AT NIGHT.

At seven o'clock, P. M., came the marching in to supper, and the locking

up of all the prisoners.

I looked to see, as they filed past me, one by one, if they carried

marks of their crimes upon their faces. I saw nothing unusual in the

mass; occasionally an individual countenance betrayed the vicious habits

which had brought the woman there. If I had not known that they were

convicts, I should never have suspected them to be different from the

ordinary poor people who are constantly passing along the streets.

About sixty of the women in the Penitentiary were employed in the shop

upon contract vests, pantaloons, coats, and shirts. There were about

fifty employed upon sewing-machines. The rest cut, basted, and finished

the work.

There were from four to ten in the wash-room. These were all lodged in

my domain, with the exception of two or three who slept in the hospital.

When they left their work, at night, they were placed in file, in the

order of their cells, and marched into the prison past the ration door,

where their meals were handed out to them, through a slide, from the

kitchen.

Their supper was a "skillet pan" of mush, or a slice of bread, and a

quart of rye coffee, which was taken to their cells to be eaten after

they were locked in their rooms--or stone dens, I called them in my

indignation. The sight of those little, cramped stone cells recalled to

my memory the pictures of dungeons, and imprisonments, and tortures

which I had looked at in my childhood till my heart was racked with

agony at the cruelties which they portrayed.

It was no paper picture that I was looking upon, but a stern reality;

and my shrinking spirit asked again and again, as I saw those poor

creatures marched in, and immured for the night,--Why did your folly

prompt you to undertake such work?

Never shall I forget the hissing creak of the sliding bar as it closed

them in; or the click of the lock as I turned the key in it, for the

first time, upon those poor wretches. Long before I got through with the

thirty-six locks, it fell to my share to bolt, my fingers were bruised,

and my arm ached; but not so much as my heart.

I looked in upon the poor things, one by one, as I locked them in. An

agony of pity worked itself into my soul, and oppressed me almost to

suffocation.

I said to myself--Is this a woman's work? May be. If it must be done, it

should be done tenderly. Great God, for Christ's sake, pity them in

their cold, damp, narrow cells, and make their straw pallets couches of

rest! I prayed mentally as I left the grated doors.

I had thought this to be missionary ground. I might teach some of them

the way to Eternal Life, and the way to reformation. Alas! I found

little chance with those who went to the shop and wash-room. They rose

at sunrise, and worked till sunset. No one was allowed to hold

communication with them, but their own Overseer, about their work.

Neither were they allowed to talk in their cells at night, and they

would have been too tired if they had been given the liberty to do so.

The taskmaster had been over them all day to drive them, pitilessly, to

fulfill their sentence of so many months hard labor in the Penitentiary.

I turned away, sadly, from that disappointed hope; but I saw the

opportunity still before me to teach the nine, whom I had under my

immediate care, to govern their tempers, and their passions, and to lead

a new life. It was teaching only that could effect it. They were

ignorant of the way to do it.

My bonnet and shawl had lain all day upon the table that was placed for

my use in the kitchen. The woman, who was to wait upon me in my room,

had asked if she should take them up. I had said, no, thinking I might

find time to go with her; but that opportunity did not offer.

After the women were locked up, the Receiving Matron said to her, "Take

those things to our room! We will go up now," she said to me.

I started back as she led me to the stone stairs of the prison, and

began to ascend them.

"Where are we going?" I asked in surprise.

"Our room is up here," she replied quietly.

"In the prison! are we to sleep in the prison?"

"Yes."

She made no further comment. It was too late in the day to recede or

demur. I followed her up, up, up, over five stone flights, along a stone

walk to the farther end of the building, through a grated door, into a

room made up of a half dozen cells with a dormer window in the roof.

Some straw had been thrown down upon the stone floor, and an old woolen

carpet laid over it. The walls were of stone like the cells, and

whitewashed like them. There were some wooden chairs, an old bureau, two

sinks, and two single beds, arranged on opposite sides of the room. In

one corner was a double wardrobe, apparently to be shared in common by

both Matrons.

I had not given my own accommodations a thought in taking my place in

the prison. In all institutions of the kind which I had ever been in,

each Matron had a nice bed-room to herself, in a comfortable part of the

house, and most of them comfortable sitting-rooms attached. It never

occurred to me that a female officer, in any public institution, could

be requested to occupy such a room. However I could bring myself to it

for the sake of carrying out the purpose that induced me to take the

place.

I stood a moment, and looked all round the room. I then examined the

bed. It was clean, and looked comfortable.

"Is this all the room, and are these all the comforts we are to have?" I

asked of the Receiving Matron.

"You see all," she replied. "If we had more, we should have no time to

enjoy them."

"Rather a sorry prospect if one is to take herself into consideration at

all. Is there a bath-room that we can use? To take a bath would be

really refreshing, and help me to sleep to-night, I am so tired."

