"Zeal was the spring whence flowed her hardiment."
FAIRFAX.
Barby undid bolt and lock, and Fleda met the traveller in the
hall. She was a lady; her air and dress showed that, though
the latter was very plain.
"Does Mr. Rossitur live here?" was her first word.
Fleda answered it, and brought her visitor into the sitting-
room. But the light falling upon a form and face that had seen
more wear and tear than time, gave her no clue as to the who
or what of the person before her. The stranger's hurried look
around the room seemed to expect something.
"Are they all gone to bed?"
"All but me," said Fleda.
"We have been delayed we took a wrong road we've been
riding for hours to find the place hadn't the right
direction." Then, looking keenly at Fleda, from whose vision
an electric spark of intelligence had scattered the clouds,
she said
"I am Marion Rossitur."
"I knew it!" said Fleda, with lips and eyes that gave her
already a sister's welcome; and they were folded in each
other's arms almost as tenderly and affectionately, on the
part of one at least, as if there had really been the
relationship between them. But more than surprise and
affection struck Fleda's heart.
"And where are they all, Fleda? Can't I see them?"
"You must wait till I have prepared them; Hugh and aunt Lucy
are not very well. I don't know that it will do for you to see
them at all to-night, Marion."
"Not to-night! They are not ill?"
"No only enough to be taken care of not ill. But it would
be better to wait."
"And my father?"
"He is not at home."
Marion exclaimed in sorrow, and Fleda, to hide the look that
she felt was on her face, stooped down to kiss the child. He
was a remarkably fine-looking, manly boy.
"That is your cousin Fleda," said his mother.
"No _aunt_ Fleda," said the person thus introduced "don't
put me off into cousindom, Marion. I am uncle Hugh's sister
and so I am your aunt Fleda. Who are you?"
"Rolf Rossitur Schwiden."
Alas, how wide are the ramifications of evil! How was what
might have been very pure pleasure utterly poisoned and turned
into bitterness! It went through Fleda's heart with a keen
pang, when she heard that name and looked on the very fair
brow that owned it, and thought of the ineffaceable stain that
had come upon both. She dared look at nobody but the child. He
already understood the melting eyes that were making
acquaintance with his, and half felt the pain that gave so
much tenderness to her kiss, and looked at her with a grave
face of awakening wonder and sympathy. Fleda was glad to have
business to call her into the kitchen.
"Who is it?" was Barby's immediate question.
"Aunt Lucy's daughter."
"She don't look much like her!" said Barby, intelligently.
"They will want something to eat, Barby."
"I'll put the kettle on. It'll boil directly. I'll go in there
and fix up the fire."
A word or two more, and then Fleda ran up to speak to her aunt
and Hugh.
Her aunt she found in a state of agitation that was frightful.
Even Fleda's assurances, with all the soothing arts she could
bring to bear, were some minutes before they could in any
measure tranquillize her. Fleda's own nerves were in no
condition to stand another shock, when she left her and went
to Hugh's door. But she could get no answer from him, though
she spoke repeatedly.
She did not return to her aunt's room. She went down stairs,
and brought up Barby and a light from thence.
Hugh was lying senseless and white not whiter than his
adopted sister, as she stood by his side. Her eye went to her
companion.
"Not a bit of it!" said Barby, "he's in nothing but a faint
just run down stairs and get the vinegar-bottle, Fleda the
pepper vinegar. Is there any water here?"
Fleda obeyed, and watched she could little more the
efforts of Barby, who indeed needed no help, with the cold
water, the vinegar, and rubbing of the limbs. They were for
some time unsuccessful the fit was a severe one, and Fleda
was exceedingly terrified before any signs of returning life
came to reassure her.
"Now, you go down stairs and keep quiet!" said Barby, when
Hugh was fairly restored, and had smiled a faint answer to
Fleda's kiss and explanations "Go, Fleda! you aint fit to
stand. Go and sit down some place, and I'll be along directly
and see how the fire burns. Don't you s'pose Mis' Rossitur
could come in, and sit in this easy-chair a spell without
hurting herself?"
