A Bashful Beggar

"It is his diffidence," the good lady told me, "that has caused the

young man to fail dismally in this strenuous age of materialism. His is

a gentle spirit!"

At their first meeting, she told me, when he called at her home and

asked for something to eat, he appeared so shy and embarrassed that she

was immediately interested in him. He blushed and stammered in a most

pitiable way, and after he had eaten heartily of the roast beef and

potatoes placed before him he wanted to hurry away, hardly having the

courage to remain and thank his benefactor.

The good lady told me all this in such a serious manner that I felt

I must accept it seriously, and when she suggested that I drive over

to a neighboring village to meet the boy at the train, because, being

unaccustomed to travel, he could never find his way alone to the

Colony, I arranged to meet him.

There are simple-minded men--mental defectives--who are oftentimes

helpless as children, and I was inclined to put this boy in that class.

But the lad whom I found waiting for me at the station came out to meet

me in a manner so self-possessed that for the instant I was startled.

The report of him seemed to be much in error.

"I ought not to have put you to all this trouble," he said, in ready

apology.

"The letter," I replied, "stated that you might not be able to find

your way."

He gave me a sly, shrewd glance, and then, confident that he was

understood, he said simply, "Indeed?"

"Naturally you did not confide in the lady who sent you, that you had

freighted it through most States as far as the railroads go?"

"No, I did not approach her as a penitent at confessional," he

answered, "but rather as a panhandler at the side door. Confession may

help to advance a man spiritually, but to a man living on the material

plane, would you advise it?"

"Is it true," I asked, "that you stammered and blushed when our friend

offered you roast beef and potatoes?"

"It is my best canvass," he replied.

We had driven some distance while this conversation was in progress,

and coming to cross-roads, I was uncertain of the direction.

"Go in to that farmhouse, please," I said to my companion, pointing to

a cheerful looking home a short distance from the road, "and inquire

the way?"

He alighted quickly and went around to the side door out of my sight.

I waited, every moment expecting him to return with the desired

information, and was growing impatient when he came out to me, his face

beaming with the enthusiasm that follows a successful interview.

"This is your share," he said, holding out a generous portion of hot

apple pie to me. "The lady who lives here is a motherly soul--very

proud of her cooking, and the pie did smell most tempting--I could not

resist."

"Did you use your usual 'blush and stammer' method to solicit this

pastry?" I questioned him.

"No, she was as hungry for my compliments as I was for her apple pie,

so we simply made a fair exchange."

"And the directions back to the Colony?"

"The direction?" and he felt extremely stupid. "I felt all the time

that--in my sub-conscious mind--there was a thought trying to assert

itself."

"But the strength of a bad habit," I remarked, "held back the thought:

habit is a strong force for good or evil, for it perpetuates itself by

a form, as it were, of auto-suggestion. You know all suggestions are

powerful."

"It is good pie, isn't it?" he asked, irrelevantly.

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