perfect

purity from her Son.

“The defilement of the flesh spoken of by the theologians, and which, I

confess, is unavoidable when hearing the confessions of women, must not

trouble you; for they are not sinful, as Dens and Liguori assure us.

(Dens, vol. i., pages 299, 309.)

“But enough on that subject. I forbid you to speak to me any more on

those idle questions, and, as much as my authority is anything to you

both, I forbid you to say a word more to each other on that matter!”

It was my fond hope that my dear and so much venerated Mr. Leprohon

would answer me with some good and reasonable arguments; but he, to my

surprise, silenced the voice of our conscience by “_un coup d’etat_.”

Nevertheless, the idea of that miserable grain of sand which so

ridiculously attempted to remove the stately mountain, and also of that

all but perceptible drop of water which attempted to oppose itself to

the onward motion of the vast ocean, singularly struck and humbled me. I

remained silent and confused, though not convinced.

This was not all. Those rays of the sun, which could not be defiled,

even when going down into the mud, after bewildering one by their

glittering appearance, left my soul more in the dark than ever. I could

not resist a presentiment that I was in the presence of an imposition,

and of a glittering sophism. But I had neither sufficient learning,

moral courage, nor grace from God clearly to see through that misty

cloud, and to expel it from my mind.

Almost every month of the ten years which I had passed in the seminary

of Nicolet, priests of the district of Three Rivers and elsewhere were

sent by the bishops to spend two or three weeks in doing penances for

having bastards by their nieces, their housekeepers and their fair

penitents. Even not long before this conversation with our director, the

curate of St. Francois, the Rev. Mr. Amiot, had in the very same week

two children by two of his fair penitents, both of whom were sisters.

One of those girls gave birth to her child at the parsonage the very

night on which the bishop was on his episcopal visit to that parish.

These public and undeniable facts were not much in harmony with those

beautiful theories of our venerable director concerning the rays of the

sun, which “remained pure and undefiled, even when warming and vivifying

the mud of our planet.” The facts had frequently occurred to my mind

while Mr. Leprohon was speaking, and I was tempted more than once to ask

him respectfully if he really thought these “shining rays,” the priests,

had thus come into the mire, and would then return, like the rays of the

sun, without taking back with them something of the mire in which they

had been so strangely wallowing. But my respect for Mr. Leprohon sealed

my lips.

When I returned to my room, I fell on my knees to ask God to pardon me

for having, for a moment, thought otherwise than the popes and

theologians of Rome. I again felt angry with myself for having dared,

for a single moment, to have arrayed my poor little and imperceptible

grain of sand—drop of water—and personal and contemptible understanding

against that sublime mountain of strength, that vast ocean of learning,

and that immensely divine wisdom of the popes!

But, alas! I was not yet aware that when Jesus in His mercy sends into a

perishing soul a single ray of His grace, that there is more light and

wisdom in that soul than in all the popes and their theologians!

I was then taught what the real foundation of the Church of Rome is, and

sincerely believed that to think for myself was a damnable impiety—that

to look and see with my own eyes, and understand with my own mind, was

an unpardonable sin. To be saved I had to believe, not what I considered

to be the truth, but what the popes told me to be the truth. I had to

look and see every object of faith, just as every true Roman Catholic of

to-day has to look and see the same, through the Pope’s eyes or those of

his theologians.

However absurd and impious this belief may be, yet it was mine, and it

is also the belief of every true member of the Church of Rome to-day.

The glorious light and grace of God could not possibly flow directly

from Him to me; they had to pass through the Pope and his Church, which

were my only mountain of strength and only ocean of light. It was, then,

my firm belief that there was an impassable abyss between myself and

God, and that the Pope and his Church were the only bridge by which I

could have communication with Him. That stupendously high and most

sublime mountain, the Pope, was between myself and God; and all that was

allowed my poor soul was to raise itself and travel with great

difficulty till it attained the foot of that holy mountain, the Pope,

and, prostrating itself there in the dust, ask him to let me know what

my yet distant God would have me do. The promises of mercy, truth, light

and life were all vested in this great mountain, the Pope, from whom

alone they could descend upon my poor lost soul!

Darkness, ignorance, uncertainty and eternal loss were my lot the very

moment I ceased worshipping at the feet of the Pope! The God of Heaven

was not _my_ God; He was only the God of the Pope. The Saviour of the

world was not my Saviour; he was only the Pope’s. Therefore it was

through the Pope only that I could receive Christ as my Saviour, and to

the Pope alone had I to go, to know the way, the truth and the life of

my soul!

God alone knows what a dark and terrible night I passed after this

meeting! I had again to smother my conscience, dismantle my reason, and

bring them all under the turpitudes of the theologies of Rome, which are

so well calculated to keep the world fettered in ignorance,

superstition, and death.

But God saw the tears with which I bedewed my pillow that night. He

heard the cry of my agonizing soul, and in His infinite love and mercy

determined to come to my rescue, and save me. If He saw fit to leave me

many years more in the slavery of Egypt, it was that I might better know

the plagues of that land of darkness, and the iron chains which are

there prepared for poor lost souls.

When the hour of my deliverance came, the Lord took me by the hand and

helped me to cross the Red Sea. He brought me to the Land of Promise—a

land of peace, life and joy which passeth all understanding.

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