CHAPTER XXIII

_The Fall of the Curtain_

There are many tests of youthfulness, the mirror the least accurate.

“A man is as young as he feels,” we are told, but this is misleading. A

bad cold, a bill, an ill-cooked dinner, a few hours over-work, and the

youthful man of the morning may feel decrepit by night. Thoreau hits it

more nearly when he makes the thrill with which spring is hailed the

test of age; we are not old, he tells us, if the blood in our veins

runs swifter with the mounting sap; if we echo the joyousness of the

bluebird’s annunciatory warble.

Akin to this under urban conditions is the expectant thrill with which

we await the curtain’s rise upon the drama. Both are anticipatory; both

mean youth’s impatience for the play. Each summer is heralded by vague

anticipation of delight; each play which we wait to see for the first

time hints of unknown pleasures. No one is jaded, no one really old,

who is eager for a new joy.

By this test there was a youthful audience gathered in the Stratford

Theatre on a night of late November. Great things were said to be in

store for that audience. This was the first night of the first play by

Richard Latham, the poet.

Those who had ways of knowing something of the play said that it was

“great!” Those who had no clue to what they were to see said that

Richard Latham never allowed anything to go forth over his name that

was unworthy of his growing fame. Obviously, when it was not a matter

of a poem in a magazine, but a play on the boards, he would be no less

exacting with himself. Consequently, there was a literary and dramatic

treat awaiting these first nighters.

The orchestra was playing a Schumann overture to which it was

competent; the Stratford, under a renowned management, was deficient

in no department. In the stage box on the right sat ex-Governor

Abercrombie; with him his magnificently handsome daughter in a golden

gown and brilliant jewels; her husband-elect, his battered good looks

still striking, and a dark young woman in white who made an excellent

foil for the golden Helen, and who might have been George Lanbury’s

sister.

Miss Carrington was in the next box, decidedly the elegant old-type

gentlewoman in shining silvery silk, point lace, and a few fine

diamonds. With her was her nephew, Christopher Carrington, tall and

straight, his face youthfully clear, radiating happiness.

A girl as sweet as a flower in pale, rose-coloured crêpe, shrank

somewhat into the shadow of Miss Carrington’s shoulder. It was hard for

Anne to feel that Richard would not see her and lose something from

his hour of triumph. But though Richard knew precisely where Anne sat,

and had made Ted Wilberforce describe to him what she wore and how she

looked, it did not disturb him. He always wanted Anne, never forgot

that he was denied her; this was the established condition of his days;

to-night the play must be the thing.

In the box next to the author’s were Mr. and Mrs. Berkley, Joan and

Antony, with Peter back of them, ready to stand if his view were

impeded, striving to act as though he had spent years going to first

nights in theatre boxes, devoutly hoping that his unaccustomedness

to plays was not perceptible to the eyes of the audience, which he

imagined were upon him. Joan alone had a divided mind. She had been

persuaded to leave her baby with Bibiana. Bibiana had been a devoted

nurse to little Anne, but when it came to a baby like Barbara, provided

you ever could come to a baby like Barbara, the risk of leaving her was

too great to get it out of mind. Joan eagerly waited for the curtain to

go up, but at the same time she was wondering if the nursery window was

down.

The author’s box was the stage box on the left. The audience swayed

in an effort to see Latham better, but Richard sat in the shadow of

the drapery, additionally screened by a tall man whom those versed in

the affairs of the town recognized as Edwin Wilberforce, the painter,

Richard Latham’s devoted friend.

In the front of the author’s box, leaning absorbed over its edge,

utterly unconscious that people noticed her and speculated on whom she

was, why she was chosen to be with Latham on this first presentation of

his play, sat a little girl. She was dark, thin, not precisely pretty,

but there was a ceaseless play of expression upon her eager little

face that placed her beyond mere childish prettiness. She was dressed

in filmy white material that threatened to be destroyed by her rapid

motions. There were many in the audience who had seen the exhibition

of American painters in the last week of October and the first week of

November, who recognized this child as the original of “The Mystic,”

Wilberforce’s picture, the finest picture of the exhibition, the one

most discussed, oftenest printed in sepia-tinted Sunday supplements.

Little Anne turned at last from her absorbed yet horrified

contemplation of shoulder blades and spines in the parquette below,

the elevation of the box giving her ample opportunity for her study of

anatomy and ethics. She looked up at Ted Wilberforce with shocked eyes

and spoke to him with bated breath; Mr. Latham was lucky to be blind,

after all, she felt.

