I have expatiated on the petty circumstances and period of my first

publication, a memorable aera in the life of a student, when he

ventures to reveal the measure of his mind: his hopes and fears are

multiplied by the idea of self-importance, and he believes for a

while that the eyes of mankind are fixed on his person and

performance. Whatever may be my present reputation, it no longer

rests on the merit of this first essay; and at the end of

twenty-eight years I may appreciate my juvenile work with the

impartiality, and almost with the indifference, of a stranger. In

his answer to Lady Hervey, the Count de Caylus admires, or affects

to admire, "les livres sans nombre que Mr. Gibbon a lus et tres bien

lus." But, alas! my stock of erudition at that time was scanty and

superficial; and if I allow myself the liberty of naming the Greek

masters, my genuine and personal acquaintance was confined to the

Latin classics. The most serious defect of my Essay is a kind of

obscurity and abruptness which always fatigues, and may often elude,

the attention of the reader. Instead of a precise and proper

definition of the title itself, the sense of the word Litterature is

loosely and variously applied: a number of remarks and examples,

historical, critical, philosophical, are heaped on each other

without method or connection; and if we except some introductory

pages, all the remaining chapters might indifferently be reversed or

transposed. The obscure passages is often affected, brevis esse

laboro, obscurus fio; the desire of expressing perhaps a common idea

with sententious and oracular brevity: alas! how fatal has been the

imitation of Montesquieu! But this obscurity sometimes proceeds from

a mixture of light and darkness in the author's mind; from a partial

ray which strikes upon an angle, instead of spreading itself over

the surface of an object. After this fair confession I shall

presume to say, that the Essay does credit to a young writer of two

and twenty years of age, who had read with taste, who thinks with

freedom, and who writes in a foreign language with spirit and

elegance. The defence of the early History of Rome and the new

Chronology of Sir Isaac Newton form a specious argument. The

patriotic and political design of the Georgics is happily conceived;

and any probable conjecture, which tends to raise the dignity of the

poet and the poem, deserves to be adopted, without a rigid scrutiny.

Some dawnings of a philosophic spirit enlighten the general remarks

on the study of history and of man. I am not displeased with the

inquiry into the origin and nature of the gods of polytheism, which

might deserve the illustration of a riper judgment. Upon the whole,

I may apply to the first labour of my pen the speech of a far

superior artist, when he surveyed the first productions of his

pencil. After viewing some portraits which he had painted in his

youth, my friend Sir Joshua Reynolds acknowledged to me, that he was

rather humbled than flattered by the comparison with his present

works; and that after so much time and study, he had conceived his

improvement to be much greater than he found it to have been.

At Lausanne I composed the first chapters of my Essay in French, the

familiar language of my conversation and studies, in which it was

easier for me to write than in my mother tongue. After my return to

England I continued the same practice, without any affectation, or

design of repudiating (as Dr. Bentley would say) my vernacular

idiom. But I should have escaped some Anti-gallican clamour, had I

been content with the more natural character of an English author.

I should have been more consistent had I rejected Mallet's advice,

of prefixing an English dedication to a French book; a confusion of

tongues that seemed to accuse the ignorance of my patron. The use

of a foreign dialect might be excused by the hope of being employed

as a negociator, by the desire of being generally understood on the

continent; but my true motive was doubtless the ambition of new and

singular fame, an Englishman claiming a place among the writers of

France. The latin tongue had been consecrated by the service of the

church, it was refined by the imitation of the ancients; and in the

fifteenth and sixteenth centuries the scholars of Europe enjoyed the

advantage, which they have gradually resigned, of conversing and

writing in a common and learned idiom. As that idiom was no longer

in any country the vulgar speech, they all stood on a level with

each other; yet a citizen of old Rome might have smiled at the best

Latinity of the Germans and Britons; and we may learn from the

Ciceronianus of Erasmus, how difficult it was found to steer a

middle course between pedantry and barbarism. The Romans themselves

had sometimes attempted a more perilous task, of writing in a living

language, and appealing to the taste and judgment of the natives.

