CHAPTER I.

Transcribed from the 1895 Jarrold and Sons edition by David Price, email

ccx074@pglaf.org. Many thanks to Norfolk and Norwich Millennium Library,

UK, for kindly allowing their copy to be used for this transcription.

“This is the condition of humanity; we are placed as it were in an

intellectual twilight where we discover but few things clearly, and

yet we see enough to tempt us with the hope of making better and more

discoveries.”—BOLINGBROKE.

Crying for the Light

or Fifty Years Ago

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J Ewing Ritchie

Author of ‘East Anglia’

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Vol 1

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London: Jarrold and Sons

Warwick Lane E.C.

1895

THIS STORY

IS

Dedicated to

ONE OF MY OLDEST FRIENDS,

BETTER KNOWN TO BETTER MEN

AS THE

RIGHT HONOURABLE JAMES STANSFELD, M.P.

CONTENTS OF VOL. I.

CHAPTER PAGE

I. PARKER’S PIECE, SLOVILLE 1

II. THE ACTRESS AND THE WAIF 28

III. GOING UP TO TOWN 53

IV. A YOUNG PREACHER 76

V. AFTER THE SERVICE 91

VI. AT SLOVILLE AGAIN 112

VII. THE CHARTISTS 132

VIII. IN BOHEMIA 162

IX. THE OLD, OLD STORY 197

X. UNDER THE STARS 229

CHAPTER I.

PARKER’S PIECE, SLOVILLE.

Upon my word, I don’t know a more desirable residence from the pauper’s

point of view than Parker’s Piece, an awful spot in the very heart of the

rising town of Sloville. I can’t say, as regards myself, that the place

has many attractions. It is too crowded, too dirty, too evil-smelling,

too much inhabited by living creatures, including insects which delicacy

forbids mentioning. I like living in the country, where I can hear the

birds sing their morning anthem. I like to see the buttercups and

daisies, and the green grass, and the blue sky, and the sunshine, which

makes everyone feel happy; and when winter comes, how much do I love the

sparkling diamonds on the frosted trees, and the pure white snow which

robes the earth with a loveliness of which the dweller in towns has no

adequate idea! I like to breathe fresh air, and not town smoke; and so,

individually, I had rather not reside in Parker’s Piece; but there are

those who live there, and much enjoy it. Mostly they are a ragged

lot—tramps and vagrants and the ever growing army of the unemployed—who

make it their headquarters, as it is full of old houses and corners where

the peelers cannot penetrate, and public-houses where the sot may drink

as long as his or her money lasts out; where, as regards the spot in

question, there is a special encouragement to do so, seeing how much

money was left ages ago by a pious founder, who had made money in some

way which was not exactly right, and who thought it just as well, when it

was of no further use to him, to leave it partly to the priests to pray

for his soul, and partly to the poor, that future generations might call

him blessed; and as the poor all round were well aware of the fact, there

was never a house or room that stood empty long—unhealthy as was the

place, and dilapidated as were the buildings.

One building, however, was an exception to the others, as regards age.

Originally it had been started as a boot and shoe manufactory, but that

did not pay; then it became a depot for pure literature and well-meant

publications, but no one came to buy; then it came into the hands of a

Town Councillor, who, disgusted that the Corporation would not purchase

it at an extravagant rate, to pull it down, vowed that he would never lay

out a penny on the place, only get out of it what rent he could. As he

let it out in tenements, the rents of which were collected by a somewhat

unscrupulous agent, the fact was, the locality became less respectable

and less cared for every day. It was avoided by the police as much as

possible. If there was a quarrel—as there was almost every day—between

its wretched inmates, it was hard to say who was to blame. Passing down

there one day, I saw a man savagely assaulting his wife. To my

remonstrance he replied that if he did not let her know that he was

master, she would stick a knife into him; and, according to the public

opinion of the place, he was right. Only on Sunday morning was the place

quiet, and that was not because the dwellers there were at church or

chapel, but simply because the weary were enjoying an extra hour’s sleep,

or the dissipated had not, as yet, overcome the effect of the previous

evening’s debauch.