“Do you s’pose, do you really, truly s’pose, they _all_ thought

there wouldn’t be anybody here but just themselves?” little Anne asked.

“Poor little Anne!” exclaimed Ted Wilberforce.

He pitied the child’s pang at her first dash with the world in which at

least one of the inimical triumvirate runs at large. “It’s the custom

just now, dear; they don’t see it as we do--in a two-fold sense!”

“I’m going to say a prayer for ’em. It’s awful!” groaned little Anne

with a shudder.

Then she proved that everywhere she behaved as the same little Anne, by

closing her eyes, clasping her hands, and moving her lips fast, seated

in the front of the stage box.

Having thrown the responsibility of rescuing these unfortunates, who

were perfectly self-satisfied, upon their Maker, little Anne turned

with zest to the stage.

The curtain was slowly rising upon a peaceful river, flowing between

its banks under a marvellous effect of sunrise. The scene struck little

Anne as familiar.

“It looks just like Cleavedge river, only I’m never out at sunrise,”

she said.

“Mr. Wilberforce made the sketch; it is our river, Anne,” said Richard.

He forgot his misfortune and leaned forward as if he might see the

heroine’s entrance. She emerged from the rosy mists that enveloped her,

a beautiful, effective entrance for the character that was to embody

youth, purity, and self-forgetful love.

The audience applauded, but was quickly silent, for the girl was

speaking the lovely opening lines which embodied the aim of the play.

From this moment there was complete quiet over the house, the absence

of those fidgeting movements which reveal a lack of interest; the

silence was far higher praise than applause could be. Yet applause

followed on the first curtain fall, calling it up again and yet again,

and cries of “Author!” began to arise here and there, though the time

for them had not come.

Visiting set in when the plaudits ceased. People streamed out into the

lobby, men came and hung over the orchestra chairs in which sat the

ladies who had so afflicted little Anne.

Richard Latham’s box was besieged by acquaintances and newspaper men

in search of first-hand information as to how he had come to write

“The Guerdon,” what his idea was in producing a play so unlike the

usual thing, what he should write next, and all the other big-little

facts demanded by the public, which rightly sees biography as supremely

important.

Ted Wilberforce had carried little Anne out to walk in the lobby,

lifting her over the crowd.

“I’m afraid,” she said, seriously, as he set her down, “that people

will not know that I was eight last month. It makes you look even

less’n seven to be carried. But I thank you just the same, Mr.

Wilberforce, and it’s nice to walk the kinks out, and a box is quite

warm, though, of course, it sounds so.”

The curtain rose on the second act with everyone back in his seat. That

alone proved how the play was taking.

This act closed on a peculiarly silent house. There were handkerchiefs

fluttering against eyes which were not accustomed to moisten over

sentiment so simple, so denuded of all but a direct appeal to the

finest human ideals. “The Guerdon” voiced this appeal without much

supplementary stage craft. The acting was perfect. This time with calls

for the author came calls for the three principal actors.

“Oh, if I could see them! They speak the lines as if they were

inspired!” sighed Richard, permitting himself to bemoan his blindness.

But he did not respond to the calls for a speech from him.

“The third act is the test; I’ll try to say something after it, if it

pleases them,” Richard told the delighted manager who made his impeded

way into the poet’s box.

When the curtain fell on the third act, after a moment’s hush the

applause was tempestuous, and this time there was no resisting the

enthusiastic shouts of “Author! Speech! Author!”

Richard had not intended to resist his audience if it wanted him to

talk after this act. He arose and patted little Anne’s shoulder in

farewell.

“Where are you going?” she asked.

“I’m going on the stage, little Anne, and it might be as well to pray

for me to say the right thing as to pray for the ladies of the shoulder

blades,” said Richard, smiling.

Little Anne at once closed her eyes, and obeyed him literally.

Richard came forth from the side of the curtain, the same calm, gentle

Richard that little Anne knew at home, and she heard Ted Wilberforce

draw in his breath sharply.

Richard stood bowing from left to right for a few minutes while the

audience frantically welcomed him. The pathos of his blindness had

never been more poignant.

Then silence fell, the impressive silence of a concourse of people.

