CHAPTER V

There is no doubt that Byron had a craving for celebrity in one form or

another. In the last year of his life his thoughts turned with something

like apathy from the fame which his pen had brought him[10] towards that

wider and nobler fame which might be attained by the sword. In the spirit

of an exalted poet who has lately passed from us, if such prescience were

possible, Byron might have applied these stirring lines to himself:

'Up, then, and act! Rise up and undertake

The duties of to-day. Thy courage wake!

Spend not life's strength in idleness, for life

Should not be wasted in Care's useless strife.

No slothful doubt let work's place occupy,

But labour! Labour for posterity!

'Up, then, and sing! Rise up and bare the sword

With which to combat suffering and wrong.

Console all those that suffer with thy word,

Defend Man's heritage with sword and song!

Combat intrigue, injustice, tyranny,

And in thine efforts God will be with thee.'

'I have made as many sacrifices to liberty,' said Byron, 'as most

people of my age; and the one I am about to undertake is not the

least, though probably it will be the last; for with my broken

health, and the chances of war, Greece will most likely terminate my

career. I like Italy, its climate, its customs, and, above all, its

freedom from cant of every kind; therefore it is no slight sacrifice

of comfort to give up the tranquil life I lead here, and break through

the ties I have formed, to engage in a cause, for the successful

result of which I have no very sanguine hopes. I have a presentiment

that I shall die in Greece. I hope it may be in action, for that would

be a good finish to a very _triste_ existence, and I have a horror of

death-bed scenes; but as I have not been famous for my luck in life,

most probably I shall not have more in the manner of my death.'

It was towards the close of May, 1823, that Byron received a letter

telling him that he had been elected a member of the Committee which sat

in London to further the Greek cause. Byron willingly accepted the

appointment, and from that moment turned his thoughts towards Greece,

without exactly knowing in what manner he could best serve her cause. He

experienced alternations of confidence and despondency certainly, but he

never abandoned the notion that he might be of use, if only he could see

his way clearly through the conflicting opinions and advice which reached

him from all sides.

The presentiment that he would end his days in Greece, weighed so heavily

on his mind, that he felt a most intense desire to revisit his native

country before finally throwing in his lot with the Greeks. He seems to

have vaguely felt that all chances of reconciliation with Lady Byron were

not dead. He would have liked to say farewell to her without bitterness,

and he longed to embrace his child. But the objections to a return to

England were so formidable that he was compelled to abandon the idea. His

proud nature could not face the chance of a cold reception, and a revival

of that roar of calumny which had driven him from our shores. He told Lady

Blessington that he could laugh at those attacks with the sea between him

and his traducers; but that on the spot, and feeling the effect which each

libel produced upon the minds of his too sensitive friends, he could not

stand the strain. Byron felt sure that his enemies would misinterpret his

motives, and that no good would come of it.

After Byron had made up his mind to visit Greece in person, he does not

appear ever to have seriously thought of drawing back. On June 15, 1823,

he informed Trelawny, who was at Rome, that he was determined to go to

Greece, and asked him to join the expedition. Seven days later Byron had

hired a vessel to transport himself, his companions, his servants, and his

horses, to Cephalonia.

On July 13, Byron, with Edward Trelawny, Count Pietro Gamba, and a young

medical student,[11] with eight servants, embarked at Genoa on the English

brig _Hercules_, commanded by Captain Scott. At the last moment a passage

was offered to a Greek named Schilitzy, and to Mr. Hamilton Browne. Gamba

tells us that five horses were shipped, besides arms, ammunition, and two

one-pounder guns which had belonged to _The Bolivar_. Byron carried with

him 10,000 Spanish dollars in ready-money, with bills of exchange for

40,000 more.

