CHAPTER XXI.

MAGNA EST VERITAS.

Fifteen or sixteen months are come and gone, and the faces of people and

things are but little changed. Yes, one of our dramatic personages is a

good deal altered for the worse--Alan Wyverne. He became sadder and

wiser in this wise.

I forgot to tell you that the delicate state of Mrs. Rawdon Lenox's

health, and of her affairs, had made a lengthened Continental tour very

desirable. She remained abroad nearly two years, and did not return to

England till the summer immediately following the Clydesdale marriage.

It was late in the autumn when she and Alan met. If the latter had been

forewarned of the _rencontre_, it is probable he would have avoided it

by declining the invitation to Guestholme Priory; but when he found

himself actually under the same roof with the "Dark Ladye" (so some

friend or enemy had re-christened her), he felt a certain satisfaction

in the idea of clearing up a mystery that had never ceased to perplex

and torment him. Their first greeting was rather cold and constrained on

both sides; but things could not remain on this footing long. Nina had

no fancy for an armed neutrality with an ancient ally, and always

brought the question of war or peace to an issue with the least possible

delay.

When Alan came into the drawing-room after dinner, Mrs. Lenox's look was

a sufficient summons, even without the significant movement of the fan,

which she managed like a Madrilena. He sat down by her side, his pulse

quickening a little with expectation; but curiosity was the sole

excitement. For awhile they talked about their travels and other

indifferent subjects. The lady got tired of that child's-play first, and

broke ground boldly.

"I suppose the interdict is taken off now?" she said. "Will you believe,

that I am really sorry that there is no longer a cause for your avoiding

me? Will you believe, that no one regretted it, and felt for you more

than I did, when I heard your engagement was broken off? Do tell me,

that neither I nor my unfortunate affairs had anything to do with it. I

have been worrying myself ever since with the fancy that your great

kindness to me may have cost you very dear."

Wyverne was gifted with coolness and self-control quite exceptional, but

both as nearly as possible broke down at that moment. He certainly

deserved infinite credit for answering, after a minute's silence, so

calmly,

"Then it would be a satisfaction to you to know this? Have you any

doubts on the subject?"

"Well, I suppose I ought not to have any," Nina said, frankly. "The

engagement lasted for months after those wretched anonymous things were

written, and I am sure I did all I could to set matters straight. My

letter was everything that is meek and quiet and proper, was it not? And

it was honest truth, too, every word of it."

"Your letter? Yes, of course--the letter you wrote in answer to mine;

but the other--the other?"

He spoke absently and almost at random, like a man half awake.

"What on earth are you talking about?" Mrs. Lenox said, with manifest

impatience. "What other letter? Did you suppose me capable of writing

one other line beside that necessary reply? What have you suspected? I

_will_ know. Alan, I believed you more generous. Yon have a right to

think lightly of me, and to say hard things, but not--not to insult me

so cruelly."

There were tears in the low, tremulous voice, but none in the deep dark

eyes that had dilated at first wonderingly, and were now so sad in their

passionate reproach that Wyverne did not dare to meet them. He knew that

Nina was capable of much that was wild and wicked, but that very

recklessness made dissimulation with her simply impossible. If she had

been pure and cold as St. Agnes, Alan would not have felt more certain

of the truth and sincerity of her meaning and words. The fraud, that he

had vaguely suspected at the time, stood out black and distinct enough

now. He hated himself so intensely that for the moment all other

feelings were swallowed up in self-contempt--even to the craving for

vengeance on the conspirators who had juggled him, which ever afterwards

haunted him like an evil spirit. Wyverne had always cherished, you know,

a simple, generous faith in the dignity of womanhood; if his chivalry

had carried him one step further--if, in despite of the evidence of his

senses, he had refused to believe in womanhood's utter debasement--it

would have been perhaps the very folly of romance; but he might have

defied the forger. He took the wisest course now, by telling Nina the

whole truth, as briefly and considerately as possible.