All at once Parker’s Piece became known far and near. One night a little

one, happily, died, instead of making a feeble and ineffectual struggle

to live; an inquest was held, and the result was a revelation of misery

and wretchedness which made all Sloville stand aghast. A London radical

newspaper sent down an artist to give a rude drawing of the place, and a

special correspondent, whose report was as sensational as could be

desired. Parker’s Piece became as well known to the British community as

the Mansion House, or St. Paul’s, or Westminster Abbey, or the Houses of

Parliament. Money showered down on the place, little to the advantage of

the deserving, who are the last to proclaim their needs, but greatly to

that of the publican and sinner. It was felt by everybody something must

be done. A grand church was erected at one corner, to which, however, no

one went; a mission hall was started at the other by a speculative

philanthropist, on his own hook, while a building was secured for a

similar purpose by the leading people of the leading Congregational

Church in the town. It was a real case of line upon line, and precept

upon precept. The plan was to catch sparrows by putting a little salt on

their tails, and the plan succeeded to admiration. There was a free tea,

which was a great success; then there was a regular breakfast on a Sunday

morning, which answered still better. The men looked rather sheepish at

first, but the women were too many for them. The fleshpots of Egypt

prevailed, and there was a good attendance, a state of resignation when

the talking began, and some awful singing afterwards. On the day of

which I write, there was a little extra excitement in the place.

Christmas was coming, and all the good people for miles around had

determined to give a treat to the wretched ruffians in the very worst

part of the place—the big building to which I have already referred.

When the leading man of the place, Carroty Bill, heard it, he swore that

there should be no psalm-singing there. But his better-half modified his

rage as she drew a lovely picture of creature comforts to be had—the

boots for the children, the flannel for herself, and the extra money they

would have for a jolly spree after all.

‘I ’ave been to one of their meetin’s,’ said she, ‘and we ’ad a rare good

time of it, I can tell yer; tea, and coffee, such heaps of

bread-and-butter, and plum-cake, and great meat-pies; it was well worth

while a-settin’ an hour or two in a warm room while the parsons were

a-talkin’; and rally you’d ha’ thought as how the ladies and gentlemen

seemed to think as we were brothers and sisters. We wos quite a ’appy

family, we wos.’

‘And then to be preached to,’ said Carroty Bill, ‘arterwards. I’m

blessed if I’ll go.’

‘Well, I’ll take the children.’

‘Not Joe; yer can’t take him.’

‘Why not? he ain’t yer child.’

‘I know that, but I wants him—that’s enough.’

Carroty Bill kept his word; he had an idea of his own in his thick head,

and he was determined to carry it out.

Unfortunately, at that time there was a good deal of antagonism between

Church and Dissent. Generally, we know, it is otherwise, and they love

each other as fellow-Christians ought—a love that does you good to

contemplate. As the Dissenters gave the feed, it occurred to the Vicar

and his curates to make a house-to-house inspection—to see for themselves

the nakedness of the land, and to relieve it accordingly. At the bar of

the White Horse the new move was announced, and Carroty Bill, as he sat

smoking and drinking, hit on a plan of which he said nothing to his

female partner—for wife she never was—till the time had come to carry it

out. Said he, when he heard the Vicar was to come:

‘Here, Joe, you come along with me.’

‘No; I want to go with mother.’

‘You come along with me, or it will be the worse for yer, I can tell

yer,’ said Carroty Bill, with a look which forbade all further thought of

disobedience on the part of the poor boy.

‘You’ll make the boy as bad as yerself,’ said the woman, ‘let him come

along with me.’

‘Not if I know it,’ said the ruffian.

‘Why, wot’s up?’ asked the woman.

‘Wot’s that to you? The boy must come.’

And with a swelling heart, and a tear in his eye, the boy went. He was

filthy, and ragged, and half starved. Yet there was something noble

about the little lad’s face; had he been washed, and well dressed, and

well fed, with his curly hair and fine forehead and bright blue eyes, he

would have been as handsome a little fellow as was to be seen in the

town.

