CHAPTER XIV.

M. GINORY was not without uneasiness when he thought of the detention of

Jacques Dantin. Without doubt, all prisoners, all accused persons are

reticent; they try to hide their guilt under voluntary silence. They do

not speak, because they have sworn not to. They are bound, one knows not

by whom, by an oath which they cannot break. It is the ordinary system

of the guilty who cannot defend themselves. Mystery seems to them

safety.

But Dantin, intimately acquainted with Rovere's life, might be

acquainted with some secret which he could not disclose and which did

not pertain to him at all. What secret? Had not an examining magistrate

a right to know everything? Had not an accused man a right to speak?

Either Dantin had nothing to reveal and he was playing a comedy and was

guilty, or, if by a few words, by a confidence made to the magistrate he

could escape an accusation, recover his liberty, without doubt he would

speak after having kept an inexplicable silence. How could one suppose

that an innocent man would hold, for a long time, to this mute system?

The discovery of the portrait in Mme. Colard's shop ought, naturally, to

give to the affair a new turn. The arrest of Charles Prades brought an

important element to these researches. He would be examined by M. Ginory

the next morning, after having been questioned by the Commissary of

Police.

Bernardet, spruce, freshly shaven, was there, and seemed in his

well-brushed redingote, like a little abbe come to assist at some

curious ceremony.

On the contrary, Prades, after a sleepless night, a night of agony,

paler than the evening before, his face fierce and its muscles

contracted, had a haggard expression, and he blinked his eyes like a

night bird suddenly brought into glaring sunlight. He repeated before

the Examining Magistrate what he had said to the brigadier. But his

voice, vibrant a few hours before, had become heavy, almost raucous, as

the haughty expression of his face had become sullen and tragic.

The Examining Magistrate had cited Mme. Colard, the shopkeeper, to

appear before him. She instantly recognized in this Prades the man who

had sold her the little panel by Paul Baudry.

He denied it. He did not know of what they were talking. He had never

seen this woman. He knew nothing about any portrait.

"It belonged to M. Rovere," the magistrate replied, "M. Rovere, the

murdered man; M. Rovere, who was consul at Buenos Ayres, and you spoke,

yesterday, of Buenos Ayres, in the examination at the station house in

the Rue de la Rochefoucauld."

"M. Rovere? Buenos Ayres?" repeated the young man, rolling his sombrero

around his fingers.

He repeated that he did not know the ex-Consul, that he had never been

in South America, that he had come from Sydney.

Bernardet, at this moment, interrupted him by taking his hat from him

without saying a word, and Prades cast a very angry look at the little

man.

M. Ginory understood Bernardet's move and approved with a smile. He

looked in the inside of the sombrero which Bernardet handed to him.

The hat bore the address of Gordon, Smithson & Co., Berner Street,

London.

"But, after all," thought the Magistrate, "Buenos Ayres is one of the

markets for English goods."

"That is a hat bought at Sydney," Prades (who had understood) explained.

Before the bold, decided, almost violent affirmations which Mme. Colard

made that this was certainly the seller of the portrait, the young man

lost countenance a little. He kept saying over and over: "You deceive

yourself. Madame, I have never spoken to you, I have never seen you."

When M. Ginory asked her if she still persisted in saying that this was

the man who had sold her the picture, she said:

"Do I still persist? With my neck under the guillotine I would persist,"

and she kept repeating: "I am sure of it! I am sure of it!"

This preliminary examination brought about no decisive result. It was

certain that, if this portrait had been in the possession of this young

man and been sold by him, that he, Charles Prades, was an accomplice of

Dantin's, if not the author of the crime. They ought, then, to be

brought face to face, and, possibly, this might bring about an immediate

result. And why not have this meeting take place at once, before Prades

was sent where Dantin was, at Mazas?

M. Ginory, who had uttered this word "Mazas," noticed the expression of

terror which flashed across and suddenly transfigured the young man's

face.

Prades stammered:

"Then--you will hold me? Then--I am not free?"

M. Ginory did not reply. He gave an order that this Prades should be

guarded until the arrival of Dantin from Mazas.

In Mazas, in that walled prison, in the cell which had already made him

ill, Jacques Dantin sat. This man, with the trooper's air, seemed almost

to be in a state of collapse. When the guard came to his cell he drew

himself up and endeavored to collect all his energy; and when the door

was opened and he was called he appeared quite like himself. When he saw

the prison wagon which had brought him to Mazas and now awaited to take

him to the Palais de Justice he instinctively recoiled; then, recovering

himself, he entered the narrow vehicle.

The idea, the sensation that he was so near all this life--yet so

far--that he was going through these streets, filled with carriages,

with men and women who were free, gave him a desperate, a nervous sense

of irritation.