"You see, I did you fearful wrong," he said. "Though I have paid for it

heavily already, and shall suffer to my life's end, that is no reason

why you should forgive me. I don't even ask you to do so."

Mrs. Lenox was, indeed, bitterly incensed. A perfectly immaculate matron

might have laughed such a conspiracy against her fair fame to scorn:

Nina could not afford to be maligned unjustly. Nevertheless all her

indignation was levelled at the unknown framer of the fraud; not a whit

rested on Alan. She had been used to see people commit themselves in

every conceivable way, and make the wildest sacrifices, for her sake;

but she had learned to appreciate these follies at their proper worth.

Strong selfish desire and the hope of an evil reward was at the bottom

of them all. Truly, when a man ruins himself simply to gratify his

ruling passion, the lover deserves little more credit than the gambler.

But the present case was widely different. She had not a shadow of a

claim on Alan's service or forbearance.

Though he seemed to see no merit in a single act of duty, she knew right

well what it had cost him to destroy the supposed evidence of her shame;

and now, instead of expecting thanks, he was reproaching himself for

having misjudged her while believing his own eyes. As she thought on

these things, Nina's hard battered heart grew fresh and young again. Not

a single unholy element mingled in the tenderness of her gratitude; but,

if time and place had not forbidden, she would scarcely have confined

her demonstrations to a covert pressure of Wyverne's hand.

"Forgive you?" she said, piteously. "It drives me wild to hear you speak

so. I would give up every friend I have in the world to keep _you_. The

best of them would not have done half as much for me. And we can never

be friends--really. My unhappy name has dragged you down like a

millstone; don't attempt to deceive yourself; you must hate the sound of

it now and always. Ah, do try to believe me. I would submit to any pain,

or penance, or shame, and not think it hard measure, if I could only

give you back what you have lost through me."

In despite of his exasperation, the sweet voice fell soothingly on

Alan's ear. A man need not greatly glorify himself for having simply

acted up to his notions of right and honour; nevertheless, appreciation

in the proper quarter must be gratifying to all except the _very_

superior natures. Many are left among us still who "do good by stealth,"

but the habit of "blushing to find it known" is antiquated to a degree.

So, as he listened, Wyverne's mood softened; and he began quite

naturally to play the part of consoler, trying to prove to Nina that she

had been an innocent instrument throughout, and that if the

conspirators had been foiled in this instance, they would surely have

found some other engine to work out the same result.

"But it was such base, cruel treachery," she said, trembling with

passion. "Will you not try to trace it, for my sake if not for your own?

You must have some suspicions. If I were a man, and could act and move

freely, I should never sleep soundly till I was revenged."

Wyverne answered very slowly, and, as he spoke, his face hardened and

darkened till it might have been carved in granite.

"You may spare the spur; there is no fear of my sleeping over it. I'm

not made of wax or snow, to be moulded like this into a puppet for their

profit or pleasure, and I owe you a vengeance besides. Yes, I have

suspicions; I'll make them certainties, if I live. Your never having got

my note, telling you of my burning the first of the two letters, gives

me a clue. They may double as they like, they won't escape, if I once

fairly strike the trail. Now, we will never speak of this again till--I

give you _the name_."

The change of Alan's character dated from that night; most of his

friends noticed it before long. He was never morose or sullen, but

always moody, and absent, and pre-occupied; without exactly avoiding

society, he found himself alone, unwontedly often, and solitude did him

far more harm than good. To speak the truth, his credit as a pleasant

companion began sensibly to decline. A Fixed Idea, even if it be as rosy

as Hope, interferes sadly with a man's social merits; if it chance to be

sombre or menacing in hue, the influence is simply fatal to

conviviality.