‘Don’t lead him into mischief,’ said the poor woman imploringly.

‘In course not, my dear,’ said Carroty Bill sarcastically: ‘he’s a

gentleman, ain’t he? and he’ll behave as such.’ Then, turning to the

boy, who was still lingering by the woman’s side, he said, ‘Come here,

you little warmint, or I’ll break every bone in your body.’

This conversation was carried on at the White Horse, where the speaker

was mostly to be found. The woman gave way; the speaker took the boy to

Parker’s Piece. Arrived there, he sought out his own apartment, and with

the help of the lad cleared it of everything it possessed in the shape of

chairs or clothes or table, leaving only a little straw, on which the

family were to lie. A dealer just by purchased his household chattels

for a song, about as much as they were worth, and Carroty Bill had just

time to get a drop at the White Horse and return in an unwonted state of

sobriety before the Vicar and his curates entered.

‘Dear me,’ said the kind-hearted Vicar, ‘what wretchedness! How is it

you are so badly off?’

‘Wife ill, and I got no work to do. It’s very hard on a poor fellow like

me,’ said our carroty friend.

‘Ah! it is indeed,’ said the Vicar.

‘Yes, I little thought as I should have come to this,’ said the man, in a

desponding tone.

‘Ah, well,’ said the Vicar, ‘perhaps we can help you a little.’

‘Thank you, sir, kindly,’ said the hardened hypocrite.

‘Dear me!’ said the Vicar, ‘what wretchedness—not a stick in the place!

We must do something to relieve this distressing case. What say you?’

said he to his companions.

‘Oh, a pair of blankets and a hundredweight of coal at the least.’

‘Yes, and a loaf of bread.’

‘Oh yes! and a little warm clothing for the wife and child in the corner.

That’s a bright little fellow,’ said he, pointing to Joe; ‘is that your

eldest?’

‘No, sir, he ain’t one of ours,’ said the woman. ‘We keep him out of

charity. His mother is dead.’

‘Dear me!’ said the Vicar; ‘who would have thought it? What true

benevolence! How it does shame us who are better off! How beautiful it

is to see the poor so ready to help one another!’

‘Ah! it is little we can do, but we allus tries to do our duty,’ said

Carroty Bill, with the look of a saint and the courage of a martyr, while

the forlorn woman seemed the picture of resignation and despair.

‘I am sure we might leave a little money here as well,’ said the Vicar.

‘Oh, certainly,’ said both the curates who declared they had never seen

more unmitigated poverty anywhere.

And then they went off.

And thus relieved with a little ready cash and food, and cheered with the

prospect of blankets and coals and clothes, for which tickets had been

left, Carroty Bill was enabled at leisure to rejoice over the effects of

his artful dodge, which was told to a crowd of applauding vagabonds, as

rascally as himself; while the landlord of the public, already referred

to, could not find too much to say on behalf of that Christian charity by

which he expected to benefit more than anyone else in that dingy and

poverty-stricken locality. The Vicar was quite justified so far as

appearances went. It was an unhealthy habitation which he visited, and

all the inmates looked sad and ill.

As the Vicar left the apartment of Carroty Bill he knocked at the next

door, inhabited by a hard-working shoemaker of freethought tendencies,

who hated him and all his ways. The Vicar beat a hasty retreat, as he

knew the sharpness of the shoemaker’s tongue.

‘We don’t want none of your cloth here,’ said the disciple of St.

Crispin. ‘If there were a God, should we be as wretched as we are?’

‘Yes, there is. I am His servant,’ said the Vicar.

‘You His servant? Why yer father bought yer the living, and a nice

living it is; you are yer father’s servant, not the Lord’s.’

‘But, my good man—’ said the Vicar.

‘Don’t “good man” me,’ was the angry reply.

‘But we come for your good.’

‘That’s what you all say; and I’ll believe it when I see you and the

likes of you give up that part of the tithes which was intended for the

poor.’