Passing within sight of Elba, Corsica, the Lipari Islands (including

Stromboli,) Sicily, Italy, etc., on August 2, the _Hercules_ lay between

Zante and Cephalonia; and the next day she cast anchor in Argostoli, the

principal port of Cephalonia. The Resident, Colonel Napier, was at that

time absent from the island. Shortly after Byron's arrival, Captain

Kennedy, Colonel Napier's secretary, came on board, and informed him that

little was known of the internal affairs of Greece. The Turks appeared to

have been in force at sea, while the Greeks remained inactive at Hydra,

Spezia, and Ipsara. It was supposed that Mr. Blaquière had gone to Corfu,

while the famous Marco Botzari, to whom Byron had been especially

recommended, was at Missolonghi. Before taking any definite step, Byron

judged it best to send messengers to Corfu and Missolonghi, to collect

information as to the state of affairs in the Morea. To pass the time,

Byron and some of his companions made an excursion to Ithaca. The first

opportunity of showing his sympathy towards the victims of barbarism and

tyranny occurred at this period. Many poor families had taken refuge at

Ithaca, from Scio, Patras, and other parts of Greece. Byron handed 3,000

piastres to the Commandant for their relief, and transported a family, in

absolute poverty, to Cephalonia, where he provided them with a house and

gave them a monthly allowance.

The following narrative, written by a gentleman who was travelling in

Ithaca at that time, seems to be worthy of reproduction in these pages:

'It was in the island of Ithaca, in the month of August, 1823, that I

was shown into the dining-room of the Resident Governor, where Lord

Byron, Count Gamba, Dr. Bruno, Mr. Trelawny, and Mr. Hamilton Browne,

were seated after dinner, with some of the English officers and

principal inhabitants of the place. I had been informed of Lord

Byron's presence, but had no means of finding him out, except by

recollection of his portraits; and I am not ashamed to confess that I

was puzzled, in my examination of the various countenances before me,

where to fix upon "the man." I at one time almost settled upon

Trelawny, from the interest which he seemed to take in the schooner in

which I had just arrived; but on ascending to the drawing-room I was

most agreeably undeceived by finding myself close to the side of the

great object of my curiosity, and engaged in easy conversation with

him, without presentation or introduction of any kind.

'He was handling and remarking upon the books in some small open

shelves, and fairly spoke to me in such a manner that not to have

replied would have been boorish. "'Pope's Homer's Odyssey'--hum!--that

is well placed here, undoubtedly; 'Hume's Essays,'--'Tales of my

Landlord;' there you are, Watty! Are you recently from England, sir?"

I answered that I had not been there for two years. "Then you can

bring us no news of the Greek Committee? Here we are all waiting

orders, and no orders seem likely to come. Ha! ha!" "I have not

changed my opinion of the Greeks," he said. "I know them as well as

most people" (a favourite phrase), "but we must not look always too

closely at the men who are to benefit by our exertions in a good

cause, or God knows we shall seldom do much good in this world. There

is Trelawny thinks he has fallen in with an angel in Prince

Mavrocordato, and little Bruno would willingly sacrifice his life for

the _cause_, as he calls it. I must say he has shown some sincerity in

his devotion, in consenting to join it for the little matter he makes

of me." I ventured to say that, in all probability, the being joined

with him in any cause was inducement enough for any man of moderate

pretensions. He noticed the compliment only by an indifferent smile.

"I find but one opinion," he continued, "among all people whom I have

met since I came here, that no good is to be done for these rascally

Greeks; that I am sure to be deceived, disgusted, and all the rest of

it. It may be so; but it is chiefly to satisfy myself upon these very

points that I am going. I go prepared for anything, expecting a deal

of roguery and imposition, but hoping to do some good."

'"Have you read any of the late publications on Greece?" I asked.

'"I never read any accounts of a country to which I can myself go,"

said he. "The Committee have sent me some of their 'Crown and Anchor'

reports, but I can make nothing of them."

'The conversation continued in the same familiar flow. To my increased

amazement, he led it to his works, to Lady Byron, and to his daughter.