But autumn and winter passed, and it was spring again, before Wyverne

could set his foot on more solid ground than vague surmises. He felt

certain that Lady Mildred had countenanced, if not directed, the

plot--the note having miscarried from Dene was strong evidence--but he

was equally sure that her delicate hands were clear of the soil of

actual fraud. Who had been the working instrument? For a moment his

thoughts turned to Max Vavasour, but he soon rejected this idea,

remembering that the latter was not in England that Christmas-tide;

besides which, he could not fancy his cousin superintending the

practical details of a vulgar forgery; he would far sooner have

suspected Clydesdale, but there was not the faintest reason, so far, to

connect the Earl with foul play. So he went groping on, for months, in

the twilight, without advancing a step, growing more gloomy and

discontented every day. It was a curious chance that put him on the

right scent at last.

An Inn of Court is not exactly the spot one would select for setting a

"trap to catch a sunbeam;" a wholesome amount of light and air is about

as much as one can expect to find in such places; heavy, grave decorum

pervades them, very fittingly; but it may be doubted if any quarter of a

populous city, respectable in its outward seeming, has a right to be so

depressingly dull and dingy, as is the Inn of Gray; the spiders of all

sorts, who lurk thereabouts, had best not keep the flies long in their

webs, or the victims would scarce be worth devouring.

Some such thoughts as these were in Wyverne's mind as he wandered

through the grim quadrangle, one cold evening towards the end of March,

looking for "Humphrey and Gliddon's" chambers. The firm had an evil

name; men said, that if it was difficult to find out their den, it was

twice as hard to escape from it without loss of plumage. Alan's temper

had certainly changed for the worse, but his good-nature stood by him

still; so, when a comrade wrote from the country, to beg him to act as

proxy in a delicate money transaction with the aforesaid attorneys, he

assented very willingly, and was rather glad to have something to employ

his afternoon. He had just come up from his hunting quarters, where the

dry, dusty ground rode like asphalte, and scent was a recollection of

the far past.

After some trouble he lighted on the right staircase. Raw and murky as

the outer atmosphere might be, it was pure aether compared to that of the

low-browed office into which the visitor first entered; at any hour or

season of the year, you could fancy that room maintaining a good,

steady, condensed dusk of its own, in which fog, and smoke, and dust,

had about equal shares. Two clerks sat there, writing busily. The one

nearest the door--a thick-set, sullen man, past middle age--looked up as

Alan came in, and stretching out a grimy hand, said, in a dull,

mechanical voice,

"Your card, sir, if you please--Sir Alan Wyverne wishes to see Mr.

Humphrey."

It was evidently the formula of reception in that ominous ante-chamber.

The other clerk had not lifted his head when the door opened; but he

started violently when he heard the name, so as nearly to upset the

inkstand in which he chanced to be dipping his pen, and turned round

with a sort of terror on his haggard, ruined face. It might have been a

very handsome face once, but the wrinkled, flaccid flesh had fallen away

round the hollow temples and from under the heavy eyes; the complexion

was unhealthy, pale, and sodden; the features pinched and drawn, to

deformity; the lines on the forehead were like trenches, and the

abundant dark hair was, not sprinkled, but streaked and patched,

irregularly, with grey.

But, at the first glance, Wyverne recognised the face of a very old

friend; he recognised it the more easily because, when he saw it last,

it wore almost the same wild, scared look--on the memorable Derby day

when "Cloanthus" swept past the stand, scarcely extended, the two

leading favourites struggling vainly to reach his quarters.

All his self-command was needed to enable him to suppress the

exclamation that sprang to his lips; but he rarely made a mistake when

it was a question of tact or delicacy. He followed his conductor into

the next room, silently; it chanced to be vacant at that moment; then

Alan laid his hand on the clerk's shoulder, as he stood with averted

eyes, shaking like an aspen, and said, in tones carefully lowered--

"My God! Hugh Crichton--you here?"

"Hush," the other answered, in a lower whisper still; "that's not my

name now. You wouldn't spoil my last chance, if you could help it? If

you want to see me, wait five minutes after you leave this place, and

I'll come to you in the square."

"I'll wait, if it's an hour," Wyverne said, and so passed into the inner

room without another word. His business was soon done; even Humphrey and

Gliddon could find no pretext for detaining clients who came with money

in their hand. Alan did not exchange a glance with either of the

occupants of the clerks'-room as he went out; he breathed more freely

when he was in chill March air again. As he walked up and down the

opposite side of the square, which was nearly deserted, his thoughts

were very pitiful and sad.

