XXIII

All through the starlit hours of that night John Keith trudged steadily

into the Northwest. For a long time his direction took him through

slashings, second-growth timber, and cleared lands; he followed rough

roads and worn trails and passed cabins that were dark and without life

in the silence of midnight. Twice a dog caught the stranger scent in

the air and howled; once he heard a man's voice, far away, raised in a

shout. Then the trails grew rougher. He came to a deep wide swamp. He

remembered that swamp, and before he plunged into it, he struck a match

to look at his compass and his watch. It took him two hours to make the

other side. He was in the deep and uncut timber then, and a sense of

relief swept over him.

The forest was again his only friend. He did not rest. His brain and

his body demanded the action of steady progress, though it was not

through fear of what lay behind him. Fear had ceased to be a

stimulating part of him; it was even dead within him. It was as if his

energy was engaged in fighting for a principle, and the principle was

his life; he was following a duty, and this duty impelled him to make

his greatest effort. He saw clearly what he had done and what was ahead

of him. He was twice a killer of men now, and each time the killing had

rid the earth of a snake. This last time it had been an exceedingly

good job. Even McDowell would concede that, and Miriam Kirkstone, on

her knees, would thank God for what he had done. But Canadian law did

not split hairs like its big neighbor on the south. It wanted him at

least for Kirkstone's killing if not for that of Kao, the Chinaman. No

one, not even Mary Josephine, would ever fully realize what he had

sacrificed for the daughter of the man who had ruined his father. For

Mary Josephine would never understand how deeply he had loved her.

It surprised him to find how naturally he fell back into his old habit

of discussing things with himself, and how completely and calmly he

accepted the fact that his home-coming had been but a brief and

wonderful interlude to his fugitivism. He did not know it at first, but

this calmness was the calmness of a despair more fatal than the menace

of the hangman.

"They won't catch me," he encouraged himself. "And she won't tell them

where I'm going. No, she won't do that." He found himself repeating

that thought over and over again. Mary Josephine would not betray him.

He repeated it, not as a conviction, but to fight back and hold down

another thought that persisted in forcing itself upon him. And this

thing, that at times was like a voice within him, cried out in its

moments of life, "She hates you--and she WILL tell where you are going!"

With each hour it was harder for him to keep that voice down; it

persisted, it grew stronger; in its intervals of triumph it rose over

and submerged all other thoughts in him. It was not his fear of her

betrayal that stabbed him; it was the underlying motive of it, the

hatred that would inspire it. He tried not to vision her as he had seen

her last, in the big chair, crushed, shamed, outraged--seeing in him no

longer the beloved brother, but an impostor, a criminal, a man whom she

might suspect of killing that brother for his name and his place in

life. But the thing forced itself on him. It was reasonable, and it was

justice.

"But she won't do it," he told himself. "She won't do it."

This was his fight, and its winning meant more to him than freedom. It

was Mary Josephine who would live with him now, and not Conniston. It

was her spirit that would abide with him, her voice he would hear in

the whispers of the night, her face he would see in the glow of his

lonely fires, and she must remain with him always as the Mary Josephine

he had known. So he crushed back the whispering voice, beat it down

with his hands clenched at his side, fought it through the hours of

that night with the desperation of one who fights for a thing greater

than life.

Toward dawn the stars began to fade out of the sky. He had been

tireless, and he was tireless now. He felt no exhaustion. Through the

gray gloom that came before day he went on, and the first glow of sun

found him still traveling. Prince Albert and the Saskatchewan were

thirty miles to the south and east of him.

He stopped at last on the edge of a little lake and unburdened himself

of his pack for the first time. He was glad that the premonition of

just such a sudden flight as this had urged him to fill his emergency

grub-sack yesterday morning. "Won't do any harm for us to be prepared,"

