IX

Some years ago, a magazine undertook to ask a number of writers in

what chosen spot they would like to pass a few beautiful hours. Emile

Verhaeren answered:

“In a certain corner of the harbor of Hamburg.”

Verhaeren is among those who have revealed to us the mournful grandeur

of city views, of factory towns, those places that seem accursed and

from which one might think that happiness was forever exiled.

The aspirations of our souls are so plentiful, so tenacious, so fertile

that we find something to console us, satisfy us, exalt us in those

very spots where suffering rules tyrannically, where the valley of

Gehenna is most precipitous.

I visited the docks of Liverpool with a sort of horror. There were tall

brick buildings, their roofs lost in the smoke, windows covered with

grime, their interiors nothing but monstrous heaps of cotton bales.

Men were climbing about there like flies. Everything smelt of fog and

mould. Narrow pavements, slimy with rain, ran along by the dry-docks

where the steamers, like immense corpses, were being assailed by the

frantic crowd. The workers toiled amid a bombardment of hammers, a

whirl of sparks. The drills snarled like whipped cats. A hideous

light, smothered by the smoke and the mist of the Mersey, drowned

everything in its fetid flood.

And yet, since then, I have often dreamed of that terrible spot and

felt the need of living there.

For two years I attended the wounded of the First Army Corps, all of

them men from the north, stained by the coal on face and chest, men

from the factories or the mines. I walked with them through the smiling

landscapes of the Aisne, the Vesle, the Marne, when those lovely

valleys had not yet been too much disfigured by the war. Certainly

they all enjoyed the slopes with their gracious groves of trees, the

beautiful cultivated fields, draped like many-colored shawls over the

shoulders of the little hills, but they all thought most, with love and

regret, of cylinders, mine shafts, machines, and a smoky horizon.

I can understand it: one’s native soil, one’s own habitude, the

familiar human landscape, moulded upon the other and transfiguring

it. Above everything we have to recognize that the soul is sensitive

to many infinitely varied and often contradictory things. Grace of

lines, rustic charm are qualities that attach us to a country; fierce

and desolate grandeur is another such, and this indeed has almost the

strongest nostalgic power of all.

When beauty seems to have abandoned the world, we must realize that it

has first deserted our own hearts.

X

Between your five senses, open like the dazzling portholes on the side

of a ship, do you really believe there is nothing, nothing but the

void, the night, the dumb wall?

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