CHAPTER XLI.

REHEARSING THE PAST.

Star arose as she addressed her thus, and with the act all her pride

arose as well.

“Yes,” she said, speaking with cold politeness. “I suppose you are

surprised; you did not expect to meet me here, Miss—Lady Carrol.”

Josephine’s face lighted at those last words, and a wicked gleam leaped

into her black eyes.

“No, I did not,” she returned, trying to call a happy smile to her false

lips. “And—and—you have heard, then?” and, dropping her darkly fringed

lids as if in confusion, she played with some flowers which she held in

her hands, and looked the modest bride to perfection at being addressed

by the title she had so lately assumed.

“Yes, I have heard of—or at least I saw your marriage in a paper which

was sent me recently,” Star answered, trying hard to steady her voice,

and resolving that the girl who hated her so should not suspect the

torture she was enduring.

But Josephine did suspect it, and was determined not to let her go

without wringing her heart with something of the agony which she had

suffered.

Lord Carrol had dared to tell her, in the midst of her humiliation, that

he loved Star, and she was bound to be revenged in some way for it.

She had sent her the Cheshire _Gazette_, even as Star had mistrusted,

but she had not expected to get any such satisfaction as this out of it.

She had been down to the American Legation and found out where Mr.

Rosevelt was stopping, and then had marked that paragraph and mailed

that paper to Star, just to arouse her jealousy and show her that she

had been a guest in Lord Carrol’s home for a week.

It had never entered her head that she would only read the notice of

that mock marriage, and believe it real, not observing that it was

connected with the remainder of the article describing Lady Sherbrooke’s

ball.

But she now saw that such was the case. Star believed that she was

really Lady Carrol; and she knew something of what she must be suffering

on account of it, and with a sense of cruel exultation she resolved to

give the wheels of the rack that she was on another vigorous turn.

She felt that the lovers would without doubt meet before long—perhaps

that very evening, for she had seen his lordship there only a short time

previous to this meeting, and she was assured he would waste no time in

coming to an understanding with Star; but now, while she had her in her

clutches, she would make the most of her opportunity.

“I presume it is something of a disappointment to you to find me here,

and—and situated just as—I am, when _you_ so confidently expected to win

his lordship,” sneered Josephine. “You perceive that it is not always

safe to be too trusting, and a young peer, even though he were traveling

under an assumed name, and made love to a pretty, poverty-stricken girl,

to while away an idle hour, could not be expected to marry her.”

Star was very pale, but she was more than a match for the unfeeling girl

in her proud beauty.

She stood like a tall and stately lily before her, and to all outward

appearance she was no more moved by her scathing words than the snows on

the peaks of lofty mountains are stirred by the fierce winds in the

valley far below them.

“Lord Carrol did not travel under an assumed name. I have discovered

that Sir Archibald Sherbrooke and Lord Carrol, of Carrolton, are one and

the same,” Star replied, with cold dignity.

Josephine started, then remembering, said:

“Oh, of course; I forgot that both names were given in the notice of the

marriage. But,” she went on, taking an intense delight in the torture

she was sure she was inflicting, although her fair victim gave no sign,

“you have no idea how lovely Cheshire House is—that is where the dowager

Lady Sherbrooke lives; and Carrolton is even more delightful, I am told.

We intend to go there before very long; but London is very gay just now,

though it is out of season, and we are having such nice times that we

prefer to remain here for the present.”

She glanced at Star angrily.

If she would but betray the least suffering, to show that she was

wounded by this apparent triumph over her, she would have been content.

But she stood there, her graceful form proudly erect, her shining head

thrown slightly back, her eyes fixed upon her face with an indifferent

glance that galled her almost beyond endurance, while her manner was

that of indulgent politeness, as if she were but listening, in a

well-bred sort of way, to the babblings of a spoiled child.

“I presume you have heard,” she resumed, “that we came abroad to take

possession of the estates of Sir Charles Thornton, whose death leaves

mamma the nearest of kin, and therefore we shall all henceforth occupy a

very high position in this country.”

