...I seem to have followed your summer rather well and intimately and

rejoicingly, thanks to Bill's impartings up to the time he left me, and

to the beautiful direct and copious news aforesaid from yourself and

from Alice, and I make out that I may deem things well with you when I

see you so mobile and mobilizable (so emancipated and unchained for

being so,) as well as so fecund and so still overflowing. Your annual go

at Keene Valley (which I'm never to have so much as beheld) and the

nature of your references to it--as this one to-night--fill me with

pangs and yearnings--I mean the bitterness, almost, of envy: there is so

little of the Keene Valley side of things in my life. But I went up to

Scotland a month ago, for five days at John Cadwalader's (of N.Y.) vast

"shooting" in Forfarshire (let to him out of Lord Dalhousie's real

principality,) and there, in absolutely exquisite weather, had a brief

but deep draught of the glory of moor and mountain, as that air, and

ten-mile trudges through the heather and by the brae-side (to lunch

with the shooters) delightfully give it. It was an exquisite experience.

But those things are over, and I am "settled in" here, D.V., for a good

quiet time of urgent work (during the season here that on the whole I

love best, for it makes for concentration--and il n'y a que ca--for

_me_!) which will float me, I trust, till the end of February; when I

shall simply go up to London till the mid-May. No more "abroad" for me

within any calculable time, heaven grant! Why the devil I didn't write

to you after reading your _Pragmatism_--how I kept from it--I can't now

explain save by the very fact of the spell itself (of interest and

enthralment) that the book cast upon me; I simply sank down, under it,

into such depths of submission and assimilation that _any_ reaction,

very nearly, even that of acknowledgment, would have had almost the

taint of dissent or escape. Then I was lost in the wonder of the extent

to which all my life I have (like M. Jourdain) unconsciously

pragmatised. You are immensely and universally _right_, and I have been

absorbing a number more of your followings-up of the matter in the

American (Journal of Psychology?) which your devouring devotee Manton

Marble ... plied, and always on invitation does ply, me with. I feel the

reading of the book, at all events to have been really the event of my

summer. In which connection (that of "books"), I am infinitely touched

by your speaking of having read parts of my American Scene (of which I

hope Bill has safely delivered you the copy of the English edition) to

Mrs. Bryce--paying them the tribute of that test of their value. Indeed

the tribute of your calling the whole thing "koestlich stuff" and saying

it will remain to _be_ read so and really gauged, gives me more pleasure

than I can say, and quickens my regret and pain at the way the fates

have been all against (all finally and definitely now) my having been

able to carry out my plan and do a second instalment, embodying more and

complementary impressions. Of course I _had_ a plan--and the second vol.

would have attacked the subject (and my general mass of impression) at

various _other_ angles, thrown off various other pictures, in short

_contributed_ much more. But the thing was not to be....

But I am writing on far into the dead unhappy night, while the rain is

on the roof--and the wind in the chimneys. Oh your windless (gateless)

Cambridge! _Choyez-le_! Tell Alice that all this is "for her too," but

she shall also soon hear further from yours and hers all and always,

/*

HENRY.

*/

_To W. E. Norris._

/*

Lamb House, Rye.

December 23rd, 1907.

