CHAPTER XIV.

REQUIESCAT!

A strange and mysterious thing is the working of terror on the human

mind. Some it renders incapable of thought or action, paralysing their

limbs and stagnating the blood in their veins; such creatures die in

anticipating death. Others under the stress of that grim passion have

their wits preternaturally sharpened. The instinct of self-preservation

assumes command of all their senses, and urges them to swift and

feverish action.

I thank God with a full heart that to this latter class do I belong.

After one gelid moment, spent with eyes and mouth agape, my hands

fallen limp beside me and my hair bristling with affright, I became

myself again and never calmer than in that dread moment. I went to work

with superhuman swiftness. My cheeks may have been livid, my very lips

bloodless; but my hands were steady and my wits under full control.

Concealment—concealment for myself and her—was the thing that now

imported; and no sooner was the thought conceived than the means were

devised. Slender means were they, yet Heaven knows I was in no case to

be exacting, and since they were the best the place afforded I must

trust to them without demurring, and pray God that Messer Ramiro might

lack the wit to search. And with that fresh hope it came to me that I

must find a way so to dispose as to make him believe that to search

would be a futile waste of energy.

The odds against me lay in the little time at my disposal. Yet a little

time there was. The door was stout, and Messer Ramiro might take no

violent means of bursting it, lest the noise should arouse the

street—and I well could guess how little he would relish having lights

to shine upon this deed of night of his.

With what tools his sbirro was at work I could not say; but surely they

must be such as would leave me a few moments. Already the fellow had

begun. I could make out a soft crunching sound, as of steel biting into

wood. To act, then!

With movements swift as a cat’s, and as silent, I went to work. Like a

ghost I glided round the coffin to the other side, where the lid was

lying. I took it up, and when for a moment I had deposited Madonna

Paola on the ground, I mounted the bench and gently but quickly set

back that lid as it had been. Next, I gathered up the cumbrous pall,

and mounting the bench once more I spread it across the coffin. This

way and that I pulled it, straightening it into the shape that it had

worn when first I had entered, and casting its folds into regular lines

that would lend it the appearance of having remained undisturbed.

And what time I toiled, the half of my mind intent upon my task, the

other half was as intent upon the progress of the worker at the door.

At last it was done. I set the bench where first it had been, at the

foot of the catafalque, and gathering up Madonna in my arms, as though

her weight had been an infant’s, I bore her swiftly out of the circle

of light of those four tapers into the black, impenetrable gloom

beyond. On I sped towards the high-altar, flying now as men fly in evil

dreams, with the sensation of an enemy upon them and their progress a

mere standing-still.

Thus I gained the chancel, hurtling against the railing as I passed,

and pausing for an instant, wondering whether those without could have

heard the noise which in my clumsiness I had made. But the grinding

sound continued uninterrupted, and I breathed more freely. I mounted

the altar-steps, the distant light behind me still feebly guiding me; I

ran round to the right, and heaved a great sigh of relief to find my

hopes verified, and that the altar of San Domenico was as the altar of

other churches I had known. It stood a pace or so from the wall, and

behind it there was just such narrow hiding-room as I had looked to

find.

I paused at the mouth of that black opening, and even as I paused,

something hard that gave out a metallic sound fell at the far end of

the church. Instinct told me it was the lock which those miscreants had

cut from the door. I waited for no more, but like a beast scudding to

cover I plunged into that black space.

Madonna, wrapped in my cloak as she was, I set down upon the ground,

and then I crept forward on hands and knees and thrust out my head,

trusting to the darkness to envelop me.

I waited thus for some seconds, my heart beating now against my ribs as

if it would hurl itself out of my bosom, my head and face on fire with

the fever of reaction that succeeded my late cold pallor.

