CHAPTER XXIX

Ten months had passed since Dan Pritchard had seen a human being whiter

than Tamea or talked English to a white man. He was acutely conscious of

this flight of time as he sat on the veranda of the green bungalow and

watched a schooner beating up the coast of Riva.

“I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s the Pelorus, Tamea,” he remarked.

“Even at this distance her lines look too fine for an ordinary trading

schooner. I hope she drops in. I’d like to have a visit with Hackett.

That man has a superior mind.”

Tamea glanced sharply at him from under lowered lids. Her lips trembled

ever so slightly and she bit them to stop the trembling. At length she

said: “Yes, that is the Pelorus, dear heart. She will drop anchor in the

lagoon for the night and Hackett will come ashore to visit us. Doubtless

he has supplies for the mission.”

“Won’t it be splendid to have him up for dinner, Tamea? Confound it, I

wish we had a really decent dinner to offer him. He must be as weary of

canned goods, chicken, fish and pig as I am.”

To this Tamea made no reply, but her sweet face was slightly clouded as

she sat down at the piano and commenced picking out a hymn by ear. Her

basses were not very good, and the piano, hard driven for many a year

without tuning, rendering sterling assistance in the attack upon Dan’s

nerves. He rose and walked out of the house and down the hill to the

beach, where he sat on an upturned canoe and waited patiently for the

Pelorus to negotiate the opening in the reef. She did it prettily

enough, and as her anchor splashed overside and the harsh grating of the

chain in her hawse-pipe floated across the lagoon to Dan, for a reason

scarcely possible for analysis, a lump rose in his throat.

Perhaps it was the impending drama of a meeting with his own kind after

ten months of alien association that thrilled him so, for he rose and

ran down to the wash of the surf on the white shingle, hallooing and

waving his arms. Two men on the poop waved back at him. One wore a

singlet, a short pair of white trousers and a Panama hat. The other was

arrayed in white linen and, at that distance, reminded Dan of a yacht

owner out with his guests for a cruise.

The whaleboat splashed overboard and the two men dropped overside into

it and were rowed ashore. The man in the short breeks and singlet was

Captain Hackett. He leaped overboard as the whaleboat grounded and

splashed through the wash, with outstretched hand, his face wearing a

hearty but cynical smile.

“How do you do, Mr. Pritchard?” he cried. “Do not bother to answer. I

know. You don’t do worth two squirts of bilge water.” He shook hands.

“Riva on your nerves a bit?” He laughed. “Well, they always wait for us

at the edge of the surf—the ‘back to nature and the simple life’ boys.”

He slapped the embarrassed Dan on the shoulder. “Got a friend of yours

with me.” He turned and waved toward a Kanaka sailor upon whose back was

just mounting, preparatory to being carried ashore so his feet would not

get wet, no less a person than—Mark Mellenger!

“Mel!” Dan’s cry of welcome sounded suspiciously like a sob. “Mel, my

dear old friend! Lord, man, what a joy to see you again!” And he folded

Mellenger to his heart and was silent for a minute, fighting his

emotions.

“It’s Thursday night, old son,” said Mellenger calmly, “so I thought I’d

drop around for dinner—as usual. Is Sooey Wan still dishing up the grub

in your Lares and Penates?” He cuffed Dan affectionately on the ear.

“I’m sort of halfway glad to see you again, Dan.”

They walked up the beach to the Muggridge residence. Captain Hackett

paused beside the veranda and looked the house over critically. “Where

is the sky pilot?” he queried.

“He’s dead, Captain. His wife died shortly before you were here last.

Before that he had been a little bit obsessed by Tamea and after his

wife’s death he rather went on the loose among the natives. I imagine he

was about half cracked——”

“Half?” Hackett sneered, “All. He was half cracked when he came here,

otherwise he would not have come. His wife was the last tie that bound

him to his self-respect, and when she died, doubtless it commenced to

dawn on him that she had been a martyr to a cause not particularly worth

while. The heat and the loneliness killed her. I could see it coming.”

