XXX

And so, once again, the woman conquered. Whatever Eve's intentions were,

whatever she wished to evade or ward off, she was successful in gaining

her end. For more than two hours she kept Loder at her side. There may

have been moments in those two hours when the tension was high, when the

efforts she made to interest and hold him were somewhat strained. But if

this was so, it escaped the notice of the one person concerned; for it

was long after tea had been served, long after Eve had offered to do

penance for her monopoly of him by driving him to Chilcote's club, that

Loder realized with any degree of distinctness that it was she and not

he who had taken the lead in their interview; that it was she and not

he who had bridged the difficult silences and given a fresh direction to

dangerous channels of talk. It was long before he recognized this; but

it was still longer before he realized the far more potent fact that,

without any coldness, without any lessening of the subtle consideration

she always showed him, she had given him no further opportunity of

making love.

Talking continuously, elated with the sense of conflict still to come,

he drove with her to the club. Considering that drive in the light

of after events, his own frame of mind invariably filled him with

incredulity.

In the eyes of any sane man his position was not worth an hour's

purchase; yet in the blind self-confidence of the moment he would not

have changed places with Fraide himself. The great song of Self was

sounding in his ears as he drove through the crowded streets, conscious

of the cool, crisp air, of Eve's close presence, of the numberless

infinitesimal things that went to make up the value of life. It was

this acknowledgment of personality that upheld him; the personality, the

power that had carried him unswervingly through eleven colorless years;

that had impelled him towards this new career when the new career had

first been opened to him; that had hewn a way for him in this fresh

existence against colossal odds. The indomitable force that had trampled

out Chilcote's footmarks in public life, in private life--in love. It

was a triumphant paean that clamored in his ears, something persistent

and prophetic with an undernote of menace. The cry of the human soul

that has dared to stand alone.

His glance was keen and bright as he waited for a moment at the carriage

door and took Eve's hand before entering the club.

“You're dining out to-night?” he said. His fingers, always tenacious and

masterful, continued to hold hers. The compunction that had driven him

temporarily towards sacrifice had passed. His pride, his confidence, and

with them his desire, had flowed back in full measure.

Eve, watching him attentively, paled a little. “Yes,” she said, “I'm

dining with the Bramfells.”

“What time will you get home?” He scarcely realized why he put the

question. The song of Self still sounded triumphantly, and he responded

without reflection.

His eyes held hers, his fingers pressed her hand; the intense mastery of

his will passed through her in a sudden sense of fear. Her lips parted

in deprecation, but he--closely attentive of her expression--spoke again

quickly.

“When can I see you?” he asked, very quietly.

Again she was about to speak. She leaned forward, as if some thought

long suppressed trembled on her lips; then her courage or her desire

failed her. She leaned back, letting her lashes droop over her eyes. “I

shall be home at eleven,” she said below her breath.

Loder dined with Lakely at Chilcote's club; and so absorbing were

the political interests of the hour--the resignation of Sir Robert

Sefborough, the King's summoning of Fraide, the probable features of

the new ministry--that it was after nine o'clock when at last he freed

himself and drove to the “Arcadian” Theatre.

The sound of music came to him as he entered the theatre--light,

measured music suggestive of tiny streams, toy lambs, and painted

shepherdesses. It sounded singularly inappropriate to his mood--as

inappropriate as the theatre itself with its gay gilding, its pale tones

of pink and blue. It was the setting of a different world--a world of

laughter, light thoughts, and shallow impulses, in which he had no part.

He halted for an instant outside the box to which the attendant had

shown him; then, as the door was thrown open, he straightened himself

resolutely and stepped forward.

It was the interval between the first and second acts.

The box was in shadow, and Loder's first impression was of voices

and rustling skirts, broken in upon by the murmur of frequent,

amused laughter; later, as his eyes grew accustomed to the light, he

distinguished the occupants--two women and a man. The man was speaking

as he entered, and the story he was relating was evidently interesting

from the faint exclamations of question and delight that punctuated it

in the listeners' higher, softer voices. As the new-comer entered they

all three turned and looked at him.

