XI

In his increasing oppression and confusion of mind, surrounded by

hostility, mockery, and unbelief, the face of Ivan Becker appeared to

Christian like a beautiful vision. Suddenly he knew that in some sense

he had been waiting for Becker and counting on him.

He was heavily burdened, and it seemed to him that Becker was the one

human being who could ease that burden. At times he was near despair.

But whenever he thought of the words and the voice of Becker and those

hours of the beginning of his present path--hours between darkness and

dawn--his faith would return.

To him Becker’s word was the word of man, and Becker’s eye the eye of

the race; and the man himself one upon whom one could cast all one’s

own burdens and fetters and obstacles.

That vision grew clearer and clearer. Becker became a figure with an

abyss in his breast, an inverted heaven, in which the tormenting and

the heavy things of the world could be cast, and in which they became

invisible.

He sent a telegram to Prince Wiguniewski requesting Becker’s present

address. The reply informed him that, in all likelihood, Becker was in

Geneva.

Christian made all preparations to go to Switzerland.

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