“I dare say you are right, Captain. She was, as you say, the last tie

that bound him to his self-respect. Here, where there was no law save

his, after Gaston left and before I came, there was no longer any

incentive to remain a white man, and he started to degenerate. Religion

was not sufficient to sustain him. He had an uphill job here, at best,

and there was nothing to read except the Bible and he had known that by

heart for twenty years. I wouldn’t talk to him and neither would Tamea.”

“Why?”

“Because he was half crazy. When he wasn’t striving to convert Tamea he

was reviling her for an abandoned woman. Of course I had to put a stop

to that, and when I did he reviled me. Finally I warned him to stay off

the hill. But he wouldn’t. He came prowling up there one night and set

fire to our house. Sooey Wan caught him and we put out the fire before

any damage had been done. A week later I heard shooting outside our

veranda—three rifle shots and six pistol shots. Muggridge owned the

only rifle on the island and Sooey Wan owned the only pistol—and he

slept on the veranda.

“In the morning Muggridge was gone, there were three bullet holes

through our house and Sooey Wan was cleaning his .45 with kerosene. He

said nothing and I asked no questions. I did not care to know.”

“Comfortable old Chink, that, to have around one’s house,” Hackett

remarked dryly. “Well, I have a year’s supply of grub and trade goods

for the mission, so I suppose I might as well dump it here to await the

arrival of the successor to the mad Muggridge. It’s all paid for.”

“Comforting. I’ll use it, Hackett.”

Mellenger walked up into the mission house veranda and sat down. “It’s

as cool here as anywhere,” he reminded Dan. “I’d like to have a chat

with you, Dan, before I meet Tamea.”

“Certainly, Mel.”

“Well, while my crew is busy landing the supplies for the mission I’m

going up to your house and have a chin-chin with Tamea,” Captain Hackett

suggested. “By the way, Mr. Pritchard,” he added innocently, “did you

marry her?”

Dan flushed. “Muggridge, in his insane jealousy, refused to perform the

ceremony without some sort of a license, procurable God knows where—or

when—so we—that is—well, we did the best we could without him.”

The old sea dog went up the path to the hill, chuckling softly.

“Mel,” Dan demanded the instant the captain was out of hearing, “what

under the canopy has brought you here?”

“I came to get you and bring you home.”

Dan shook his head. “My home is here, Mel.” He threw out his arm

tragically toward the east. “I’m quite through with all of that.”

“Fortunately, you are not. Your private fortune and the business

formerly owned by Casson and Pritchard await your return. There’s a hole

amounting to approximately half a million dollars in your private

fortune but the business is all yours now and intact. As soon as you

appear to relieve the receiver of his task of managing your affairs, the

court will discharge him.”

Dan Pritchard stared at his friend, wide unbelief in his glance.

“Explain yourself, Mel. This is most astounding.”

“Some folks are fools for luck,” Mellenger sighed. “Banning and Company

paid forty-two cents on the dollar and that receiver managed to pry

fifty cents on the dollar out of the Katsuma estate. Other losses were

not as heavy as anticipated, and several of your heaviest debtors will

manage to pay out in three or four years, if your luck holds. The thing

that saved you, however, was a typhoon in the China Sea. The steamer

Malayan, with eight thousand tons of high-priced rice insured to its

full value, must have foundered in that typhoon, for she never reached

Havana and was eventually posted at Lloyd’s as missing. Consequently the

receiver collected the insurance, which put your business back on its

feet again. You’re still a rich man, Dan.”

Dan Pritchard placed his elbows on his knees and covered his face with

his hands. He quivered a little. Mellenger ignored him. He lighted one

of Hackett’s Sumatra cigars and puffed away silently, gazing out to the

white water purling over the reef.

“Peaceful spot, this,” he observed presently. “The Land of Never Worry.

How are you fixed for points of intellectual contact?”

“I haven’t any,” Dan confessed in a strangled voice.

“Been doing any painting, old son?”

“Half a dozen canvases. They’re no good.”

“You haven’t asked me about Maisie Morrison, Dan.”

“I haven’t any right to, Mel.”

“Then I shall tell you about her. She is in good health, but not very

happy. That is because she loves you. Splendid woman, Maisie. You made a

grave mistake by not marrying her. I told you to.”

“I didn’t think she cared—that much.”

“It appears she did. Everybody knew that except you, and sometimes I

think you suspected it, but were afraid to take a chance. If you had

your chance all over again, would you marry Maisie?”