“Ah, here comes the legislator!” exclaimed Leonard Kaine. For it was he

who formed the male element in the party.

“The Revolutionary, Lennie!” Lillian corrected, softly. “Bramfell

says he has changed the whole face of things--” She laughed softly and

meaningly as she closed her fan. “So good of you to come, Jack!” she

added. “Let me introduce you to Miss Esseltyn; I don't think you two

have met. This is Mr. Chilcote, Mary--the great, new Mr. Chilcote.”

Again she laughed.

Loder bowed and moved to the front of the box, nodding to Kaine as he

passed.

“It's only for an hour,” he explained to Lillian. “I have an appointment

for eleven.” He turned and bowed to the third occupant of the box--a

remarkably young and well-dressed girl with wide-awake eyes and a

retrousse nose.

“Only an hour! Oh, how unkind! How should I punish him, Lennie?” Lillian

looked round at Kaine with a lingering, caressing glance.

He bent towards her in quick response and answered in a whisper.

She laughed and replied in an equally low tone.

Loder, to whom both remarks had been inaudible dropped into the vacant

seat beside Mary Esseltyn. He had the unsettled feeling that things were

not falling out exactly as he had calculated.

“What is the play like?” he hazarded as he looked towards his companion.

At all times social trivialities bored him; to-night they were

intolerable. He had come to fight, but all at once it seemed that

there was no opponent. Lillian's attitude disturbed him; her careless

graciousness, her evident ignoring of him for Kaine, might mean

nothing--but also it might mean much.

So he speculated as he put his question and spurred his attention

towards the girl's answer; but with the speculation came the resolve

to hold his own--to meet his enemy upon whatever ground she chose to

appropriate.

The girl looked at him with interest. She, too, had heard of his

triumph.

“It is a good play,” she responded. “I like it better than the book.

You've read the book, of course?”

“No.” Loder tried hard to fix his thoughts.

“It's amusing--but far-fetched.”

“Indeed?” He picked up the programme lying on the edge of the box. His

ears were strained to catch the tone of Lillian's voice as she laughed

and whispered with Kaine.

“Yes; men exchanging identities, you know.”

He looked up and caught the girl's self-possessed glance. “Oh?” he said.

“Indeed?” Then again he looked away. It was intolerable this feeling

of being caged up! A sense of anger crept through his mind. It almost

seemed that Lillian had brought him there to prove that she had finished

with him--had cast him aside, having used him for the day's excitement

as she had used her poodles, her Persian cats, her crystal-gazing.

All at once the impotency and uncertainty of his position goaded him.

Turning swiftly in his seat, he glanced back to where she sat, slowly

swaying her fan, her pale, golden hair and her pale-colored gown

delicately silhouetted against the background of the box.

“What's your idea of the play, Lillian?” he said, abruptly. To his own

ears there was a note of challenge in his voice.

She looked round languidly. “Oh, it's quite amusing,” she said. “It

makes a delicious farce--absolutely French.”

“French?”

“Quite. Don't you think so, Lennie?”

“Oh, quite,” Kaine agreed.

“They mean that it's so very light--and yet so very subtle, Mr.

Chilcote,” Mary Esseltyn explained.

“Indeed?” he said. “Then my imagination was at fault. I thought the

piece was serious.”

“Serious!” Lillian smiled again. “Why, where's your sense of humor? The

motive of the play debars all seriousness.”

Loder looked down at the programme still between his hands. “What is the

motive?” he asked.

Lillian waved her fan once or twice, then closed it softly. “Love is the

motive,” she said.

Now the balancing--the adjusting of impression and inspirations, of all

processes in life, the most delicately fine. The simple sound of the

word “love” coming at that precise juncture changed the whole current

of Loder's thought. It fell like a seed; and like a seed in

ultra-productive soil, it bore fruit with amazing rapidity.

