34. Then we have this entry:

"I have noticed all day that the family is gradually succumbing to the

ravages of hunger and thirst.... If we call for help it will mean a

FIRING SQUAD for sure.... The criminal crew who have already reported

our death will HAVE to KILL us to make good their boast.... So we must

stay here and silently watch one another collapse from day to day....

"... My prisoner says he is willing to give himself up if his death

will enable the rest of us to escape.... The girls will not listen

to such a proposition,--they are all agreed that they would rather

organize themselves into a little platoon and FIGHT IT OUT if we

can ever get out of this cistern.... It indicates a mighty good

spirit,--but that gang outside would have us strung up in the

twinkling of an eye....

"... I KNOW that Marie expects ME to do something from the inquiring

way she gazes in my eyes.... She says nothing, but any man of spirit

who looks into such clear, unflinching eyes under conditions such

as these, will understand instinctively what is written in their

suggestive depths!... They literally SHAME me for the little I

can do.... Some lounge lizards may speculate on the nature of the

sentiments this grateful princess will reveal if I display sufficient

ingenuity to save us all from this slowly approaching DEATH!... How

dramatic!... How absurd!

"... I have lately laughed at those Italian poets who bewail the

isolation of their Lauras, yet, recalling my Lady Buckingham's

repeated rescues, I begin to recognize a reason for the existence of

that poetic fervor which agitates the artistic heart when either its

safety or its vanity is at stake."...

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