The vanity of Tully was doubly interested in the Greek memoirs of

his own consulship; and if he modestly supposes that some Latinisms

might be detected in his style, he is confident of his own skill in

the art of Isocrates and Aristotle; and he requests his friend

Atticus to disperse the copies of his work at Athens, and in the

other cities of Greece, (Ad Atticum, i. 19. ii. i.) But it must not

be forgotten, that from infancy to manhood Cicero and his

contemporaries had read and declaimed, and composed with equal

diligence in both languages; and that he was not allowed to frequent

a Latin school till he had imbibed the lessons of the Greek

grammarians and rhetoricians. In modern times, the language of

France has been diffused by the merit of her writers, the social

manners of the natives, the influence of the monarchy, and the exile

of the protestants. Several foreigners have seized the opportunity

of speaking to Europe in this common dialect, and Germany may plead

the authority of Leibnitz and Frederick, of the first of her

philosophers, and the greatest of her kings. The just pride and

laudable prejudice of England has restrained this communication of

idioms; and of all the nations on this side of the Alps, my

Countrymen are the least practised, and least perfect in the

exercise of the French tongue. By Sir William Temple and Lord

Chesterfield it was only used on occasions of civility and business,

and their printed letters will not be quoted as models of

composition. Lord Bolingbroke may have published in French a sketch

of his Reflections on Exile: but his reputation now reposes on the

address of Voltaire, "Docte sermones utriusque linguae;" and by his

English dedication to Queen Caroline, and his Essay on Epic Poetry,

it should seem that Voltaire himself wished to deserve a return of

the same compliment. The exception of Count Hamilton cannot fairly

be urged; though an Irishman by birth, he was educated in France

from his childhood. Yet I am surprised that a long residence in

England, and the habits of domestic conversation, did not affect the

ease and purity of his inimitable style; and I regret the omission

of his English verses, which might have afforded an amusing object

of comparison. I might therefore assume the primus ego in patriam,

&c.; but with what success I have explored this untrodden path must

be left to the decision of my French readers. Dr. Maty, who might

himself be questioned as a foreigner, has secured his retreat at my

expense. "Je ne crois pas que vous vous piquiez d'etre moins facile

a reconnoitre pour un Anglois que Lucullus pour un Romain." My

friends at Paris have been more indulgent, they received me as a

countryman, or at least as a provincial; but they were friends and

Parisians. The defects which Maty insinuates, "Ces traits saillans,

ces figures hardies, ce sacrifice de la regle au sentiment, et de la

cadence a la force," are the faults of the youth, rather than of the

stranger: and after the long and laborious exercise of my own

language, I am conscious that my French style has been ripened and

improved.

I have already hinted, that the publication of my essay was delayed

till I had embraced the military profession. I shall now amuse

myself with the recollection of an active scene, which bears no

affinity to any other period of my studious and social life.

In the outset of a glorious war, the English people had been

defended by the aid of German mercenaries. A national militia has

been the cry of every patriot since the Revolution; and this

measure, both in parliament and in the field, was supported by the

country gentlemen or Tories, who insensibly transferred their

loyalty to the house of Hanover: in the language of Mr. Burke, they

have changed the idol, but they have preserved the idolatry. In the

act of offering our names and receiving our commissions, as major

and captain in the Hampshire regiment, (June 12, 1759,) we had not

supposed that we should be dragged away, my father from his farm,

myself from my books, and condemned, during two years and a half,

(May 10, 1760--December 23, 1762,) to a wandering life of military

servitude. But a weekly or monthly exercise of thirty thousand

provincials would have left them useless and ridiculous; and after

the pretence of an invasion had vanished, the popularity of Mr. Pitt

gave a sanction to the illegal step of keeping them till the end of

the war under arms, in constant pay and duty, and at a distance from

their respective homes. When the King's order for our embodying

came down, it was too late to retreat, and too soon to repent. The

South battalion of the Hampshire militia was a small independent

corps of four hundred and seventy-six, officers and men, commanded

by lieutenant-colonel Sir Thomas Worsley, who, after a prolix and

passionate contest, delivered us from the tyranny of the lord

lieutenant, the Duke of Bolton. My proper station, as first

captain, was at the head of my own, and afterwards of the grenadier,

company; but in the absence, or even in the presence, of the two

field officers, I was entrusted by my friend and my father with the

effective labour of dictating the orders, and exercising the

battalion. With the help of an original journal, I could write the

history of my bloodless and inglorious campaigns; but as these

events have lost much of their importance in my own eyes, they shall

be dispatched in a few words. From Winchester, the first place of

assembly, (June 4, 1760,) we were removed, at our own request, for

the benefit of a foreign education. By the arbitrary, and often

capricious, orders of the War-office, the battalion successively

marched to the pleasant and hospitable Blandford (June 17); to

Hilsea barracks, a seat of disease and discord (Sept. 1); to

Cranbrook in the weald of Kent (Dec. 11); to the sea-coast of Dover

(Dec. 27); to Winchester camp (June 25, 1761); to the populous and

disorderly town of Devizes (Oct. 23); to Salisbury (Feb. 28, 1762);

