CHAPTER V.

It can hardly be a matter of astonishment, that from mixing a great

deal with the above individuals, and as well from family connection,

as from repeated assurances of independence, the mind of a young and

inexperienced man, should in some degree be warped. That he should in

some measure feel a favourable bias towards sentiments and prejudices,

which he heard perpetually avowed by many whom he esteemed, and

vindicated not only with no ordinary degree of subtlety, but with the

greatest powers of argument and intellect.

The delusion, however, did not last long. The fervour of political

association, and the dreams of anticipated affluence, were abruptly

but effectually dissolved. The golden image of independence was only

seen through a glass darkly, and at a prodigious distance. It became

necessary, steadily and diligently to exercise such abilities as were

possessed, to fulfil the sweetest of charities, and the most sacred of

obligations.

Whilst the mind was still in an unsettled state, and the imagination

bewildering itself in visions of fancied occupation, accident (of all

accidents surely the most fortunate) placed in the way an individual,

to delineate whose character with fidelity and truth, though a most

delightful task, yet it is one which requires no ordinary talents—no

slight attention.

This occurrence, and this individual, gave a decided bias to the future

pursuits, studies, views, connections, and prospects of the Sexagenarian.

The influence was like that of an ascendant star, nor ever did one dark

cloud interpose between this star and the object, which with complacency

and affection, contemplated its mild and benignant aspect. Two streams

united, which together formed a river, gentle but far from dull, and full

without overflowing. Quickness of conception on one side, was tempered

by judicious deliberation on the other; luxuriance of expression was

chastened by classical accuracy, and extreme facility of communicating

ideas, was moderated and reined in, by a salutary sobriety and reserve.

At first, indeed, there seemed something like an impassable gulf between

the parties, formed by the undisguised exhibition of the qualities of

mind by which they were severally distinguished. The first rencontre, for

so it may be called, happened at the period, when the popularity of Mrs.

Siddons, was at its height. The Sexagenarian, warm, impetuous, and living

in much intimacy with the family of Mr. and Mrs. Yates, of theatrical

memory, contended for the superiority of his friend and favourite, and

considered the excellence of Mrs. Siddons, as solely consisting in the

knowledge of her art, without exciting or displaying the great features

and impressive emotions of nature. On the other hand, it was argued

with equal pertinacity, that Mrs. Siddons had much higher and stronger

claims to admiration, and that her popularity was the result of feeling,

co-operating with judgment. As usual, neither party was convinced by the

argument of his opponent, and they parted not very well satisfied with

one another. But the reserve occasioned by this jarring of sentiments

soon wore off, and disappeared altogether. Similar studies, pursuits,

and objects, induced an intimacy, which was never interrupted but by the

cold hand of death.

Something more is to be said of this personage.

Born of highly respectable connections, he was educated at a public

school, where his talents soon inspired respect, and his facetiousness

and wit, rendered him exceedingly popular. This spirit never forsook

him through life, for he invariably continued to animate the society of

which he was a part, by incessant sallies of cheerfulness, good humour,

and the very best sort of conversation. His talents, however, were of a

still higher order, and perhaps, there was no situation within the scope

of his ambition, which he was not qualified to fill with dignity, and to

the public advantage. He was a sound and excellent scholar, as the term

is generally understood, but he was, moreover, distinguished by very

extensive general knowledge and acquirements.

He several times claimed the public attention as an author, and the

characteristic features of whatever he wrote, was strong sense, sound

judgment, and a perfect knowledge of his subject. These solid and sober

qualities proved an admirable check upon the too great quickness, extreme

vivacity, and rapidity of conception, which distinguished his friend,

who, for a term of no very short continuance, was also his coadjutor.

In the progress of a somewhat extended life, he filled different

stations, and he discharged the duties of them all, with the most

exemplary fidelity and honour. Why was he not appointed to the exercise

of functions still more elevated and more dignified? This is a question

not very easy to be answered. He might if he had thought proper. If he

had condescended to use the ordinary means, which individuals similarly

circumstanced, practise, and generally with success, there was nothing

in the line of his profession too lofty for his pretensions, and which

the connections and friendships he had formed, might not easily have

procured. But though not more proud than became a man so endowed, and

so distinguished, he had not the flexibility, which in the present

condition of society, they who have good things for barter, invariably

require of those who want them. He scorned to flatter and bow the knee

to those, with whom he had entered life on the level, and had continued

to associate with on the same terms of manly equality, but whom better

fortune, or greater address, not superior merit, or stronger claims, had

raised to the height of worldly honours. Though not without ambition, he

had a sort of proud and manly disregard of lucrative situations, merely

considered as such, and was not at all inclined to remit his ordinary

habits, or to deviate from his accustomed paths, in pursuit of them.

He did indeed attain, and by force of merit only, the means of passing

through life, with great respect and honour, in possession of all its

comforts, and with not a few of its best advantages. These he enjoyed to

the fullest extent, participating in them, with no very limited circle

of old and long-tried friends. What has been said of his claims to

worldly distinctions, is equally applicable to his mental endowments.

His learning and his talents were equal to any undertaking. He would

have been a good historian, if he had directed his mind to that branch

of learning. A poet he was, and in the epigrammatic part of poetry was

excelled by very few; he was well acquainted with the niceties and

subtleties of grammar, and of his own language more particularly. He

was by no means disputative, but, if occasion required, was an expert

controversial writer. To finish all, he was a critic of no ordinary

precision and acuteness.

That he had faults, it is not pretended to deny; but they inflicted

no wounds. A sort of coldness and reserve of manner was frequently

considered as the result of pride, and sometimes excited unfavourable

impressions; but it was not pride, and very soon melted into familiarity.

Among his intimate friends it was impossible to be more communicative,

facetious, and agreeable. But it is time to have done?

The above tribute is paid from a full and warm heart. It is the result

of long, very long attachment, esteem, and gratitude; of a friendship

never interrupted; of an intercourse which a continued series of years

cemented. Can it be necessary to say more?

Peering in maps, for ports, and piers, and roads.

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