SCENE V.

The Captain, Soldiers, LUIS a prisoner, The King.

CAPTAIN. Luis, sire, without delay

We secured; but not before

He killed three, and wounded more,

Of our company.

KING. Christian, say,

Why do you no fear display,

Seeing now in angry mood

My hand raised to shed your blood?

But in vain do I deplore,

Since he this deserves and more

Who has done a Christian good.

Gifts, not chastisement, should be

Thine to-day, for it is plain

It is I should feel the pain

For conferring good on thee.

Take him hence, and presently

Let him die; and be it known

Why from him has mercy flown.

'Tis not for his crimes or guilt

That this Christian's blood is spilt,

'Tis for Christ's belief alone.

[Exeunt.

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* SCENE VI.

LUIS.

LUIS. If for this I die, to me

Thou the happiest death allottest,

Since he for his God will die,

He who dies to do Him honour.

And a man whose life is here

But a round of cares and crosses,

Should be grateful unto death

As the end of all his sorrows;

Since it comes the tangled thread

Of a wretched life to shorten,

Which to-day the evil Phoenix

Of its works that now prove mortal

Would revive amid the ashes

Of my wrong and my dishonour.

Then my life, my breath were poison,

Venom would my breast but foster,

Until I had shed in Ireland

Blood in such a copious torrent,

That though base it might wash out

The remembrance of my wronger.

Ah, my honour, low thou liest,

By a ruthless foot down trodden!--

I will die with thee, united

We two will together conquer

These barbarians. Then since little,

But a span at best, belongeth

To my life, a noble vengeance

Let this dagger take upon me!--

But, good God! what evil impulse

With demoniac instinct prompteth

Thus my hand? I am a Christian,

I've a soul, and share the godly

Light of faith: then were it right,

'Mid a crowd of Gentile mockers,

Thus the Christian faith to tarnish

By an action so improper?

What example would I give them

By a death so sad and shocking,

Save that I thus gave the lie

To the works that Patrick worketh.

Since they'd say, who worship only

Their own vices most immodest,

Who deny unto the soul

Its eternal joy or torment,

"Of what use is Patrick's preaching

That man's soul must be immortal,

If the Christian, Luis Enius,

Kills himself? He can't acknowledge

Its eternal life who'd lose it."--

Thus with actions so discordant,

He the light and I the shadow,

We would neutralize each other.

'Tis enough to be so wicked

As even now to feel no sorrow,

No repentance for past sins,

Rather a desire for others.

Yes, by God! for if escape

Fortune now my life would offer,

Europe, Africa, and Asia

I would fill with fear and horror;

First exacting here the debt

Of a vengeance so enormous,

That these islands of Egerius

Would not hold a single mortal

Who should not appease the thirst,

The insatiable longing

That I have for blood. The lightning,

When it bursts its prison portals,

Warns us in a voice of thunder,

And then 'twixt dark smoke and forked

Fires that take the shape of serpents,

Fills the trembling air with horror.

I, too, gave that thunder voice,

So that all men heard the promise,

But the lightning bolt was wanting.

Yes, ah me! it proved abortive,

And before it touched the earth

Was by dallying winds made sport of.

No, it is not death that grieves me,

Even a death of such dishonour,

'Tis because at last are ended,

In my youth's fresh opening blossom,

My offences. Life I wish for

To begin from this day forward

Greater and more dread excesses.

Heavens! 'tis for no other object.

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