he had laughed jokingly to Mary Josephine, and Mary Josephine herself

had made him double the portion of bacon because she was fond of it. It

was hard for him to slice that bacon without a lump rising in his

throat. Pork and love! He wanted to laugh, and he wanted to cry, and

between the two it was a queer, half-choked sound that came to his

lips. He ate a good breakfast, rested for a couple of hours, and went

on. At a more leisurely pace he traveled through most of the day, and

at night he camped. In the ten days following his flight from Prince

Albert he kept utterly out of sight. He avoided trappers' shacks and

trails and occasional Indians. He rid himself of his beard and shaved

himself every other day. Mary Josephine had never cared much for the

beard. It prickled. She had wanted him smooth-faced, and now he was

that. He looked better, too. But the most striking resemblance to

Derwent Conniston was gone. At the end of the ten days he was at Turtle

Lake, fifty miles east of Fort Pitt. He believed that he could show

himself openly now, and on the tenth day bartered with some Indians for

fresh supplies. Then he struck south of Fort Pitt, crossed the

Saskatchewan, and hit between the Blackfoot Hills and the Vermillion

River into the Buffalo Coulee country. In the open country he came upon

occasional ranches, and at one of these he purchased a pack-horse. At

Buffalo Lake he bought his supplies for the mountains, including fifty

steel traps, crossed the upper branch of the Canadian Pacific at night,

and the next day saw in the far distance the purple haze of the Rockies.

It was six weeks after the night in Kao's place that he struck the

Saskatchewan again above the Brazeau. He did not hurry now. Just ahead

of him slumbered the mountains; very close was the place of his dreams.

But he was no longer impelled by the mighty lure of the years that were

gone. Day by day something had worn away that lure, as the ceaseless

grind of water wears away rock, and for two weeks he wandered slowly

and without purpose in the green valleys that lay under the snow-tipped

peaks of the ranges. He was gripped in the agony of an unutterable

loneliness, which fell upon and scourged him like a disease. It was a

deeper and more bitter thing than a yearning for companionship. He

might have found that. Twice he was near camps. Three times he saw

outfits coming out, and purposely drew away from them. He had no desire

to meet men, no desire to talk or to be troubled by talking. Day And

night his body and his soul cried out for Mary Josephine, and in his

despair he cursed those who had taken her away from him. It was a

crisis which was bound to come, and in his aloneness he fought it out.

Day after day he fought it, until his face and his heart bore the scars

of it. It was as if a being on whom he had set all his worship had

died, only it was worse than death. Dead, Mary Josephine would still

have been his inspiration; in a way she would have belonged to him. But

living, hating him as she must, his dreams of her were a sacrilege and

his love for her like the cut of a sword. In the end he was like a man

who had triumphed over a malady that would always leave its marks upon

him. In the beginning of the third week he knew that he had conquered,

just as he had triumphed in a similar way over death and despair in the

north. He would go into the mountains, as he had planned. He would

build his cabin. And if the Law came to get him, it was possible that

again he would fight.

On the second day of this third week he saw advancing toward him a

solitary horseman. The stranger was possibly a mile away when he

discovered him, and he was coming straight down the flat of the valley.

That he was not accompanied by a pack-horse surprised Keith, for he was

bound out of the mountains and not in. Then it occurred to him that he

might be a prospector whose supplies were exhausted, and that he was

easing his journey by using his pack as a mount. Whoever and whatever

he was, Keith was not in any humor to meet him, and without attempting

to conceal himself he swung away from the river, as if to climb the

slope of the mountain on his right. No sooner had he clearly signified

the new direction he was taking, than the stranger deliberately altered

his course in a way to cut him off. Keith was irritated. Climbing up a

narrow terrace of shale, he headed straight up the slope, as if his

intention were to reach the higher terraces of the mountain, and then

he swung suddenly down into a coulee, where he was out of sight. Here

he waited for ten minutes, then struck deliberately and openly back

into the valley. He chuckled when he saw how cleverly his ruse had

worked. The stranger was a quarter of a mile up the mountain and still

climbing.

"Now what the devil is he taking all that trouble for?" Keith asked

himself.

An instant later the stranger saw him again. For perhaps a minute he

halted, and in that minute Keith fancied he was getting a round

cursing. Then the stranger headed for him, and this time there was no

escape, for the moment he struck the shelving slope of the valley, he

prodded his horse into a canter, swiftly diminishing the distance

between them. Keith unbuttoned the flap of his pistol holster and

maneuvered so that he would be partly concealed by his pack when the

horseman rode up. The persistence of the stranger suggested to him that

Mary Josephine had lost no time in telling McDowell where the law would

be most likely to find him.

Then he looked over the neck of his pack at the horseman, who was quite

near, and was convinced that he was not an officer. He was still

jogging at a canter and riding atrociously. One leg was napping as if

it had lost its stirrup-hold; the rider's arms were pumping, and his

hat was sailing behind at the end of a string.

"Whoa!" said Keith.

His heart stopped its action. He was staring at a big red beard and a

huge, shaggy head. The horseman reined in, floundered from his saddle,

and swayed forward as if seasick.

"Well, I'll be--"

"DUGGAN!"

"JOHNNY--JOHNNY KEITH!"

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