to our beloved Blandford a second time (March 9); and finally, to

the fashionable resort of Southampton (June 2); where the colours

were fixed till our final dissolution. (Dec. 23). On the beach at

Dover we had exercised in sight of the Gallic shores. But the most

splendid and useful scene of our life was a four months' encampment

on Winchester Down, under the command of the Earl of Effingham. Our

army consisted of the thirty-fourth regiment of foot and six militia

corps. The consciousness of our defects was stimulated by friendly

emulation. We improved our time and opportunities in morning and

evening field-days; and in the general reviews the South Hampshire

were rather a credit than a disgrace to the line. In our subsequent

quarters of the Devizes and Blandford, we advanced with a quick step

in our military studies; the ballot of the ensuing summer renewed

our vigour and youth; and had the militia subsisted another year, we

might have contested the prize with the most perfect of our

brethren.

The loss of so many busy and idle hours was not compensated by any

elegant pleasure; and my temper was insensibly soured by the society

of out rustic officers. In every state there exists, however, a

balance of good and evil. The habits of a sedentary life were

usefully broken by the duties of an active profession: in the

healthful exercise of the field I hunted with a battalion, instead

of a pack; and at that time I was ready, at any hour of the day or

night, to fly from quarters to London, from London to quarters, on

the slightest call of private or regimental business. But my

principal obligation to the militia, was the making me an

Englishman, and a soldier. After my foreign education, with my

reserved temper, I should long have continued a stranger in my

native country, had I not been shaken in this various scene of new

faces and new friends: had not experience forced me to feel the

characters of our leading men, the state of parties, the forms of

office, and the operation of our civil and military system. In this

peaceful service I imbibed the rudiments of the language, and

science of tactics, which opened a new field of study and

observation. I diligently read, and meditated, the Memoires

Militaires of Quintus Icilius, (Mr. Guichardt,) the only writer who

has united the merits of a professor and a veteran. The discipline

and evolutions of a modern battalion gave me a clearer notion of the

phalanx and the legion; and the captain of the Hampshire grenadiers

(the reader may smile) has not been useless to the historian of the

Roman empire.

A youth of any spirit is fired even by the play of arms, and in the

first sallies of my enthusiasm I had seriously attempted to embrace

the regular profession of a soldier. But this military fever was

cooled by the enjoyment of our mimic Bellona, who soon unveiled to

my eyes her naked deformity. How often did I sigh for my proper

station in society and letters. How often (a proud comparison) did

I repeat the complaint of Cicero in the command of a provincial

army: "Clitellae bovi sunt impositae. Est incredibile quam me

negotii taedeat. Non habet satis magnum campum ille tibi non

ignotus cursus animi; et industriae meae praeclara opera cessat.

Lucem, libros, urbem, domum, vos desidero. Sed feram, ut potero;

sit modo annuum. Si prorogatur, actum est."--Epist. ad Atticum,

lib. v. 15. From a service without danger I might indeed have

retired without disgrace; but as often as I hinted a wish of

resigning, my fetters were riveted by the friendly intreaties of the

colonel, the parental authority of the major, and my own regard for

the honour and welfare of the battalion. When I felt that my

personal escape was impracticable, I bowed my neck to the yoke: my

servitude was protracted far beyond the annual patience of Cicero;

and it was not till after the preliminaries of peace that I received

my discharge, from the act of government which disembodied the

militia.