The former was suggested by a volume of "Childe Harold" which was on

the table; it was the ugly square little German edition, and I made

free to characterize it as execrable. He turned over the leaves, and

said:

'Yes, it was very bad; but it was better than one that he had seen in

French prose in Switzerland. "I know not what my friend Mr. Murray

will say to it all. Kinnaird writes to me that he is wroth about many

things; let them do what they like with the book--they have been

abusive enough of the author. The _Quarterly_ is trying to make

amends, however, and _Blackwood's_ people will suffer none to attack

me but themselves. Milman was, I believe, at the bottom of the

personalities, but they all sink before an American reviewer, who

describes me as a kind of fiend, and says that the deformities of my

mind are only to be equalled by those of my body; it is well that

anyone can see them, at least." Our hostess, Mrs. Knox, advanced to us

about this moment, and his lordship continued, smiling: "Does not your

Gordon blood rise at such abuse of a clansman? The gallant Gordons

'bruik nae slight.' Are you true to your name, Mrs. Knox?" The lady

was loud in her reprobation of the atrocious abuse that had recently

been heaped upon the noble lord, and joined in his assumed clannish

regard for their mutual name. "Lady Byron and you would agree," he

said, laughing, "though I could not, you are thinking; you may say so,

I assure you. I dare say it will turn out that I have been terribly in

the wrong, _but I always want to know what I did_." I had not courage

to touch upon this delicate topic, and Mrs. Knox seemed to wish it

passed over till a less public occasion. He spoke of Ada exactly as

any parent might have done of a beloved absent child, and betrayed not

the slightest confusion, or consciousness of a sore subject,

throughout the whole conversation.

'I now learnt from him that he had arrived in the island from

Cephalonia only that morning, and that it was his purpose (as it was

mine) to visit its antiquities and localities. A ride to the Fountain

of Arethusa had been planned for the next day, and I had the happiness

of being invited to join it. Pope's "Homer" was taken up for a

description of the place, and it led to the following remarks:

"Yes, the very best translation that ever was, or ever will be; there

is nothing like it in the world, be assured. It is quite delightful to

find Pope's character coming round again; I forgive Gifford everything

for that. Puritan as he is, he has too much good sense not to know

that, even if all the lies about Pope were truths, his character is

one of the best among literary men. There is nobody now like him,

except Watty,[12] and he is as nearly faultless as ever human being

was."

'The remainder of the evening was passed in arranging the plan of

proceeding on the morrow's excursion, in the course of which his

lordship occasionally interjected a facetious remark of some general

nature; but in such fascinating tones, and with such a degree of

amiability and familiarity, that, of all the libels of which I well

knew the public press to be guilty, that of describing Lord Byron as

inaccessible, morose, and repulsive in manner and language, seemed to

me the most false and atrocious. I found I was to be accommodated for

the night under the same roof with his lordship, and I retired,

satisfied in my own mind that favouring chance had that day made me

the intimate (almost confidential) friend of the greatest literary man

of modern times.

'The next morning, about nine o'clock, the party for the Fountain of

Arethusa assembled in the parlour of Captain Knox; but Lord Byron was

missing. Trelawny, who had slept in the room adjoining his lordship's,

told us that he feared he had been ill during the night, but that he

had gone out in a boat very early in the morning. At this moment I

happened to be standing at the window, and saw the object of our

anxiety in the act of landing on the beach, about ten or a dozen

yards from the house, to which he walked slowly up. I never saw and

could not conceive the possibility of such a change in the appearance

of a human being as had taken place since the previous night. He

looked like a man under sentence of death, or returning from the

funeral of all that he held dear on earth. His person seemed shrunk,

his face was pale, and his eyes languid and fixed on the ground. He

was leaning upon a stick, and had changed his dark camlet-caped

surtout of the preceding evening for a nankeen jacket embroidered like

a hussar's--an attempt at dandyism, or dash, to which the look and

demeanour of the wearer formed a sad contrast. On entering the room,

his lordship made the usual salutations; and, after some preliminary

arrangements, the party moved off, on horses and mules, to the place

of destination for the day.

'I was so struck with the difference of appearance in Lord Byron that

the determination to which I had come, to try to monopolize him, if

possible, to myself, without regard to appearances or _bienséance_,

almost entirely gave way under the terror of a freezing repulse. I

advanced to him under the influence of this feeling, but I had

scarcely received his answer when all uneasiness about my reception

vanished, and I stuck as close to him as the road permitted our

animals to go. His voice sounded timidly and quiveringly at first; but

as the conversation proceeded, it became steady and firm. The

beautiful country in which we were travelling naturally formed a

prominent topic, as well as the character of the people and of the

Government. Of the latter, I found him (to my amazement) an admirer.