Hardly a year passes without the appearance of one or more comets in

society; none of these have sparkled more briefly and brilliantly than

Hugh Crichton. Everybody liked, and many admired him, but the world had

hardly begun to appreciate his rare and versatile talents, when he shot

down into the outer darkness. He had friends who would have helped him

if they could, but all trace of him was lost, and none could say for

certain whether he lived or no.

Wyverne had not waited many minutes, when a bent, shrunken figure came

creeping slowly, almost stealthily, towards him, keeping well in the

shadow of the buildings. In another moment, Alan was grasping both his

ancient comrade's hands, with a cordial, honest gripe, that might have

put heart and hope into the veriest castaway.

"Dear old Hugh! how glad I am to light on you again, though you are so

fearfully changed. Why, they said you had died abroad."

"No such luck," the other answered, with a dreary laugh. "I did go

abroad, and stayed there till I was nearly starved; then I came back.

London's the best hiding place, after all; and if you have hands and

brain, you can always earn enough to buy bread, and spirits, and

tobacco. I've been in this place more than a year; I get a pound a week,

and I think of 'striking' soon for an advance of five shillings. They

won't lose me if they can help it; I save them a clerk, at least; old

Gliddon never asked me another question after he saw me write a dozen

lines. My work is all indoors, that's one comfort; they haven't asked me

to serve a writ yet; my senior--you saw him--the man with a strong cross

of the bull about the head--does all that business, and likes it. But

the firm don't trust me much, and they would be more unpleasant still,

if they knew 'Henry Carstairs' was a false name. No one has much

interest now in hunting me down; it's old friends' faces I've always

been afraid of meeting. But I did think that none of our lot would ever

have set foot in that den, and I had got to fancy myself safe. You

didn't come on your own affairs, Alan, I know. I had an extra grog the

night I heard you had fallen in for Castle Dacre. I rather think I am

glad to see you, after all."

He jerked out the sentences in a nervous, abrupt way, perpetually

glancing round, as if he were afraid of being watched; he was so

manifestly ill-at-ease that Wyverne had not the heart to keep him there;

besides it was cruelty to expose the emaciated frame, so thinly clad, a

minute longer than was necessary, to the keen evening air.

"Why, Hugh, of course you're glad to see me," Alan said, forcing himself

to speak cheerily; "the idea of doubting about it! But it's too cold to

stand chattering here. I'm staying at the Clarendon: you'll come at

seven, sharp, won't you? We'll dine in my rooms, quite alone, and have a

long talk about old days, and new ones, too. I'll have thought of

something better for you by that time, than this infernal

quill-driving."

Hugh Crichton hesitated visibly for a few seconds, and appeared to make

up his mind, with a sudden effort, to something not altogether

agreeable.

"Thank you: you're very good, Alan. Yes, I'll come, the more because

I've something on my mind that I ought to tell you; but I should never

have had the pluck to look you up, if you had not found me. I hope your

character at the Clarendon can stand a shock; it will be compromised

when they hear such a scare-crow ask for your rooms. I can't stay a

moment longer, but I'll be punctual."

He crept away with the same weak, stealthy step, and his head seemed

bent down lower than when he came.

Nevertheless, when, at the appointed hour, the guest sat down opposite

his host, the contrast was not so very striking. The office-drudge was

scarcely recognisable; he seemed to freshen and brighten up wonderfully,

in an atmosphere that had once been congenial. Even so, those bundles of

dried twigs that Eastern travellers bring home, and enthusiasts call

"Roses of Sharon" (such Roses!), expand under the influence of warmth

and moisture, so as to put forth the feeble semblance of a flower. The

black suit was terribly threadbare, and hung loosely round the shrunken

limbs, but it adapted itself to the wearer's form, with the easy,

careless grace for which Hugh Crichton's dress had always been

remarkable; his neck-tie was still artistic in its simplicity, and the

hair swept over his brow with the old classic wave; his demeanour bore

no trace of a sojourn in Alsatia, and a subtle refinement of manner and

gesture clung naturally to the wreck of a gallant gentleman. Some plants

you know--not the meanest nor the least fragrant--flourish more kindly

in the crevices of a ruin than in the richest loam.