The air which they breathed, he breathed and felt fan his brow--but

through a grating. They arrived at the Palais and Jacques Dantin

recognized the staircases which he had previously mounted, that led to

the Examining Magistrate's room. He entered the narrow room where M.

Ginory awaited him. Dantin saluted the Magistrate with a gesture which,

though courteous, seemed to have a little bravado in it; as a salutation

with a sword before a duel. Then he glanced around, astonished to see,

between two guards, a man whom he did not recognize.

M. Ginory studied them. If he knew this Prades, who also curiously

returned his look, Jacques Dantin was a great comedian, because no

indication, not the slightest involuntary shudder, not the faintest

trace of an expression of having seen him before, crossed his face. Even

M. Ginory's keen eyes could detect nothing. He had asked that Bernardet

be present at the meeting, and the little man's face, become serious,

almost severe, was turned, with eager interrogation in its expression,

toward Dantin. Bernardet also was unable to detect the faintest emotion

which could be construed into an acknowledgment of ever having seen this

young man before. Generally prisoners would, unconsciously, permit a

gesture, a glance, a something, to escape them when they were brusquely

confronted, unexpectedly, with some accomplice. This time not a muscle

of Dantin's face moved, not an eyelash quivered.

M. Ginory motioned Jacques Dantin to a seat directly in front of him,

where the light would fall full upon his face. Pointing out Prades, he

asked:

"Do you recognize this man?"

Dantin, after a second or two, replied:

"No; I have never seen him."

"Never?"

"I believe not; he is unknown to me!"

"And you, Prades, have you ever seen Jacques Dantin?"

"Never," said Prades, in his turn. His voice seemed hoarse, compared

with the brief, clear response made by Dantin.

"He is, however, the original of the portrait which you sold to Mme.

Colard."

"The portrait?"

"Look sharply at Dantin. Look at him well," repeated M. Ginory. "You

must recognize that he is the original of the portrait in question."

"Yes;" Prades replied. His eyes were fixed upon the prisoner.

"Ah!" the Magistrate joyously exclaimed, asking: "And how, tell me, did

you so quickly recognize the original of the portrait which you saw only

an instant in my room?"

"I do not know," stammered Prades, not comprehending the gravity of a

question put in an insinuating, almost amiable tone.

"Oh, well!" continued M. Ginory, still in a conciliating tone, "I am

going to explain to you. It is certain that you recognize these

features, because you had a long time in which to contemplate them;

because you had it a long time in your hands when you were trying to

pull off the frame."

"The frame? What frame?" asked the young man stupefied, not taking his

eyes from the Magistrate's face, which seemed to him endowed with some

occult power. M. Ginory went on:

"The frame which you had trouble in removing, since the scratches show

in the wood. And what if, after taking the portrait to Mme. Colard's

shop, we should find the frame in question at another place, at some

other shop--that would not be very difficult," and M. Ginory smiled at

Bernardet. "What if we could add another new deposition to that of Mme.

Colard's? Yes; what if to that clear, decisive deposition we could add

another--what would you have to say?"

Silence! Prades turned his head around, his eyes wandered about, as if

searching to find an outlet or a support; gasping like a man who has

been injured.

Jacques Dantin looked at him at the same moment when the Magistrate,

with a glance keener, more piercing than ever, seemed to search his very

soul. The young man was now pallid and unmanned.

At length Prades pronounced some words. What did he want of him? What

frame was he talking of? And who was this other dealer of whom the

Magistrate spoke and whom he had called a second time? Where was this

witness with "the new deposition?"

"One is enough!" he said, casting a ferocious look at Mme. Colard, who,

on a sign from M. Ginory, had entered, pale and full of fear.

He added in a menacing tone:

"One is even too much!"

The fingers of his right hand contracted, as if around a knife handle.

At this moment Bernardet, who was studying each gesture which the man

made, was convinced that the murderer of Rovere was there. He saw that

hand armed with the knife, the one which had been found in his pocket,

striking his victim, gashing the ex-Consul's throat.

But then, "Dantin?" An accomplice, without doubt. The head, of which the

adventurer was the arm. Because, in the dead man's eye, Dantin's image

appeared, reflected as clear proof, like an accusation, showing the

person who was last seen in Rovere's supreme agony. Jacques Dantin was

there--the eye spoke.

Mme. Colard's testimony no longer permitted M. Ginory to doubt. This

Charles Prades was certainly the man who sold the portrait.

Nothing could be proved except that the two men had never met. No sign

of emotion showed that Dantin had ever seen the young man before. The

latter alone betrayed himself when he was going to Mazas with the

original of the portrait painted by Baudry.