"There is a deal of fine stuff about that old Maitland," he said; "he

knows the Greeks well. Do you know if it be true that he ordered one

of their brigs to be blown out of the water if she stayed ten minutes

longer in Corfu Roads?" I happened to know, and told him that it was

true. "Well, of all follies, that of daring to say what one cannot

dare to do is the least to be pitied. Do you think Sir Tom would have

really executed his threat?" I told his lordship that I believed he

certainly would, and that this knowledge of his being in earnest in

everything he said was the cause, not only of the quiet termination of

that affair, but of the order and subordination in the whole of the

countries under his government.

'The conversation again insensibly reverted to Sir Walter Scott, and

Lord Byron repeated to me the anecdote of the interview in Murray's

shop, as conclusive evidence of his being the author of the "Waverley

Novels." He was a little but not durably staggered by the equally

well-known anecdote of Sir Walter having, with some solemnity, denied

the authorship to Mr. Wilson Croker, in the presence of George IV.,

the Duke of York, and the late Lord Canterbury. He agreed that an

author wishing to conceal his authorship had a right to give _any

answer whatever_ that succeeded in convincing an inquirer that he was

wrong in his suppositions.

'When we came within sight of the object of our excursion, there

happened to be an old shepherd in the act of coming down from the

fountain. His lordship at once fixed upon him for Eumæus, and invited

him back with us to "fill up the picture." Having drunk of the

fountain, and eaten of our less classical repast of cold fowls, etc.,

his lordship again became lively, and full of pleasant conceits. To

detail the conversation (which was general and varied as the

individuals that partook of it) is now impossible, and certainly not

desirable if it were possible. I wish to observe, however, that on

this and one very similar occasion, it was very unlike the kind of

conversation which Lord Byron is described as holding with various

individuals who have written about him. Still more unlike was it to

what one would have _supposed_ his conversation to be; it was exactly

that of nine-tenths of the cultivated class of English gentlemen,

careless and unconscious of everything but the present moment. Lord

Byron ceased to be more than one of the party, and stood some sharp

jokes, practical and verbal, with more good nature than would have

done many of the ciphers whom one is doomed to tolerate in society.

'We returned as we went, but no opportunity presented itself of

introducing any subject of interest beyond that of the place and time.

His lordship seemed quite restored by the excursion, and in the

evening came to the Resident's, bearing himself towards everybody in

the same easy, gentlemanly way that rendered him the delight and

ornament of every society in which he chose to unbend himself.

'The Resident was as absolute a monarch as Ulysses, and I dare say

much more hospitable and obliging. He found quarters for the whole

Anglo-Italian party, in the best houses of the town, and received them

on the following morning at the most luxurious of breakfasts,

consisting, among other native productions, of fresh-gathered grapes,

just ripened, but which were pronounced of some danger to be eaten, as

not having had the "first rain." This is worthy of note, as having

been apparently a ground of their being taken by Lord Byron in

preference to the riper and safer figs and nectarines; but he deemed

it a fair reason for an apology to the worthy doctor of the 8th

Regiment (Dr. Scott), who had cautioned the company against the fruit.

'"I take them, doctor," said his lordship, "as I take other prohibited

things--in order to accustom myself to any and all things that a man

may be compelled to take where I am going--in the same way that I

abstain from all superfluities, even salt to my eggs or butter to my

bread; and I take tea, Mrs. Knox, without sugar or cream. But tea

itself is, really, the most superfluous of superfluities, though I am

never without it."

'I heard these observations as they were made to Dr. Scott, next to

whom I was sitting, towards the end of the table; but I could not hear

the animated conversation that was going on between his lordship and

Mrs. Knox, beyond the occasional mention of "Penelope," and, when one

of her children came in to her, "Telemachus"--names too obviously _à

propos_ of the place and persons to be omitted in any incidental

conversation in Ithaca.

'The excursion to the "School of Homer" (why so called nobody seemed

to know) was to be made by water; and the party of the preceding day,

except the lady, embarked in an elegant country boat with four rowers,

and sundry packages and jars of eatables and drinkables. As soon as we

were seated under the awning--Lord Byron in the centre seat, with his

face to the stern--Trelawny took charge of the tiller. The other

passengers being seated on the side, the usual small flying general

conversation began. Lord Byron seemed in a mood calculated to make the

company think he meant something more formal than ordinary talk. Of

course there could not be anything said in the nature of a dialogue,

which, to be honest, was the kind of conversation that I had at heart.