“My friends,” Richard’s quiet, thrilling voice broke the silence, “it

is not custom that makes me call you my friends. It seems to me that in

your reception of my play there is a quality that means friendship for

the man that wrote it. Or is it that I like to think so? I am deeply

grateful to you. Having said that, I might stop talking, for what can

I add? Truly, indeed, I thank you! The first night of his first play

means a great deal to an author. It means pretty much what it must have

meant to Wendy, John, and little Michael to be taken by Peter Pan into

the Never Never Land. It means one’s dreams come true.

“For three years I carried ‛The Guerdon’ around with me in vague,

mist-encircled thoughts of it, a waking dream. Gradually the

characters in it emerged farther and farther out of the mist, taking

shape as the events of that period of their lives with which the play

deals evolved and developed them. I knew what happened to these people

because I knew the people, and, again, I knew the people because of

what happened to them.

“Perhaps we do not realize how much of us the events of our lives

reveal. There are certain things that cannot befall people of a certain

type, and the reverse is equally true: there are events almost sure to

befall a certain type of people. The law of attraction, it seems to me,

holds in all combinations, in all orders of creation. Circumstances

develop from within outward. Though we are acted upon extraneously it

is because we call forth and yield ourselves to the action.

“Thus I came to know the people in this play through what happened to

them, and I understood what they must be to receive the particular

guerdon that you are seeing come to them. Nor has it seemed to me

that I caused these events of the play, nor created the people. It

is an unending marvel to us who write how wilful our puppets become,

how we stand aside and watch them make or mar their lives in spite

of us, precisely as do our other friends who are clothed in flesh. I

have had help in writing this play for which I shall be grateful all

my life. It grew in a quiet room in Cleavedge, and its writing was a

never-to-be-forgotten joy; a present joy that abides is mine, though

the play is done. Whatever comes to me later, I can never write another

first play, nor lose the happiness this one brought to me, crowned

to-night by your great kindness to it.

“You have shown me that I have not quite failed to share the dream with

you. You approve ‛The Guerdon.’ With all my heart I thank you. That is

my guerdon. I am a happy man to-night. I am grateful to the men and

women who have embodied the people in the play as I knew them, but as

you could not know them but for this acting, since outside my brain

and that quiet room in Cleavedge these play-people had never ventured.

Out of a grateful heart I thank you all.”

Anne shrank farther back as she listened to Richard talking here as

simply, as quietly as he had talked to her in that quiet room. His

allusion to it brought it before her so vividly that the theatre, the

audience were blotted out. She was back in that room, the bees humming

in the beautiful garden, their hum and the scent of the flowers they

were rifling coming in through the windows, open to the light breeze.

She knew that Richard was speaking to _her_, telling _her_

not to grieve, to remember that he was sincerely glad to carry with

him the memory of the days that had left him only memory. Kit, seeing

Anne’s face, came forward to take her chair and give her his place, a

little back of his aunt.

“Don’t look like that, honey!” he whispered. “People will notice, and

hang and quarter me! There’s always someone about who knows too much!

I don’t care if Latham did write ‛The Guerdon!’ ‛But notta Carlotta! I

gotta Carlotta!’ However you pity him, you can’t marry us both, dear!

Latham is happy! That’s true. Look at him!”

Richard was acknowledging the applause of his modest speech; his smile

was bright, his face shining. Ted Wilberforce was clapping with all his

might over little Anne’s head, and little Anne was waving both arms

over the rail of the box, leaning out of it dangerously, and shouting

shrilly:

“You dear, you dear, you dear!” to the delight of everyone within range

of her clear, childish voice.

Miss Carrington fell back in her chair after her emphatic applause of

Richard. She looked at Kit proudly, amusement and satisfaction in her

eyes.

“Fancy being the power behind the throne, the victorious rival in a

scene like this, Master Kit! I’ve always thought you a nice lad,

Christopher, but I never expected to see you before the public, which

does not suspect your glory, the scorner of such a creature as yonder

splendid Helen; the victor over the winner of the laurels which muses

and men bestow! Is it possible that I ever bought you copper-toed

boots, and ordered mutton tallow on your properly scornful nose!” she

said.

The fourth act followed, a worthy climax to the play, and when the

final curtain was rung down on “The Guerdon” Richard’s triumph was

complete. His box was full of flowers, masses of roses and orchids

bearing bits of cardboard, each with a well-known name engraved on it.

“Too bad this isn’t a church!” observed little Anne, to whom flowers

and altars were synonymous.

“I’ll send them all to the nearest church in your name, little Anne!”

declared Richard. “Now you and Ted come with me to the manager’s room.

I’m going to bid you good-bye there. Kit and Miss Dallas are coming.