But, however, as the Magistrate underlined it with precision, the fact

alone of recognizing Dantin constituted against Prades a new charge.

Added to the testimony, to the formal affirmation of the shopkeeper,

this charge became grave.

Coldly, M. Ginory said to his registrar:

"An order!"

Then, when Favarel had taken a paper engraved at the top, which Prades

tried to decipher, the Magistrate began to question him. And as M.

Ginory spoke slowly, Favarel filled in the blank places which made a

free man, a prisoner.

"You are called?" demanded M. Ginory.

"Prades."

"Your first name?"

"Henri."

"You said Charles to the Commissary of Police."

"Henri-Charles--Charles--Henri."

The Magistrate did not even make a sign to Favarel, seated before the

table, and who wrote very quickly without M. Ginory dictating to him.

"Your profession?" continued the Magistrate.

"Commission merchant."

"Your age?"

"Twenty-eight."

"Your residence?"

"Sydney, Australia."

And, upon this official paper, the replies were filled in, one by one,

in the blank places:

COURT OF THE FIRST INSTANCE OF THE DEPARTMENT OF THE SEINE:

Warrant of Commitment against Prades.

* * * * *

Note.--Write exactly the names, Christian names, professions,

age, residence and nature of charge.

* * * * *

Description Height metre centimetres

Forehead Nose

Eyes Mouth

Chin Eyebrows

Hair

General Appearance

We, Edme-Armand-Georges Ginory, Examining Magistrate of the

Court of the First Instance of the Department of the Seine,

command and enjoin all officers and guards of the Public Force

to conduct to the Prison of Detention, called the Mazas, in

conformity to the Law, Prades (Charles Henri), aged 28 years,

Commission Merchant from Sydney. Accused of complicity in the

murder of Louis-Pierre Rovere. We direct the Director of said

house of detention to receive and hold him till further orders.

We command every man in the Public to lend assistance in order

to execute the present order, in case such necessity arises, to

which we attach our name and seal.

Made at the Palais de Justice, in Paris, the 12th of February,

1896.

And below, the seal was attached to the order by the registrar. M.

Ginory signed it, saying to Favarel:

"The description must be left blank. They will fill it out after the

measurements are taken."

Then, Prades, stupefied till now, not seeming to realize half that was

passing around him, gave a sudden, violent start. A cry burst from him.

"Arrested! Have you arrested me?"

M. Ginory leaned over the table. He was calm and held his pen with which

he had signed the order, suspended in the air. The young man rushed

forward wild with anger, and if the guards had not held him back, he

would have seized M. Ginory's fat neck with both hands. The guards held

Prades back, while the Examining Magistrate, carelessly pricking the

table with his pen, gently said, with a smile:

"All the same, more than one malefactor has betrayed himself in a fit of

anger. I have often thought that it would take very little to get myself

assassinated, when I had before me an accused person whom I felt was

guilty and who would not confess. Take away the man!"

While they were pushing Prades toward the corridor he shouted:

"_Canailles_." M. Ginory ordered that Dantin should be left alone with

him. "Alone," he said to Bernardet, whose look was a little uneasy. The

registrar half rose from his chair, picking up his papers and pushing

them into the pockets of his much worn paper case.

"No; you may remain, Favarel."

"Well," said the Magistrate in a familiar tone, when he found himself

face to face with Jacques Dantin. "Have you reflected?"

Jacques Dantin, his lips pressed closely together, did not reply.

"It is a counsellor--a counsellor of an especial kind--the cell. He who

invented it"----

"Yes;" Dantin brusquely interrupted. "The brain suffers between those

walls. I have not slept since I went there. Not slept at all. Insomnia

is killing me. It seems as if I should go crazy!"

"Then?" asked M. Ginory.

"Then"----

Jacques Dantin looked fiercely at the registrar, who sat waiting, his

pen over his ear, his elbows on the table, his chin on his hands.

"Then, oh, well! Then, here it is, I wish to tell you all--all. But to

you--to you"----

"To me alone?"

"Yes," said Dantin, with the same fierce expression.

"My dear Favarel," the Magistrate began.

The registrar had already risen. He slowly bowed and went out.

"Now," said the Magistrate to Jacques Dantin, "you can speak."

The man still hesitated.

"Monsieur," he asked, "will any word said here be repeated, ought it or

must it be repeated in a courtroom, at the Assizes, I know not

where--anywhere before the public?"

"That depends," said M. Ginory. "But what you know you owe to justice,

whether it be a revelation, an accusation or a confession, I ask it of

you."

Still Dantin hesitated. Then the Magistrate spoke these words: "I demand

it!"