He began by informing us that he had just been reading, with renewed

pleasure, David Hume's Essays. He considered Hume to be by far the

most profound thinker and clearest reasoner of the many philosophers

and metaphysicians of the last century. "There is," said he, "no

refuting him, and for simplicity and clearness of style he is

unmatched, and is utterly unanswerable." He referred particularly to

the Essay on Miracles. It was remarked to him, that it had

nevertheless been specifically answered, and, some people thought,

refuted, by a Presbyterian divine, Dr. Campbell of Aberdeen. I could

not hear whether his lordship knew of the author, but the remark did

not affect his opinion; it merely turned the conversation to Aberdeen

and "poor John Scott," the most promising and most unfortunate

literary man of the day, whom he knew well, and who, said he, knew him

(Lord Byron) as a schoolboy. Scotland, Walter Scott (or, as his

lordship always called him, "Watty"), the "Waverley Novels," the

"Rejected Addresses," and the English aristocracy (which he reviled

most bitterly), were the prominent objects of nearly an hour's

conversation. It was varied, towards the end of the voyage, in this

original fashion: "But come, gentlemen, we must have some inspiration.

Here, Tita, l'Hippocrena!"

'This brought from the bows of the boat a huge Venetian gondolier,

with a musket slung diagonally across his back, a stone jar of two

gallons of what turned out to be English gin, another porous one of

water, and a quart pitcher, into which the gondolier poured the

spirit, and laid the whole, with two or three large tumblers, at the

feet of his expectant lord, who quickly uncorked the jar, and began to

pour its contents into the smaller vessel.

'"Now, gentlemen, drink deep, or taste not the Pierian spring; it is

the true poetic source. I'm a rogue if I have drunk to-day. Come"

(handing tumblers round to us), "this is the way;" and he nearly half

filled a tumbler, and then poured from the height of his arm out of

the water-jar, till the tumbler sparkled in the sun like soda-water,

and drunk it off while effervescing, glorious gin-swizzle, a most

tempting beverage, of which everyone on board took his share, munching

after it a biscuit out of a huge tin case of them. This certainly

exhilarated us, till we landed within some fifty or sixty yards of the

house to which we were directed.

'On our way we learned that the Regent of the island--that is, the

native Governor, as Captain Knox was the protecting Power's Governor

(Viceroy over the King!)--had forwarded the materials of a substantial

feast to the occupant (his brother); for the _nobili Inglesi_, who

were to honour his premises. In mentioning this act of the Regent to

Lord Byron, his remark was a repetition of the satirical line in the

imitation address of the poet Fitzgerald, "God bless the Regent!" and

as I mentioned the relationship to our approaching host, he added,

with a laugh, "and the Duke of York!"

'On entering the mansion, we were received by the whole family,

commencing with the mother of the Princes--a venerable lady of at

least seventy, dressed in pure Greek costume, to whom Lord Byron went

up with some formality, and, with a slight bend of the knee, took her

hand, and kissed it reverently. We then moved into the adjoining

_sala_, or saloon, where there was a profusion of English comestibles,

in the shape of cold sirloin of beef, fowls, ham, etc., to which we

did such honour as a sea appetite generally produces. It was rather

distressing that not one of the entertainers touched any of these

luxuries, it being the Greek Second or Panagia Lent, but fed entirely

on some cold fish fried in oil, and green salad, of which last Lord

Byron, in adherence to his rule of accustoming himself to eat anything

eatable, partook, though with an obvious effort--as well as of the

various wines that were on the table, particularly Ithaca, which is

exactly port as made and drunk in the country of its growth.

'I was not antiquary enough to know to what object of antiquity our

visit was made, but I saw Lord Byron in earnest conversation with a

very antique old Greek monk in full clerical habit. He was a Bishop,

sitting oil a stone of the ruined wall close by, and he turned out to

be the _Esprit fort_ mentioned in a note at the end of the second

canto of "Childe Harold"--a freethinker, at least a freespeaker, when

he called the sacrifice of the Maso _una Coglioneria_.