“Mel,” Dan admitted wretchedly, “any man is a fool to marry out of his

class. Tamea is a wonderful woman, but——”

“I understand, my friend. It requires something more than love to

sustain love. Is Riva on your nerves?”

Dan raised his haggard face from his hands. “Well, I am beginning to

understand Muggridge a little better lately,” he confessed. “And, unlike

poor Muggridge, I have nothing spiritual to cling to. Nothing but my

sanity, and sometimes when I reflect that all of my future life will be

like this——”

“Ah, but it will not continue to be like this,” Mellenger interrupted

gently. “Tamea will see to that.”

“Tamea is a lovely, wonderful child of nature. She is happy here—so

happy, Mel, that she will never, never be able to understand why I

cannot be happy, too.”

“As usual,” Mellenger growled, “you continue to give abundant proof of

your monumental asininity and masculine ego. I have here a letter which

Tamea wrote Maisie three months ago, via the schooner Doris Crane.”

Dan could only stare at him. “You know the Doris Crane, of course?”

Mellenger queried.

“She came here three months ago for the accumulated trade. I was

pig-hunting on the northern coast of the island at the time, and missed

her. Mel, what could Tamea possibly have to write Maisie about?”

“About you, fool.”

“About me?”

“None other. Hold your peace now, old son, while I read you her letter

to Maisie.” And Mellenger read:

Riva, 16th August.

Dear Maisie:

Please read this letter from one who has spoiled much that was

beautiful, one who has taken the taste out of three lives,

yours, Dan Pritchard’s and my own.

Maisie, Dan Pritchard is here with me. He is my husband, and to

me he is very kind and loving and faithful. When he came first

it was his desire to marry me according to the way of your

people, but the missionary here was mad and would not oblige

him, so we were married according to the desire of our hearts.

In the presence of the sea and the earth and the sky we swore,

each to the other, that we would love each other and dwell

together in honor. This we have done. But Dan is no longer

happy. Life slowly loses its taste for him, I have watched and I

know. He is very lonely, nor can all of my love compensate him

for the loss of his friends, for the loss of the world that was

his. I know he feels as sometimes I felt when I dwelled in his

house in San Francisco, and that is terrible.

The thought has come to me that if Dan lives here he will some

day grow to hate me. And I shall some day be too unlovely to

hold him. These things cannot be helped. They are a part of

life. My love wearies him even now. He is nervous and unhappy

and sometimes he withdraws from my caresses, and last night in

his sleep he spoke of you and his sorrow because you had not

loved him. Perhaps you do not know this truth, Maisie, but men

can never love as women love. It is very foolish to expect this.

A woman can love one man until death, but a man can love two

women, or even more, but he will love best that woman who gives

to him the most comfort and peace of mind, the woman who makes

few demands and who refrains from forcing love upon him when he

is unhappy.

Dan Pritchard does not like my people. We are as oil and water.

He does not like the food we have here, nor the heat nor the

rain nor the silence nor the loneliness. He would have his own

people about him. Alas, I would have mine about me. He fits not

into my world, nor can I ever fit into his. Therefore, it is

wise that we should part. I would not have him in unhappiness.

Rather would I die.

Maisie, come for him. Please! Evil will befall him if you do

not. If you love him as I think you do, you will come; nor will

pride—the false pride of a woman—keep you from your happiness.

Dan was always your man, Maisie. Never was he truly mine. I do

not know why, but this is true. I would give him back to you,

Maisie. Please come.

TAMEA

Mellenger folded the letter and put it back in his pocket. Dan hid his

face in his hands and wept.

“Poor child,” Mellenger murmured. “She has never heard that pity is akin

to love—that she stirred in you all the profound pity and tenderness of

your naturally kind and chivalrous heart. I wouldn’t feel so badly about

it if I were you, Dan. You weep now because your love lies dead and you

have killed it. You merely made a very human mistake. So did Tamea. But

she realizes it and has the courage to confess it. Old son, your romance

is at an end.”

“I shall not abandon her, Mel,” Dan cried brokenly. “My unhappiness

shall not be paid off against hers. She’s too tremendously fine, too

noble.”