With a violent effort the prisoner began. "So be it! But it is to a man

of honor, rather than to a Magistrate, to whom I address these words. If

I have hesitated to speak, if I have allowed myself to be suspected and

to be accused, it is because it seemed to me impossible, absolutely

impossible, that this same truth should not be revealed--I do not know

in what way--that it would become known to you without compelling me to

disclose a secret which was not mine."

"To an Examining Magistrate one may tell everything," said M. Ginory.

"We have listened to confessions in our offices which are as inviolable

as those of the confessional made to a priest."

And now, after having accused Dantin of lying, believing that he was

acting a comedy, after smiling disdainfully at that common invention--a

vow which one could not break--the perception of a possibility entered

the Magistrate's mind that this man might be sincere. Hitherto he had

closed his heart against sympathy for this man; they had met in the

mutual hostility.

The manner in which Jacques Dantin approached the question, the

resolution with which he spoke, no longer resembled the obstinate

attitude which he had before assumed in this same room.

Reflection, the prison--the cell, without doubt--a frightful and

stifling cell--had done its work. The man who had been excited to the

point of not speaking now wished to tell all.

"Yes," he said, "since nothing has happened to convince you that I am

not lying."

"I am listening to you," said the Magistrate.

Then, in a long, close conference, Jacques Dantin told M. Ginory his

story. He related how, from early youth, he and Rovere had been close

friends; of the warm affection which had always existed between them; of

the shams and deceptions of which he had been guilty; of the bitterness

of his ruined life; of an existence which ought to have been beautiful,

and which, so useless, the life of a _viveur_, had almost made

him--why?--how?--through need of money and a lack of moral sense--almost

descend to crime.

This Rovere, whom he was accused of killing, he loved, and, to tell the

truth, in that strange and troublous existence which he had lived,

Rovere had been the only true friend whom he had known. Rovere, a sort

of pessimistic philosopher, a recluse, lycanthropic, after a life spent

in feasting, having surfeited himself with pleasure, recognized also in

his last years that disinterested affection is rare in this world, and

his savage misanthropy softened before Jacques Dantin's warm

friendship.

"I continued to search for, in what is called pleasure and what as one's

hair whitens becomes vice; in play; in the uproar of Paris,

forgetfulness of life, of the dull life of a man growing old, alone,

without home or family, an old, stupid fellow, whom the young people

look at with hate and say to each other: 'Why is he still here?' Rovere,

more and more, felt the need of withdrawing into solitude, thinking over

his adventurous life, as bad and as ruined as mine, and he wished to see

no one. A wolf, a wild boar in his lair! Can you understand this

friendship between two old fellows, one of whom tried in every way to

direct his thoughts from himself, and the other, waiting death in a

corner of his fireside, solitary, unsociable?"

"Perfectly! Go on!"

And the magistrate, with eyes riveted upon Jacques Dantin, saw this man,

excited, making light of this recital of the past; evoking remembrances

of forgotten events, of this lost affection; lost, as all his life was.

"This is not a conference; is it not so? You no longer believe that it

is a comedy? I loved Rovere. Life had often separated us. He searched

for fortune at the other end of the world. I made a mess of mine and ate

it in Paris. But we always kept up our relations, and when he returned

to France we were happy in again seeing each other. The grayer turned

the hair, the more tender the heart became. I had always found him

morose--from his twentieth year he always dragged after him a sinister

companion--ennui. He had chosen a Consular career, to live far away, and

in a fashion not at all like ours. I have often laughingly said to him

that he probably had met with unrequited love; that he had experienced

some unhappy passion. He said, no! I feigned to believe it. One is not

sombre and melancholy like that without some secret grief. After all,

there are others who do not feel any gayer with a smile on the lips.

Sadness is no sign. Neither is gayety!"

His face took on a weary, melancholy expression, which at first

astonished the Magistrate; then he experienced a feeling of pity; he

listened, silent and grave.

"I will pass over all the details of our life, shall I not? My monologue

would be too long. The years of youth passed with a rapidity truly

astonishing; we come to the time when we found ourselves--he weary of

life, established in his chosen apartments in the Boulevard de Clichy,

with his paintings and books; sitting in front of his fire and awaiting

death--I continuing to spur myself on like a foundered horse. Rovere

moralized to me; I jeered at his sermons, and I went to sit by his

fireside and talk over the past. One of his joys had been this portrait

of me, painted by Paul Baudry. He had hung it up in his salon, at the

corner of the chimney piece, at the left, and he often said to me:

"'Dost thou know that when thou art not here I talk to it?'