*/

/*

My dear Norris,

*/

I want you to find this, as by ancient and inviolate custom, or at least

intention, on your table on Christmas a.m.; but am convinced that,

whenever I post it, it will reach you either before or after, and not

with true dramatic effect. It will take you in any case, however, the

assurance of my affectionate fidelity--little as anything else for the

past year, or I fear a longer time, may have contributed to your

perception of that remembrance. The years and the months go, and somehow

make our meetings ingeniously rarer and our intervals and silences more

monstrous. It is the effect, alas, of our being as it were antipodal

Provincials--for even if one of us were a Capitalist the problem (of

occasional common days in London) would be by so much simplified. I am

in London less, on the whole (than during my first years in this

place;) and as you appear now to be there never, I flap my wings and

crane my neck in the void. Last spring, I confess, I committed an act of

comprehensive disloyalty; I went abroad at the winter's end and remained

till the first days of July (the first half of the time in Paris,

roughly speaking--and on a long and very interesting, _extraordinarily_

interesting, motor-tour in France; the second in Rome and Venice, as to

take leave of _them_ forever.) This took London almost utterly out of my

year, and I think I heard from Gosse, who happily for him misses you so

much less than I do, (I mean enjoys you so much more--but no, that isn't

right either!) that you had in May or June shone in the eye of London. I

am not this year, however, I thank my stars, to repeat the weird exploit

of a "long continental absence"--such things have quite ceased to be in

my real _moeurs_--and I shall therefore plan a campaign in town (for

May and June) that will have for its leading feature to encounter you

somewhere and somehow. Till then--that is to a later date than usual--I

expect to bide quietly here, where a continuity of occupation--strange

to say--causes the days and the months to melt in my grasp, and where,

in spite of rather an appalling invasion of outsiders and idlers (a

spreading colony and a looming menace,) the conditions of life declare

themselves as emphatically my rustic "fit" as I ten years ago made them

out to be. I have lived _into_ my little house and garden so thoroughly

that they have become a kind of domiciliary skin, that can't be peeled

off without pain--and in fact to go away at all is to have, rather, the

sense of being flayed. Nevertheless I was glad, last spring, to have

been tricked, rather, into a violent change of manners and

practices--violent partly because my ten weeks in Paris were, for me, on

a basis most unprecedented: I paid a _visit_ of that monstrous length to

friends (I had never done so in my life before,) and in a beautiful old

house in the heart of the Rive Gauche, amid old private hotels and

hidden gardens (Rue de Varenne), tasted socially and associatively, so

to speak, of a new Paris altogether and got a bellyful of fresh and

nutritive impressions. Yet I have just declined a repetition of it

inexorably, and it's more and more vivid to me that I have as much as I

can tackle to lead my own life--I can't _ever_ again attempt, for more

than the fleeting hour, to lead other people's. (I have indeed, I should

add, suffered infiltration of the poison of the motor--contemplatively

and touringly used: that, truly, is a huge extension of life, of

experience and consciousness. But I thank my stars that I'm too poor to

have one.) I'm afraid I've no other adventure to regale you with. I am

engaged, none the less, in a perpetual adventure, the most thrilling and

in every way the greatest of my life, and which consists of having more

than four years entered into a state of health so altogether better than

I had ever known that my whole consciousness is transformed by the

intense _alleviation_ of it, and I lose much time in pinching myself to

see if this be not, really, "none of I." That fact, however, is much

more interesting to myself than to other people--partly because no one

but myself was ever aware of the unhappy nature of the physical

consciousness from which I have been redeemed. It may give a glimmering

sense of the degree of the redemption, however, that I should, in the

first place, be willing to fly in the face of the jealous gods by so

blatant a proclamation of it, and in the second, find the value of it

still outweigh the formidable, the heaped-up and pressed together burden

of my years.

But enough of my own otherwise meagre annals.... I must catch my post. I

haven't sounded you for the least news of your own--it being needless

to tell you that I hold out my cap for it even as an organ-grinder who

makes eyes for pence to a gentleman on a balcony: especially when the

balcony overhangs your luxuriant happy valley and your turquoise sea. I

go on taking immense comfort in the "Second Home," as I beg your pardon

for calling it, that your sister and her husband must make for you, and

am almost as presumptuously pleased with it as if I had invented it. I

am myself literally eating a baked apple and a biscuit on Xmas evening

all alone: I have no one in the house, I never dine out here under _any_

colour (there are to be found people who do!) and I have been deaf to

the syren voice of Paris, and to other gregarious pressure. But I wish

you a brave feast and a blameless year and am yours, my dear Norris, all

faithfully and fondly,

/*

HENRY JAMES.

*/

_To W. E. Norris._

/#

H.J. had inadvertently addressed the preceding letter to 'E. W.

Norris Esq.'

#/

/*

Lamb House, Rye.

December 26: 1907.