From where I watched it was impossible to see the door hidden in the

black gloom. Away in the centre of the church, an island of light in

that vast sea of blackness, stood the catafalque with its four wax

torches. Something creaked, and almost immediately I saw the flames of

those tapers bend towards me, beaten over by the gust that smote them

from the door. Thus I surmised that Ramiro and his men had entered. The

soft fall of their feet; for they were treading lightly now, succeeded,

and at last they came into view, shadowy at first, then sharply

outlined as they approached the light.

A moment they stood in half-whispered conversation, their voices a mere

boom of sound in which no word was to be distinguished. Then I saw

Ramiro suddenly step forward—I knew him by his great height—and drag

away, even as I had done, the pall that hid the coffin. Next he seized

the bench and gave a brisk order to his men in a less cautious voice,

so that I caught his words.

“Spread a cloak,” said he, and, in obedience, the four that were with

him took a cloak among them, each holding one of its corners. It was

thus that he meant to bear her with him.

He mounted now the bench, and I could imagine with what elation of mind

he put out his hands to remove the coffin-lid. As well as if his soul

had been transformed into a book conceived for my amusement did I

surmise the exultant mood that then possessed him. He had tricked

Filippo; he had out-witted us all—Madonna herself, included—and he was

leaving no trace behind him that should warrant any so much as to dare

to think that this vile deed was the work of Messer Ramiro del’ Orca,

Governor of Cessna.

But Fate, that arch-humourist, that jester of the gods, delights in

mighty contrasts, and has a trick of exalting us by false hopes and

hollow lures on the very eve of working our discomfiture. From the soul

that but a moment back had been aglow with evil satisfaction there

burst a sudden blasphemous cry of rage that disregarded utterly the

sanctity of that consecrated place.

“By the Death of Christ! the coffin is empty!”

It was the roar of a beast enraged, and it was succeeded by a heavy

crash as he let fall the coffin-lid; a second later a still louder

sound awoke the night-echoes of that silent place. In a burst of

maniacal frenzy he had caught the coffin itself a buffet of his mighty

fist, and hurled it from its trestles.

Then he leapt down from the bench, and flung all caution to the winds

in the excitement that possessed him.

“It is a trick of that smooth-faced knave Filippo,” he cried. “They

have laid a trap for us, animals, and you never informed yourselves.”

I could imagine the foam about the corners of his mouth, the swelling

veins in his brow, and the mad bulging of his hideous eyes, for terror

spoke in his words, and the Governor of Cesena, overbearing bully

though he was, could on occasion, too, become a coward.

“Out of this!” he growled at them. “See that your swords hang ready.

Away!”

One of them murmured something that I could not catch. Mother in

Heaven! if it should be a suggestion of what actually had taken place,

a suggestion that the church should be searched ere they abandoned it?

But Ramiro’s answer speedily relieved my fears.

“I’ll take no risks,” he barked. “Come! Let us go separately. I first,

and do you follow me and get clear of Pesaro as best you can.” His

voice grew lower, and from what else he said I but caught the words,

“Cesena” and “to-morrow night,” from which I gathered that he was

appointing that as their next meeting-place.

Ramiro went, and scarce had the echoes of his footsteps died away ere

the others followed in a rush, fearful of being caught in some trap

that was here laid for them, and but restrained from flying on the

instant by their still greater fear of that harsh master, Ramiro.

Thanking Heaven for this miraculous deliverance, and for the wit it had

lent me so to prepare a scene that should thoroughly mislead those

ravishers, I turned me now to Madonna Paola. Her breathing was grown

more heavy and more regular, so that in all respects she was as one

sleeping healthily. Soon I hoped that she might awaken, for to seek to

bear her thence and to the Palace in my arms would have been a madness.

And now it occurred to me that I should have restoratives at hand

against the time of her regaining consciousness. Inspiration suggested

to me the wine that should be stored in the sacristy for altar

purposes. It was unconsecrated, and there could be no sacrilege in

using it.