‘I come in the name of the Lord as His messenger,’ said the Vicar in his

most commanding tones.

‘The Lord’s receiver, I think,’ said the shoemaker cynically, ‘for you

get all you can in His name.’

‘It is no use leaving anything here,’ said the Vicar to his curates.

Nor was it. The shoemaker had been made an infidel, as many are, by hard

work and poor pay, by want of human sympathy, by the greatness of his

life-long sorrow. Wounded and bruised and fallen among thieves, the Jew

and the Levite had passed by, and no Samaritan had come to his aid. The

Gospel of glad tidings has been preached for ages by the Churches,

chiefly to the rich and the respectable as they are called, and the poor

have been sent empty away. Christian ministers of all denominations have

hard work to do to make up for the shortcomings of the past.

As the Vicar and his curates were leaving—and they were anxious to get

out into the fresh air, as the smell of the place was awful—a door

opened, and a thin and worn and weary elderly woman entered, who had to

earn her living by needlework, and was one of the many to be met

everywhere, who have seen better days, and who, friendless and alone,

have to die in a garret, while the rich thoughtlessly array themselves in

purple and fine linen and fare sumptuously every day. Surely there is

something amiss in our nineteenth-century civilization when such is the

case. It is well to tell such suffering ones that there is a better

world, and a Father in heaven who shall wipe all tears from every eye,

and where sorrow shall be unknown. But surely our rich need not be so

very rich nor our poor so very poor, nor the cup of human suffering be,

to many, so overflowing. Surely we need not wait till we have entered

the golden gates and walked the pearly streets of the new Jerusalem to

set such matters right, or till the Saviour, as some Christians tell us,

comes to reign as a temporal Prince, in a world He once blessed with His

presence and brightened with His smile. Human laws and misgovernment

have had a good deal to do with the appalling inequality which meets us

on every side, and which jars strongly with the Bible lessons read at our

churches on a Sunday and the utterances of our pulpit orators. But let

us return to the poor woman, weary with hard work, with disappointed

hope; weary of the bitter past and of contemplating the dark future, on

the black cloud of which she could see, as she gazed at it steadily from

year to year, no silver lining. She makes no complaint, utters no moan,

is never visible in the streets; yet her lot is hard—harder than she can

bear—harder than that of the improvident and thoughtless and vicious.

All the sunshine is gone out of her, and her heart is broken, though

mechanically she accomplishes her daily task. She had a husband, but he

died, and it was to give him decent burial that she had to part with her

little all; her son had been lost at sea; her daughter had married, and

had gone to live in a far-off colony, and a voyage thither would kill

her, as she had no stamina left in her emaciated body. Look at her

shrunken form, her pale cheeks, her lacklustre eye, her hand worn to the

bone! Her hold on life is slender indeed. One of the silent ones is

she, who accept their sorrow, and never speak of it as of a burden too

heavy to be borne.

‘Good-morning, my friend,’ said the Vicar with a benevolent smile. ‘We

have just been visiting your poor neighbours and relieving their

distress. They seem in a very bad way—nothing in the house. It is sad

to think what would have become of them, if we had not called in the very

nick of time. It is really shocking, the amount of misery in this

unfortunate neighbourhood.’

‘Yes, there is indeed a lot of it here,’ said the poor woman. ‘It is

hard work to be happy here.’

‘But you look as if you had employment.’

‘Yes, sir, I have, I am thankful to say, though it brings me in but

little; at any rate, I earn enough to keep me off the parish. Perhaps,

gentlemen, you would like to walk in.’

They did so.

‘How neat! how clean!’ said the Vicar, as he looked admiringly around.

‘What a view you have! Positively good; quite commands the place.’

‘Yes, sir, but the chimneys give me a little more smoke than I care for.

It is rarely I dare open my window, for fear of the blacks.’