It occurred to Fleda immediately, that it might do more good
than harm to her aunt if her attention were diverted even by
another cause of anxiety. She gently summoned her, telling her
no more than was necessary to fit her for being Hugh's nurse,
and, in a very few minutes, she and Barby were at liberty to
attend to other claims upon them. But it sank into her heart,
"Hugh will not get over this!" and when she entered the
sitting-room, what Mr. Carleton, years before, had said of the
wood-flower, was come true in its fullest extent "A storm-
wind had beaten it to the ground."
She was able, literally, to do no more than Barby had said
sit down and keep herself quiet. Miss Elster was in her
briskest mood, flew in and out, made up the fire in the
sitting-room, and put on the kettle in the kitchen, which she
had been just about doing when called to see Hugh. The much-
needed supper of the travellers must be still waited for; but
the fire was burning now, the room was cozily warm and bright,
and Marion drew up her chair with a look of thoughtful
contentment. Fleda felt as if some conjurer had been at work
there for the last few hours the room looked so like and
felt so unlike itself.
"Are you going to be ill too, Fleda?" said Marion, suddenly.
"You are looking very far from well!"
"I shall have a headache to-morrow," said Fleda, quietly, "I
generally know the day beforehand."
"Does it always make you look so?"
"Not always I am somewhat tired."
"Where is my father gone?"
"I don't know. Rolf, dear," said Fleda, bending forward to the
little fellow, who was giving expression to some very fidgety
impatience "what is the matter? what do you want?"
The child's voice fell a little from its querulousness towards
the sweet key in which the questions had been put, but he gave
utterance to a very decided wish for "bread and butter."
"Come here," said Fleda, reaching out a hand and drawing him,
certainly with no force but that of attraction, towards her
easy-chair "come here and rest yourself in this nice place
by me see, there is plenty of room for you and you shall
have bread and butter and tea, and something else, too, I
guess, just as soon as Barby can get it ready."
"Who is Barby?" was the next question, in a most
uncompromising tone of voice.
"You saw the woman that came in to put wood on the fire that
was Barby she is very good and kind, and will do anything
for you if you behave yourself."
The child muttered, but so low as to show some unwillingness
that his words should reach the ears that were nearest him,
that "he wasn't going to behave himself."
Fleda did not choose to hear, and went on with composing
observations, till the fair little face she had drawn to her
side was as bright as the sun, and returned her smile with
interest.
"You have an admirable talent at moral suasion, Fleda," said
the mother, half smiling "I wish I had it."
"You don't need it so much here."
"Why not?"
"It may do very well for me, but I think, not so well for
you."
"Why? what do you mean? I think it is the only way in the
world to bring up children the only way fit for rational
beings to be guided."
Fleda smiled, though the faintest indication that lips could
give, and shook her head ever so little.
"Why do you do that? tell me."
"Because, in my limited experience," said Fleda, as she passed
her fingers through the boy's dark locks of hair "in every
household where 'moral suasion' has been the law, the children
have been the administrators of it. Where is your husband?"
"I have lost him years ago" said Marion, with a quick
expressive glance towards the child. "I never lost what I at
first thought I had, for I never had it. Do you understand?"
Fleda's eyes gave a sufficient answer.
"I am a widow these five years in all but what the law
would require," Marion went on. "I have been alone since then
except my child. He was two years old then; and since then I
have lived such a life, Fleda!"
"Why didn't you come home?"
"Couldn't the most absolute reason in the world. Think of
it! Come home! It was as much as I could do to stay there!"
Those sympathizing eyes were enough to make her go on.
"I have wanted everything except trouble. I have done
everything except ask alms. I have learned, Fleda, that
death is not the worst form in which distress can come."
Fleda felt stung, and bent down her head to touch her lips to
the brow of little Rolf.
