19. The following entry reads:

"A man who has escaped death is not to be trusted on a point of

discretion,--he doesn't know how to select his friends. He is like a

spirit emerging from nowhere in the eternal void and grabs at the

first apparition that promises companionship in his embarrassing and

momentary isolation.... Well, I was so glad to see that Buckingham

Clorinda that I was willing to take her into my confidence at once....

She _seemed_ so sympathetic!... 'I commend your bravery,' she said

prettily, offering me her hand.... It was small and beautifully

moulded, yet firm and steady, and sent an electric thrill through me

like a flash.... Her eyes would disarm the most suspicious diplomatic

free-lance in the world.... Struck with admiration, hypnotized by her

voice, I could only blurt, 'I thank you.'

"...'We are looking for a man of approved courage,' she continued

earnestly; 'we are more than satisfied that YOU are the man.'... Again

I muttered my thanks.... 'How long have you been a member?' she then

asked carelessly.... THIS was not so easily answered.... I thought

quickly.... 'Long enough to KNOW my lesson!' I answered oracularly....

'You still remember your instructions?'... 'What instructions?' She

answered my question by asking, 'Were they not BURNED?'... 'Who is

this encyclopædic lady?' I asked myself. 'What manner of TRAP is she

setting for me now?'... 'Why did you SANDBAG me?' was MY answer....

'You are NOT to ask questions,' she returned. 'Are you not satisfied

with results?'...

"... 'I am still alive.'... 'Well,' she smiled, 'a _live_ Bolshevik,

of OUR kind, is much better than a dead diplomat!'... I was taken into

an improvised kitchen and indulged in a splendid meal.... I took no

wine....

"... My meal being finished _she_ offered me an excellent

cigarette.... Glancing up through a ring of smoke my eyes fell upon

a rough black-and-white sketch of a tall, smooth-faced, keen-eyed

man with rather large ears, firm and thin-cut lips, high forehead and

steadfast gaze, dressed in the uniform of a General Officer, with a

single decoration on his left breast.... _she_ observed me closely as

I gazed.... I KNEW this man and was about to exclaim: '_The savior

of this country!_'... but something restrained my enthusiasm.... 'You

recognize him, I see,' she insinuated.... 'WHO is he?' I dodged....

She merely smiled.... She evidently realizes the wonderful power of

that disarming smile and the fascination of good teeth in a shapely

head.... 'You'll do!' she said with apparent reservation as she tapped

a tiny bell....

"... A short, thickset man appeared--he is not positively _ugly_, but

he has a way of staring at one that is rather ill-bred.... There is a

gold band around his left wrist and a scar upon his right cheek....

I am sure he is the SAME man I met at one of Sadakichi-Hartmann's

readings from Ibsen's _Ghosts_.... He may recall the time.... It was

in an abandoned palace on Russian Hill, somewhere in America; the lady

at his left was discussing the difficulties of getting her motor car

into Ragiz; the younger one on his right was known as Alma and gave

her address as East 61st Street, New York.... and ALL THREE were quite

convinced that the Central Powers will defeat the Allies.... He is an

international character and will remember this incident as well as the

following: '... This gentleman will join your party for Ekaterinburg

tonight, YOU understand. If there are any mistakes I shall not answer

for results!' There were NO introductions.... The man bowed and

began to back away.... 'YOU may accompany him,' she said, rising and

flitting from the room.... I believe I understand what this _party_

means!... There is to be a SHOOTING party at Ekaterinburg under the

auspices of the Bolshevists in a day or two and I may be ONE of

the '_mistakes_' for which that mystifying lady disclaims

responsibility.... My companion certainly looks like a bandit, and

manifests the strength of a wild bull.... He seems much interested in

that _patch_ on my shirt sleeve...."

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