I crept round to the front of the altar. At the angle a candle-branch

protruded, standing no higher than my head. It held some three or four

tapers, and was so placed to enable the priest to read his missal at

early Mass on dark winter mornings. I plucked one of the candles from

its socket, and hastening down the church, I lighted it from one of the

burning tapers of the bier. Screening it with my hand, I retraced my

steps and regained the chancel. Then turning to the left, I made for a

door that I knew should give access to the sacristy. It yielded to my

touch, and I passed down a short stone-flagged passage, and entered the

spacious chamber beyond. An oak settle was placed against one wall, and

above it hung an enormous, rudely-carved crucifix. Facing it against

the other wall loomed a huge piece of furniture, half-cupboard,

half-buffet. On a bench in a corner stood a basin and ewer of metal,

whilst a few vestments hanging beside these completed the furniture of

this austere and white-washed chamber. Setting my candle on the buffet,

I opened one of the drawers. It was full of garments of different

kinds, among which I noticed several monks’ habits. I rummaged to the

bottom only to find some odd pairs of sandals.

Disappointed, I closed the drawer and tried another, with no better

fortune. Here were under-vestments of fine linen, newly washed and

fragrant with rosemary. I abandoned the drawer and gave my attention to

the cupboard above. It was locked, but the key was there. It opened,

and my candle reflected a blaze on gold and silver vessels, consecrated

chalices; a dazzling monstra, and several richly-carved ciboria of

solid gold, set with precious stones. But in a corner I espied a

dark-brown, gourd-shaped object. It was a skin of wine, and, with a

half-suppressed cry of joy, I seized it. In that instant a piercing

scream rang through the stillness of the church, and startled me so

that I stood there for some seconds, frozen in horror, a hundred wild

conjectures leaping to my mind.

Had Ramiro remained hidden, and was he returned? Did the scream mean

that Madonna Paola had been awakened by his rough hands?

A second time it came, and now it seemed to break the hideous spell

that its first utterance had cast over me. Dropping the leather bottle,

I sped back, down the stone passage to the door that abutted on the

chancel.

There, by the high-altar, I saw a form that seemed at first luminous

and ghostly, but in which presently I recognised Madonna Paola, the dim

rays of the distant tapers finding out the white robe with which her

limbs were hung. She was alone, and I knew then that it was but the

very natural fear consequent upon awakening in such a place that had

provoked the cry I had heard.

“Madonna,” I called, advancing swiftly towards her. “Madonna Paola!”

There was a gasp, a moment’s stillness, then—

“Lazzaro?” She cried, questioningly. “What has happened? Why am I

here?”

I was beside her now, and found her trembling like an aspen.

“Something horrible has happened, Madonna,” I answered. “But it is over

now, and the evil is averted.”

“But how came I here?”

“That you shall learn.” I stooped to gather up the cloak which had

slipped from her shoulders as she advanced. “Do you wrap this about

you,” I urged her, and with my own hands I assisted to enfold her in

that mantle. “Are you faint, Madonna?” I asked.

“I scarce know,” she answered in a frightened voice. “There is a black

horror upon me. Tell me,” she implored again, “what does it mean?”

I drew her away now, promising to satisfy her in the fullest manner

once she were out of these forbidding surroundings. I led her to the

sacristy and seating her upon the settle I produced that wine-skin once

again.

At first she babbled like a child of not being thirsty; but I was

insistent.

“It is no matter of quenching thirst, Madonna,” I told her. “The wine

will warm and revive you. Come Madonna mia, drink.”

She obeyed me now, and having got the first gulp down her throat she

drank a lusty draught that was not long in bringing a healthier colour

to replace the ashen pallor of her cheeks.

“I am so cold, Lazzaro,” she complained.

I turned to the drawer in which I had espied the rough monks’ habits,

and pulling one out I held it for her to don. She sat there now, in

that garment of coarse black cloth, the cowl flung back upon her

shoulder, the fairest postulate that ever entered upon a novitiate.