"Death would have been a trifle!" said Marion. "I mean not
that _I_ should have wished to leave Rolf alone in the world;
but if I had been left I mean I would rather wear outside
than inside mourning."
Fleda looked up again, and at her.
"Oh, I was so mistaken, Fleda!" she said, clasping her hands
"so mistaken! in everything; so disappointed in all my
hopes. And the loss of my fortune was the cause of it all."
Nay, verily! thought Fleda, but she said nothing; she hung her
head again; and Marion, after a pause, went on to question her
about an endless string of matters concerning themselves and
other people, past doings and present prospects, till little
Rolf, soothed by the uninteresting soft murmur of voices,
fairly forgot bread and butter and himself in a sound sleep,
his head resting upon Fleda.
"Here is one comfort for you, Marion," she said, looking down
at the dark eyelashes which lay on a cheek rosy and healthy as
ever seven years old knew; " he is a beautiful child, and I am
sure, a fine one."
"It is thanks to his beauty that I have ever seen home again,"
said his mother.
Fleda had no heart this evening to speak words that were not
necessary; her eyes asked Marion to explain herself.
"He was in Hyde Park one day I had a miserable lodging not
far from it, and I used to let him go in there, because he
must go somewhere, you know I couldn't go with him "
"Why not?"
"Couldn't! Oh Fleda! I have seen changes! He was there
one afternoon, alone, and had got into difficulty with some
bigger boys a little fellow, you know he stood his ground
manfully, but his strength wasn't equal to his spirit, and
they were tyrannizing over him after the fashion of boys, who
are, I do think, the ugliest creatures in creation!" said Mme.
Schwiden, not apparently reckoning her own to be of the same
gender "and a gentleman, who was riding by, stopped and
interfered, and took him out of their hands, and then asked
him his name struck, I suppose, with his appearance. Very
kind, wasn't it? men so seldom bother themselves about what
becomes of children. I suppose there were thousands of others
riding by at the same time."
"Very kind," Fleda said.
"When he heard what his name was, he gave his horse to his
servant, and walked home with Rolf; and the next day he sent
me a note, speaking of having known my father and mother, and
asking permission to call upon me. I never was so mortified, I
think, in my life," said Marion, after a moment's hesitation.
"Why?" said Fleda, not a little at a loss to follow out the
chain of her cousin's reasoning.
"Why, I was in such a sort of a place, you don't know, Fleda;
I was working then for a fancy storekeeper, to support myself
living in a miserable little two rooms. If it had been a
stranger, I wouldn't have cared so much, but somebody that had
known us in different times. I hadn't a thing in the world to
answer the note upon but a half-sheet of letter paper."
Fleda's lips sought Rolf's forehead again, with a curious rush
of tears and smiles at once. Perhaps Marion had caught the
expression of her countenance, for she added, with a little
energy
"It is nothing to be surprised at you would have felt just
the same; for I knew by his note, the whole style of it, what
sort of a person it must be."
"My pride has been a good deal chastened," Fleda said, gently.
"I never want _mine_ to be, beyond minding everything," said
Marion; "and I don't believe yours is. I don't know why in the
world I did not refuse to see him I had fifty minds to but
he had won Rolf's heart, and I was a little curious, and it
was something strange to see the face of a friend, any better
one than my old landlady, so I let him come."
"Was _she_ a friend?" said Fleda.
"If she hadn't been, I should not have lived to be here; the
best soul that ever was; but still, you know, she could do
nothing for me but be as kind as she could live; this was
something different. So I let him come, and he came the next
day."
Fleda was silent, a little wondering that Marion should be so
frank with her, beyond what she had ever been in former years;
but, as she guessed, Mme. Schwiden's heart was a little opened
by the joy of finding herself at home, and the absolute
necessity of talking to somebody; and there was a further
reason, which Fleda could not judge of, in her own face and
manner. Marion needed no questions, and went on again, after
stopping a moment.