'When we embarked on our return to Vathi, Lord Byron seemed moody and

sullen, but brightened up as he saw a ripple on the water, a mast and

sail raised in the cutter, and Trelawny seated in the stern with the

tiller in hand. In a few minutes we were scudding, gunwale under, in a

position infinitely more beautiful than agreeable to landsmen, and

Lord Byron obviously enjoying the not improbable idea of a swim for

life. His motions, as he sat, tended to increase the impulse of the

breeze, and tended also to sway the boat to leeward. "I don't know,"

he said, "if you all swim, gentlemen; but if you do, you will have

fifty fathoms of blue water to support you; and if you do not, you

will have it over you. But as you may not all be prepared, starboard,

Trelawny--bring her up. There! she is trim; and now let us have a

glass of grog after the gale. _Tita, i fiaschi!_" This was followed by

a reproduction of the gin-and-water jars, and a round of the immortal

swizzle. To my very great surprise, it was new to the company that the

liquor which they were enjoying was the product of Scotland, in the

shape of what is called "low-wines," or semi-distilled whisky--chiefly

from the distillery of mine ancient friend, James Haig of Lochrin; but

the communication seemed to gratify the noble drinker, and led to the

recitation by one of the company, in pure lowland Scotch, of Burns's

Petition to the House of Commons in behalf of the national liquor. The

last stanza, beginning

'"Scotland, my auld respeckit mither,"

very much pleased Lord Byron, who said that he too was more than half

a Scotchman.

'The conversation again turned on the "Waverley Novels," and on this

occasion Lord Byron spoke of "The Bride of Lammermoor," and cited the

passage where the mother of the cooper's wife tells her husband (the

cooper) that she "kent naething aboot what he might do to his wife;

but the deil a finger shall ye lay on my dochter, and _that ye may

foond upon_." Shortly afterwards, the conversation having turned upon

poetry, his lordship mentioned the famous ode on the death of Sir John

Moore as the finest piece of poetry in any language. He recited some

lines of it. One of the company, with more presumption than wisdom,

took him up, as his memory seemed to lag, by filling in the line:

'"And he looked like a warrior taking his rest,

With his martial cloak around him."

'Lord Byron, with a look at the interloper that spoke as if death were

in it, and no death was sufficiently cruel for him, shouted, "He

_lay_--he _lay_ like a warrior, not he _looked_." The pretender was

struck dumb, but, with reference to his lordship's laudation of the

piece, he ventured half to whisper that the "Gladiator" was superior

to it, as it is to any poetical picture ever painted in words. The

reply was a benign look, and a flattering recognition, by a little

applausive tapping of his tobacco-box on the board on which he sat.

'On arriving at Vathi, we repaired to our several rooms in the worthy

citizens' houses where we were billeted, to read and meditate, and

write and converse, as we might meet, indoors or out; and much

profound lucubration took place among us, on the characteristics and

disposition of the very eminent personage with whom we were for the

time associated. Dr. Scott, the assistant-surgeon of the 8th Foot, who

had heard of, though he may not have witnessed, any of the

peculiarities of the great poet, accounted for them, and even for the

sublimities of his poetry, by an abnormal construction or chronic

derangement of the digestive organs--a theory which experience and

observation of other people than poets afford many reasons to support:

'"Is it not strange now--ten times strange--to think,

And is it not enough one's faith to shatter,

That right or wrong direction of a drink,

A _plus_ or _minus_ of a yellow matter,

One half the world should elevate or sink

To bliss or woe (most commonly the latter)--

That human happiness is well-formed chyle,

And human misery redundant bile!"

'The next morning the accounts we heard of Lord Byron were

contradictory: Trelawny, who slept in the next room to him, stating

that he had been writing the greater part of the night, and he alleged

it was the sixteenth canto of "Don Juan"; and Dr. Bruno, who visited

him at intervals, and was many hours in personal attendance at his

bedside, asserting that he had been seriously ill, and had been saved

only by those _benedette pillule_ which so often had had that effect.

His lordship again appeared rowing in from his bath at the Lazzaretto,

a course of proceeding (bathing and boating) which caused Dr. Bruno to

wring his hands and tear his hair with alarm and vexation.