“That is true. She is too tremendously fine, too noble, to permit you to

dramatize yourself for her sake. There is only one sacrifice necessary

here, and Tamea is making it—gladly, without regret and all because she

possesses in full measure a love so wonderful, so glorious that no man

can ever possibly understand it or appreciate it. There will be no

pandering to your ego, my son. You are no longer infatuated with Tamea,

she knows it and you might as well acknowledge it. Heroics are quite

unnecessary. Tamea, I take it, does not desire them and I shall not

permit them.”

“But Maisie. What of her, Mel?”

“Well, when she received this letter she sent for me and gave it to me

to read. She knew I was your friend so she sought my counsel. I asked

her pointblank if she loved you and she said she did. I asked her why

she had permitted you to escape and she told me. I think I can

understand her point of view. Then I asked her if she had any conception

of your point of view in this triangle and she said she thought she

understood enough of it to forgive you. I know you rather well, Dan, and

I tried to paint for Maisie a word picture of you as I know you. I told

her that you had never been truly in love with Tamea but rather in love

with love.

“It is your nature to idealize everything. You yearned for a high

romance and Tamea was a romantic figure. She appealed to you physically

and romantically. She aroused your pity, she stirred you and set your

soul afire, and neither of you knew that it was the sort of

conflagration that burns itself out and leaves only a heap of

ashes—ashes of sorrow and regret. I tried to make Maisie see that it

was largely her fault. She had declined to reach forth and possess you

as Tamea, in her primitive innocence, did not hesitate to do.

“I asked her if the memory of this escapade of yours would cloud her

future happiness, if she should marry you, and she said she thought she

could manage to forget it.” Mellenger paused and gazed out to sea

through half closed eyes. “As a matter of fact,” he continued, “there is

not the slightest necessity that anybody in our world need know what has

happened. You have merely been knocking around the isles of the South

Sea, painting and enjoying yourself. Nobody knows except Tamea, Maisie,

you, Hackett and myself—and none of us will ever tell.”

“But, Mel, Maisie refused to marry me. If she had, this would never have

happened.”

“You are a sublimated idiot. You never told Maisie that you loved her.

Women love love, too. You dawdled around, wishful to have your cake and

eat it, hating the freedom of your bachelorhood, yet dreading to abandon

it, restless, perturbed, unhappy—ah, you’re a _nut_. Understand? A

NUT!”

By his silence under fire Dan admitted the truth of this charge and

instantly the great-hearted Mellenger was sorry he had spoken. He laid

his hand gently on his friend’s shoulder.

“Buck up, old son,” he pleaded. “At least you’ve done your best to be a

gentleman all through this affair. Maisie understands that.”

“Tamea asked Maisie to come and get me. Did she come? Is she here?”

“She is aboard the Pelorus now. Old Casson and his wife think she is in

Tahiti. Nothing wrong with taking a summer trip to Tahiti, is there?

What the old folks do not know will not worry them. Well, we came down

on the same steamer and in the harbor at Tahiti we found the Pelorus.

When I told Hackett that I wanted to charter his vessel for a passage to

Riva, he eyed me curiously and said he had been expecting somebody to

come along and charter him for that trip. Then it developed that he knew

you. He wanted more money than Maisie and I could scrape up, but when I

informed him of this he said he’d collect the deficit at Riva. Said he’d

draw a draft on your Chinese bank. So he cleaned up a stateroom for

Maisie and shipped a real cook. He has an ice plant in his hold and we

had a pleasant trip. Hackett is a most agreeable man and for a monetary

consideration is prepared to carry us all directly to San Francisco.”

“Sorry, but I can’t go,” Dan repeated doggedly. “Nor will I inflict on

myself the pain of seeing Maisie.”

“Better toddle along home and talk it over with Tamea,” his friend

suggested patiently. “You may change your mind after that.”

Without a word Dan left him. On the way up the hill he met the master of

the Pelorus coming down. “I’ll send up a couple of my boys to carry down

your trunk,” he told Dan. “Your Tamea is packing it now.” And he smiled

his knowing little smile and continued on toward the mission.

Tamea met Dan as he came up the stairs. “Tamea, dear,” he began, “what

does this mean?”