"I was so glad, in five minutes I can't tell you, Fleda
that I had let him come. I forgot entirely about how I looked,
and the wretched place I was in. He was all that I had
supposed, and a great deal more; but, somehow, he hadn't been
in the room three minutes before I didn't care at all for all
the things I had thought would trouble me. Isn't it strange
what a witchery some people have to make you forget everything
but themselves!"
"The reason is, I think, because that is the only thing they
forget," said Fleda, whose imagination, however, was entirely
busy with the _singular_ number.
"I shall never forget him," said Marion. "He was very kind to
me I cannot tell how kind though I never realized it till
afterwards; at the time, it always seemed only a sort of
elegant politeness which he could not help. I never saw so
elegant a person. He came two or three times to see me, and he
took Rolf out with him, I don't know how often, to drive; and
he sent me fruit such fruit! and game, and flowers; and I
had not had anything of the kind, not even seen it, for so
long; I can't tell you what it was to me. He said he had known
my father and mother well when they were abroad."
"What was his name?" said Fleda, quickly.
"I don't know he never told me and I never could ask him.
Don't you know, there are some people you can't do anything
with, but just what they please? There wasn't the least thing
like stiffness; you never saw anybody less stiff; but I never
dreamed of asking him questions, except when he was out of
sight. Why, do you know him?" she said, suddenly.
"When you tell me who he was, I'll tell you," said Fleda,
smiling.
"Have you ever heard this story before?"
"Certainly not!"
"He is somebody that knows us very well," said Marion, "for he
asked after every one of the family in particular."
"But what had all this to do with your getting home?"
"I don't wonder you ask. The day after his last visit, came a
note, saying, that he owed a debt in my family, which it had
never been in his power to repay; that he could not give the
enclosure to my father, who would not recognise the
obligation; and that if I would permit him to place it in my
hands, I should confer a singular favour upon him."
"And what was the enclosure?"
"Five hundred pounds."
Fleda's head went down again, and tears dropped fast upon
little Rolf's shoulder.
"I suppose my pride has been a little broken, too," Marion
went on, "or I shouldn't have kept it. But then, if you saw
the person, and the whole manner of it I don't know how I
could ever have sent it back. Literally I couldn't, though,
for I hadn't the least clue. I never saw or heard from him
afterwards."
"When was this, Marion?"
"Last spring."
"Last spring! then what kept you so long?"
"Because of the arrival of eyes that I was afraid of. I dared
not make the least move that would show I could move. I came
off the very first packet after I was free."
"How glad you must be!" said Fleda.
"Glad!"
"Glad of what, Mamma?" said Rolf,. whose dreams the entrance
of Barby had probably disturbed.
"Glad of bread and butter," said his mother; wake up here it
is."
The young gentleman declared, rubbing his eyes, that he did
not want it now; but, however, Fleda contrived to dispel that
illusion, and bread and butter was found to have the same
dulcifying properties at Queechy that it owns in all the rest
of the world. Little Rolf was completely mollified after a
hearty meal, and was put with his mother to enjoy most
unbroken slumbers in Fleda's room. Fleda herself, after a look
at Hugh, crept to her aunt's bed; whither Barby very soon
despatched Mrs. Rossitur, taking in her place the arm-chair
and the watch with most invincible good-will and
determination; and sleep at last took the joys and sorrows of
that disturbed household into its kind custody.
Fleda was the first one awake, and was thinking how she should
break the last news to her aunt, when Mrs. Rossitur put her
arms round her, and, after a most affectionate look and kiss,
spoke to what she supposed had been her niece's purpose.
"You want taking care of more than I do, poor Fleda!"
"It was not for that I came," said Fleda; "I had to give up my
room to the travellers."
"Travellers!"
A very few words more brought out the whole, and Mrs. Rossitur
sprang out of bed, and rushed to her daughter's room.
