XII

Necessity had made of Keith a fairly accurate human chronometer. In the

second year of his fugitivism he had lost his watch. At first it was

like losing an arm, a part of his brain, a living friend. From that

time until he came into possession of Conniston's timepiece he was his

own hour-glass and his own alarm clock. He became proficient.

Brady's bed and the Circe-breasted pillows that supported his head were

his undoing. The morning after Shan Tung's visit he awoke to find the

sun flooding in through the eastern window of his room, The warmth of

it as it fell full in his face, setting his eyes blinking, told him it

was too late. He guessed it was eight o'clock. When he fumbled his

watch out from under his pillow and looked at it, he found it was a

quarter past. He got up quietly, his mind swiftly aligning itself to

the happenings of yesterday. He stretched himself until his muscles

snapped, and his chest expanded with deep breaths of air from the

windows he had left open when he went to bed. He was fit. He was ready

for Shan Tung, for McDowell. And over this physical readiness there

surged the thrill of a glorious anticipation. It fairly staggered him

to discover how badly he wanted to see Mary Josephine again.

He wondered if she was still asleep and answered that there was little

possibility of her being awake--even at eight o'clock. Probably she

would sleep until noon, the poor, tired, little thing! He smiled

affectionately into the mirror over Brady's dressing-table. And then

the unmistakable sound of voices in the outer room took him curiously

to the door. They were subdued voices. He listened hard, and his heart

pumped faster. One of them was Wallie's voice; the other was Mary

Josephine's.

He was amused with himself at the extreme care with which he proceeded

to dress. It was an entirely new sensation. Wallie had provided him

with the necessaries for a cold sponge and in some mysterious interim

since their arrival had brushed and pressed the most important of

Conniston's things. With the Englishman's wardrobe he had brought up

from barracks a small chest which was still locked. Until this morning

Keith had not noticed it. It was less than half as large as a steamer

trunk and had the appearance of being intended as a strong box rather

than a traveling receptacle. It was ribbed by four heavy bands of

copper, and the corners and edges were reinforced with the same metal.

The lock itself seemed to be impregnable to one without a key.

Conniston's name was heavily engraved on a copper tablet just above the

lock.

Keith regarded the chest with swiftly growing speculation. It was not a

thing one would ordinarily possess. It was an object which, on the face

of it, was intended to be inviolate except to its master key, a holder

of treasure, a guardian of mystery and of precious secrets. In the

little cabin up on the Barren Conniston had said rather indifferently,

"You may find something among my things down there that will help you

out." The words flashed back to Keith. Had the Englishman, in that

casual and uncommunicative way of his, referred to the contents of this

chest? Was it not possible that it held for him a solution to the

mystery that was facing him in the presence of Mary Josephine? A sense

of conviction began to possess him. He examined the lock more closely

and found that with proper tools it could be broken.

He finished dressing and completed his toilet by brushing his beard. On

account of Mary Josephine he found himself regarding this hirsute

tragedy with a growing feeling of disgust, in spite of the fact that it

gave him an appearance rather distinguished and military. He wanted it

off. Its chief crime was that it made him look older. Besides, it was

inclined to be reddish. And it must tickle and prick like the deuce

when--

He brought himself suddenly to salute with an appreciative grin.

"You're there, and you've got to stick," he chuckled. After all, he was

a likable-looking chap, even with that handicap. He was glad.

He opened his door so quietly that Mary Josephine did not see him at

first. Her back was toward him as she bent over the dining-table. Her

slim little figure was dressed in some soft stuff all crinkly from

packing. Her hair, brown and soft, was piled up in shining coils on the

top of her head. For the life of him Keith couldn't keep his eyes from

traveling from the top of that glowing head to the little high-heeled

feet on the floor. They were adorable, slim little, aristocratic feet

with dainty ankles! He stood looking at her until she turned and caught

him.

There was a change since last night. She was older. He could see it

now, the utter impropriety of his cuddling her up like a baby in the

big chair--the impossibility, almost.

Mary Josephine settled his doubt. With a happy little cry she ran to

him, and Keith found her arms about him again and her lovely mouth held

up to be kissed. He hesitated for perhaps the tenth part of a second,

if hesitation could be counted in that space. Then his arms closed

about her, and he kissed her. He felt the snuggle of her face against

his breast again, the crush and sweetness of her hair against his lips

and cheek. He kissed her again uninvited. Before he could stop the

habit, he had kissed her a third time.