It was a pleasant dinner, on the whole, though not a very lively one;

for Alan had too much tact to force conviviality. Crichton ate

sparingly, but drank deep; he did not gulp down his liquor, though,

greedily, but rather savoured it with a slow enjoyment, suffering his

palate to appreciate every shade of the flavour; the long, satisfied

sigh that he could not repress as he set down empty the first beaker of

dry champagne, spoke volumes.

They drew up to the fire when the table was cleared, and they were left

alone. Wyverne rose suddenly, and leant over towards his companion with

a velvet cigar-case in his hand, that he had just taken from the

mantelpiece.

"You must tell me your story for the last few years," he said; "but put

that case in your pocket before you begin. There are some regalias in

it, of the calibre you used to fancy, and--a couple of hundreds, in

notes, to go on with. You dear, silly old Hugh! Don't shake your head

and look scrupulous. Why, I won thrice as much of you at _ecarte_ in the

week before that miserable Derby, and you never asked for your revenge.

You should have it now if either you or I were in cue for play.

Seriously--I want you to feel at ease before you begin to talk; I want

you to feel that your troubles are over, and that you never need go near

that awful _guet-a-pens_ again. I've got a permanent arrangement in my

head, that will suit you, I hope, and set you right for ever and a day.

Hugh, you know if our positions were reversed, I should ask you for help

just as frankly as I expect you will take it from me."

Crichton shivered all over, worse than he had done out in the cold March

evening.

"Put the case down," he said hoarsely. "It will be time enough to talk

about that and your good intentions half-an-hour hence. I'll tell you

what I have been doing, if you care to hear."

Now, though the story interested Wyverne sincerely, it would be simple

cruelty to inflict it on you; with very slight variations, it might have

applied to half the _viveurs_ that have been ruined during the last

hundred years. Still, not many men could have listened unmoved to such a

tale, issuing from the mouth of an ancient friend. When he had come to a

certain point in his story, the speaker paused abruptly.

"Poor Hugh!" Alan said. "How you must have suffered. Take breath now;

I'm certain your throat wants moistening, and the claret has been

waiting on you this quarter of an hour. It's my turn to speak; I'm

impatient to tell you my plan. The agent at Castle Dacre is so

wonderfully old and rheumatic, that it makes one believe in miracles

when he climbs on the back of his pony. I would give anything to have a

decent excuse for pensioning him off. I shall never live there much, and

the property is so large, that it ought to be properly looked after. If

you don't mind taking care of a very dreary old house, there's L800 a

year, and unlimited lights and coals, (they used to burn about ten tons

a week, I believe,) and all the snipe and fowl you like to shoot,

waiting for you. I shall be the obliged party if you'll take it; for it

will ease my conscience, which at present is greatly troubled. The work

is not so hard, and you've head enough for anything."

Not pleasure or gratitude, but rather vexation and confusion showed

themselves in Crichton's face.

"Can't you have patience!" he muttered, irritably. "Didn't I ask you to

wait till you had heard all? There's more, and worse, to tell; though I

don't know, yet, how much harm was done."

He went on to say, that about the time when things were at the worst

with him, he had stumbled upon Harding Knowles; they had been

contemporaries at Oxford, and rather intimate. Harding did not appear to

rejoice much at the encounter; though he must have guessed at the first

glance the strait to which his old acquaintance was reduced, he made no

offer of prompt assistance, but asked for Crichton's address, expressing

vague hopes of being able to do something for him; Hugh gave it with

great reluctance, and only under a solemn promise of secrecy. He did not

the least expect that Knowles would remember him, and was greatly

surprised when the latter called some five or six weeks afterwards.