‘Ah, my good woman, it is so with all of us! There is always something

amiss—something we should like to get rid of—a fly in the ointment,’ as

Solomon says. ‘Now, there are my curates: they are happy young men, but

I have no doubt they would like to be in my shoes’—a remark so true that

the curates could not contradict it, only by a deprecatory smile and

shake of the head. ‘Dear me!’ continued the Vicar, as he turned from the

window to the interior. ‘Why, you have a sofa here, with an

antimacassar!’

‘Pardon, sir, that is my bed.’

‘Ah, well, it is quite a model—quite a model. Why, we could dine here

off the floor. What a nice little bit of carpet! What a nice little

looking-glass! Oh, woman, how strong is the ruling passion! And bless

me!’ he said, turning, as he made a still longer inspection, ‘why, here

are flowers—positively flowers—and flowers cost a deal of money at this

season of the year!’

‘Excuse me, sir, they are artificial.’

‘What! ah, yes, I see they are; but artificial flowers cost money.’

‘They cost me but very little. I made them myself, to sell, if possible,

but I could not get a customer, and so I kept them to make the room a bit

cheerful.’

‘Ah, I see you are one of the better class of workpeople—what I may call

the aristocracy. I am awfully sorry. I should really have liked to have

helped you, but our funds are small, and the amount of distress in the

town is so large that we are obliged to be very particular—very

particular indeed. It is a duty we owe to the parish and to the kind

friends who have subscribed the money. They have the greatest confidence

in us, and we must not abuse that confidence.’

‘Pray, sir, don’t think of it. If there are any poor people much worse

off than myself, why, I pity ’em,’ said the poor woman.

‘Worse off, my good woman! Oh, the town is full of such! Look at your

poor neighbours in the next room—a most shocking case; yet, in all their

poverty, taking charge of a little waif that, somehow or other, came into

their hands.’

The woman said nothing. She could have said a good deal, but she knew

the family, and she also knew the value of peace and quietness.

‘Perhaps you will like to accept of this little tract,’ said the Vicar,

who wished to show his sympathy, but who did not exactly know how. ‘It

is prettily got up, and I rejoice to say it has been found greatly

useful. You will, perhaps, read it with more interest as it was written

by myself. And here is another, by my daughter, “On the Blessings of

Poverty.”’

‘On what, sir?’

‘“On the Blessings of Poverty.”’

‘Well, I never heard of them. I am sure I shall like to read that.’

‘Here they are, then,’ said the Vicar, handing them smilingly. ‘And now

we must wish you good-morning; our time is precious, and we have a good

deal to do yet.’

‘Had you better not give her something to eat?’ said one of the curates

in a low voice as they were turning away.

‘Oh dear no!’ said the Vicar; ‘that would be very wrong—very wrong

indeed.’ Then in an undervoice he added: ‘Our intrusion here is quite a

mistake. This is not a case in which we can interfere. But we wish you

a good-morning, with the compliments of the season; and I will get my

daughter to call with a few more tracts, and perhaps she might like to

buy some of your artificial flowers.’

‘I am sure I should be glad to see her.’

‘Well, well, we shall see. You know me, of course; I am the Vicar of the

parish. Of course, you have often seen me at church.’

‘Well, I can’t say that I have.’

‘Why, you don’t mean to say you don’t go to a place of worship? You are

not a heathen, are you?’

‘I hope not, sir; but I have to work so hard all the week that I am

thankful for a little more rest on a Sunday, and when I go out I go to

chapel.’

‘To chapel! How is that?’ said the Vicar, in a by no means pleased tone.

‘Don’t you know all Dissenters are schismatics? My good woman, I am

sorry for you.’

‘Well, sir, I go to chapel because I was brought up to it, and it seems

more homelike.’

‘Well, then, the chapel people must look after you. You are not in my

charge at all. It is a pity, and I am sorry for it. Perhaps, if we saw

you at church we could help you a little, if ever you did require any

aid. But we can’t discuss that question. It is clear we have no further

business here, have we, Mr. Jones?’

The curate with that uncommon name replied to his reverend superior,

‘Certainly not.’

