INFORMATION
The next day and the next Geoffrey avoided the garden as if it were a
haunt of cobras. The dining-room, too, was a place of terror to him,
and at each meal he paused before entering the room, nerving himself
for what he might have to face. This was wholly unreasonable, he told
himself repeatedly; it was ridiculous; it was--the young man was not
one to spare himself--it was unprofessional.
"Oh, yes, I know all that," he replied; "but they shouldn't cry. There
ought to be a law against their crying."
Here it occurred to him that he had seen his cousins cry many times,
and had never minded it; but that was entirely different, he said.
However, he need not distress himself, it appeared; Vesta Blyth kept
her room for several days. At first Geoffrey found it easier not to
speak of her; but the third day he pounced on Miss Vesta when she was
filling her lamp, and startled her so that she almost dropped her
scissors.
"Excuse me, Miss Vesta," he said; "what funny scissors! I shouldn't
think you could cut anything with them. I was going to ask--how is your
niece to-day? I trust the hysterical condition is passing away?"
Miss Vesta sighed. "Yes, Doctor Strong," she said. "Vesta is quiet
again, oh, yes, very quiet, and sleeping better; we are very grateful
for your interest in her."
A few professional questions and answers followed. There were no acute
or alarming symptoms. There was little to do for the girl, except to
let her rest and "come round;" she would recover in time, but it might
be a long time. Geoffrey felt somehow younger than he had; neurasthenia
was a pretty word on paper, but he did not feel so sure about making a
specialty of it.
Miss Vesta fluttered about her lamp; he became conscious that she
wanted to say something to him. She began with sundry little plaintive
murmurings, which might have been addressed to him or to the lamp.
"Pity! pity! yes, indeed. So bright and young, so full of hope and joy,
and darkened so soon. Yes, indeed, very sad!"
Geoffrey helped her. "What is it, Miss Vesta?" he asked, tenderly. "You
are going to tell me something."
Miss Vesta looked around her timidly. "Sister Phoebe did not wish me to
mention it," she said, in a low tone. "She thinks it--indelicate.
But--you are so kind, Doctor Strong, and you are a physician. Poor
little Vesta has had a disappointment, a cruel disappointment."
Geoffrey murmured something, he hardly knew what. The little lady
hurried on. "It is not that I have any sympathy with--I never liked the
object--not at all, I assure you, Doctor Strong. But her heart was
fixed, and she had had every reason to suppose herself--it has been a
terrible blow to her. Renunciation--in youth--is a hard thing, my dear
young friend, a very hard thing."
She pressed his hand, and hurried away with her scissors, giving one
backward look to make sure that the lamp showed no aspect that did not
shine with the last touch of brilliancy.
Geoffrey Strong went down into the garden--he had not been there since
the day of the sobbing--and paced about, never thinking of the pipe in
his pocket. He found himself talking to the blue larkspur. "Beast!" was
what he called this beautiful plant. "Dolt! ass! inhuman brute! If I
had the kicking of you--" here he recovered his silence; found pebbles
to kick, and pursued them savagely up one path and down another. A
mental flash-light showed him the ruffian who had wounded this bright
creature; had led her on to love him, and then--either betrayed his
brutal nature so that hers rose up in revolt, or--just as likely--that
kind of man would do anything--gone off and left her. His picture
revealed a smart-looking person with black hair and a waxed moustache,
and complexion of feminine red and white (Geoffrey called it beef and
suet).
"The extraordinary thing is, what women see in such a fellow!" he told
the syringa. The syringa drooped, and looked sympathetic. The hammock
was hanging there still--poor little thing! Geoffrey did not mean the
hammock. He stood looking at the place, and winced as the sobs struck
his ear again; memory's ear this time, but that was hardly less keen.
How terribly she grieved! she must have cared for him; bang! went the
pebbles again.
There was a rustle behind the syringa-bush. Geoffrey looked up and saw
Vesta Blyth standing before him.
He could not run away. He must not look at her professionally. Despair
imparted to his countenance a look of stony vacuity which sat oddly on
it.
The girl looked at him, and it seemed as if the shadow of a smile
looked out of her shadowy eyes. "I thought you might be here, Doctor
Strong," she said, quietly. "I am coming in to tea to-night. I am
entirely myself again, I assure you--and first I wished--I want to
apologise to you for my absurd behaviour the other day."
"Please don't!" said Geoffrey.
"I must; I have to. I am weak, you see, and--I lost hold of myself,
that was all. It was purely hysterical, as you of course saw. I have
had--a great trouble. Perhaps my aunts may have told you."
Good God! she wasn't going to talk about it? Geoffrey thought a
subterranean dungeon would be a pleasant place.