Harding's tone was much more cordial than it had been at their first

meeting; he seemed really sorry at having failed, so far, in finding

anything that would suit Crichton, and actually pressed him to borrow

L10--or more if it was required--to meet present emergencies. An

instinctive suspicion almost made Hugh refuse the loan; he felt as if he

would rather be indebted to any man alive than to the person who offered

it; but he was so fearfully "hard up" that he had not the courage to

decline. Knowles came again and again, with no ostensible object except

cheering his friend's solitude, and each time was ready to open his

purse. "We must get you something before long, and then you can repay

me," he would say. Crichton availed himself of these offers more than

once, moderately; he began to think that he had done his benefactor

great injustice, and looked for his visits eagerly; indeed, few

_causeurs_, when he chose to exert himself, could talk more pleasantly

than Knowles.

One evening the conversation turned, apparently by chance, to old

memories of college days.

"That was the best managed thing we ever brought off," Harding said at

last, "when we made Alick Drummond carry on a regular correspondence

with a foreign lady of the highest rank, who was madly in love with him.

How did we christen the Countess? I forget. But I remember the letters

you wrote for her; the delicate feminine character was the most perfect

thing I ever saw. Have you lost that talent of imitating handwriting? It

must have been a natural gift; I never saw it equalled."

"Write down a sentence or two," Hugh replied; "I'll show you if I have

lost the knack."

He copied them out on two similar sheets of paper, and gave the three to

Knowles after confusing them under the table: the latter actually

started, and the admiration that he displayed was quite sincere: the

_fac similes_, indeed, were so miraculously like the original, that it

was next to impossible to distinguish them.

"I can guess what is coming," Alan whispered softly, seeing the speaker

pause. "Go on straight and quick to the end, for God's love, and keep

nothing back. Don't look at me."

The white working lips had no need to say more: the other saw the whole

truth directly. He clenched his hand with a savage curse, but Alan's sad

deprecating eyes checked the passionate outbreak of remorse and anger.

Sullenly and reluctantly--like a spirit forced to reveal the secrets of

his prison-house--Hugh Crichton went through all the miserable details.

Knowles had represented himself as being on such very intimate terms

with Wyverne, as fully to justify him in attempting a practical joke.

"Alan's the best fellow in the world," he said, airily, "but he believes

that it is impossible to take him in about womankind. There's the finest

possible chance just now, and it can be managed so easily, if you will

only help me."

Hugh's natural delicacy and sense of honour, dulled and weakened by

drink and degradation, had life enough left to revolt suspiciously. But

the other brought to bear pretexts and arguments, specious enough to

have deluded a stronger intellect and quieted a keener conscience: he

particularly insisted on the point that the lady's character could bear

being compromised, and that the secret would never go beyond Alan and

himself. Hugh had to contend, besides, against a sense of heavy

obligation, and the selfish fear of offending the only friend that was

left to back him. Of course, eventually he consented. The next morning

Harding brought a specimen of the handwriting--a long and perfectly

insignificant note, with the signature torn off--(he was a great

collector of autographs): he was also provided with paper and envelopes,

both marked with a cypher, which he took pains to conceal. Crichton

could not be sure of the initials, but he caught a glimpse of their

colour--a brilliant scarlet. The tone of the fictitious letter, though

the expressions were guardedly vague, seemed strangely earnest for a

mere mystification; certainly an intimate acquaintance was implied

between the writer and the person to whom it was addressed. The copyist

was more than half dissatisfied; he grumbled a good many objections

while employed on his task, and was very glad when it was over. The

signature was simply "N.," an initial which occurred more than once in

the specimen note, so that it was easy to reproduce a very peculiar wavy

flourish. The imitation was a masterpiece, and Knowles was profuse of

thanks and praises.

He did not allude to the matter more than once during the next few

weeks, and then only to remark, in a careless, casual way, that the plot

was going on swimmingly. This struck Crichton as rather odd; neither the

pleasure of Knowles's society nor the comparative luxuries which liberal

advances supplied, could keep him from feeling very uncomfortable at

times. One morning, late in December, a note came, begging him to dine

with Harding that night in the Temple; the writer "was going into the

country almost immediately."