Fleda hid her face in the bed to cry for a moment's
passionate indulgence in weeping while no one could see. But a
moment was all. There was work to do, and she must not disable
herself. She slowly got up, feeling thankful that her headache
did not announce itself with the dawn, and that she would be
able to attend to the morning affairs and the breakfast, which
was something more of a circumstance now with the new
additions to the family. More than that, she knew, from sure
signs, she would not be able to accomplish.
It was all done, and done well, though with what secret
flagging of mind and body nobody knew or suspected. The
business of the day was arranged, Barby's course made clear,
Hugh visited and smiled upon; and then Fleda set herself down
in the breakfast-room to wear out the rest of the day in
patient suffering. Her little spaniel, who seemed to
understand her languid step and faint tones, and know what was
coming, crept into her lap and looked up at her with a face of
equal truth and affection; and after a few gentle
acknowledging touches from the loved hand, laid his head on
her knees, and silently avowed his determination of abiding
her fortunes for the remainder of the day.
They had been there for some hours. Mrs. Rossitur and her
daughter were gathered in Hugh's room; whither Rolf also,
after sundry expressions of sympathy for Fleda's headache,
finding it a dull companion, had departed. Pain of body,
rising above pain of mind, had obliged, as far as possible,
even thought to be still; when a loud lap at the front door
brought the blood in a sudden flush of pain to Fleda's face.
She knew instinctively what it meant.
She heard Barby's distinct accents saying that somebody was
"not well." The other voice was more smothered. But in a
moment the door of the breakfast-room opened, and Mr. Thorn
walked in.
The intensity of the pain she was suffering effectually
precluded Fleda from discovering emotion of any kind. She
could not move. Only King lifted up his head and looked at the
intruder, who seemed shocked, and well he might. Fleda was in
her old headache position bolt upright on the sofa, her feet
on the rung of a chair, while her hands supported her by their
grasp upon the back of it. The flush had passed away, leaving
the deadly paleness of pain, which the dark rings under her
eyes showed to be well seated.
"Miss Ringgan!" said the gentleman, coming up softly, as to
something that frightened him "my dear Miss Fleda! I am
distressed! You are very ill. Can nothing be done to relieve
you?"
Fleda's lips rather than her voice said, "Nothing."
"I would not have come in on any account to disturb you if I
had known I did not understand you were more than a trifle
ill."
Fleda wished he would mend his .mistake, as his understanding
certainly by this time was mended. But that did not seem to be
his conclusion of the best thing to do.
"Since I am here, can you bear to hear me say three words,
without too much pain? I do not ask you to speak."
A faint whispered "yes" gave him leave to go on. She had never
looked at him. She sat like a statue; to answer by a motion of
her head was more than could be risked.
He drew up a chair and sat down, while King looked at him with
eyes of suspicious indignation.
"I am not surprised," he said gently, "to find you suffering.
I knew how your sensibilities must feel the shock of
yesterday. I would fain have spared it you. I will spare you
all further pain on the same score, if possible. Dear Miss
Ringgan, since I am here, and time is precious, may I say one
word before I cease troubling you? I take it for granted that
you were made acquainted with the contents of my letter to
Mrs. Rossitur? with _all_ the contents? were you?"
Again Fleda's lips almost voicelessly gave the answer.
"Will you give me what I ventured to ask for?" said he,
gently, "the permission to work _for you?_ Do not trouble those
precious lips to speak the answer of these fingers will be
as sure a warrant to me as all words that could be spoken,
that you do not deny my request."
He had taken one of her hands in his own. But the fingers lay
with unanswering coldness and lifelessness for a second in his
clasp, and then were drawn away, and took determinate hold of
the chair-back. Again the flush came to Fleda's cheeks,
brought by a sharp pain oh, bodily and mental too! and,
after a moment's pause, with a distinctness of utterance that
let him know every word, she said,
"A generous man would not ask it, Sir."
Thorn sprang up, and several times paced the length of the
room, up and down, before he said anything more. He looked at
Fleda, but the flush was gone again, and nothing could seem
less conscious of his presence. Pain and patience were in
every line of her face, but he could read nothing more, except
a calmness as unmistakably written. Thorn gave that face
repeated glances as he walked, then stood still and read it at
leisure. Then he came to her side again, and spoke in a
different voice.