“Indeed?” Star responded, as if it were a matter of no moment to her. “I

have heard of Sir Charles Thornton, but I did not know that you were

‘nearest of kin’ to him.”

“Well, you know it now,” Josephine retorted, sharply, beginning to lose

her temper at Star’s immobility; “and fortunately we can do exceedingly

well without Uncle Jacob’s money, which you so cunningly managed to

wheedle him out of. We shall not return to America, for we can enjoy so

much more here among the nobility, where, as I told you before, our

position is so high, and mine _particularly_, you know, as—as Lady

Carrol, is one to be rather envied.”

This last, she thought, must be a dagger in the fair girl’s breast, but

she was wholly unprepared to have it turned against her own.

“May I take the liberty to ask Miss Richards what she means by the

statements which she has made—to explain herself, if indeed that is

_possible_,” said a deep, stern voice just behind her.

Both girls started and turned instantly at the sound, and both uttered a

cry—one of surprise, the other of dismay.

Lord Carrol himself stood in the door-way of the conservatory from which

Josephine had entered, and through which he had passed on his way from

another portion of the building back to the drawing-room.

He had seen Ralph Meredith and Mr. Rosevelt but a moment or two after

Star slipped away. They told him that she was there, and he had

instantly left them to seek her.

He had seen her standing there in the anteroom through the glass as he

approached, and he recognized her instantly, although the sight had

nearly unmanned him.

As he drew near, however, he heard Josephine’s voice, sharp and

scoffing, and addressing the strangest words to her.

He stood still and listened, perfectly aghast at what she was saying,

until he comprehended the whole situation; and, when she made that last

amazing assertion, he could endure no more, and entered to confront her.

Star, with one look into his white set face, and a glance of

astonishment from him to Josephine, whose countenance, for once in her

life, expressed blankest dismay, sank back pale and shivering into the

chair from which she had risen when Miss Richards addressed her.

That young lady felt for the moment as if she would like the ground to

open and swallow her forever from sight.

But the situation was a desperate one—so desperate that she did not care

for anything; so, quickly rallying, she tossed her dark head and

retorted with a light laugh:

“Miss Gladstone was just telling me, my lord, that she had heard of my

marriage, and I was only carrying out the joke a little further.”

“I _understand_ you,” he said, briefly, but in accents of intense scorn.

Then, with a quick, eager step, he came between her and Star, who, with

her white hands folded helplessly in her lap, her face like purest

marble, felt as if earth was again slipping forever out of her reach,

for her senses were reeling.

With a stern, authoritative gesture he motioned Josephine away, and,

reaching down, he took Star’s hands in his.

“My darling,” he said, in low, thrilling tones, “has she been torturing

you to death? There is not one word of truth in what she has told you.

Come with me, and let me explain everything to you.”

A mocking laugh, which, however, was full of misery, rang through the

room.

Lord Carrol looked back and saw Josephine, her face almost convulsed

with pain and passion, passing out.

“Don’t think that it is going to be all clear sailing even now, my

proud, spirited lord, for I will spoil it all if I can.”

“Come,” he murmured, gently turning again to Star, and paying no heed to

those threatening words.

He drew her unresisting hand within his arm, and led her through the

conservatory out upon a covered porch at the rear.

This porch was more like a room, for during the winter it was inclosed

with glass windows, and, being heated with steam, formed a part of the

hot-house.

He placed the fair girl in a chair in a secluded corner, and then he

knelt down before her.

He took her hands again and drew them to his breast, where she could

feel the great heart-throbs which made his strong frame quiver like a

tree struck by the woodman’s ax.

“My darling,” he said again, “I have seen Mr. Rosevelt, and he told me

that you were here. I have been looking for you everywhere during the

last fifteen minutes. Dearest, you will let me defend myself now, will

you not? You will not turn away from me—you will not spoil both our

lives by again driving me from you, believing me to be a ‘traitor and

coward?’”

