CHAPTER XXI

It was bedtime one night, and after Rosanna had been tucked in her

grandmother came up. She had been doing this ever since Rosanna came

home and the little girl had learned to long for the little talks they

had together. But this night Mrs. Horton sat down in the big chair, and

told Rosanna to come into her arms. Cuddled there on her grandmother's

lap, Rosanna rested while they had a talk that neither of them ever

forgot. For the first time Rosanna learned all about the little sister,

and Mrs. Horton in her turn came to know something of the thoughts and

loneliness and longings that go on in a little girl's mind. Rosanna told

her grandmother all about it, and if Mrs. Horton hugged her so tight

that it almost hurt and cried over her short hair, Rosanna felt all the

happier for it.

And Mrs. Horton forgot that she was a proud and haughty lady (indeed she

was really never that again) and told Rosanna how sorry she was that she

had been unloving because she had really never meant her cold manner.

She made Rosanna understand that she had always loved her but never,

never so deeply or so tenderly as now. And Rosanna begged her

forgiveness for running away, and for cutting off her hair. So by-and-by

they commenced to talk of happier things, feeling very near and dear to

each other the while.

It was such a wonderful talk that Rosanna felt that never again would

she be unhappy.

Before her grandmother left, she told Rosanna that Helen was coming over

the following day to take luncheon with her. Minnie had a table set in

the broad bay window, and there the luncheon was spread. They scarcely

ate at first, they were so glad to see each other. Almost the first

thing that Rosanna asked was news of Gwenny. Helen had seen her often

and her mother thought that she was slowly growing worse. Helen had been

to a meeting at the Girl Scouts and had told them about Gwenny. Perhaps

something would be done a little later. Tommy was just as selfish as

ever. Helen said it was awfully hard not to dislike him.

"I don't even _try_ to like him," said Rosanna. "I don't see how you can

be as good and kind as you are, Helen."

"Why, I don't like the feeling it gives me when I dislike people," said

Helen.

"How do you feel?" asked Rosanna. "I never thought about how it makes

_me_ feel."

"I don't know as I can tell exactly," said Helen, thinking hard. "Sort

of as though you were walking over rough cobblestones. I just don't like

it. And I feel as though it does something to my color. Just as though I

was all lovely pink or blue, and hating or disliking someone made me

turn the most horrid sort of plum color."

"How funny you are, Helen! When are you going away on your Girl Scout

camping trip? Isn't it almost time?"

Helen looked embarrassed. "I am not going," she said.

"Not _going_?" echoed Rosanna. "Oh, Helen, how _awful_! And you have

been planning so long for that. Why are you going to give it up?"

"I just changed my mind," she said.

"You don't change it away from such a lovely trip if you can help it,"

Rosanna persisted. "Helen, I believe--Helen, I want you to tell me the

truth now. I declare I believe you have given it up on account of _me_!"

"Well, then I have," said Helen. "Indeed, Rosanna, I would not have a

good time at all off on that trip knowing that you were here just

getting well and perhaps missing me. I couldn't do it!"

Rosanna could hardly speak.

"I just think you are a real true friend, Helen!" she said finally. "I

don't think you ought to give up your good times and I can't thank you

enough."

"I wouldn't enjoy it without you," persisted Helen. "Aren't you thrilled

about your uncle's little orphan? And did you ever see anyone so happy

as Mrs. Hargrave?"

"Never!" said Rosanna. "She has been telling me all about the room she

is having decorated. It must be _too_ beautiful!"

"It is," said Helen. "I went over there the other day and saw it. You

never saw anything so cunning in your life. All the furniture is

enameled cream color, with lovely little wreaths of flowers on it. Even

her brush and comb and those things are painted ivory. And the walls! In

each corner is a little cottage, right on the wall paper you know,

Rosanna, and between just woods that look as though you were seeing them

through a mist--sort of delicate and far away. And the rugs are a soft

delicate green like the grass in spring. I hope she is lovely enough for

all the love Mrs. Hargrave is going to give her."

"Uncle Robert says she is as sweet as she can possibly be," Rosanna

assured her. "Well, you are just too good to stay at home with me,

Helen. It won't be long before we are both Girl Scouts. And I think you

are just as good and sweet as you can be. I can't think what I would

have done without you. But here you are actually giving up your camping

for me."

Rosanna leaned over and impulsively kissed her guest.

"Dear Helen, I am _so_ happy," she said, "because now I know that I am

really your _best_ friend."

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