“You have talked to Mellenger. You know what it means. When I took you

for my husband, _chéri_, I said: ‘I will take you and cherish you only

so long as I may make you happy.’ That time has passed. You are no

longer happy, so I have arranged that you shall leave me. There must be

no argument.”

“Tamea,” he almost groaned, “I cannot bear to break your heart.”

She smiled sadly. “My heart will not be broken. It will be hurt but time

will cure that. I do not wish you to remain longer. If you do I shall be

much more unhappy than if you go away. You will, perhaps, not

understand, but these are true words, dear one. We have both made a

large mistake and it would be foolish not to admit it and strive to mend

that mistake.”

He bowed his head. “And you truly desire this, Tamea?”

“With all my heart,” she answered. She came to him and placed her arms

around his neck. “Love of my life,” she said softly, and in her voice

the stored-up pathos and longing of her shattered life vibrated, “you

will kiss me once and then you will go—quickly.”

“Oh, sweetheart!” he moaned.

“Sh-h,” she pleaded. “I desire this parting, dear love, and because I

desire it I have been to some pains and expense to accomplish it. Here

you are as a fish cast up on the beach. You gasp and struggle for life

and in the end you will die—living. I understand, darling. _Chéri_,

believe me, I understand truly, and there is naught to grieve over.”

She kissed him and clung to him, wet-eyed and trembling, but resolute.

“Now, dear love, you will go,” she whispered, “nor will you look back as

you descend the hill. And sometimes you will think of your Tamea who

loved you better than you will ever be loved again. Adieu, my husband.”

She left him abruptly. He stood for about a minute, his thoughts

inchoate, his brain numbed; yet, out of the chaos of his conflicting

emotions there rose, almost subconsciously, the tiniest flicker of

relief. He hated himself for it. He felt low and mean and treacherous,

felt that he had played a sorry part, indeed, yet he had not meant to do

this, nor had he even contemplated doing it. The situation existed, that

was all, nor could any power of his or Tamea’s alter it in the

slightest. As well strive to restrain a falling star!

His heart constricted, his eyes blurred with tears of sorrow and shame,

he turned away at last and stumbled down the path to the Muggridge

bungalow. Hackett and Mellenger, seeing him coming, walked around to the

opposite side of the house, in order that he might be spared the

humiliation of knowing they had seen him with his soul laid bare.

Straight for the whaleboat, drawn up at the edge of the wash, Dan

headed, and the Kanaka sailors, seeing him coming, ran the boat into the

surf until it floated; there they held it, waiting; and when Dan

Pritchard climbed wearily in, they pulled him out to the Pelorus.

Up on the veranda of the mission house Captain Hackett produced two of

his famous Sumatra cigars. “We’ll give him a couple of hours in which to

straighten out his record with Miss Morrison,” the maritime philosopher

suggested. “Smoke up.”

Mellenger took the cigar, but he did not light it. “I think I shall make

a brief call on Tamea,” he declared. “I really think she would enjoy

seeing me, and until the Pelorus leaves Riva, I imagine Tamea will have

herself rather well under control. How does one reach her habitation?”

Hackett described the way and Mellenger left him. On the steps of

Tamea’s home he found Sooey Wan seated; the old Chinaman looked angry

and disconsolate, but at sight of Mellenger his yellow fangs showed in a

glad smile of welcome. He rose, proffered his hand, which Mellenger

grasped heartily, and for several seconds they stood, looking into each

other’s faces; then the look of desolation sifted back over Sooey Wan’s

face and he shook his head dolefully.

“Missa Mel,” he quavered, “evelybody clazy. Pitty soon Sooey Wan clazy,

too.”

“Yes, Sooey, my friend,” Mellenger replied, “everybody is. In fact, I’m

half crazy myself. Where is Tamea?”

Sooey Wan jerked a thumb over his shoulder. “Lady queen packum tlunk,

Missa Mel.”

Mellenger entered the house. In the center of the living room Tamea sat,

folding Dan’s well worn linen and packing it away in trunk trays. She

looked up at his entrance—and stared unbelievingly a moment before

scrambling to her feet and rushing to him with outstretched arms.