*/

/*

My dear Norris,

*/

It came over me in the oddest way, weirdly and dimly, as I lay soaking

in my hot bath an hour ago, that my jaded and inadvertent hand (I have

written so many letters in so few days, and you see the effect on

everyone doubtless but your own impeccably fingered self) superscribed

my Xmas envelope with the monstrous collocation "E.W."! The effect has

been probably to make you think the letter a circular and chuck it into

the fire--or, if you _have_ opened it, to convince you that my handsome

picture of my "health" is true--if true at all--of my digestion and

other vulgar parts, at the expense of my brain. Clearly you must

believe me in distinct cerebral decline. Yet I'm not, I am only--or

was--in a state of purely and momentarily _manual_ muddle. But the

curious and interesting thing is: Why, suddenly, as I lay this cold

morning agreeably _steaming_, did the vision of the hind-part-before

order come straight at me out of the vapours, after three or four days,

when I didn't know I was thinking of you?

Well, it only shows how much you are, my dear Norris, in the thoughts of

yours remorsefully,

/*

HENRY JAMES.

*/

P.S. I hope, now, I _did_ do it after all!

_To Dr. and Mrs. J. William White._

/#

H.J. had enjoyed the hospitality of these friends at Philadelphia,

during his last visit to America.

#/

_Dictated._

/*

Lamb House, Rye.

Jan. 1, 1908.

*/

/*

Dear William and Letitia!

*/

It would be monstrous of me to say that what I most valued in William's

last brave letter was Letitia's gentle "drag" upon it; and I hasten to

insist that when I dwell on the pleasure so produced by Letitia's

_presence in it_ (to the extent of her gently "dragging") I feel that

she at least will know perfectly what I mean! Explain this to William,

my dear Letitia: I leave all the burden to _you_--so used as you are to

burdens! It was delightful, I _can_ honestly say, to hear from you no

long time since--and whether by controlled or uncontrolled inspiration;

and I tick a small space clear this morning--clear in an air fairly

black with the correspondence "of the season"--just to focus you fondly

in it and make, for the friendly sound of my Remington, a penetrable

medium and a straight course. I am shut up, as mostly, you see, in the

little stronghold your assault of which has never lost you honour, at

least--I mean the honour of the brave besieger--however little else it

may have brought you; and I waggle this small white flag at you, from my

safe distance, over the battlements, as for a cheerful truce or amicable

New Year's parley. I think I must figure to you a good deal as a

"banked-in" Esquimau with his head alone extruding through the sole

orifice of his hut, or perhaps as a Digger Indian, bursting through his

mound, by the same perforation, even as a chicken through its shell: by

reason of the abject immobility practised by me while you and Letitia

hurl yourselves from one ecstasy of movement, one form of exercise, one

style of saddled or harnessed or milked or prodded or perhaps merely

"fattened," quadruped, to another. Your letter--this last--is a noble

picture of a free quadrupedal life--which gives me the sense, all

delightful, of seeing you both _alone_ erect and nimble and graceful in

the midst of the browsing herd of your subjects. Well, it all sounds

delightfully pastoral to one whose "stable" consists but of the go-cart

in which the gardener brings up the luggage of those of my visitors

(from the station) who advance successfully to the _stage_ of that

question of transport; and my outhouses of the shed under which my

solitary henchman (but sufficient to a drawbridge that plays so easily

up!) "attends to the boots" of those confronted with the inevitable

subsequent phase of early matutinal departure! All of which means, dear

both of you, that I do seem to read into your rich record the happiest

evidences of health as well as of wealth. You take my breath away--as,

for that matter, you can but too easily figure with your ever-natural

image of me gaping through a crevice of my door!--the only other at all

equal loss of it proceeding but from my mild daily revolution up and

down our little local eminence here. No, you won't believe it--that

these have been my only revolutions since I last risked, at a loophole,

seeing you thunder past. I shall risk it again when you thunder

back--and really, though it spoils the consistency of my builded

metaphor, watch fondly for the charming flash that will precede, and

prepare! I haven't been even as far as to see the good Abbeys at

Fairford--was capable of not even sparing that encouragement when she

kindly wrote to me for a visit toward the autumn's end. I haven't so

much as pilgrimised to the other shrine in Tite St.--and, having so

little to tell you, really mustn't prolong this record of my vacancy. I

am quite spending the winter here--"bracing" for what the spring and

summer may bring. But I do get, as the very breath of the Spice-islands,

the balmy sidewind of your general luxuriance, and it makes me glad and

grateful for you, and keeps me just as much as ever your faithful,

vigilant, steady, sturdy friend,

/*

HENRY JAMES.