"I was not there very often. Parisian life draws us by its thousand

attractions. The days which seem interminable when one is twenty rush by

as if on wings when one is fifty. One has not even time to stop to see

the friends one loves. At the last moment, if one is right, one ought to

say, 'How I have cast to the winds everything precious which life has

given me. How foolish I have been--how stupid.' Pay no attention to my

philosophisms--the cell! Mazas forces one to think!

"One day--it was one morning--on returning from the club where I had

passed the night stupidly losing sums which would have given joy to

hundreds of families, I found on my desk a message from Rovere. If one

would look through my papers one would find it there--I kept it. Rovere

begged me to come to him immediately. I shivered--a sharp presentiment

of death struck me. The writing was trembling, unlike his own. I struck

my forehead in anger. This message had been waiting for me since the

night before, while I was spending the hours in gambling. If, when I

hurried toward the Boulevard de Clichy, I had found Rovere dead on my

arrival, I could not, believe me, have experienced greater despair. His

assassination seemed to me atrocious; but I was at least able to assure

him that his friendship was returned. I hastily read the telegram, threw

myself into a fiacre, and hastened to his apartments. The woman who

acted as housekeeper for him, Mme. Moniche, the portress, raising her

arms as she opened the door for me, said:

"'Ah! Monsieur, but Monsieur has waited for you. He has repeated your

name all night. He nearly died, but he is better now.'

"Rovere, sitting the night before by his fire, had been stricken by

lateral paralysis, and as soon as he could hold a pen, in spite of the

orders of the physician who had been quickly called, had written and

sent the message to me some hours before.

"As soon as he saw me he--the strong man, the mad misanthrope, silent

and sombre--held me in his arms and burst into tears. His embrace was

that of a man who concentrates in one being all that remains of hope.

"'Thou! thou art here!' he said in a low tone. 'If thou knewest!'

"I was moved to the depths of my heart. That manly face, usually so

energetic, wore an expression of terror which was in some way almost

childish, a timorous fright. The tears rose in his eyes.

"'Oh! how I have waited for thee! how I have longed for thee!'

"He repeated this phrase with anxious obstinacy. Then he seemed to be

suffocating. Emotion! The sight of me recalled to him the long agony of

that night when he thought that he was about to die without parting with

me for the last time.

"'For what I have to tell thee'----

"He shook his head.

"'It is the secret of my life!'

"He was lying on a sort of sick chair or lounge, in the library where he

passed his last days with his books. He made me sit down beside him. He

took my hand and said:

"'I am going to die. I believed that the end had come last night. I

called thee. Oh, well, if I had died there is one being in the world who

would not have had the fortune which--I have'----

"He lowered his voice as if he thought we were spied upon, as if some

one could hear.

"'I have a daughter. Yes, even from thee I have hidden this secret,

which tortures me. A daughter who loves me and who has not the right to

confess this tenderness, no more than I have the right to give her my

name. Ah! our youth, sad youth! I might have had a home to-day, a

fireside of my own, a dear one near me, and instead of that, an

affection of which I am ashamed and which I have hidden even from thee,

Jacques, from thee, dost thou comprehend?'

"I remember each of Rovere's words as if I was hearing them now. This

conversation with my poor friend is among the most poignant yet most

precious of my remembrances. With much emotion, which distressed me, the

poor man revealed to me the secret which he had believed it his duty to

hide from me so many years, and I vowed to him--I swore to him on my

honor, and that is why I hesitated to speak, or rather refused to speak,

not wishing to compromise any one, neither the dead nor living--I swore

to him, Monsieur le Juge, to repeat nothing of what he told me to any

one, to any one but to her"----

"Her?" interrogated M. Ginory.

"His daughter," Dantin replied.

The Examining Magistrate recalled that visitor in black, who had been

seen occasionally at Rovere's apartments, and the little romance of

which Paul Rodier had written in his paper--the romance of the Woman in

Black!

"And this daughter?"

"She bears," said Dantin, with a discouraged gesture, "the name of the

father which the law gives her, and this name is a great name, an

illustrious name, that of a retired general officer, living in one of

the provinces, a widower, and who adores the girl who is another man's

child. The mother is dead. The father has never known. When dying, the

mother revealed the secret to her daughter. She came, by command of the

dead, to see Rovere, but as a Sister of Charity, faithful to the name

which she bears. She does not wish to marry; she will never leave the

crippled old soldier who calls her his daughter, and who adores her."

"Oh!" said M. Ginory, remaining mute a moment before this very simple

drama, and in which, in that moment of reflection, he comprehended, he

analyzed, nearly all of the hidden griefs, the secret tears, the stifled

sobs, the stolen kisses. "And that is why you kept silent?" he asked.