“You are good to me, Lazzaro,” she murmured plaintively, “and I have

used you very ill.” She paused a second, passing her hand across her

brow. Then—“What is the hour?” she asked.

It was a question that I left unheeded. I bade her brace herself and

have courage for the tale I was to tell. I assured her that the horror

of it was all passed and that she had naught to fear. So soon as her

natural curiosity should be satisfied it should be hers to return to

her brother at the Palace.

“But how came I thence?” she cried. “I must have lain in a swoon, for I

remember nothing.” And then her swift mind, leaping to a reasonable

conclusion; and assisted, perhaps, by the memory of the shattered

catafalque which she had seen—“Did they account me dead, Lazzaro?” she

asked of a sudden, her eyes dilating with a curious affright as they

were turned upon my own.

“Yes, Madonna,” answered I, “you were accounted dead.” And, with that,

I told her the entire story of what had befallen, saving only that I

left my own part unmentioned, nor sought to explain my opportune

presence in the church. When I spoke of the coming of Ramiro and his

knaves she shuddered and closed her eyes in very awe. At length, when I

had done, she opened them again, and again she turned them full upon

me. Their brightness seemed to increase a moment, and then I saw that

she was quietly weeping.

“And you were there to save me, Lazzaro?” she murmured brokenly.

“Lazzaro mio, it seems that you are ever at hand when I have need of

you. You are indeed my one true friend—the one true friend that never

fails me.”

“Are you feeling stronger, Madonna?” I asked abruptly, roughly almost.

“Yes, I am stronger.” She stood up as if to test her strength. “Indeed

little ails me saving the horror of this thing. The thought of it seems

to turn me sick and dizzy.”

“Sit then and rest,” said I. “Presently, when you are more recovered,

we will set out.”

“Whither shall we go?” she asked.

“Why, to the Palace, to your brother.”

“Why, yes,” she answered, as though it were the last suggestion that

she had been expecting, “And to-morrow—it will be to-morrow, will it

not?—comes the Lord Ignacio to claim his bride. He will owe you no mean

thanks, Lazzaro.”

There was a pause. I paced the chamber, a hundred thoughts crowding my

mind, but overriding them all the conjecture of how far it might be

from matins, and how soon we might be discovered by the monks.

Presently she spoke again.

“Lazzaro,” she inquired very gently, “what was it brought you to the

church?”

“I came with the others, Madonna, to the burial service,” answered I,

and fearing such questions as might follow—questions that I had been

dreading ever since I had brought her to the sacristy—“If you are

recovered we had best be going,” I told her gruffly.

“Nay, I am not yet enough recovered,” answered she. “And before we go,

there are some points in this strange adventure that I would have you

make clear to me. Meanwhile, we are very well here. If the good fathers

come upon us, what shall it signify?”

I groaned inwardly, and I grew, I think, more afraid than when Ramiro

and his men had broken into the church an hour ago.

“What kept you here after all were gone?”

“I remained to pray, Madonna,” I answered brusquely. “Is aught else to

be done in a church?”

“To pray for me, Lazzaro?” she asked.

“Assuredly, Madonna.”

“Faithful heart,” she murmured. “And I had used you so cruelly for the

deception you practised. But you merited my cruelty, did you not,

Lazzaro? Say that you did, else must I perish of remorse.”

“Perhaps I deserved it, Madonna. But perhaps not so much as you

bestowed, had you but understood my motives,” I said unguardedly.

“If I had understood your motives?” she mused. “Aye, there is much I do

not understand. Even in this night’s transactions there are not wanting

things that remain mysterious despite the explanations you have

supplied me. Tell me, Lazzaro, what was it led you to suppose that I

still lived?

“I did not suppose it,” I blundered like a fool, never seeing whither

her question led.

“You did not?” she cried, in deep surprise; and now, when it was too

late, I understood. “What was it, then, induced you to lift the

coffin-lid?”