'It was, however, the day fixed for our return to Cephalonia, and,

having gladly assented to the proposition to join the suite, we all

mounted ponies to cross the island to a small harbour on the south

side, where a boat was waiting to bear us to Santa Eufemia, a

Custom-house station on the coast of Cephalonia, about half an hour's

passage from Ithaca, which we accordingly passed, and arrived at the

collector's mansion about two o'clock.

'During the journey across the smaller island, I made a bold push, and

succeeded in securing, with my small pony, the side-berth of Lord

Byron's large brown steed, and held by him in the narrow path, to the

exclusion of companions better entitled to the post. His conversation

was not merely free--it was familiar and intimate, as if we were

schoolboys meeting after a long separation. I happened to be "up" in

the "Waverley Novels," had seen several letters of Sir Walter Scott's

about his pedigree for his baronetage, could repeat almost every one

of the "Rejected Addresses," and knew something of the _London

Magazine_ contributors, who were then in the zenith of their

reputation--Hazlitt, Charles Lamb, Talfourd, Browning, Allan

Cunningham, Reynolds, Darley, etc. But his lordship pointed at the

higher game of Southey, Gifford (whom he all but worshipped), Jeffrey

of the _Edinburgh Review_, John Wilson, and other Blackwoodites. He

said they were all infidels, as every man has a right to be; that

Edinburgh was understood to be the seat of all infidelity, and he

mentioned names (Dr. Chalmers and Andrew Thomson, for examples) among

the clergy as being of the category. This I never could admit. He was

particularly bitter against Southey, sneered at Wordsworth, admired

Thomas Campbell, classing his "Battle of the Baltic" with the very

highest of lyric productions. "Nothing finer," he said, "was ever

written than--

'"There was silence deep as death,

And the boldest held his breath

For a time."

'We arrived at one of the beautiful bays that encircle the island,

like a wavy wreath of silver sand studded with gold and emerald in a

field of liquid pearl, and embarked in the collector's boat for the

opposite shore of Santa Eufemia, where, on arrival, we were received

by its courteous chief, Mr. Toole, in a sort of state--with his whole

establishment, French and English, uncovered and bowing. He had had

notice of the illustrious poet's expected arrival, and had prepared

one of the usual luxurious feasts in his honour--feasts which Lord

Byron said "played the devil" with him, for he could not abstain when

good eating was within his reach. The apartment assigned to us was

small, and the table could not accommodate the whole party. There

were, accordingly, small side or "children's tables," for such guests

as might choose to be willing to take seats at them. "Ha!" said Lord

Byron, "England all over--places for Tommy and Billy, and Lizzie and

Molly, if there were any. Mr. ----" (addressing me), "will you be my

Tommy?"--pointing to the two vacant seats at a small side-table, close

to the chair of our host. Down I sat, delighted, opposite to my

companion, and had a _tête-à-tête_ dinner apart from the head-table,

from which, as usual, we were profusely helped to the most recherché

portions. "Verily," said his lordship, "I cannot abstain." His

conversation, however, was directed chiefly to his host, from whom he

received much local information, and had his admiration of Sir Thomas

Maitland increased by some particulars of his system of government.

There were no vacant apartments within the station, but we learned

that quarters had been provided for us at a monastery on the hill of

Samos, across the bay. Thither we were all transported at twilight,

and ascended to the large venerable abode of some dozen of friars, who

were prepared for our arrival and accommodation. Outside the walls of

the building there were some open sarcophagi and some pieces of carved

frieze and fragments of pottery.

'I walked with his lordship and Count Gamba to examine them,

speculating philosophically on their quondam contents. Something to

our surprise, Lord Byron clambered over into the deepest, and lay in

the bottom at full length on his back, muttering some English lines. I

may have been wrong, or idly and unjustifiably curious, but I leaned

over to hear what the lines might be. I found they were unconnected

fragments of the scene in "Hamlet," where he moralizes with Horatio on

the skull:

'"Imperious Cæsar, dead and turned to clay,

Might stop a hole to keep the wind away;

O, that that earth, which held the world in awe,

Should patch a wall to expel the winter's flaw!"

