BELL-HEATHER.

Some of my happiest meanderings in Scotland have been taken under the

lead of a book. Indeed, for travel in a strange country there can be no

better courier. Not a guide-book, I mean, but a real book, and, by

preference, a novel.

Fiction, like wine, tastes best in the place where it was grown. And the

scenery of a foreign land (including architecture, which is artificial

landscape) grows less dreamlike and unreal to our perception when we

people it with familiar characters from our favourite novels. Even on a

first journey we feel ourselves among old friends. Thus to read _Romola_

in Florence, and _Les Misérables_ in Paris, and _Lorna Doone_ on Exmoor,

and _The Heart of Midlothian_ in Edinburgh, and _David Balfour_ in the

Pass of Glencoe, and _The Pirate_ in the Shetland Isles, is to get a new

sense of the possibilities of life. All these things have I done with

much inward contentment; and other things of like quality have I yet in

store; as, for example, the conjunction of _The Bonnie Brier-Bush_ with

Drumtochty, and _The Little Minister_ with Thrums, and _The Raiders_

with Galloway. But I never expect to pass pleasanter days than those I

spent with _A Princess of Thule_ among the Hebrides.

For then, to begin with, I was young; which is an unearned increment of

delight sure to be confiscated by the envious years and never regained.

But even youth itself was not to be compared with the exquisite felicity

of being deeply and desperately in love with Sheila, the clear-eyed

heroine of that charming book. In this innocent passion my gray-haired

comrades, Howard Crosby, the Chancellor of the University of New York,

and my father, an ex-Moderator of the Presbyterian General Assembly,

were ardent but generous rivals.

How great is the joy and how fascinating the pursuit of such an ethereal

affection! It enlarges the heart without embarrassing the conscience. It

is a cup of pure gladness with no bitterness in its dregs. It spends the

present moment with a free hand, and yet leaves no undesirable mortgage

upon the future. King Arthur, the founder of the Round Table, expressed

a conviction, according to Tennyson, that the most important element in

a young knight’s education is “the maiden passion for a maid.” Surely

the safest form in which this course in the curriculum may be taken is

by falling in love with a girl in a book. It is the only affair of the

kind into which a young fellow can enter without responsibility, and out

of which he can always emerge, when necessary, without discredit. And as

for the old fellow who still keeps up this education of the heart, and

worships his heroine with the ardour of a John Ridd and the fidelity of

a Henry Esmond, I maintain that he is exempt from all the penalties of

declining years. The man who can love a girl in a book may be old, but

never aged.

So we sailed, lovers all three, among the Western Isles, and whatever

ship it was that carried us, her figurehead was always the Princess

Sheila. Along the ruffled blue waters of the sounds and lochs that wind

among the roots of unpronounceable mountains, and past the dark hills of

Skye, and through the unnumbered flocks of craggy islets where the

sea-birds nest, the spell of the sweet Highland maid drew us, and we

were pilgrims to the _Ultima Thule_ where she lived and reigned.

The Lewis, with its tail-piece, the Harris, is quite a sizable island to

be appended to such a country as Scotland. It is a number of miles long,

and another number of miles wide, and it has a number of thousand

inhabitants—I should say as many as three-quarters of an inhabitant to

the square mile—and the conditions of agriculture and the fisheries are

extremely interesting and quarrelsome. All these I duly studied at the

time, and reported in a series of intolerably dull letters to the

newspaper which supplied a financial basis for my sentimental journey.

They are full of information; but I have been amused to note, after

these many years, how wide they steer of the true motive and interest of

the excursion. There is not even a hint of Sheila in any of them. Youth,

after all, is a shamefaced and secretive season; like the fringed

polygala, it hides its real blossom underground.

It was Sheila’s dark-blue dress and sailor hat with the white feather

that we looked for as we loafed through the streets of Stornoway, that

quaint metropolis of the herring-trade, where strings of fish alternated

with boxes of flowers in the windows, and handfuls of fish were spread

upon the roofs to dry just as the sliced apples are exposed upon the

kitchen-sheds of New England in September, and dark-haired women were

carrying great creels of fish on their shoulders, and groups of

sunburned men were smoking among the fishing-boats on the beach and

talking about fish, and sea-gulls were floating over the houses with

their heads turning from side to side and their bright eyes peering

everywhere for unconsidered trifles of fish, and the whole atmosphere of

the place, physical, mental, and moral, was pervaded with fish. It was

Sheila’s soft, sing-song Highland speech that we heard through the long,

luminous twilight in the pauses of that friendly chat on the balcony of

the little inn where a good fortune brought us acquainted with Sam

Bough, the mellow Edinburgh painter. It was Sheila’s low sweet brow, and

long black eyelashes, and tender blue eyes, that we saw before us as we

loitered over the open moorland, a far-rolling sea of brown billows,

reddened with patches of bell-heather, and brightened here and there

with little lakes lying wide open to the sky. And were not these

peat-cutters, with the big baskets on their backs, walking in silhouette

along the ridges, the people that Sheila loved and tried to help; and

were not these crofters’ cottages with thatched roofs, like beehives,

blending almost imperceptibly with the landscape, the dwellings into

which she planned to introduce the luxury of windows; and were not these

Standing Stones of Callernish, huge tombstones of a vanished religion,

the roofless temple from which the Druids paid their westernmost

adoration to the setting sun as he sank into the Atlantic—was not this

the place where Sheila picked the bunch of wild flowers and gave it to

her lover? There is nothing in history, I am sure, half so real to us as

some of the things in fiction. The influence of an event upon our

character is little affected by considerations as to whether or not it

ever happened.