Then her hands were at his face, and he saw again that look in her

eyes, a deep and anxious questioning behind the shimmer of love in

them, something mute and understanding and wonderfully sympathetic, a

mothering soul looking at him and praying as it looked. If his life had

paid the forfeit the next instant, he could not have helped kissing her

a fourth time.

If Mary Josephine had gone to bed with a doubt of his brotherly

interest last night, the doubt was removed now. Her cheeks flushed. Her

eyes shone. She was palpitantly, excitedly happy. "It's YOU, Derry,"

she cried. "Oh, it's you as you used to be!"

She seized his hand and drew him toward the table. Wallie thrust in his

head from the kitchenette, grinning, and Mary Josephine flashed him

back a meaning smile. Keith saw in an instant that Wallie had turned

from his heathen gods to the worship of something infinitely more

beautiful. He no longer looked to Keith for instructions.

Mary Josephine sat down opposite Keith at the table. She was telling

him, with that warm laughter and happiness in her eyes, how the sun had

wakened her, and how she had helped Wallie get breakfast. For the first

time Keith was looking at her from a point of vantage; there was just

so much distance between them, no more and no less, and the light was

right. She was, to him, exquisite. The little puckery lines came into

her smooth forehead when he apologized for his tardiness by explaining

that he had not gone to bed until one o'clock. Her concern was

delightful. She scolded him while Wallie brought in the breakfast, and

inwardly he swelled with the irrepressible exultation of a great

possessor. He had never had anyone to scold him like that before. It

was a scolding which expressed Mary Josephine's immediate

proprietorship of him, and he wondered if the pleasure of it made him

look as silly as Wallie. His plans were all gone. He had intended to

play the idiotic part of one who had partly lost his memory, but

throughout the breakfast he exhibited no sign that he was anything but

healthfully normal. Mary Josephine's delight at the improvement of his

condition since last night shone in her face and eyes, and he could see

that she was strictly, but with apparent unconsciousness, guarding

herself against saying anything that might bring up the dread shadow

between them. She had already begun to fight her own fight for him, and

the thing was so beautiful that he wanted to go round to her, and get

down on his knees, and put his head in her lap, and tell her the truth.

It was in the moment of that thought that the look came into his face

which brought the questioning little lines into her forehead again. In

that instant she caught a glimpse of the hunted man, of the soul that

had traded itself, of desire beaten into helplessness by a thing she

would never understand. It was gone swiftly, but she had caught it. And

for her the scar just under his hair stood for its meaning. The

responsive throb in her breast was electric. He felt it, saw it, sensed

it to the depth of his soul, and his faith in himself stood challenged.

She believed. And he--was a liar. Yet what a wonderful thing to lie for!

"--He called me up over the telephone, and when I told him to be quiet,

that you were still asleep, I think he must have sworn--it sounded like

it, but I couldn't hear distinctly--and then he fairly roared at me to

wake you up and tell you that you didn't half deserve such a lovely

little sister as I am. Wasn't that nice, Derry?"

"You--you're talking about McDowell?"

"To be sure I am talking about Mr. McDowell! And when I told him your

injury troubled you more than usual, and that I was glad you were

resting, I think I heard him swallow hard. He thinks a lot of you,

Derry. And then he asked me WHICH injury it was that hurt you, and I

told him the one in the head. What did he mean? Were you hurt somewhere

else, Derry?"

Keith swallowed hard, too. "Not to speak of," he said. "You see, Mary

Josephine, I've got a tremendous surprise for you, if you'll promise it

won't spoil your appetite. Last night was the first night I've spent in

a real bed for three years."