It was a very succulent repast, and poor Hugh, as was his wont, drank

largely; nevertheless, when, late in the evening, Knowles asked him to

repeat his calligraphic feat, and showed the draft of a letter, it

became evident, even to his clouded brain, that something more than

"merry mischief" was intended; at first he refused flatly and rudely.

Indeed, any rational being, unless very far gone in drink or

self-delusion, must have suspected foul play. Not only was the tone of

the letter passionate to a degree, but it contained allusions of real

grave import; and one name was actually mentioned--Helen Vavasour's.

Knowles was playing his grand _coup_, and necessarily had to risk

something. He was not at all disconcerted at the resistance he

encountered; he had a plausible explanation ready to meet every

objection. "He was going down to Dene the next day, on purpose to enjoy

the _denouement_; it would be such a pity to spoil it now. Miss Vavasour

was a cousin who had known Alan from her infancy; she would appreciate

the trick as well as any one; but, of course, she was never to know of

it. This was the very last time he would ask his friend's help." So the

tempter went on, alternately ridiculing and cajoling Hugh's scruples,

all the while drenching him with strong liquor: at length he prevailed.

Crichton was one of those men whose hand and eye, often to their own

detriment, will keep steady when their brain is whirling. He executed

his task with a mechanical perfection, though he was scarcely aware of

the meaning of each sentence as he wrote it down. Knowles took

possession of the letter as soon as it was done, and locked it up

carefully.

The revel became an orgie: the last thing that Hugh remembered

distinctly was--marking a devilish satisfaction on his companion's

crafty face, that made his own blood boil. After that everything was

chaos. He had a vague recollection of having tried to get back the

letter--of high words and a serious quarrel--even of a blow exchanged;

but the impressions were like those left by a painful nightmare. He woke

from a long heavy stupor, such as undrugged liquor could scarcely

produce, and found himself on a door-step in his own street, without a

notion of how he had got there, subject to the attentions of a

benevolent policeman, who would not allow him to enjoy, undisturbed, "a

lodging upon the cold ground." The next day came a curt contemptuous

note from Harding Knowles, to say "that he was glad to have been of some

assistance to an old friend, and that he should never expect repayment

of his advances; but that nothing would induce him to risk a repetition

of the painful scene of last night." They had never met since. Crichton

was constantly haunted with the idea of having been an accessory to some

base villany; and would have communicated his suspicions, long ago, to

Wyverne, if it had not been for the false pride which made him keep

aloof from all ancient acquaintance, as if he had been plague-stricken.

Alan sat perfectly quiet and silent, till the other had finished, only

betraying emotion by a convulsive twisting of the fingers that shaded

his eyes. All at once he broke out into a harsh bitter laugh.

"You thought it was a practical joke? So it was--a very practical one,

and right well played out. Do you know what it cost me? The hope and

happiness of my life--that's all. Why, if I were to drain that lying

hound's blood, drop by drop, he would be in my debt still!"

Then his head sank on his crossed arms, and he began to murmur to

himself--so piteously--

"Ah, my Helen! my lost Helen!"

The beaten-down, degraded look possessed the castaway's face stronger

than ever.

"Didn't I ask you to wait till I had told you all?" he muttered. "I knew

how it would be; that was why I hesitated to accept your invitation

to-day. Let me go now; I cannot comfort you or help you either. You

meant kindly though, old friend, and I thank you all the same.

Good-bye."

Alan lifted his head quickly. His eyes were not angry--only

inexpressibly sad.

"Sit down, Hugh," he said, "and don't be hasty. You might give one a

moment's breathing-time after a blow like that. I haven't spirits enough

for argument, much less for quarrelling. I know well if you had been in

your sober senses, and had thought it would really harm me, no earthly

bribe would have tempted you to pen one line. You can help me very much;

and I will trust you so far from the bottom of my heart; as for

comfort--I must trust to God. I hold to every word of my offers. I am so

very glad I made them before I heard all this; for I can ask you to

serve me now without your suspecting a bribe."