When I complain of the loss of time, justice to myself and to the

militia must throw the greatest part of that reproach on the first

seven or eight months, while I was obliged to learn as well as to

teach. The dissipation of Blandford, and the disputes of

Portsmouth, consumed the hours which were not employed in the field;

and amid the perpetual hurry of an inn, a barrack, or a guard-room,

all literary ideas were banished from my mind. After this long

fast, the longest which I have ever known, I once more tasted at

Dover the pleasures of reading and thinking; and the hungry appetite

with which I opened a volume of Tully's philosophical works is still

present to my memory. The last review of my Essay before its

publication, had prompted me to investigate the nature of the gods;

my inquiries led me to the Historie Critique du Manicheisme of

Beausobre, who discusses many deep questions of Pagan and Christian

theology: and from this rich treasury of facts and opinions, I

deduced my own consequences, beyond the holy circle of the author.

After this recovery I never relapsed into indolence; and my example

might prove, that in the life most averse to study, some hours may

be stolen, some minutes may be snatched. Amidst the tumult of

Winchester camp I sometimes thought and read in my tent; in the more

settled quarters of the Devizes, Blandford, and Southampton, I

always secured a separate lodging, and the necessary books; and in

the summer of 1762, while the new militia was raising, I enjoyed at

Buriton two or three months of literary repose. In forming a new

plan of study, I hesitated between the mathematics and the Greek

language; both of which I had neglected since my return from

Lausanne. I consulted a learned and friendly mathematician, Mr.

George Scott, a pupil of de Moivre; and his map of a country which I

have never explored, may perhaps be more serviceable to others. As

soon as I had given the preference to Greek, the example of Scaliger

and my own reason determined me on the choice of Homer, the father

of poetry, and the Bible of the ancients: but Scaliger ran through

the Iliad in one and twenty days; and I was not dissatisfied with my

own diligence for performing the same labour in an equal number of

weeks. After the first difficulties were surmounted, the language

of nature and harmony soon became easy and familiar, and each day I

sailed upon the ocean with a brisker gale and a more steady course.

{Passage in Greek}

Ilias, A 481.

--Fair wind, and blowing fresh,

Apollo sent them; quick they rear'd the mast,

Then spread th'unsullied canvas to the gale,

And the wind fill'd it. Roar'd the sable flood

Around the bark, that ever as she went

Dash'd wide the brine, and scudded swift away.

COWPER'S Homer.

In the study of a poet who has since become the most intimate of my

friends, I successively applied many passages and fragments of Greek

writers; and among these I shall notice a life of Homer, in the

Oposcula Mythologica of Gale, several books of the geography of

Strabo, and the entire treatise of Longinus, which, from the title

and the style, is equally worthy of the epithet of sublime. My

grammatical skill was improved, my vocabulary was enlarged; and in

the militia I acquired a just and indelible knowledge of the first

of languages. On every march, in every journey, Horace was always

in my pocket, and often in my hand: but I should not mention his two

critical epistles, the amusement of a morning, had they not been

accompanied by the elaborate commentary of Dr. Hurd, now Bishop of

Worcester. On the interesting subjects of composition and imitation

of epic and dramatic poetry, I presumed to think for myself; and

thirty close-written pages in folio could scarcely comprise my full

and free discussion of the sense of the master and the pedantry of

the servant.

After his oracle Dr. Johnson, my friend Sir Joshua Reynolds denies

all original genius, any natural propensity of the mind to one art

or science rather than another. Without engaging in a metaphysical

or rather verbal dispute, I know, by experience, that from my early

youth I aspired to the character of an historian. While I served in

the militia, before and after the publication of my essay, this idea

ripened in my mind; nor can I paint in more lively colours the

feelings of the moment, than by transcribing some passages, under

their respective dates, from a journal which I kept at that time.

Beriton, April 14, 1761. (In a short excursion from Dover.)--

"Having thought of several subjects for an historical composition, I

chose the expedition of Charles VIII. of France into Italy. I read

two memoirs of Mr. de Foncemagne in the Academy of Inscriptions

(tom. xvii. p. 539-607.), and abstracted them. I likewise finished

this day a dissertation, in which I examine the right of Charles

VIII. to the crown of Naples, and the rival claims of the House of

Anjou and Arragon: it consists of ten folio pages, besides large

notes."