And then, without waiting for her questions, he began to tell her the

epic story of John Keith. With her sitting opposite him, her beautiful,

wide-open, gray eyes looking at him with amazement as she sensed the

marvelous coincidence of their meeting, he told it as he had not told

it to McDowell or even to Miriam Kirkstone. A third time the facts were

the same. But it was John Keith now who was telling John Keith's story

through the lips of an unreal and negative Conniston. He forgot his own

breakfast, and a look of gloom settled on Wallie's face when he peered

in through the door and saw that their coffee and toast were growing

cold. Mary Josephine leaned a little over the table. Not once did she

interrupt Keith. Never had he dreamed of a glory that might reflect his

emotions as did her eyes. As he swept from pathos to storm, from the

madness of long, black nights to starvation and cold, as he told of

flight, of pursuit, of the merciless struggle that ended at last in the

capture of John Keith, as he gave to these things words and life

pulsing with the beat of his own heart, he saw them revisioned in those

wonderful gray eyes, cold at times with fear, warm and glowing at other

times with sympathy, and again shining softly with a glory of pride and

love that was meant for him alone. With him she was present in the

little cabin up in the big Barren. Until he told of those days and

nights of hopeless desolation, of racking cough and the nearness of

death, and of the comradeship of brothers that had come as a final

benediction to the hunter and the hunted, until in her soul she was

understanding and living those terrible hours as they two had lived

them, he did not know how deep and dark and immeasurably tender that

gray mystery of beauty in her eyes could be. From that hour he

worshiped them as he worshiped no other part of her.

"And from all that you came back the same day I came," she said in a

low, awed voice. "You came back from THAT!"

He remembered the part he must play.

"Yes, three years of it. If I could only remember as well, only half as

well, things that happened before this--" He raised a hand to his

forehead, to the scar.

"You will," she whispered swiftly. "Derry, darling, you will!"

Wallie sidled in and, with an adoring grin at Mary Josephine, suggested

that he had more coffee and toast ready to serve, piping hot. Keith was

relieved. The day had begun auspiciously, and over the bacon and eggs,

done to a ravishing brown by the little Jap, he told Mary Josephine of

some of his bills of fare in the north and how yesterday he had filled

up on bacon smell at Andy Duggan's. Steak from the cheek of a walrus,

he told her, was equal to porterhouse; seal meat wasn't bad, but one

grew tired of it quickly unless he was an Eskimo; polar bear meat was

filling but tough and strong. He liked whale meat, especially the

tail-steaks of narwhal, and cold boiled blubber was good in the winter,

only it was impossible to cook it because of lack of fuel, unless one

was aboard ship or had an alcohol stove in his outfit. The tidbit of

the Eskimo was birds' eggs, gathered by the ton in summer-time, rotten

before cold weather came, and frozen solid as chunks of ice in winter.

Through one starvation period of three weeks he had lived on them

himself, crunching them raw in his mouth as one worries away with a

piece of rock candy. The little lines gathered in Mary Josephine's

forehead at this, but they smoothed away into laughter when he

humorously described the joy of living on nothing at all but air. And

he added to this by telling her how the gluttonous Eskimo at feast-time

would lie out flat on their backs so that their womenfolk could feed

them by dropping chunks of flesh into their open maws until their

stomachs swelled up like the crops of birds overstuffed with grain.

It was a successful breakfast. When it was over, Keith felt that he had

achieved a great deal. Before they rose from the table, he startled

Mary Josephine by ordering Wallie to bring him a cold chisel and a

hammer from Brady's tool-chest.

"I've lost the key that opens my chest, and I've got to break in," he

explained to her.

Mary Josephine's little laugh was delicious. "After what you told me

about frozen eggs, I thought perhaps you were going to eat some," she

said.

She linked her arm in his as they walked into the big room, snuggling

her head against his shoulder so that, leaning over, his lips were

buried in one of the soft, shining coils of her hair. And she was

making plans, enumerating them on the tips of her fingers. If he had

business outside, she was going with him. Wherever he went she was

going. There was no doubt in her mind about that. She called his

attention to a trunk that had arrived while he slept, and assured him

she would be ready for outdoors by the time he had opened his chest.

She had a little blue suit she was going to wear. And her hair? Did it

look good enough for his friends to see? She had put it up in a hurry.

"It is beautiful, glorious," he said.

Her face pinked under the ardency of his gaze. She put a finger to the

tip of his nose, laughing at him. "Why, Derry, if you weren't my

brother I'd think you were my lover! You said that as though you meant

it TERRIBLY much. Do you?"

He felt a sudden dull stab of pain, "Yes, I mean it. It's glorious. And

so are you, Mary Josephine, every bit of you."

On tiptoe she gave him the warm sweetness of her lips again. And then

she ran away from him, joy and laughter in her face, and disappeared

into her room. "You must hurry or I shall beat you," she called back to

him.

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