"You are so unlike anybody else," he said, "that you shall
make me unlike myself. I will do freely what I hoped to do
with the light of your smile before me. You shall hear no more
of this affair, neither you nor the world I have the matter
perfectly in my own hands it shall never raise a whisper
again. I will move heaven and earth rather than fail but
there is no danger of my failing. I will try to prove myself
worthy of your esteem, even where a man is most excusable for
being selfish."
He took one of her cold hands again Fleda could not help it
without more force than she cared to use, and, indeed, pain
would by this time almost have swallowed up other sensation if
every word and touch had not sent it ill a stronger throb to
her very finger-ends. Thorn bent his lips to her hand, twice
kissed it fervently, and then left her, much to King's
satisfaction, who thereupon resigned himself to quiet
slumbers.
His mistress knew no such relief. Excitement had dreadfully
aggravated her disorder, at a time when it was needful to
banish even thought as far as possible. Pain effectually
banished it now, and Barby, coming in a little after Mr. Thorn
had gone, found her quite unable to speak, and scarce able to
breathe, from agony. Barby's energies and fainting remedies
were again put in use, but pain reigned triumphant for hours;
and when its hard rule was at last abated, Fleda was able to
do nothing but sleep like a child for hours more.
Towards a late tea-time she was at last awake, and carrying on
a very one-sided conversation with Rolf, her own lips being
called upon for little more than a smile now and then. King,
not able to be in her lap, had curled himself up upon a piece
of his mistress's dress, and as close within the circle of her
arms as possible, where Fleda's hand and his head were on
terms of mutual satisfaction.
"I thought you wouldn't permit a dog to lie in your lap," said
Marion.
Do you remember that?" said Fleda, with a smile. "Ah, I have
grown tender-hearted, Marion, since I have known what it was
to want comfort myself. I have come to the conclusion that it
is best to let everything have all the enjoyment it can in the
circumstances. King crawled into my lap one day when I had not
spirits enough to turn him out, and he has kept the place ever
since. Little King!"
In answer to which word of intelligence, King looked in her
face and wagged his tail, and then earnestly endeavoured to
lick all her fingers, which, however, was a piece of comfort
she would not give him.
"Fleda," said Barby, putting her head in, "I wish you'd just
step out here and tell me which cheese you'd like to have
cut."
"What a fool !" said Marion. "Let her cut them all if she
likes."
"She is no fool," said Fleda. She thought Barby's
punctiliousness, however, a little ill-timed, as she rose from
her sofa, and went into the kitchen.
"Well, you _do_ look as if you wa'n't good for nothing but to be
taken care of," said Barby. "I wouldn't have riz you up if it
hadn't been just tea-time, and I knowed you couldn't stay
quiet much longer;" and, with a look which explained her
tactics, she put into Fleda's hand a letter, directed to her
aunt.
"Philetus give it to me," she said, without a glance at
Fleda's face; "he said it was give to him by a spry little
shaver, who wa'n't a mind to tell nothin' about himself."
"Thank you, Barby!" was Fleda's most grateful return, and
summoning her aunt up stairs, she took her into her own room,
and locked the door before she gave her the letter, which
Barby's shrewdness and delicacy had taken such care should not
reach its owner in a wrong way. Fleda watched her as her eye
ran over the paper, and caught it as it fell from her fingers.
"My dear wife,
"That villain Thorn has got a handle of me which he will not
fail to use you know it all, I suppose, by this time. It is
true that in an evil hour, long ago, when greatly pressed, I
did what I thought I should surely undo in a few days. The
time never came I don't know why he has let it lie so long,
but he has taken it up now, and he will push it to the
extreme. There is but one thing left for me I shall not see
you again. The rascal would never let me rest, I know, in any
spot that calls itself American ground.