"Yes, Monsieur. Oh! but I could not endure the torture any longer, and

not seeing the expected release any nearer, I would have spoken, I would

have spoken to escape that cell, that sense of suffocation, I endured

there. It seemed to me, however, that I owed it to my dead friend not to

reveal his secret to any one, not even to you. I shall never forget

Rovere's joy, when relieved of the burden, by the confidence which he

had reposed in me, he said to me, that now that she who was his

daughter, and was poor, living at Blois only on the pension of a retired

officer to whom she had appointed herself nurse, knowing that she was

not his daughter, this innocent child, who was paying with a life of

devotion for the sins of two guilty ones, would at least have happiness

at last.

"She is young, and the one for whom she cares cannot live always. My

fortune will give her a dowry. And then!"

"It was to me to whom he confided this fortune. He had very little money

with his notary. Erratic and distrustful, Rovere kept his valuables in

his safe, as he kept his books in his library. It seemed that he was a

collector, picking up all kinds of things. Avaricious? No; but he wished

to have about him, under his hand, everything which belonged to him. He

possibly may have wished to give what he had directly to the one to whom

it seemed good to him to give it, and confide it to me in trust.

"I regret not having asked him directly that day what he counted on

doing with his fortune and how he intended enriching his child, whom he

had not the right to recognize. I dared, or, rather, I did not think of

it. I experienced a strong emotion when I saw my friend enfeebled and

almost dying. I had known him so different, so handsome. Oh! those poor,

sad, restless eyes, that lowered voice, as if he feared an enemy was

listening! Illness had quickly, brutally changed that vigorous man,

suddenly old and timorous.

"I went away from that first interview much distressed, carrying a

secret which seemed to me a heavy and cruel one; and which made me think

of the uselessness, the wickedness, the vain loves of a ruined life. But

I felt that Rovere owed truly his fortune to that girl who, the next

day after the death of the one whom she had piously attended, found

herself poor and isolated in a little house in a steep street, near the

Chateau, above Blois. I felt that, whatever this unknown father left,

ought not to go to distant relatives, who cared nothing for him; did not

even know him; were ignorant of his sufferings and perhaps even of his

existence, and who by law would inherit.

"A dying man, yes! There could be no question about it, and Dr.

Vilandry, whom I begged to accompany me to see my friend, did not hide

it from me. Rovere was dying of a kidney difficulty, which had made

rapid progress.

"It was necessary, then, since he was not alone in the world, that he

should think of the one of whom he had spoken and whom he loved.

"'For I love her, that child whom I have no right to name. I love her!

She is good, tender, admirable. If I did not see that she resembled

me--for she does resemble me--I should tell thee that she was beautiful.

I would be proud to cry aloud: "This is my daughter!" To promenade with

her on my arm--and I must hide this secret from all the world. That is

my torture! And it is the chastisement of all that has not been right in

my life. Ah! sad, unhappy loves!' That same malediction for the past

came to his lips as it had come to his thoughts. The old workman,

burdened with labor throughout the week, who could promenade on the

Boulevard de Clichy on Sunday, with his daughter on his arm, was happier

than Rovere. And--a strange thing, sentiment of shame and

remorse--feeling himself traveling fast to his last resting-place in the

cemetery, he expressed no wish to see that child, to send for her to

come from Blois under some pretext or other, easy enough to find.

"No, he experienced a fierce desire for solitude, he shrunk from an

interview, in which he feared all his grief would rush to his lips in a

torrent of words. He feared for himself, for his weakness, for the

strange feeling he experienced in his head.

"'It seems as if it oscillated upon my shoulders,' he said. 'If Marthe

came (and he repeated the name as a child would have pronounced it who

was just learning to name the letters of a word) I would give her but

the sad spectacle of a broken-down man, and leave on her mind only the

impression of a human ruin. And then--and then--not to see her! not to

have the right to see her! that is all right--it is my chastisement!'

"Let it be so! I understood. I feared that an interview would be mortal.

He had been so terribly agitated when he had sent for me that other

time.

"But I, at least, wished to recall to him his former wish which he had

expressed of providing for the girl's future. I desired that he should

make up for the past, since money is one of the forms of reparation. But

I dared not speak to him again in regard to it, or of that trust of

which he had spoken.

"He said to me, this strong man whom Death had never frightened, and

whom he had braved many times, he said to me now, weakened by this

illness which was killing him hour by hour:

"If I knew that my end was near I would decide--but I have time."