The word itself was small and the manner in which it was spoken trivial,

but Loder's mind was attracted and held by it. The last time it had met

his ears his environment had been vastly different; and this echo of it

in an uncongenial atmosphere stung him to resentment. The vision of Eve,

the thought of Eve, became suddenly dominant.

“Love?” he repeated, coldly. “So love is the motive?”

“Yes.” This time it was Kaine who responded in his methodical, contented

voice. “The motive of the play is love, as Lillian says. And when was

love ever serious in a three-act comedy--on or off the stage?” He

leaned forward in his seat, screwed in his eye-glass, and lazily scanned

the stalls.

The orchestra was playing a Hungarian dance--its erratic harmonies and

wild alternations of expression falling abruptly across the pinks and

blues, the gilding and lights of the pretty, conventional theatre.

Something in the suggestion of unfitness appealed to Loder. It was the

force of the real as opposed to the ideal. With a new expression on his

face, he turned again to Kaine.

“And how does it work?” he said. “This treatment that you find

so--French?”

His voice as well as his expression had changed. He still spoke quietly,

but he spoke with interest. He was no longer conscious of his vague and

uneasiness; a fresh chord had been struck in his mind, and his curiosity

had responded to it. For the first time it occurred to him that

love--the dangerous, mysterious garden whose paths had so suddenly

stretched out before his own feet--was a pleasure-ground that possessed

many doors--and an infinite number of keys. He was stirred by the

desire to peer through another entrance than his own, to see the secret,

alluring byways from another stand-point. He waited with interest for

the answer to his question.

For a second or two Kaine continued to survey the house; then his

eye-glass dropped from his eye and he turned round.

“To understand the thing,” he said, pleasantly, “you must have read the

book. Have you read the book?”

“No, Mr. Kaine,” Mary Esseltyn interrupted, “Mr. Chilcote hasn't read

the book.”

Lillian laughed. “Outline the story for him, Lennie,” she said. “I love

to see other people taking pains.”

Kaine glanced at her admiringly. “Well, to begin with,” he said,

amiably, “two men, an artist and a millionaire, exchange lives. See?”

“You may presume that he does see, Lennie.”

“Right! Well, then, as I say, these beggars change identities. They're

as like as pins; and to all appearances one chap's the other chap--and

the other chap's the first chap. See?”

Loder laughed. The newly quickened interest was enhanced by treading on

dangerous ground.

“Well, they change for a lark, of course, but there's one fact they both

overlook. They're men, you know, and they forget these little things!”

He laughed delightedly. “They overlook the fact that one of 'em has got

a wife!”

There was a crash of music from the orchestra. Loder sat straighter in

his seat; he was conscious that the blood had rushed into his face.

“Oh, indeed?” he said, quickly. “One of them had a wife?”

“Exactly!” Again Kaine chuckled. “And the point of the joke is that the

wife is the least larky person under the sun. See?”

A second hot wave passed over Loder's face; a sense of mental disgust

filled him. This, then, was the wonderful garden seen from another

stand-point! He looked from Lillian, graceful, sceptical, and shallow,

to the young girl beside him, so frankly modern in her appreciation of

life. This, then, was love as seen by the eyes of the world--the world

that accepts, judges, and condemns in a slang phrase or two! Very slowly

the blood receded from his face.

“And the end of the story?” he asked, in a strained voice.

“The end? Oh, usual end, of course. Chap makes a mess of things and the

bubble bursts.”

“And the end of the wife?”

“The end of the wife?” Lillian broke in, with a little laugh. “Why, the

end of all stupid people who, instead of going through life with a lot

of delightfully human stumbles, come just one big cropper. She naturally

ends in the divorce court!”

They all laughed boisterously. Then laughter, story, and denouement were

all drowned in a tumultuous crash of music. The orchestra ceased; there

was a slight hum of applause; and the curtain rose on the second act of

the comedy.

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