"I am tired all of the time, and there is no chance to rest. We must

rise at four in the morning, and be on the spring every moment till

eight in the evening; you will be on duty till nine, because you receive

the keys at that hour."

"Every day?"

"Every day!"

"There is usually a Relief Matron in such institutions, so that the

other Matrons can have rest."

"There used to be one here; but, instead of that, there is an Assistant

Matron in the shop."

"Then the Shop Matron has all of the relief, and the others none. Why is

that?"

"They want to get as much work done in the shop as possible, to support

the institution, the Master says. When I get tired, and feel like

grumbling, I tell them it is money taken out of our flesh and blood to

make the institution rich."

"It is probably the way the Master takes to recommend himself to the

Board of Directors. They like him for his thrift in managing."

"I don't know where the money goes; but I know we are worked to death. I

am dying by inches."

"Why must I be up an hour later than the rest to receive the keys?"

"Because you have them in charge during the night, those that stay in

the prison. If you are out, I take them."

"Out! What time have I to go out?"

"Three evenings in the week, after the prisoners are locked up, if you

wish."

"What time have I then?"

"You can be gone till four o'clock in the morning, if you like."

"When shall I sleep?"

"You can make your own arrangements for that. Perhaps on the way, if you

take a horse car."

"I am afraid to go out evenings alone; but in that relief I can get a

bath."

"I forgot your question about the bath-room. There is none, that I know

of, for the officers' use. There is one in the house for the Master's

family. I don't know whether the Matrons that lodge there are allowed to

use it."

"Then some of the Matrons are lodged comfortably in the house. Why is

that distinction made?"

"I don't know. There are bathing-tubs, for the prisoners, in my

wash-house. I never use them; but if you wish to, you can. They are

scrubbed out clean."

"I must be up from four A. M., 'till nine P. M. That makes seventeen

hours of labor."

"Sometimes you will be required to sit up one, two, or three hours

later."

"Why?"

"The Master's wife or daughters may have company, and keep the women

up-stairs. We have to sit up and wait for them to come in, so as to lock

them up."

"And be up all the same at four next morning?"

"Yes."

"Do the Master's wife and daughters get up at four the next morning,

after sitting up so late, and go to work?"

"Of course not."

"If the wife is Head Matron, has she not her duties to do in the morning

as well as we? And ought she not to see that the other officers are not

worked like that? If she possesses the common feelings of humanity, she

would provide some relief, if it were in her power."

"There is not much humanity in exercise here. We are all too hard worked

to think of any one but ourselves."

"I should think that might be your case."

"I often tell them it is as much a House of Correction for the officers

as the prisoners."

"Ten hours of labor is now considered a good day's work. To drag the

convicts from sunrise to sunset only exhausts them. They do not get

through with as much work as they would do in ten hours, and the

intervening time given to rest."

"That has been an established rule here for fifty years or more."

"It is certainly a very antiquated idea, all of a half century old. I

recollect hearing my grandfather say that people worked that way when he

was a boy. But people's ideas have changed since that time, and the

people of this generation consider such demands of labor very

unreasonable."

"The only changes here have been to make things harder. They will put

upon you all they can make you do."

If she had been telling the truth that was a plain, but correct

statement of facts.

"How long has the present Master had charge here?"

"Forty-five or fifty years."

"It is no wonder that his heart has become like the nether millstone. No

man ought to remain in such a place such a length of time. The best

human heart that ever beat would become ossified, if it ever entertained

human feelings, if compelled to exercise such continued tyrannous

exactions."

"I don't know whether he ever had human feelings--he does not exercise

much humanity, as I regard it, now."

"But he does not make the laws for the regulation of the institution.

There must be State laws and a Board of Overseers to which he is

accountable. There must be printed regulations for the management of

this prison. I will get them from the Deputy to-morrow."

"If you can, you will accomplish more than the rest of us have been able

to do."

"I can try."

"You can try, and I hope you will succeed. The rest of us have been told

that there were no printed rules that would do us any good. It may be a

benefit to the rest of us if you succeed."

I lay down upon my bed. Sleep was out of the question. The effluvia of a

hundred human bodies came up through our open door, rank with nauseous

odor. I got up and opened our one window to its utmost extent, first

asking my room-mate if it would be disagreeable to her to have it left

so.

Fatigue even would not overcome the noise of the rattling buckets, the

snoring, coughing, and groaning of the tired women. If I closed my eyes,

my head was in confusion. I was going up, up, up over the stone steps,

and looking over the rails down the dizzy height, to the stone floor

below.

I lay thinking over my prison prospects. Seventeen hours of regular

labor, to which might be added occasionally, one, two, or three more.

The other seven, with the noise of that prison ringing in my ears, and

the care of it, if accident or sickness intervene. How long can any

constitution bear such a strain? Surely the Board of Directors cannot

understand how things are managed here. They cannot understand the

amount of work which is demanded by the Master of his female Prison

Matron. One other was no more favored, by her own account.

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