Star shivered. Those words smote her with terrible pain; but her heart

had been bounding with new hope since he had so sternly confronted

Josephine Richards and proclaimed her assertion a lie.

She could not comprehend it, for she had read the notice of their

marriage with her own eyes. Yet she instinctively trusted him, and it

was so sweet, after all the miserable past, to have him there, looking

so fondly down into her eyes, and calling her his darling in those dear,

familiar tones.

“Archie—Archie!” she murmured, with a sob, “I know all about it—you were

never a traitor or a coward. I know you never deceived me, and I alone

am guilty of a great wrong to you.”

With a low cry of joy he gathered her close in his arms, and laid her

shining head upon his breast, calling her by every endearing name with

which his heart was filled.

“You know all about it, my love? Who has told you?” he asked, surprised.

“Just one little sentence in a newspaper, which told me also that, when

at the very moment I found you had been true, my life was to be a blank

as long as I should live,” Star said, with unsteady voice and quivering

lips. “I read,” she added “the notice of your marriage with Miss

Richards in the Cheshire _Gazette_. These two names, Archibald

Sherbrooke and Lord Carrol were printed there, and told me the whole

story. I knew then _how_ I had been deceived. But I cannot understand.”

She broke off suddenly, and drew herself away from him shivering and

sick at heart again.

Surely that notice would never have been printed if he was not married,

and she had no right to be thus in the arms of another woman’s husband.

She knew that he neither loved nor respected Josephine from the way he

had addressed her; he called her Miss Richards, too, but it was a puzzle

that she could not comprehend.

Lord Carrol read her thoughts, and saw by her white face how she was

suffering, and he said, with infinite tenderness:

“My love, it was all a farce, a mock marriage planned by a wild and

thoughtless girl, while I was chosen as one of the unfortunate victims

and Miss Richards the other. Did you not read the description which

followed that notice?”

“No; I read nothing but those horrible words, which told me of my own

injustice, and that you and I would be parted forever. They burned

themselves into my brain as if they had been branded there with a hot

iron, and I cared to read no more.”

“If you had,” he returned, “you would have been undeceived; but I was

very angry when I saw how the affair had been published, and if I could

ascertain who wrote it up, I should be tempted to chastise the writer

severely.”

Star was weeping now; great, glad tears of joy chased each other over

her cheeks, and she did not resist him when he drew her into his arms

again, wiping with his own hands the glittering drops as they fell,

while in low, tender tones he told her all about the strange events

which had conspired to separate them for so long.

“Will you forgive me, Archie? I was very hard upon you, but I was nearly

mad with my misery that night when I refused to listen to you,” Star

said, when the story was ended.

“Forgive you, my own? This moment compensates for everything. How were

you to know that a titled relative had died, making me his heir, and

changing or adding to my name? I was indeed Archibald Sherbrooke, bound

for America, to travel and study art there, when we went on that

steamer. I merely dropped the ‘Sir’ lest you should be shy of me. I did

indeed know of the change in my circumstances when I next saw you in the

station in New York, but in my fear of losing you, I resolved not to

tell you until I had won you, feeling afraid that you, in your modesty,

would refuse to Lord Carrol the love you would perhaps give to Archibald

Sherbrooke. I never suspected, when I accepted Mrs. Richards’ invitation

to visit her, that I was going into the very house where my own love

dwelt. I had paid Miss Josephine some attention at Long Branch, but her

mother was always included, and it was only in a friendly way, as I was

drawn toward them from having discovered that they were of English

descent, and connected with people here whom I knew. I intended, as I

told you that night, to seek you the very next day; and when I had won

the consent of your friends to an engagement with you, in the character

of Archibald Sherbrooke, I was going to tell you of my real position in

life. Now, dear, you know that I have never swerved from my allegiance

to you. I have been as true as truth itself,” he concluded, smiling

fondly down upon her.

“I have been very foolish, Archie,” Star whispered, “but, oh! I am very,

very happy now. I was so utterly wretched this morning. I have been so

wretched all day that it required all my courage to come here to-night;

but I forced myself to do so because I did not wish Uncle Jacob to

mistrust anything.”

