XXI

Niels Heinrich hesitated a few minutes before he entered the room.

It happened to be empty, so that he was alone for a little while. In

this short time he succeeded in getting possession of the string of

pearls.

When Niels Heinrich arrived, Christian was just about to accompany the

student Lamprecht for a walk. He desired to engage him as Michael’s

teacher, and he could not speak quite openly to him in the boy’s

presence. He was startled and found it difficult to control himself. To

leave at this moment seemed hazardous. Niels Heinrich, who was moody

and irresponsible, might not await his return, nor was it advisable to

leave him alone with Michael. On the other hand, Christian had waited

with electrically charged nerves for this important interview. He had

waited from day to day, and he desired to gather his inner forces

and subdue the excitement which Niels Heinrich’s silent entering had

caused him. That would take time, and his indecision and embarrassment

increased while he addressed Niels Heinrich courteously and asked

him to be seated. At that moment the door opened again, and Johanna

Schöntag came in. Christian received her eagerly, and in over-hasty

words begged her to stay with Michael until his return; then he would

go to the other flat with Herr Engelschall, with whom he had matters to

discuss. Johanna was surprised at his impetuousness, and also looked in

surprise at Niels Heinrich. Her expression showed very clearly that she

didn’t know who the man was, and so Christian was obliged to introduce

the two to each other. That seemed to him so absurd a proceeding that

he only murmured the names hesitantly. Niels Heinrich grinned; and when

Christian begged to be excused for a little while, he shrugged his

shoulders.

The echo of Christian’s and Lamprecht’s steps had hardly died away in

the courtyard when Johanna turned to Michael and said: “I was coming

in to ask you to go with me to the Memorial Church in Charlottenburg.

Cantatas of Bach will be sung. Do come; you have probably never heard

anything like it. This gentleman will be so kind as to tell Herr

Wahnschaffe where we have gone.” She looked at Niels Heinrich, but

lowered her eyes at once. He gave her a feeling of profound discomfort.

She had felt that discomfort the moment she had entered, and after

Christian had gone, it had become so violent that she had made her

proposal to Michael solely in order to avoid this hateful presence

at any cost. She had had a vague intention earlier of attending the

concert, but had dropped it again. The thought of taking the boy along

had occurred to her but now.

“Charlottenburg, Memorial Church--all right, I’ll tell him,” Niels

Heinrich said, and crossed his legs. He had been gazing at Michael

uninterruptedly, and his gaze had been growing more and more sombre.

Michael had been conscious of a feeling quite akin to Johanna’s, but

he endured bravely the yellow heat of those eyes. His fingers played

nervously with a piece of paper on the table; his mind was seeking a

hint, an image, a lost thread; he nodded at Johanna without looking at

her, and followed her silently when she touched his arm. She had taken

his hat and coat from the hook, and so they went.

Issuing from the house they saw Christian at the nearest corner,

standing with Lamprecht under a lantern. Hastily they walked in the

opposite direction.

Niels Heinrich got up. He lit a cigarette, and strode up and down with

clicking steps. He stopped in front of a chest of drawers and tried

each drawer. He did that mechanically, without curiosity and without

definite expectation. The chest had a little top made of small, carved

columns; this, too, contained a drawer. He pulled it open, and started

violently as though he had been stung. Before his eyes lay a heap of

enormous pearls.

Christian had almost forgotten them in the unlocked little drawer.

Several days after Karen’s death Botho von Thüngen had told him that

he was going to Frankfort. Members of his family were gathering there

and a conference was to be held. Christian thought of taking advantage

of this opportunity to send the pearls to his mother. A dreamy memory

of their high value made him hesitate to entrust them to the mails.

Thüngen had declared himself most willing to undertake the commission;

but he never went to Frankfort. His relatives cast him off mercilessly;

they were trying to get the courts to declare him irresponsible; their

hue and cry robbed him of all repose, of every home, of all work. He

was stripped of all means, and he had not been able to hold the woman

whom he had married. She had fallen into deeper degradation than that

from which he had sought to save her. In this utter distress of his,

Christian had become his sole refuge and support.

Thus, in his anxiety over his friend, Christian had scarcely thought of

the pearls for days. Though he had that faint memory of their value, no

authentic impulse bade him secure them more carefully than in that open

drawer, where Niels Heinrich’s furtive instinct had discovered them.

A long, slow, astonished whistle; a quivering of the emaciated cheeks;

a look of hunger and one of criminal determination. Then a hesitation,

as though even this marvellous treasure were of no import any more;

and then again a burning in his eyes. The pearls promised unheard-of

delights. And then again disgust: what for? He must fight out his

conflict with this man. Behind him was a ravenous pack: witnesses,

spies, hints, accomplices, and also the dog, the cellar, the blood, the

body, the head, the Little Maggot hanged by the cord of her petticoat.

And face to face with him was this man. We’ll see; we’ll measure our

strength.

He reflected for some moments; then he flung out both hands, and the

pearls were in his possession. There was a soft clinking, a gathering

up, a shoving, and they disappeared in his trousers pocket. The pocket

stuck out, but his coat hid the fact. If the man looked into the drawer

and raised an alarm, why, one could fling the stuff back at him.

When Christian returned, Niels Heinrich was sitting on a chair and

smoking.

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