There were three churches in Stornoway, all Presbyterian, of course, and

therefore full of pious emulation. The idea of securing an American

preacher for an August Sabbath seemed to fall upon them simultaneously,

and to offer the prospect of novelty without too much danger. The

brethren of the U. P. congregation, being a trifle more gleg than the

others, arrived first at the inn, and secured the promise of a morning

sermon from Chancellor Howard Crosby. The session of the Free Kirk came

in a body a little later, and to them my father pledged himself for the

evening sermon. The senior elder of the Established Kirk, a snuff-taking

man and very deliberate, was the last to appear, and to his request for

an afternoon sermon there was nothing left to offer but the services of

the young probationer in theology. I could see that it struck him as a

perilous adventure. Questions about “the fundamentals” glinted in his

watery eye. He crossed and uncrossed his legs with solemnity, and blew

his nose so frequently in a huge red silk handkerchief that it seemed

like a signal of danger. At last he unburdened himself of his

hesitations.

“Ah’m not saying that the young man will not be orthodox—ahem! But ye

know, sir, in the Kirk, we are not using hymns, but just the pure Psawms

of Daffit, in the meetrical fairsion. And ye know, sir, they are ferry

tifficult in the reating, whatefer, for a young man, and one that iss a

stranger. And if his father will just be coming with him in the pulpit,

_to see that nothing iss said amiss, that will be ferry comforting to

the congregation_.”

So the dear governor swallowed his laughter gravely and went surety for

his son. They appeared together in the church, a barnlike edifice, with

great galleries half-way between the floor and the roof. Still higher

up, the pulpit stuck like a swallow’s nest against the wall. The two

ministers climbed the precipitous stair and found themselves in a box so

narrow that one must stand perforce, while the other sat upon the only

seat. In this “ride and tie” fashion they went through the service. When

it was time to preach, the young man dropped the doctrines as discreetly

as possible upon the upturned countenances beneath him. I have forgotten

now what it was all about, but there was a quotation from the Song of

Solomon, ending with “Sweet is thy voice, and thy countenance is

comely.” And when it came to that, the probationer’s eyes (if the truth

must be told) went searching through that sea of faces for one that

should be familiar to his heart, and to which he might make a personal

application of the Scripture passage—even the face of Sheila.

There are rivers in the Lewis, at least two of them, and on one of these

we had the offer of a rod for a day’s fishing. Accordingly we cast lots,

and the lot fell upon the youngest, and I went forth with a tall,

red-legged gillie, to try for my first salmon. The Whitewater came

singing down out of the moorland into a rocky valley, and there was a

merry curl of air on the pools, and the silver fish were leaping from

the stream. The gillie handled the big rod as if it had been a fairy’s

wand, but to me it was like a giant’s spear. It was a very different

affair from fishing with five ounces of split bamboo on a Long Island

trout-pond. The monstrous fly, like an awkward bird, went fluttering

everywhere but in the right direction. It was the mercy of Providence

that preserved the gillie’s life. But he was very patient and

forbearing, leading me on from one pool to another, as I spoiled the

water and snatched the hook out of the mouth of rising fish, until at

last we found a salmon that knew even less about the niceties of

salmon-fishing than I did. He seized the fly firmly, before I could pull

it away, and then, in a moment, I found myself attached to a creature

with the strength of a whale and the agility of a flying-fish. He led me

rushing up and down the bank like a madman. He played on the surface

like a whirlwind, and sulked at the bottom like a stone. He meditated,

with ominous delay, in the middle of the deepest pool, and then, darting

across the river, flung himself clean out of water and landed far up on

the green turf of the opposite shore. My heart melted like a snowflake

in the sea, and I thought that I had lost him forever. But he rolled

quietly back into the water with the hook still set in his nose. A few

minutes afterwards I brought him within reach of the gaff, and my first

salmon was glittering on the grass beside me.

Then I remembered that William Black had described this very fish in _A

Princess of Thule_. I pulled the book from my pocket, and, lighting a

pipe, sat down to read that delightful chapter over again. The breeze

played softly down the valley. The warm sunlight was filled with the

musical hum of insects and the murmur of falling waters. I thought how

much pleasanter it would have been to learn salmon-fishing, as Black’s

hero did, from the Maid of Borva, than from a red-headed gillie. But,

then, his salmon, after leaping across the stream, got away; whereas

mine was safe. A man cannot have everything in this world. I picked a

spray of rosy bell-heather from the bank of the river, and pressed it

between the leaves of the book in memory of Sheila.

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