“And I hear that my modest little Star has become a great heiress; she

is no longer the quiet, retiring little maid whom I was so proud and

happy to have won that day when we went to Coney Island,” Lord Carrol

said, half regretfully.

Star lifted her head from his breast and looked at him inquiringly, and

he thought rather more searchingly than the occasion required.

“I mean,” he explained, “that Mr. Meredith has told me that Mr. Rosevelt

has adopted you as his heiress.”

She drew a long breath, but merely returned, in an absent way:

“Yes.”

“Mr. Meredith told me more, too, my darling,” her lover resumed; “he was

the one who lifted the burden of sadness, caused by your sentence of

banishment, from my heart. I imagined, also, although his confidence did

not extend quite so far as this, that he had been my unsuccessful rival,

and that was why you confessed what you did to him regarding your

affection for me.”

“Did Mr. Meredith tell you that—” Star began, blushing crimson as she

remembered what her confession had been.

“Yes, my beloved, and no hungry heart ever feasted upon sweeter words.

They changed the whole future for me, and I was intending to start again

for America in just three weeks, to search for the star of my life; the

past has been very lonely and hopeless.”

“Yes, indeed,” Star returned, with a long sigh; “and yet,” she added,

looking up with a smile, “I am glad that I am not to come to you _quite_

so empty-handed as you found me.”

“You surely do not regret the promise that you made me then?” Lord

Carrol questioned, reproachfully.

“No; for it proves that you won me for myself alone; but now that I know

you are a peer of England, it is a comfort to feel that no one can point

the finger of scorn at me and say that you have chosen beneath you.”

He stopped her with a tender caress.

“No one should ever have said that to me with impunity, under any

circumstances,” he rejoined, gravely.

They talked a long time, and everything was explained—all the events of

the past rehearsed, all Josephine’s duplicity and hatred made known.

“She is a heartless woman—a most contemptible woman,” Lord Carrol said,

with curling lips and stern brow; “and I deeply regret that she is to

become a resident in England, as we shall doubtless be obliged to meet

her in society. She has wronged you shamefully, my darling. However,” he

added, with a luminous smile, “she considers that the ‘position of Lady

Carrol will be an enviable one,’ and, since _you_ are to fill it, I

think her punishment will not be a light one.”

Her punishment _was_ to be no light one, but _he_ had no idea _how_

humiliating it would be.

Another blissful half hour slipped unheeded by, and then he said:

“Come, dear; people will begin to wonder what has become of us, and

besides, I want to introduce you to my mother and sister.”

He arose as he spoke, and drew her toward the conservatory, through

which they must pass in order to regain the drawing-room.

“I have already seen your sister,” Star answered, with a bright smile,

“and I began to love her immediately, and to mourn what I had lost in

not having her for _my_ sister, too.”

“She _is_ a dear girl, but I begin to think we shall not keep her with

us very much longer,” Archie returned, with a regretful sigh.

“I thought so, too, when Mr. Meredith introduced her to me to-night,”

Star said, archly.

“Ah! then _you_ read the signs of the times,” he answered, smiling. “But

here comes my mother, and she is looking for me, I know, by the

expression of her face.”

They were just entering the drawing-room as he spoke, and Lady

Sherbrooke was coming toward them, looking right and left for her son.

Her handsome face lighted as she saw him, and she quickened her steps,

while she wondered at that new light in his eyes, at the bright and

youthful expression on his face.

“Mother,” Archibald Sherbrooke said, and there was a proud ring in his

tone, “I want to introduce to you Miss Gladstone, a friend whom I met

while I was in America.”

Lady Sherbrooke shot a keen glance into that lovely, blushing face, and

there came a look of surprise into her own, while for once she lost

something of the graceful self-possession that was habitual to her as

she greeted Star.

Her heart went forth to the young girl at once, and she experienced a

shock akin to that which Vivien had felt when she met her.

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