They will not come to my supper of celebration, and you’re too small to

sup with me. So we’ll part, to meet again in Cleavedge in the spring.”

“Oh, me!” sighed little Anne. “Nothing keeps right on. Heaven is best.

I don’t want you to go!”

Richard and Ted Wilberforce, with little Anne, went to the manager’s

room.

Anne and Kit were waiting there.

Richard took Kit’s outstretched hand in both of his and held it. They

talked earnestly for a few minutes, while Ted talked to his cousin.

Anne was nervously fighting back her tears and Ted was evidently

reassuring her.

Richard turned from Kit and crossed over to her.

“We are the only ones who know how much of ‛The Guerdon’ is yours,

patient little collaborator!” he said. “I shall not see you till

spring. Ted and I have decided upon Rome in February. Then Cleavedge

for us both! Will you make a room for me in the new home which you’re

to begin at Easter? Kit says ‛Yes!’ Will Kit’s wife also welcome me?”

“Oh, dear Richard, who so beloved or so welcome?” Anne cried.

“Good-bye, then, for a time. I am content. What a night! And how much

of it due to you! I’m a lucky poet! Good-bye, dearest of women.”

Richard took Anne’s hand, held it for a moment, then relinquished it,

laying it down amid the folds of her skirt with a tiny smile. But his

lips had grown white, and the movement was like laying down a dead, not

a living hand. The three adults watching him knew that he then bade

farewell forever to Anne Dallas, whom he should always love.

Then he turned to little Anne.

“And good-bye to you, little Anne, darling, but only for a half year!”

he said.

He stooped to kiss her, but little Anne threw her arms around him with

such a tempestuous embrace that he raised her, clinging to his neck, to

his breast.

“If only nothing ever changed!” she sobbed.

“What shall I bring you from Rome, dear child? I’ll be back when May

comes to Cleavedge.”

Little Anne traced a tiny cross on his forehead with her thumbnail.

“Only you. Take care of yourself and bring me you,” she said. “I shall

study hard’s I can to be ready to help you when you come home. I’m

going to learn to write on a typewriter and make squiggles so you can

tell me your works like Anne! But if you have time I’d just love to

have you pray for me in the catacombs!”

“How I wish I could take you with me! It would be worth anything to

show you St. Peter’s, little Anne!” said Richard.

“Oh, yes!” little Anne breathlessly agreed.

Then she added, with one of her exalted moods suddenly sweeping her

beyond the grief of parting and the desire for Rome:

“But every place is the same, if you’ve got God!”

“What a valedictory to a theatrical triumph!” exclaimed Richard.

Anne and Kit took little Anne’s cold hands and went away. Ted

Wilberforce followed them down the corridor to say good-bye to the

child and a last word to his cousin.

“Good-bye, little Anne! Remember to love me with Richard. And go to

sleep in a trice, for this is dissipation, you know!” said Ted.

Little Anne warmly returned his farewell kiss.

“I’ve had a wonderful time, and I don’t truly think I could go to

sleep,” she said. “I’d just as lief as not sit up hours and hours to

talk about it to Mother and Father and Joan and Peter and everyone!

It’s rather wasteful to go to bed when you feel wide awake, ’way

through, don’t you think so? But good-bye, dear Mr. Wilberforce. I do

love you, too!”

Ted returned to Richard to go with him to the supper that he was giving

to celebrate “The Guerdon.” Anne and Kit took little Anne with them

to the hotel where they all were to spend the night, and return to

Cleavedge in the morning.

“It’s all over!” said Anne.

“It’s all beginning, little wife!” Kit corrected her.

“Isn’t something always like that, all over and just beginning?” asked

wise little Anne.

THE END

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Transcriber’s Note:

Punctuation has been standardised. Spelling and hyphenation have been

retained as printed in the original publication except as follows:

Page 27

dropped back into his chiar _changed to_

dropped back into his chair

Page 67

lighty kissing Miss Carrington’s _changed to_

lightly kissing Miss Carrington’s

Page 76

Sister something-or-Other _changed to_

Sister Something-or-Other

Page 84

went so far as to to try _changed to_

went so far as to try

Page 149

the pity whth which _changed to_

the pity with which

Page 158

I’m sure I don’t knew _changed to_

I’m sure I don’t know

Page 173

interpretating Kit’s unconsidered _changed to_

interpreting Kit’s unconsidered

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tight little white yoke-top _changed to_

tight little white yoke top

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