"Time! Each day brought him a little nearer to that life about which I

feared to say to him: 'The time has come!' The fear, in urging him to a

last resolution, of seeming like an executioner whose presence seemed to

say: 'To-day is the day!' prevented me. You understand, Monsieur? And

why not? I ought to wait no longer. Rovere's confidence had made of me a

second Rovere who possessed the strength and force of will which the

first one now lacked. I felt that I held in my hands, so to speak,

Marthe's fate. I did not know her, but I looked upon her as a martyr in

her vocation of nurse to the old paralytic to whom she was paying, in

love, the debt of the dead wife. I said to myself: 'It is to me, to me

alone, that Rovere must give instructions of what he wishes to leave to

his daughter, and it is for me to urge him to do this, it is for me to

brace his weakened will! I was resolved! It was a duty! Each day the

unhappy man's strength failed. I saw it--this human ruin! One morning,

when I went to his apartments, I found him in a singular state of

terror. He related me a story, I knew not what, of a thief, whose victim

he was; the lock of his door had been forced, his safe opened. Then,

suddenly, interrupting himself, he began to laugh, a feeble laugh, which

made me ill.

"'I am a fool,' he said. 'I am dreaming, awake--I continue in the

daytime the nightmares of the night--a thief here! No one has come--Mme.

Moniche has watched--but my head is so weak, so weak! I have known so

many rascals in my life! Rascals always return, _hein!_'

"He made a sad attempt at a laugh.

"It was delirium! A delirium which soon passed away, but which

frightened me. It returned with increased force each day, and at shorter

intervals.

"Well, I said to myself, during a lucid interview, 'he must do what he

has resolved to do, what he had willed to do--what he wishes to do!' And

I decided--it was the night before the assassination--to bring him to

the point, to aid his hesitation. I found him calmer that day. He was

lying on his lounge, enveloped in his dressing gown, with a traveling

rug thrown across his thin legs. With his black skull-cap and his

grayish beard he looked like a dying Doge.

"He held out his bony hand to me, giving me a sad smile, and said that

he felt better. A period of remission in his disease, a feeling of

comfort pervading his general condition.

"'What if I should recover?' he said, looking me full in the face.

"I comprehended by that ardent look, which was of singular vitality,

that this man, who had never feared death, still clung to life. It was

instinct.

"I replied that certainly he might, and I even said that he would surely

recover, but--with what grievous repugnance did I approach the

subject--I asked him if, experiencing the general feeling of ease and

comfort which pervaded his being, whether he would not be even more

comfortable and happy if he thought of what he ought to do for that

child of whom he had spoken, and for whose future he wished to provide.

"'And since thou art feeling better, my dear Rovere, it is perhaps the

opportunity to put everything in order in that life which thou art about

to recover, and which will be a new life.'

"He looked fixedly at me with his beautiful eyes. It was a profound

regard, and I saw that he divined my thought.

"'Thou art right!' he said firmly; 'no weakness.'

"Then, gathering all his forces, he arose, stood upright, refusing even

the arm which I held out to him, and in his dressing gown, which hung

about him, he seemed to me taller, thinner, even handsomer. He took two

or three steps, at first a little unsteady, then, straightening up, he

walked directly to his safe, turned the letters, and opened it, after

having smiled, and said:

"'I had forgotten the word--four letters; it is, however, a little

thing. My head is empty.'

"Then, the safe opened, he took out papers--of value, without

doubt--papers which he took back to his lounge, spread out on a table

near at hand, and said:

"'Let us see! This which I am going to give thee is for her----A will,

yes, I could make a will----but it would create talk----it would be

asked what I had done----it would be searched out, dug out of the past,

it would open a tomb----I cannot!----What I have shall be hers, thou

wilt give it to her--thou'----

"And his large, haggard eyes searched through the papers.

"'Ah! here!' he said; 'here are some bonds! Egyptian--of a certain value

to the holder, at 3 per cent. I hid that--where did I put it?'

"He picked up the papers, turned them over and over, became alarmed,

turned pale.

"'But,' I said to him, 'is it not among those papers?'

"He shrugged his shoulders, displayed with an ironical smile the

engraved papers.

"'Some certificates of decorations! The bric-a-brac of a Consular life.'

"Then with renewed energy he again went to the safe, opened the till,

pulled it out, and searched again and again.

"Overcome with fright, he exclaimed: 'It is not there!'

"'Why is it not there?'

"And he gave me another look--haggard! terrible! His face was fearfully

contracted. He clasped his head with both hands, and stammered, as if

coming out of a dream.

"'It is true, I remember--I have hidden it! Yes, I hid it! I do not know

where--in some book! In which one?'

"He looked around him with wild eyes. The cerebral anaemia which had made

him fear robbery again seized him, and poor Rovere, my old friend,

plainly showed that he was enduring the agony of a man who is drowning,

and who does not know where to cling in order to save himself.