*/

_To Mrs. Wharton._

/#

The work just finished was the revision of _The High Bid_, shortly

to be produced by Mr. and Mrs. Forbes Robertson.

#/

/*

Lamb House, Rye.

January 2nd, 1908.

*/

/*

My dear Edith,

*/

G. T. Lapsley has gone to bed--he has been seeing the New Year in with

me (generously giving a couple of days to it)--and I snatch this hour

from out the blizzard of Xmas and Year's End and New Year's Beginning

missives, to tell you too belatedly how touched I have been with your

charming little Xmas memento--an exquisite and interesting piece for

which I have found a very effective position on the little old

oak-wainscotted wall of my very own room. There it will hang as a fond

reminder of tout ce que je vous dois. (I am trying to make use of an

accursed "fountain" pen--but it's a vain struggle; it beats me, and I

recur to this familiar and well-worn old unimproved utensil.) I have

passed here a very solitary and _casanier_ Christmastide (of wondrous

still and frosty days, and nights of huge silver stars,) and yesterday

finished a job of the last urgency for which this intense concentration

had been all vitally indispensable. I got the conditions, here at home

thus, in perfection--I put my job through, and now--or in time--it may

have, on my scant fortunes, a far-reaching effect. If it does have,

you'll be the first all generously to congratulate me, and to understand

why, under the stress of it, I couldn't indeed break my little started

spell of application by a frolic absence from my field of action. If it,

on the contrary, fails of that influence I offer my breast to the

acutest of your silver arrows; though the beautiful charity with which

you have drawn from your critical quiver nothing more fatally-feathered

than that dear little framed and glazed, squared and gilded etrenne

serves for me as a kind of omen of my going unscathed to the end.... I

admit that it's horrible that we can't--nous autres--talk more face to

face of the other phenomena; but life is terrible, tragic, perverse and

abysmal--besides, _patientons_. I can't pretend to speak of the

phenomena that are now renewing themselves round you; for _there_ is the

eternal penalty of my having shared your cup last year--that I must

_taste_ the liquor or go without--there can be no question of my

otherwise handling the cup. Ah I'm conscious enough, I assure you, of

going without, and of all the rich arrears that will never--for me--be

made up--! But I hope for yourselves a thoroughly good and full

experience--about the possibilities of which, as I see them, there is,

alas, all too much to say. Let me therefore but wonder and wish!... But

it's long past midnight, and I am yours and Teddy's ever so affectionate

/*

HENRY JAMES.

*/

_To Gaillard T. Lapsley._

/*

Reform Club,

Pall Mall, S.W.

March 17th, 1908.

*/

/*

My dear, dear Gaillard!

*/

I can't tell you with what tender sympathy your rather disconcerting

little news inspires me nor how my heart goes out to you. Alack, alack,

how we do have to pay for things--and for our virtues and grandeurs and

beauties (even as you are now doing, overworked hero and model of

distinguished valour,) as well as for our follies and mistakes. However,

you _have_ on your record exactly that mistake of too generous a

sacrifice. Fortunately you have been pulled up before you have quite

chucked away your all. It must be deuced dreary--yet if you ask me

whether I think of you more willingly and endurably _thus_, or as your

image of pale overstrain haunted me after you had left me at the New

Year, I shall have no difficulty in replying. In fact, dearest Gaillard,

and at the risk of aggravating you, I _like_ to keep you a little before

me in the passive, the recumbent, the luxurious and ministered-to

posture, and my imagination rings all the possible changes on the forms

of your noble surrender. Lie as _flat_ as you can, and live and think

and feel and talk (and keep silent!) as idly--and you will thereby be

laying up the most precious treasure. It's a heaven-appointed

interlude, and cela ne tient qu'a vous (I mean to the wave of your white

hand) to let it become a thing of beauty like the masque of _Comus_.