"You will do better without me than with me.
"R. R."
Fleda mused over the letter for several minutes, and then
touched her aunt, who had fallen on a chair, with her head
sunk in her hands.
"What does he mean?" said Mrs. Rossitur, looking up with a
perfectly colourless face.
"To leave the country."
"Are you sure? Is that it?" said Mrs. Rossitur, rising and
looking over the words again. "He would do anything, Fleda."
"That is what he means, aunt Lucy; don't you see he says he
could not be safe anywhere in America?"
Mrs. Rossitur stood eyeing with intense eagerness, for a
minute or two, the note in her niece's hand.
"Then he is gone! now that it is all settled! And we don't
know where and we can't get word to him!"
Her cheek, which had a little brightened, became perfectly
white again.
"He isn't gone yet he can't be he cannot have left Queechy
till to-day he will be in New York for several days yet,
probably."
"New York? it may be Boston!"
"No, he would be more likely to go to New York I am sure he
would he is accustomed to it."
"We might write to both places," said poor Mrs. Rossitur. "I
will do it, and send them off at once."
"But he might not get the letters," said Fleda, thoughtfully;
"he might not dare to ask at the post-office."
His wife looked at that possibility, and then wrung her hands.
"Oh, why didn't he give us a clue?"
Fleda put an arm round her affectionately, and stood thinking;
stood trembling, might as well be said, for she was too weak
to be standing at all.
"What can we do, dear Fleda?" said Mrs. Rossitur, in great
distress, "Once out of New York, and we can get nothing to
him. If he only knew that there is no need, and that it is all
over!"
"We must do everything, aunt Lucy," said Fleda, thoughtfully;
"and I hope we shall succeed yet. We will write, but I think
the most hopeful other thing we could do, would be to put
advertisements in the newspapers he would be very likely to
see them."
"Advertisements! But you couldn't what would you put in?"
"Something that would catch his eye, and nobody's else; that
is easy, aunt Lucy."
"But there is nobody to put them in, Fleda; you said uncle
Orrin was going to Boston?"
"He wasn't going there till next week, but he was to be in
Philadelphia a few days before that; the letter might miss
him."
"Mr. Plumfield! couldn't he?"
But Fleda shook her head.
"Wouldn't do, aunt Lucy: he would do all he could, but he
don't know New York, nor the papers; he wouldn't know how to
manage it; he don't know uncle Rolf; I shouldn't like to trust
it to him."
"Who, then? There isn't a creature we could ask."
Fleda laid her cheek to her poor aunt's, and said,
"I'll do it."
"But you must be in New York to do it, dear Fleda you can't
do it here."
"I will go to New York."
"When?"
"To-morrow morning."
"But, dear Fleda, you can't go alone! I can't let you, and
you're not fit to go at all, my poor child!" and between
conflicting feelings Mrs. Rossitur sat down and wept without
measure.
"Listen, aunt Lucy," said Fleda, pressing a hand on her
shoulder; "listen, and don't cry so. I'll go and make all
right, if efforts can do it. I am not going alone I'll get
Seth to go with me, and I can sleep in the cars, and rest
nicely in the steamboat. I shall feel happy and well when I
know that I am leaving you easier, and doing all that can be
done to bring uncle Rolf home. Leave me to manage, and don't
say anything to Marion it is one blessed thing that she need
not know anything about all this. I shall feel better than if
I were at home, and had trusted this business to any other
hands."
"You are the blessing of my life," said Mrs. Rossitur.
"Cheer up, and come down and let us have some tea," said
Fleda, kissing her; "I feel as if that would make me up a
little; and then I'll write the letters. I sha'n't want but
very little baggage; there'll be nothing to pack up."
Philetus was sent up the hill with a note to Seth Plumfield,
and brought home a favourable answer. Fleda thought, as she
went to rest, that it was well the mind's strength could
sometimes act independently of its servant, the body, hers
felt so very shattered and unsubstantial.