“Mellengair! Mellengair, my friend!” she cried, and then she was sobbing

out, upon that great, understanding heart, the agony she had seen fit to

repress in the presence of Dan. He held her to him, stroking the

beautiful head but saying nothing, for he knew that her full heart was

emptying itself, that she would be the better for her tears.

Presently she ceased to sob, but still she clung to him; long,

heart-breaking sighs finally told Mellenger that she was getting herself

under control once more. Gently he lifted her face and with his own

handkerchief dried her eyes. “Poor Tamea!” he murmured. “Poor, unhappy,

misunderstood waif!”

“Do not pity me, my friend,” she pleaded. “It is the fate of half-breeds

to dwell in a world apart; in time we learn to make the best of it.” She

smiled wanly. “It was, perhaps, unfortunate for me that my father was

Gaston of the Beard. He put upon me the imprint of his own soul. So I

see too clearly, I understand too readily, I feel too deeply.” She

lifted his great hand and laid her cheek against the back of it. “Once I

hurt you, Mellengair. I am sorry. I have wept many tears because I have

called you Stoneface.”

“Don’t! Please don’t!” he pleaded hoarsely. “I didn’t mind. Really, I

didn’t.”

“You are a kind liar.” She kissed his hand humbly. “And now,” she added,

with just a suspicion of a quaver in her voice, “it is your friend,

Tamea, who is Stoneface—always to look out to sea for that which

came—and went—and will never, never come again.”

Mellenger’s poker face twitched ever so slightly. “I am here to help

you. Tell me how.”

“There can be no help, Mel. Dan is very unhappy with me. He loves me,

but he is not happy with me, and it has come to the knowledge that never

can the poor boy be happy with me. Great unhappiness is stronger than

great love. It will kill love—and I have watched and his love is dying.

I would have him leave me, loving me. If he remains he will grow mad,

like that missionary Muggridge. Something in him that is fine and very

like a little boy will wither and die.”

Mellenger nodded and Tamea continued: “To Dan also has been given the

gift of seeing too clearly, understanding too readily, feeling too

deeply.”

“Dan is my friend,” said Mellenger. “He has many virtues. He is lovable.

But he is too much given to introspection. He thinks too much about

himself and too little about others. He has not known great happiness

and he has been eager to protect the little he has known. He has a

restless soul, always poised for flight. In a word, he is utterly

selfish and doesn’t know it. He would be highly insulted if he heard me

say so, and he knows as much about women as a pig does about the

binomial theorem.”

Tamea smiled wistfully. “Yes, he knows little of women. He is not

observing, and, as you say, I think it is because he thinks overmuch

about what each new day may bring him. I am to be the mother of his

child, but he does not know this—and I have, for reasons of my own, not

told him.”

“Ah!” Mellenger gasped. “That complicates matters. You are not married,

I take it.”

“No, not the way you take it. You will not tell this to Dan, of course.”

“Of course I shall. If he is the father of your child he shall not evade

the responsibility of fatherhood, although, to do him full justice, I do

not think it would ever occur to him to evade it.”

“In his world, Mellengair, it is not quite _au fait_ to be the father of

a quarter-bred Polynesian child while still a bachelor.”

“It would be regarded as embarrassing.”

“I would not have Dan embarrassed.”

“You can obviate the embarrassment. Come with us to Tahiti and marry Dan

legally before the child is born. Nobody in his world, then, need know.”

“I could not be happy in Dan’s world any more than he can be happy in

mine. You do not seem to understand, Mellengair. I love him. I do not

delude myself, my friend. If I want him I can hold fast to him. I know

my power. But I love him too greatly to hold him when the holding will

smash his life. It is better that I should smash my own, for look you,

Mellengair,” she explained with an odd wistfulness, “I am but Tamea, the

half-caste Queen of Riva. I am old—very old—and I—I do not matter. I

have known the fulness of life. I am content. I cannot leave this land

in which the roots of my soul will ever cling; always when I dwelt with

Dan Pritchard in San Francisco I heard the sound of the surf on the reef

yonder I heard the sigh of these coco-palms, I heard the songs and the

woes of my people. You will, perhaps, not understand, Mellengair, but I

know that I am right.”