Length of misery tames stoicism as it crushes better feelings: a spirit

nearly broken yields easily to weakness that would shame hearts

inexperienced in sorrow. The pride of manhood could not check the big

drops that wetted Crichton's hollow cheeks before Wyverne had finished

speaking.

They talked long and seriously that night. Alan did not trust by halves;

he forced himself to go into every detail that it was necessary the

other should know, though some words and names seemed to burn his lips

in passing. Before they parted their plan was fully arranged. Hugh was

to resign his clerkship at once, so as to devote himself exclusively to

completing the chain of proofs that would criminate at least the main

movers in the plot. Alan clung persistently to the idea that Clydesdale

had a good deal to do with it.

It is needless to say that the amateur detective worked with all his

heart, and soul, and strength. His temperance was worthy of an

anchorite; and, when he kept his senses about him, Crichton could be as

patient and keen-scented as the most practised of legal bloodhounds.

Before a week was over, he had collected evidence, conclusive and

consecutive enough, to have convinced any Court of Honour, though

perhaps it would not have secured a verdict from those free and

enlightened Britons who will make a point of acquitting any murderer

that does not chance to be caught "red-handed." Truly ours is a noble

Constitution, and Trial by Jury is one of its fairest pillars; but I

have heard a paragon Judge speak blasphemy thereanent. If the Twelve

were allowed the French latitude of finding "extenuating circumstances,"

I believe the coolest on the Bench would go distraught, in helpless

wrath and contempt.

Wyverne knew the shop that Mrs. Lenox patronized for _papeterie_. They

ascertained there that a man answering exactly to the description of

Knowles had called, one day in that autumn, and had asked for a packet

of envelopes and note-paper, stating that he was commissioned to take

them down in the country, and producing one of the lady's cards as a

credential. The stationer particularly remembered it from the fact of

the purchase having been paid for on the spot. Trifling as the amount

was--only a few shillings--it was a curious infraction of Nina's

commercial system, which was, as a rule, consistently Pennsylvanian.

Crichton had certainly contracted no new friendships during his office

servitude, but he had made a few acquaintances at some of the haunts

frequented nightly by revellers of the clerkly guild. He worked one of

these engines of information very effectually. Harding had more than

once given him a cheque to a small amount, which he had got cashed

through one of the subordinates of the bank, whom he had chanced to

fraternize with at the "Cat and Compasses," or some such reputable

hostel. At the expense of much persuasion, and a timely advance to the

official, whose convivial habits were getting him into difficulties,

Hugh was in a position to prove that Knowles had paid into his account,

early in the January following that eventful Christmas, a cheque for

L5000, signed by Lord Clydesdale. The money remained standing to his

credit for some time, but had since been drawn out for investment. The

dates of the composition of the fictitious letters corresponded exactly

with the times at which Alan had received them.

Altogether, the case seemed tolerably clear, and a net of proof was

drawn round Harding Knowles that it would puzzle even his craft to

escape from.

I do not enter into the question whether the influences of high

Civilization are sanctifying, or the reverse; but on some grounds, it

surely ought to improve our Christianity, if it were only for the

obstacles standing in the path of certain pagan propensities. One would

think that even an infidel might see the folly of letting the sun go

down on futile wrath. In truth, nowadays, the prosecution of a purely

personal and private vengeance is not alone immoral in itself, but

exceedingly difficult to carry out. You cannot go forth and smite your

enemy under the fifth rib, wheresoever you may meet, after the simple

antique fashion. You must lure him across the Channel before you can

even proceed after the formula of the polite _duello_--supposing always

that the adversary had not infringed the criminal code.

Alan Wyverne's nature was not sublime enough to admit a thought of

forgiveness, now. Since he held the instruments of retaliation in his

hand, he had never faltered for one moment in his vindictive purpose;

but--how best to complete it--was a problem over which he brooded

gloomily for hours, without touching the solution.

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