“You ask me more than I can tell you,” I answered, almost roughly. “Do

you thank God, Madonna, that it was so, and never plague your mind to

learn the ‘why’ of it.”

She looked at me with eyes that were singularly luminous.

“But I must know,” she insisted. “Have I not the right? Tell me now:

Was it that you wished to see my face again before they gave me over to

the grave?”

“Perhaps it was that, Madonna,” I answered in confusion, avoiding her

glance. Then—“Shall we be going?” I suggested fiercely. But she never

heeded that suggestion.

She spoke as if she had not heard, and the words she uttered seemed to

turn me into stone.

“Did you love me then so much, dear Lazzaro?”

I swung round to face her now, and I know that my face was white—whiter

than hers had been when I had beheld her in her coffin. My eyes seemed

to burn in their sockets as they met hers. A madness overtook me and

whelmed my better judgment. I had undergone so much that day through

grief, and that night through a hundred emotions, that I was no longer

fully master of myself. Her words robbed me, I think, of my last

lingering shred of reason.

“Love you, Madonna?” I echoed, in a voice that was as unlike my own as

was the mood that then possessed me. “You are the air I breathe, the

sun that lights my miserable world. You are dearer to me than honour,

sweeter than life. You are the guardian angel of my existence, the

saint to whom I have turned morning and evening in my prayers for

grace. Do I love you, Madonna—?”

And there I paused. The thought of what I did and what the consequences

must be rushed suddenly upon me. I shivered as a man shivers in

awaking. I dropped on my knees before her, bowing my head and flinging

wide my arms.

“Forgive, Madonna,” I cried entreatingly. “Forgive and forget. Never

again will I offend.”

“Neither forgive nor forget will I,” came her voice, charged with an

ineffable sweetness, and her hands descended on my bowed bead, as if

she would bless and soothe me. “I am conscious of no offence that

craves forgiveness, and what you have said I would not forget if I

could. Whence springs this fear of yours, dear Lazzaro? Am I more than

woman, or you less than man that you should tremble for the confession

that in a wild moment I have dragged from you? For that wild moment I

shall be thankful to my life’s end; for your words have been the

sweetest ever my poor ears listened to. Once I thought that I loved the

Lord Giovanni Sforza. But it was you I loved; for the deeds that earned

him my affection were deeds of yours and not of his. Once I told you so

in scorn. Yet since then I have come soberly to ponder it. I account

you, Lazzaro, the noblest friend, the bravest gentleman and the truest

lover that the world has known. Need it surprise you, then, that I love

you and that mine would be a happy life if I might spend it in growing

worthy of this noble love of yours?”

There was a knot in my throat and tears in my eyes—a matter at which I

take no shame. Air seemed to fail me for a moment, and I almost thought

that I should swoon, so overcome was I. Transport the blackest soul

from among the damned of Hell, wash it white of its sins and seat it on

one of the glorious thrones of Heaven, then ponder its emotions, and

you may learn something of what I felt. At last, when I had mastered

the exquisite torture of my joy—

“Madonna mia,” I cried, “bethink you of what you say. You are the noble

lady of Santafior, and I—”

“No more of this,” she interrupted me. “You are Lazzaro Biancomonte, of

patrician birth, no matter to what odd shifts a cruel fortune may have

driven you. Will you take me?”

She had my face between her palms, and she forced my glance to meet her

own saintly eyes.

“Will you take me, Lazaro?” she repeated.

“Holy Flower of the Quince!” was all that I could murmur, whereat she

gently smiled. “Santo Fior di Cotogno!”

And then a great sadness overwhelmed me. A tide that neaped the frail

bark of happiness high and dry upon the shores of black despair.

“To-morrow Madonna, comes the Lord Ignacio Borgia,” I groaned.

“I know, I know,” said she. “But I have thought of that. Paula Sforza

di Santafior is dead. Requiescat! We must dispose that they will let

her rest in peace.”

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