He bowed his head. He knew she was right, knew that only a great and

noble soul could so calmly enunciate such a bitter truth. The old,

immutable law of existence could not be shattered. Kind begets kind,

yearns for it, is happy with nothing else. Human beings, habituated to

their environment, cast in certain molds of evolution, may not progress

forward or backward when such progression is not a part of the Infinite

Plan. To attempt it is ruinous; to defy that immutable law—particularly

in the case of super-intelligences like Dan and Tamea—invites disaster.

“Dan Pritchard will go tonight and I shall not see him again,” Tamea

said, following the long silence while Mellenger revolved this sad

puzzle in his poor brain. “Farewells do but bear down the heart, and if

I do not see him again it will be much easier for him, poor dear. He

knows I love him. Why, then, tell him this at parting, why hurt him with

my tears, why subject him to the shame of having me see him bent and

broken? He will go. He greatly desires to go, and I know why, and it is

the law and I am not embittered. Nothing matters in life save that human

beings shall know true happiness—and I have known that. When my baby

comes I shall know it again. I have in me the blood of my mother, and we

were proud of our line. And I have in me the blood of my father and he

was brave and laughed when the seas boiled over the knightheads. I too

shall laugh.”

“I dare say you do not care to visit Maisie, or have her visit you.”

“You are right. You are always right, dear Stoneface. I give to her the

man she loves, the man who, in the bottom of his heart, has always loved

her, the man I took from her. From me he has learned something of life;

at least I have not hurt him, nor have I dwelt with him in dishonor. He

will be comforted by Maisie; life will have a taste for him again; and

of his life here with me, none in his world should ever know. You see, I

understand your people, Mellengair,” she added, with that same odd,

twisted, wistful little smile. “It is that you do not like to be found

out.”

Fell a silence. “You will go now, please, and take Dan Pritchard with

you. Sooey Wan is ready and the sailors from the Pelorus will come for

his trunk.” She gave him her hand.

“May I kiss you, Tamea?” he whispered, and there was that in his

deep-set, unlovely eyes, in his poker face, that might have been seen in

the face of Christ, writhing on the Cross. She lifted her face to his

and he kissed her, very tenderly, on each cheek, after the fashion of

her father’s people. Then he left her, and he descended the hill to the

beach.

“Well?” said Hackett, as Mellenger came up on the Muggridge veranda and

heaved himself wearily into a chair.

“I have just talked with the finest woman God Almighty ever made,”

Mellenger replied huskily. “Compared with her the noblest of men is so

low he could kiss a flounder without bending his knees.” He thoughtfully

bit the end off the cigar Hackett had given him and the latter struck a

match and held it to the tip of the cigar. “Brave, like her father,”

Mellenger continued. “Faces the issue without cringing. She is

magnificent—perfectly tremendous!”

“Well, that’s a comfort, Mr. Mellenger.”

Fell a silence. Then: “Captain Hackett, when you return to the Pelorus,

please send my dunnage ashore and have one of your men dump it in this

veranda. I have decided to remain in Riva. I do not fancy that long trip

home with Dan and Maisie. My presence would make them both

uncomfortable, and I am quite finished with my self-appointed task of

directing that man’s love affairs. He’s a fine man but a poor lover.”

“Nonsense, Mr. Mellenger,” Hackett urged. “The Pelorus is a hundred and

thirty feet long and there is room enough aboard her to make yourself

scarce.”

“Well, I have other reasons for staying. Unlike Dan Pritchard, I have no

dollars calling me back. All I had was a heart-breaking job on a

newspaper and I chucked that forever when I started for Riva. I have

never had a vacation and I have a notion I’ll enjoy knocking around in

the islands. At any rate, I’m going to remain. Having no conscience to

speak of, I will help myself to the supplies you are going to land for

this deserted mission. I shall get along quite nicely.”

“There is no accounting for the ways of white men,” Captain Hackett

declared. “Here comes the whaleboat, loaded with supplies.” He held out

his hand. “Happy days, Mr. Mellenger.”

“Thank you. Good-by. Do not tell Dan I have stayed. He might take it

into his fool head to come ashore and argue with me. And the next time

you happen to be passing along the coast of Riva, drop in and say howdy.

I might be ready to leave at that time.”

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