"He was still standing, but as he turned around, he staggered.

"He repeated in a hoarse, frightened voice: 'Where, where have I hidden

that? Fool! The safe did not seem to me secure enough! Where, where

have I put it?'

"It was then, Monsieur, yes, at that moment, that the concierge entered

and saw us standing face to face before those papers of which she had

spoken. I must have looked greatly embarrassed, very pale, showing the

violent emotion which seized me by the throat. Rovere said to her rather

roughly: 'What are you here for?' and sent her away with a gesture. Mme.

Moniche had had time to see the open safe and the papers spread out,

which she supposed were valuable. I understand how she deceived herself,

and when I think of it, I accuse myself. There was something tragic

taking place between Rovere and me. This woman could not know what it

was, but she felt it.

"And it was more terrible, a hundred times more terrible, when she had

disappeared. There seemed to be a battle raging in Rovere's brain, as

between his will and his weakness. Standing upright, striving not to

give way, struggling to concentrate all his brain power in his effort to

remember, to find some trace of the hidden place where he had foolishly

put his fortune, between the leaves of some huge book. Rovere called

violently, ardently to his aid his last remnant of strength to combat

against this anaemia which took away the memory of what he had done. He

rolled his eyes desperately, found nothing, remembered nothing.

"It was awful--this combat against memory, which disappeared, fled; this

aspect of a panting beast, a hunted boar which seemed to seize this

man--and I shivered when, with a rage, I shall never forget, the dying

man rushed, in two steps, to the table, bent over the papers, snatched

them up with his thin hands, crumpled them up, tore them in two and

threw them under his feet, with an almost maniacal laugh, saying in

strident tones:

"'Ah! Decorations! Brevets, baubles! Childish foolishness! What good are

they? Would they give her a living?'

"And he kept on laughing. He excited himself over the papers, which he

stamped under his feet until he had completely exhausted himself. He

gasped, 'I stifle!' and he half fell over the lounge, upon which I laid

him. I fully believed that he was dying. I experienced a horrible

sensation, which was agonizing. He revived, however. But how, after that

swoon and that crisis, could I speak to him again of his daughter, of

that which he wished to leave her, to give, in trust, to me? He became

preoccupied with childish things, returning to the dreams of a rich man;

he spoke of going out the next day. We would go together in the Bois. We

would dine at the Pavilion. He would like to travel. And thus he rambled

on.

"I said to myself, 'Wait! Let us wait! To-morrow, after a good night's

sleep, he will perhaps remember. I surely have some days before me. To

speak to him to-day would be to provoke a new crisis.'

"And I helped him to put back in the safe the crushed, torn papers,

without his asking me, or even himself questioning how they had come

there, who had thrown them on the floor, or who had opened the safe. His

face wore a slight smile, his gestures were automatic. Very weary, he at

last said:

"'I am very tired. I would like to sleep.' I left him. He had stretched

himself out and covered himself up. He closed his eyes and said:

"'It is so good to sleep!'

"I would see him to-morrow. I would try to again to-morrow awaken in him

the desire which now seemed dulled. To-morrow his memory would have

returned, and in some of his books where he had (like the Arabs who put

their harvests in silos) placed his treasure he would find the fortune

intended for his daughter.

"To-morrow! It is the word one repeats most often, and which one has the

least right to use.

"I saw Rovere only after he was dead, with his throat cut--assassinated

by whom? The man whom you have arrested has traveled much; he comes from

a distance. Rovere was Consul at Buenos Ayres, and you know that he said

to me the last day I saw him: 'I have known many rascals in my life!'

Which seemed very simple when one thinks of the way he had lived.

"This is the truth, Monsieur. I ought to have told you sooner. I repeat

that I had the weakness of wishing to keep the vow given to my dead

friend. I had the name of a woman to betray, the name of a man, too;

innocent of Rovere's fault. And then, again, it seemed to me that this

truth ought to become known of itself. When I was arrested, a sort of

foolish bravado urged me to see how far the absurdity of the charge

could accumulate against me seeming proofs. I am a gambler. That was a

part I played against you, or rather against the foolishness of destiny.

I did not take a second thought that the error could be a lasting one. I

had, moreover, only a word to say, but this word, I repeat, I hesitated

to speak, and I willingly supported the consequence of this hesitation,

even because this word was a name."

"That name," said M. Ginory, "I have not asked you."

"I refused it to the Magistrate," said Jacques Dantin, "but I confide it

to the man of honor!"

"There is only a Magistrate here," M. Ginory replied, "but the legal

inquiry has its secrets, as life has."

And Jacques Dantin gave the name which the one whom Louis-Pierre Rovere

called, Marthe, bore as her rightful name.

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