‘Certainly not,’ replied the poor woman, with a shade of disappointment

over her pale face, and a little more of pardonable acidity in her tone;

‘certainly not. I am no beggar.’

‘Just so, my good woman,’ said the Vicar, as he tripped with his curate

downstairs. ‘Just so; as I have said, we have to exercise the utmost

care in the disposal of our funds.’

More of a Samaritan than the Vicar, the poor woman kept the door open

till she had heard the last of his steps down the creaking stairs, or he

might have had a fall, a not uncommon circumstance on that dilapidated

staircase, and then she turned away to her loneliness and misery with her

broken heart. The lamp flickered in the socket, the end was very near;

life for her had no charm, death no terror.

That night was one of extra jollity as far as the inhabitants of Parker’s

Piece were concerned. The police had not had so much trouble in the

place for a long while, nor had the publicans and pawnbrokers done such a

roaring trade. No one couple in all that squalid district was more drunk

that night than Carroty Bill and his better-half.

That night was one of intense cold—the coldest, in feet, of the year, the

coldest of many years—and, as such, noted by distinguished

meteorologists. The cold was everywhere; in the palace of the prince, as

well as in the hut of the peasant. It crept into Belgravian homes, where

the lord and master lined himself with extra good cheer, and warmed

himself with extra fires; it made dainty maidens and high-born matrons

wrap themselves in extra fur as they drove home from dinner-party or

theatre, or concert or ball. In railway carriages there was an extra

demand for foot-warmers, and at every refreshment bar there was an

incessant demand for a glass of something hot. It was the same in all

the publics and gin-palaces; and it was a curious fact, the poorer the

people were, the more eager was their consumption of potent fluids; and

how they lingered around the places where they were sold, even when their

money and their credit were gone, as if loath to do battle with the cold

without as it pinched their gloveless hands or shoeless feet, or as it

found its way into their cheerless garret or cellar as the case might be!

In the homes of the well-to-do how the fires blazed, as the fond mother

clasped tightly her babe to her bosom for further warmth. In some of the

best constructed conservatories the frost nipped off many a tender plant,

and as costly as tender, while out-door gardeners suffered losses

bewailed bitterly for many a long year. There were muscular young

Christians who enjoyed that cold amazingly, as, well fed and well clad,

bearing torches, they skated along the Serpentine, or in Regent’s Park,

and laughed hugely when any of their weaker brethren or sisters

complained. But, nevertheless, the night’s frost played sad havoc with

the old, the feeble, and the tender. It crept into that attic in

Parker’s Piece, where that poor needlewoman lived. There was no fire in

her empty grate to keep it out, no extra blanket for her bed, no vital

warmth in her attenuated frame to withstand its fatal power; and when the

early sunbeams made their way through the frosted window with difficulty,

they lit up, not the pale face of a living woman, but of a corpse. She

had been sorely tried that day. The last straw had broken the camel’s

back. Christian charity—while it relieved the undeserving, while it had

feasted the reprobate—had passed by her, because, poor as she was, she

was a real woman with all a woman’s self-respect and sensitiveness to

shame, not a drunken, dissipated wretch of brazen face and fluent tongue.

Her heart was broken already, and she fell an easy prey to the cold as it

stiffened her withered limbs and stopped her poor heart’s action and

dried up the feeble current of her blood. Again the coroner came to

Parker’s Piece, and an intelligent jury returned a verdict of ‘Death from

the visitation of God.’ Dear reader, you and I know better; she was

murdered, and a day will come when some one will have to suffer for that

deed—murdered she was, as surely as if her throat had been cut by the

assassin’s knife. There are thousands in this land of churches and

chapels and abounding charities who die in this way every year, and

someone, statesman, or parson, or philanthropist, or master, or

neighbour, is to blame. As regards each of us, it is as well that we

pray with David, ‘Deliver me from blood-guiltiness, O God of my

salvation.’ It is only as we realize the spirit of that prayer that we

can save the perishing. That is the remedy, and not the dream of the

Utopian, or the Socialist, or the mad result of anarchy and crime.

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