'As he sprang out and rejoined us, he said: "Hamlet, as a whole, is

original; but I do not admire him to the extent of the common opinion.

More than all, he requires the very best acting. Kean did not

understand the part, and one could not look at him after having seen

John Kemble, whose squeaking voice was lost in his noble carriage and

thorough right conception of the character. Rogers told me that Kemble

used to be almost always hissed in the beginning of his career. 'The

best actor on the stage,' he said, 'is Charles Young. His Pierre was

never equalled, and never will be.'" Amid such flying desultory

conversation we entered the monastery, and took coffee for lack of

anything else, while our servants were preparing our beds. Lord Byron

retired almost immediately from the _sala_. Shortly afterwards we

were astonished and alarmed by the entry of Dr. Bruno, wringing his

hands and tearing his hair--a practice much too frequent with him--and

ejaculating: "_O Maria, santissima Maria, se non è già morto--cielo,

perchè non son morto io!_" It appeared that Lord Byron was seized with

violent spasms in the stomach and liver, and his brain was excited to

dangerous excess, so that he would not tolerate the presence of any

person in his room. He refused all medicine, and stamped and tore all

his clothes and bedding like a maniac. We could hear him rattling and

ejaculating. Poor Dr. Bruno stood lamenting in agony of mind, in

anticipation of the most dire results if immediate relief were not

obtained by powerful cathartics, but Lord Byron had expelled him from

the room by main force. He now implored one or more of the company to

go to his lordship and induce him, if possible, to save his life by

taking the necessary medicine. Trelawny at once proceeded to the room,

but soon returned, saying that it would require ten such as he to hold

his lordship for a minute, adding that Lord Byron would not leave an

unbroken article in the room. The doctor again essayed an entrance,

but without success. The monks were becoming alarmed, and so, in

truth, were all present. The doctor asked me to try to bring his

lordship to reason; "he will thank you when he is well," he said, "but

get him to take this one pill, and he will be safe." It seemed a very

easy undertaking, and I went. There being no lock on the door, entry

was obtained in spite of a barricade of chairs and a table within. His

lordship was half undressed, standing in a far corner like a hunted

animal at bay. As I looked determined to advance in spite of his

imprecations of "Back! out, out of my sight! fiends, can I have no

peace, no relief from this hell! Leave me, I say!" and he lifted the

chair nearest to him, and hurled it direct at my head; I escaped as I

best could, and returned to the _sala_. The matter was obviously

serious, and we all counselled force and such coercive measures as

might be necessary to make him swallow the curative medicine. Mr.

Hamilton Browne, one of our party, now volunteered an attempt, and the

silence that succeeded his entrance augured well for his success. He

returned much sooner than expected, telling the doctor that he might

go to sleep; Lord Byron had taken both the pills, and had lain down on

my mattress and bedding, prepared for him by my servant, the only

regular bed in the company, the others being trunks and portable

tressels, with such softening as might be procured for the occasion.

Lord Byron's beautiful and most commodious patent portmanteau bed,

with every appliance that profusion of money could provide, was mine

for the night.

'On the following morning Lord Byron was all dejection and penitence,

not expressed in words, but amply in looks and movements, till

something tending to the jocular occurred to enliven him and us.

Wandering from room to room, from porch to balcony, it so happened

that Lord Byron stumbled upon their occupants in the act of writing

accounts, journals, private letters, or memoranda. He thus came upon

me on an outer roof of a part of the building, while writing, as far

as I recollect, these very notes of his conversation and conduct. What

occurred, however, was not of much consequence--or none--and turned

upon the fact that so many people were writing, when he, the great

voluminous writer, so supposed, was not writing at all. The journey of

the day was to be over the Black Mountain to Argostoli, the capital of

Cephalonia. We set out about noon, struggling as we best could over

moor, marsh ground, and water wastes. Lord Byron revived; and, lively

on horseback, sang, at the pitch of his voice, many of Moore's

melodies and stray snatches of popular songs of the time in the common

style of the streets. There was nothing remarkable in the

conversation. On arrival at Argostoli, the party separated--Lord Byron

and Trelawny to the brig of the former, lying in the offing, the rest

to their several quarters in the town.'

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