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In the little rear room he had now been sleeping for fourteen hours.

The widow Engelschall determined to go to him.

She passed through the half-dark passage-way in which the supplies were

stored. Hams and smoked sausages dangled from the ceiling. On the floor

stood kegs with sardines, herrings, and pickled gherkins. There were

shelves filled with glasses of preserved fruit. The place smelled like

a shop.

She stopped, took a little gherkin out of an open keg, and swallowed it

without chewing.

The bell of the front-door rang. A sluttish creature, broom in hand,

became visible at the end of the passage, and called out to the widow

Engelschall that Isolde Schirmacher had come with an important message.

“Let her wait,” the widow Engelschall growled. Softly she went into the

small room in which Niels Heinrich was sleeping.

He lay on a mattress. A bluish flannel coverlet was over him. His

hairy chest was bare; his naked feet protruded. The room was so small

that not even a chest of drawers could have been squeezed in. Heaps

of malodorous, soiled linen lay in the corners. Tools were scattered

about the floor--a plane, a hammer, a saw. Old newspapers increased the

litter, and on nails in the wall hung dirty clothes, ties, and a couple

of overcoats. On the walls red splotches showed where bedbugs had been

killed. On the table stood a candlestick with a piece of candle, an

empty beer bottle, and a half empty whiskey bottle.

He lay on his back. The muscles of his face had snapped under an

inhuman tension. Between his reddish eyebrows vibrated three dark

furrows. His skin was the tint of cheese. On his neck and forehead were

beads of sweat. His lids looked like two black holes. The slim, red

little beard on his chin moved as he breathed--moved like a separate

and living thing, a watchful, hairy insect.

He snored loudly. A bubble of saliva rose now and then from the

horrible opening of his lips that showed his decayed teeth.

The widow Engelschall had had plans which had seemed easy to execute

outside. Now she dared do nothing. Last night she had stood above him

as she stood now. He had begun to murmur in his sleep, and she had

hurried out in terror.

It buzzed in her head: What had he done with the two thousand marks

which he had embezzled from the builder? She distrusted his assertion

that he had spent it all on the cashier of the Metropolitan Moving

Picture Theatre. To make up a part of the money and prevent his

arrest, she had had to pawn all her linen, two chests of drawers, the

furnishings of her waiting-room, and also to mortgage a life insurance

policy. Her letter to Privy Councillor Wahnschaffe had not even been

answered.

She didn’t believe that he had wasted so much good money on that slut.

He must have a few hundreds lying about somewhere. The thought gave

her no rest. It was dangerous to let him notice her suspicion; but she

could risk entering the room while he slept, burrowing in his clothes,

and slipping her hand under his pillow.

But she stood perfectly still. In his presence she was always prepared

for the unexpected. If he but opened his mouth, she trembled within. If

people came to speak of him, she grew cold all over. If she stopped to

think, she knew that it had always been so.

When the village schoolmaster had caught the ten-year-old boy in

disgusting practices with a girl of eight, he had said: “He’ll end on

the gallows.” When he was an apprentice, he had quarrelled over wages

with his employer and threatened to strike him. The man had said:

“He’ll end on the gallows.” When he had stolen a silver chain from the

desk of the minister’s wife at Friesoythe, and his mother had gone to

return it, the lady had said: “He’ll end on the gallows.”

The memories came thick and fast. He had beaten his first mistress, fat

Lola who lived in Köpnicker Street, with barbarous cruelty, because

at a dance in Halensee she had winked at a postal clerk. When the

girl had writhed whining on the floor, and shrieked out in her pain:

“There ain’t such another devil in the world!” the widow Engelschall

had appealed to the enraged fellow’s conscience, and had said to him:

“Go easy, my boy, go easy;” but her advice had been futile. When his

second mistress was pregnant, he forced her to go for treatment to an

evil woman with whom he was also intimate, and the girl died of the

operation. He jeered at the swinish dullness of women who couldn’t

do the least things right--couldn’t bear and couldn’t kill a brat

properly. No one, fortunately, had heard this remark but the widow

Engelschall. Again she had besought him: “Boy, go it a bit easier, do!”

At bottom she admired his qualities. You couldn’t fool with him. He

knew how to take care of himself; he could get around anybody. If only

he hadn’t always vented his childish rage on harmless things. The

expense of it! If the fire didn’t burn properly, he’d tear the oven

door from its hinges; if his watch was fast or slow, he’d sling it on

the floor so that it was smashed; if meat was not done to his liking,

he broke plates with his knife; if a cravat balked in the tying,

he’d tear it to shreds, and often his shirt too. Then he laughed his

goat-like laugh, and one had to pretend to share his amusement. If he

noticed that one was annoyed, he became rabid, spared nothing, and

destroyed whatever he could reach.

She wondered what he lived on in ordinary times, when he had had no

special piece of good luck. For he seemed always in the midst of

plenty, with pockets full of money, and no hesitation to spend and

treat. Sometimes he worked--four days a week or five. And he could

always get work. He knew his trade, and accomplished in one day more

than other workmen did in three. But usually he extended blue Monday

until Saturday, and passed his time in unspeakable dives with rogues

and loose women.

The widow Engelschall knew a good deal about him. But there was a

great deal that she did not know. His ways were mysterious. To ask

him and to receive an answer was to be none the wiser. He was always

planning something, brewing something. All this commanded the widow

Engelschall’s profound respect. He was flesh of her flesh and spirit

of her spirit. Yet her anxiety was great; and recently the cards had

foretold evil with great pertinacity.

And so she hesitated, full of fear. The palish, yellow skull on the

coarse, fustian pillow paralysed her. The slack flesh of her fat neck

drooped and shook, as she finally bent and reached down after his coat

and waistcoat, which were lying under the chair. She turned away a

little so as to conceal her motions. Suddenly she felt a hand on her

shoulder and shrieked.

Niels Heinrich had risen noiselessly. He stood there in his shirt, and

pierced her with the yellowish flare of his glance. “What’re you doing

there, you old slut?” he asked with calm rage. She let the garments

fall and retreated toward the door trembling. He stretched forth his

arm: “Out!”

His appearance was fear-inspiring. Words died on her lips. With reeling

steps she went out.

Isolde Schirmacher was still waiting in the hall. She began to weep

when she gave her message: the widow Engelschall was to come to

Stolpische Street without delay. Karen was very sick, was dying.

The widow Engelschall seemed incredulous. “Dying? Ah, it ain’t so easy

to die. Give her my love, and say I’m coming. I’ll be there in an hour.”

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