Beriton, August 4, 1761. (In a week's excursion from Winchester

camp.)--"After having long revolved subjects for my intended

historical essay, I renounced my first thought of the expedition of

Charles VIII. as too remote from us, and rather an introduction to

great events, than great and important in itself. I successively

chose and rejected the crusade of Richard the First, the barons'

wars against John and Henry the Third, the History of Edward the

Black Prince, the lives and comparisons of Henry V. and the Emperor

Titus, the life of Sir Philip Sidney, and that of the Marquis of

Montrose. At length I have fixed on Sir Walter Raleigh for my hero.

His eventful story is varied by the characters of the soldier and

sailor, the courtier and historian; and it may afford such a fund of

materials as I desire, which have not yet been properly

manufactured. At present I cannot attempt the execution of this

work. Free leisure, and the opportunity of consulting many books,

both printed and manuscript, are as necessary as they are impossible

to be attained in my present way of life. However, to acquire a

general insight into my subject and resources, I read the life of

Sir Walter Raleigh by Dr. Birch, his copious article in the General

Dictionary by the same hand, and the reigns of Queen Elizabeth and

James the First in Hume's History of England."

Beriton, January 1762. (In a month's absence from the Devizes.)--

"During this interval of repose, I again turned my thoughts to Sir

Walter Raleigh, and looked more closely into my materials. I read

the two volumes in quarto of the Bacon Papers, published by Dr.

Birch; the Fragmenta Regalia of Sir Robert Naunton, Mallet's Life of

Lord Bacon, and the political treatises of that great man in the

first volume of his works, with many of his letters in the second;

Sir William Monson's Naval Tracts, and the elaborate life of Sir

Walter Raleigh, which Mr. Oldys has prefixed to the best edition of

his History of the World. My subject opens upon me, and in general

improves upon a nearer prospect."

Beriton, July 26, 1762. (During my summer residence.)--"I am afraid

of being reduced to drop my hero; but my time has not, however, been

lost in the research of his story, and of a memorable aera of our

English annals. The life of Sir Walter Raleigh, by Oldys, is a very

poor performance; a servile panegyric, or flat apology, tediously

minute, and composed in a dull and affected style. Yet the author

was a man of diligence and learning, who had read everything

relative to his subject, and whose ample collections are arranged

with perspicuity and method. Excepting some anecdotes lately

revealed in the Sidney and Bacon Papers, I know not what I should be

able to add. My ambition (exclusive of the uncertain merit of style

and sentiment) must be confined to the hope of giving a good

abridgment of Oldys. I have even the disappointment of finding some

parts of this copious work very dry and barren; and these parts are

unluckily some of the most characteristic: Raleigh's colony of

Virginia, his quarrels with Essex, the true secret of his

conspiracy, and, above all, the detail of his private life, the most

essential and important to a biographer. My best resource would be

in the circumjacent history of the times, and perhaps in some

digressions artfully introduced, like the fortunes of the

Peripatetic philosophy in the portrait of Lord Bacon. But the

reigns of Elizabeth and James the First are the periods of English

history, which have been the most variously illustrated: and what

new lights could I reflect on a subject, which has exercised the

accurate industry of Birch, the lively and curious acuteness of

Walpole, the critical spirit of Hurd, the vigorous sense of Mallet

and Robertson, and the impartial philosophy of Hume? Could I even

surmount these obstacles, I should shrink with terror from the

modern history of England, where every character is a problem, and

every reader a friend or an enemy; where a writer is supposed to

hoist a flag of party, and is devoted to damnation by the adverse

faction. Such would be my reception at home: and abroad, the

historian of Raleigh must encounter an indifference far more bitter

than censure or reproach. The events of his life are interesting:

but his character is ambiguous, his actions are obscure, his

writings are English, and his fame is confined to the narrow limits

of our language and our island. I must embrace a safer and more

extensive theme.

"There is one which I should prefer to all others, The History of

the Liberty of the Swiss, of that independence which a brave people

rescued from the House of Austria, defended against a Dauphin of

France, and finally sealed with the blood of Charles of Burgundy.

From such a theme, so full of public spirit, of military glory, of

examples of virtue, of lessons of government, the dullest stranger

would catch fire; what might not I hope, whose talents, whatsoever

they may be, would be inflamed with the zeal of patriotism. But the

materials of this history are inaccessible to me, fast locked in the

obscurity of an old barbarous German dialect, of which I am totally

ignorant, and which I cannot resolve to learn for this sole and

peculiar purpose.

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