"I--yes!" he admitted, feeling the red curling around his ears. "Miss
Vesta did say something--it's an infernal shame! I wish I could tell
you how sorry I am."
"Thank you!" said the girl; and a rich note thrilled in her voice.
Yes--it certainly was like a 'cello. "I did not know how you would--you
are very kind, Doctor Strong. Dear Aunt Vesta; she would try to make
the best of it, I know. Aunt Phoebe will not speak of it, she is too
much shocked, but Aunt Vesta is angelic."
"Indeed she is!" said the young doctor, heartily. "And she is so
pretty, too, and so soft and creamy; I never saw any one like her."
There was a moment of dreadful silence. Geoffrey sought desperately for
a subject of conversation, but the frivolous spirit of tragedy refused
to suggest anything except boots, and women never understand boots.
The strange thing was, that the girl did not appear to find the silence
dreadful. She stood absently curling and uncurling a syringa-leaf
between her long white fingers. All the lines of her were long, except
the curl of her upper lip, and there was not an ungraceful one among
them. Her face was quietly sad, but there was no sign of confusion in
it. Good heavens! what were women made of?
Presently she turned to him, and again the shadow of a smile crept into
her eyes. "You don't ask whether I am better, Doctor Strong," she said;
and there was even a faint suggestion of mischief in her voice.
"No!" said Geoffrey. "I shall never ask you that again."
The shadow turned to a spark. "You might help me!" she exclaimed. "At
least you need not make it harder for me--" she checked herself, and
went on in a carefully even tone. "I am so ashamed of myself!" she
said. "I thought when I came here that I had quite got myself in hand;
the other day taught me a lesson. I was abominably rude, and I beg your
pardon."
She held out her hand frankly; Geoffrey took it, and was conscious
that, though it was too cold, it had the same quality that Miss Vesta's
hand had, a touch like rose-leaves, smooth and light and dry. She shook
hands as if she meant it, too, instead of giving a limp flap, as some
girls did. It was impossible to tell the colour of her eyes; but she
was speaking again.
"And--I want to say this, too. There isn't anything to do for me, you
know; I must just wait. But--I know how I should feel in your place;
and if there seem to be any interesting or unusual symptoms, I will
tell you--if you like?"
"Thank you!" said Geoffrey. "It would be very good of you, I'm sure."
She turned to the syringa-bush again, and breaking off a spray,
fastened it in her white gown. "You think of studying nerves, I
believe?" she said, presently. "As a specialty, I mean. Well, they are
horrible things." She spoke abruptly, and as if half to herself. "To
think of this network of treachery spreading through and through us,
lying in wait for us, leading us on, buoying us up with false strength,
sham elasticity--and then collapsing like a toy balloon, leaving
nothing but a rag, a tatter of humanity. Oh, it is shameful! it is
disgraceful! Look at me! what business have I with nerves?"
She stretched out her long arms and threw her head back. The gesture
was powerful; one saw that strength was the natural order of life with
this lithe, long-limbed creature. But the next instant she drooped
together like a tired lily.
"I know that is nonsense!" she said, moodily. "I know it just as well
as you do. I am tired; I think I'll go in now."
"Why not try the hammock?" Geoffrey suggested. "The garden is better
than the house to-day. Or--do you like the water? My canoe came
yesterday; why not come out for a short paddle?"
The girl looked at him doubtfully. "I--don't know!"
"Best thing in the world for you!" said Geoffrey, who had fully
recovered his ease, and felt benevolently professional. "You ought to
keep out-of-doors all you can. I'll get some shawls and a pillow."
Vesta looked longingly out at the water, then doubtfully again at the
young doctor. "If you are sure--" she said; "if you really have time,
Doctor Strong. Your patients--"
"Bother my patients!" said the young doctor.
An hour later, Miss Phoebe Blyth was confronting a flushed and panting
matron at the front door.
"No, Mrs. Worrett, he has not come in yet. It is past his customary
hour, but he has been detained, no doubt, by some urgent case. Doctor
Strong never spares himself. I fear for him sometimes, I must confess.
Will you step in and wait, or shall I--colic? oh! if that is all, it
will hardly be necessary to send the doctor out. I shall take the
liberty of giving you a bottle of my checkerberry cordial. I have made
it for forty years, and Doctor Strong approves of it highly. Give the
baby half a teaspoonful in a wine-glass of hot water, and repeat the
dose in an hour if not relieved. Not at all, I beg of you, Mrs.
Worrett. It is a pleasure to be able to relieve the babe, as well as to
spare Doctor Strong a little. He comes in quite exhausted sometimes
from these long trips. Good evening to you, ma'am."