_Cultivate_, horizontally the waving of that hand--and you will brush

away, for the time, all responsibilities and superstitions, and the

peace of the Lord will descend upon you, and you will become as one of

the most promising little good boys that ever was. Apres quoi the whole

process and experience will grow interesting, amusing, tissue-making

(history-making,) to you, and you will, after you get well, feel it to

have been the time of your life which you'd have been most sorry to

miss. Some five years ago--or more--a very interesting young friend of

mine, Paul Harvey (then in the War Office as Private Sec. to Lord

Lansdowne), was taken exactly as you are, and stopped off just as you

are and consigned exactly to your place, I think--or rather no, to a

pseudo-Nordrach in the Mendips. I remember how I sat on just such a

morning as this at this very table and in this very seat and wrote him

on this very paper in the very sense in which I am no less confidently

writing to you--urging him to let himself utterly go and cultivate the

day-to-day and the hand-to-mouth and the questions-be-damned, even as an

exquisite fine art. Well, it absolutely and directly and beautifully

worked: he _recula_--to the very limit--pour mieux sauter, and has since

_saute'd_ so well that his career has caught him up again.... Your case

will have gone practically quite on all fours with this. I am drenching

you with my fond eloquence--but what will you have when you have touched

me so by writing me so charmingly out of your quiet--though ever so

shining, I feel--little chamber in the great Temple of Simplification? I

shall return to the charge--if it be allowed me--and perhaps some small

sign from you I shall have after a while again. I came up from L.H.

yesterday only--and shall be in town after this a good deal, D.V.,

through the rest of this month and April and May. At some stage of your

_mouvement ascensionnel_ I shall see you--for I hope they won't be

sending you up quite to Alpine Heights. Take it from me, dear, dear G.,

that your cure will have a social iridescence, for your acute and ironic

and genial observation, of the most beguiling kind. But you don't need

to "take" that or any other wisdom that your beautiful intelligence now

plays with from any other source but that intelligence; therefore be

beholden to me almost only for the fresh reassurance that I am more

affectionately than ever yours,

/*

HENRY JAMES.

*/

_To Mrs. Wharton._

/#

The first performance of _The High Bid_ took place in Edinburgh

three days after the date of the following.

#/

/*

Roxburghe Hotel, Edinburgh.

March 23rd, 1908.

*/

/*

My dear Edith!

*/

This is just a tremulous little line to say to you that the daily

services of intercession and propitiation (to the infernal gods, those

of jealousy and _guignon_) that I feel sure you have instituted for me

will continue to be deeply appreciated. They have already borne fruit in

the shape of a desperate (comparative) calm--in my racked breast--after

much agitation--and even to-day (Sunday) of a feverish gaiety during the

journey from Manchester, to this place, achieved an hour ago by special

train for my whole troupe and its impedimenta--I travelling with the

animals like the lion-tamer or the serpent-charmer in person and quite

enjoying the caravan-quality, the bariole Bohemian or _picaresque_ note

of the affair. Here we are for the last desperate throes--but the omens

are good, the little play pretty and pleasing and amusing and orthodox

and mercenary and _safe_ (absit omen!)--cravenly, ignobly _canny_: also

clearly to be very decently acted indeed: little Gertrude Elliott, on

whom it so infinitely hangs, showing above all a gallantry, capacity and

_vaillance_, on which I had not ventured to build. She is a scrap

(personally, physically) where she should be a presence, and handicapped

by a face too _small_ in size to be a field for the play of expression;

but allowing for this she illustrates the fact that intelligence and

instinct are capables de tout--so that I still hope. And each time they

worry through the little "piggery" it seems to me more firm and more

intrinsically without holes and weak spots--in itself I mean; and not

other in short, than "consummately" artful. I even quite awfully wish

you and Teddy were to be here--even so far as that do I go! But wire me

a word--_here_--on Thursday a.m.--and I shall be almost as much

heartened up. I will send you as plain and unvarnished a one after the

event as the case will lend itself to. Even an Edinburgh public isn't (I

mean as we go here all by the London) determinant, of course--however, a

la guerre comme a la guerre, and don't intermit the burnt-offerings.

More, more, very soon--and you too will have news for yours and Edward's

right recklessly even though ruefully,

/*

HENRY JAMES.

*/

_To Henry James, junior._

/*

105 Pall Mall, S.W.

April 3rd, 1908.

*/

/*

Dearest Harry,

*/

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